One Hundred Letters Before I Walked Away

1 The day I tried on my bespoke Vera Wang couture bridal gown, Garrett walked out on me. It took nothing more than a single Instagram story from his first love, posted from the arrivals lounge at JFK: The wind in this city is so cold. I wish someone was here to hold me. Garrett had grabbed his car keys off the marble console table, his voice coated in that thin, dismissive impatience he had perfected over the years. “Amber’s having another depressive relapse. If she’s left alone at the airport in that state, something terrible could happen.” He didn’t even look at me as he shoved his phone into his pocket. “Just pick whichever dress you want. Honestly, on you, they all look pretty much the same.” The bridal consultant stood beside me, her hands frozen mid-air, holding the cathedral-length lace veil as the heavy glass door clicked shut behind him. An uncomfortable flush crept up her neck. “Ma’am… would you like to try on the second look?” If this had been a year ago—or even three months ago—I would have swallowed my pride, begged him to stay, or spent the rest of the afternoon weeping in the dressing room. Instead, I reached back, unzipped the hundred-thousand-dollar silk-satin gown with steady fingers, and stepped out of it. “No,” I said quietly. “Cancel the order. All of it.” Garrett had spent years believing that my love for him was an unconditional constant—that I had stripped myself of every ounce of dignity just to remain in his orbit, and that no matter how cruelly he tested the perimeter, I would never leave. What he didn’t know was that in the back of my closet, tucked beneath layers of winter coats, sat a vintage brass box containing exactly one hundred letters—seven years of unspoken, one-sided devotion. Over the past three months, ever since Amber returned to New York, I made a silent vow: every time he abandoned me to go running to her, I would burn one letter. Ten minutes ago, while locked inside the boutique’s private dressing suite, I had struck a match and watched the final, hundredth letter curl into black ash over the porcelain sink. Seven years of devotion had been reduced to soot and rinsed down the drain. When Garrett finally finished consoling his fragile muse and returned home, expecting to toss me a scrap of guilt-ridden affection, he would find nothing but an empty penthouse. “Kate, what kind of childish tantrum are you throwing now?” I had barely stepped onto Madison Avenue when Garrett’s name flashed across my phone. When I answered, his voice was nearly drowned out by the muffled chime of terminal announcements in the background. “The boutique manager just called my assistant,” he snapped. “She said you canceled the custom lace gown I picked out for you.” I stopped beneath the shade of an autumn-gold elm, watching the pedestrian light across the street shift from red to green. “Yes. I canceled it.” “Are you honestly trying to use a dress to guilt-trip me into coming back to the fitting?” Garrett let out a sharp, incredulous scoff. “Amber was mobbed by paparazzi at Terminal 4. She had a full panic attack and nearly jumped the mezzanine railing. Can you put your petty, jealous little insecurities aside for once in your life?” I didn’t argue. I didn’t defend myself. In the past, I would have desperately scrambled to explain that I wasn’t being jealous, that I was just hurt, that I was trying to be the supportive, accommodating woman he demanded. But now, listening to him, my arm merely felt tired from holding the phone to my ear. “Think whatever you want, Garrett.” I raised a hand and flagged a passing yellow cab. My lack of reaction seemed to throw him off. There was a brief, jarring silence on the other end of the line—two full seconds of dead air. When he spoke again, he retreated into his default tone: an unbearable mix of condescension and transactional compromise. “Look, I’m not going to argue with you today,” he said, exhaling heavily. “Amber’s blood sugar plummeted. She’s dizzy and can’t stop crying. Go down to that bakery in Soho—the one with the artisanal elderberry pastries she loves—and bring a box to the hotel address I’m texting you.” He paused, as though offering me a rare privilege. “Consider it your apology for making a scene at the boutique.” The cab pulled up to the curb. The driver glanced back through the partition, asking where I was headed. I gave him the address of the Tribeca penthouse Garrett and I had shared, then spoke into the receiver. “I’m busy. I’m not going.” “Kate, do you seriously have to pick a fight right now?” Garrett’s voice dropped an octave, tight with anger. “Amber is hanging on by a thread mentally. As my future wife, do you really have so little grace and empathy?” “None at all,” I said, watching the brownstones blur past the window. “If you’re that worried about her pastry cravings, stand in line and buy them yourself.” Before he could respond, I hung up. A second later, a notification banner popped up on my screen. It was an iMessage from Amber. It was a photo: Garrett leaned over a hotel bed, gently smoothing an adhesive bandage over her scraped knee. Below the image was a single line of calculated faux-innocence: I’m so sorry, Kate. Garrett insisted I can’t take care of myself and wouldn’t let me stay alone. You aren’t mad at me, are you? I opened the thread, held down on the contact card, and hit Delete and Block. When I arrived at the penthouse—a home I had spent the last three years decorating down to the exact weight of the linen curtains—the foyer was still cluttered with the luxury wedding favors Garrett and I had selected just yesterday. I went straight to the storage closet by the front entrance, bypassed the organized bins, and pulled out a roll of heavy-duty black industrial trash bags. The purge started now. I walked into the walk-in closet and began pulling down my clothes. Everything that belonged to me went into a hard-shell Rimowa suitcase. Everything Garrett had ever tossed my way as an afterthought—the beige trench coat he had bought because “Amber wears this cut, and it would probably look decent on you too”—went straight into the trash bags. “What on earth are you doing?” A crisp, authoritative voice broke the silence behind me. I turned around. Garrett’s mother, Margaret Foster, was standing in the doorway holding an insulated carrier of high-grade organic bone broth. She looked at the trash bags at my feet, her manicured brows knitting into a deep scowl. “Where is Garrett? Isn’t today your final gown fitting? Why are you packing bags in an empty house?” I stopped folding a cashmere sweater and zipped the luggage shut. “He went to JFK to pick up Amber.” Margaret’s face darkened instantly. She set the thermos down on the vanity with a sharp thud. “That little parasite left the country two years ago. When did she crawl back?” “Three months ago,” I said, my voice entirely flat, as if recounting the weather. “In those three months, Garrett has accompanied her to the emergency room five times, taken her to three midnight movie screenings, and rented out an entire private rooftop terrace for her birthday.” Margaret’s chest rose and fell with fury. She crossed the room and took my wrist, her grip firm. “Are you out of your mind, Kate? Why didn’t you tell me this the moment it started?” She reached for her phone. “I’m calling that idiot right now. I’ll have him on his knees in front of you within the hour.” I placed my hand over hers and gently pushed her phone down. “Don’t bother, Margaret.” Looking at her—the only person in the Foster family who possessed a clear, unyielding sense of decency—my eyes didn’t even sting. “I canceled the gown,” I told her quietly. “And I called off the wedding. I’m vacating the space so he can give it to the woman he actually wants.” Margaret stared at me, her lips trembling slightly. “Kate, please. Don’t make an impulsive decision out of anger. Garrett is acting like a blind fool, but you are the only daughter-in-law I acknowledge. You gave up your gallery career for him. You spent years managing his entire life from the shadows. I’ve seen everything you sacrificed.” Her eyes were filled with genuine heartbreak. “As long as I’m alive, Amber Ross will never set foot across the threshold of this family.” “It’s not an impulsive decision, Margaret,” I said gently. I let go of her hand, turned around, and tied a double knot in the trash bag containing every cheap, thoughtless gift Garrett had ever given me. “I just don’t want him anymore.” 2 Margaret left with red-rimmed eyes. She didn’t try to persuade me further; she simply whispered, “The Foster family has failed you,” and walked out the door. The massive apartment sank back into absolute silence. I moved methodically from the study to the kitchen, and finally into the private screening room that Garrett considered his personal domain. When I slid open the media console drawer, my eyes caught a sleek white electronic dispenser. It was a smart, connected pillbox Garrett had purchased three months ago for Amber. At the time, he had justified it with righteous conviction: Amber’s depression requires strict medication management, and her memory is terrible. This tracks doses and records audio logs so I know she’s taking them. Because the device had been configured over the home Wi-Fi, the secondary administrator access was still linked to an app on my phone. On pure impulse, I opened the application. The log showed that the dispenser had been opened today at 2:15 PM, followed by an automatically uploaded thirty-second ambient audio clip. I tapped the play button. “Garrett, these pills taste so bitter. My stomach hurts every time I swallow them.” Amber’s voice, soft, fragile, and dripping with calculated helplessness, echoed through the quiet room. Then came Garrett’s voice, lower and infinitely tender—a tone he had never once used with me. “Hang in there. I already called the house and told them to start simmering that restorative ginger congee for you.” “The same congee you drank seven years ago when you had that awful gastric bleed?” Amber asked, dragging out her vowels in playful triumph. “If Kate finds out you learned how to make that specifically for me, won’t she throw another fit?” Garrett let out a dismissive snort through the speaker. “She doesn’t have the right to throw anything. She only learned that recipe because she copied how you used to make it for me anyway. Get some rest. I’m bringing you back to the penthouse tonight. It’s not safe for you at a hotel with the press sniffing around.” The recording clicked off. I stood there in the dim media room, staring at the waveform on the glass screen, a wave of cold nausea washing over me. Seven years ago, in the dead of an East Coast winter. Garrett had drunk himself into severe gastric hemorrhaging during an acquisition dinner and was rushed to the ER at three in the morning. Back then, I was just a quiet girl who barely dared to speak to him. To make a specialized herbal restorative broth that could soothe his ravaged stomach lining, I had walked miles through a crippling blizzard to find an old holistic practitioner who knew the traditional formulation. My fingers had developed severe chilblains from the freezing winds; I stood over the stove for four agonizing hours, blistering both of my palms against the heavy cast-iron pot. When I brought the thermos to his hospital bedside, he took one sip, grimaced, and pushed it away. “Tastes awful,” he had muttered. “Not even half as good as what Amber used to make.” For the next seven years, I spent endless weekends perfecting that recipe, trying to capture the elusive phantom of “Amber’s flavor.” And now, the truth laid bare. In Garrett’s memory, every drop of blood and sweat I had poured out for seven years was merely a crude imitation of his muse. He had rewritten history to give her credit for a bowl of broth she had never once made for him. The heavy sound of an engine idling below broke the quiet, followed by the electronic chime of the front door’s smart lock. I slipped my phone back into my pocket and walked out to the foyer. Garrett was carefully guiding Amber through the doorway, his arm wrapped supportively around her waist. Amber was wearing an oversized men’s Oxford shirt—a custom silk-cotton blend I had ordered for Garrett last month, the cuffs monogrammed with our initials, G&K, in silver thread. On her petite frame, the hem barely grazed the middle of her thighs, looking deliberate, messy, and blatantly territorial. “Oh… Kate, you’re home,” Amber said, shrinking instantly behind Garrett like a startled fawn. “Garrett said the paparazzi at the hotel were too dangerous and made me come stay for a few days. You don’t mind, do you?” Garrett tossed his keys onto the credenza. His gaze flickered coldly over the packed black trash bags sitting near the entryway. “Who are you putting on that funeral face for?” He stepped toward me, looking down from his height. “Amber’s condition is fragile right now. She needs absolute peace in a familiar environment. You’ll take the guest room for the next few days; she gets the primary suite.” I looked at his matter-of-fact expression, then let my eyes drift down to Amber’s bare legs beneath my fiancé’s shirt. “You don’t need my permission for where she sleeps,” I said evenly, stepping past him toward the door. “Because I have no intention of staying here anyway.” Garrett spun around and clamped his hand around my wrist. His grip was brutal, the pressure grinding bone against bone. “Kate, what game are you playing now?” he hissed. “First you cancel the gown, now you’re staging a runaway act? Do you honestly think these cheap, melodramatic stunts are going to make me chase you?” “Garrett, please don’t be mad at Kate,” Amber chimed in right on cue, tears pooling instantly in her wide eyes. “It’s all my fault. I shouldn’t have come back. I’ll leave right now—even if the reporters tear me apart on the street, I can’t let myself ruin your relationship.” She made a dramatic move toward the door. Garrett released my wrist instantly, turning to catch Amber in his arms. “Stop talking nonsense. This is my home. You aren’t going anywhere.” He stroked her hair, his eyes darting back to glare at me with venomous irritation. “If you want to walk out that door, Kate, then get the hell out. Don’t expect me to indulge your childish tantrums like I used to. If you leave tonight, don’t you dare come crawling back.” 3 I didn’t waste a single breath responding. I walked back to the guest room, picked up my coat, and grabbed the handle of my rolling suitcase. Out in the living room, Amber’s delicate complaints were already escalating. “Garrett, the color of these charcoal linen sofas feels so dark and oppressive… I can barely breathe looking at them.” She paused, sniffing the air with exaggerated fragility. “And that potted flower near the terrace—the scent is so sharp, I think I’m starting to get an allergic reaction.” That plant was an ultra-rare hybrid Paphiopedilum orchid—a specimen Garrett had casually mentioned wanting three years ago. I had spent thousands of dollars, consulted five different master botanists, and monitored its soil pH and humidity every single morning to coax it into bloom. “If you don’t like it, get rid of it,” Garrett replied without a second of hesitation, his voice dripping with endless indulgence. “Martha, dig that weed out of the ceramic pot and throw it in the chute. Then call interior services to bring up a cream-colored slipcover set.” Martha, the housekeeper who had worked for the Fosters for over a decade, knew exactly what that orchid meant to me. She stood near the terrace, looking nervously between Garrett and the hallway. “Sir… that’s the orchid Miss Mercer spent three years cultivating—” “Did you not hear me?” Garrett’s voice cut through the air like a whip. “Amber’s health comes first. A piece of house foliage isn’t more important than a human life.” I wheeled my suitcase into the living room just in time to see Martha carrying the custom ceramic planter toward the service door, her hands trembling. As she moved, the tall, delicate bloom snapped against the doorframe, its pale, velvety petals shattering across the polished marble floor. I stopped and looked down at the broken stem. I waited for the familiar, agonizing ache in my chest. There was nothing. Not a pinch. Not a tremor. When a heart finally dies completely, it doesn’t even have the courtesy to hurt. Garrett saw me looking at the floor and immediately shifted his body, shielding Amber behind him as if anticipating an explosive scene. “That orchid triggers her allergies, so it’s gone,” he said defensively. “If you feel wronged, I’ll wire twenty thousand dollars to your checking account tomorrow and you can buy a dozen more.” He had always been like this. Crushing years of devotion beneath his heel, then tossing down cash like hush money. “Keep your money,” I said quietly, without looking at him or the flower. “It was trash anyway. Martha just saved me the trouble of throwing it out.” Garrett blinked, visibly unsettled by my lack of outrage. He narrowed his eyes at my suitcase. “What are you doing pacing around with an empty bag? Your theatricality is getting pathetic, Kate.” In Garrett’s mind, I was the dependent woman who used to panic if he was an hour late for dinner. He was entirely convinced that my suitcase was half-empty, that I was simply bluffing to see if he would stop me. Amber peeked out from behind his shoulder, a faint, victorious smirk dancing on her lips. “Kate, are you really leaving? The storm outside is getting terrible. It’s not safe out there alone. If you really can’t stand seeing me, I can sleep on the couch and let you have the bed.” She leaned heavier into Garrett’s chest as she spoke. “Amber, stop apologizing to an ungrateful woman,” Garrett sneered, resting his hand firmly on her shoulder. “Let her leave. I’d love to see where Kate Mercer thinks she can go in this city without my name behind her.” He looked toward the entryway. “Martha, change the smart lock passcodes tomorrow morning. Let’s see if she tries to sneak back in the middle of the night.” I reached into my handbag, pulled out the key fob and access cards to the building, and set them gently on the marble console table. “You don’t need to change the codes,” I said, looking at the face I had loved for seven long years. It was astonishing how quickly a man could become a complete stranger. “I’ve already notified our families and the press that our engagement is terminated,” I continued calmly. “Tomorrow morning, formal legal paperwork dissolving all corporate and personal alliances will be delivered to Foster Holdings.” I met his cold stare one last time. “I wish you two the life you deserve.” Before he could process the words, I pulled open the heavy front door and stepped out into the corridor. The door clicked shut behind me, sealing off the noise, the arrogance, and the rot of the last seven years. Outside the residential lobby, the skies cracked open with a violent thunderclap. Heavy autumn rain slammed against the concrete, washing over my face with an icy, drenching shock that felt less like pain and more like total, absolute liberation. I pulled my suitcase behind me through the deluge for twenty agonizing minutes before an available taxi finally pulled over. As I slid into the back seat, my phone buzzed on my lap. It was a text from Garrett: Kate, you’ve really lost your mind. Calling off the wedding in public? Who are you trying to embarrass? I’m giving you one final chance: get back here within thirty minutes and apologize to Amber, or you will never step foot in a Foster property again for the rest of your life. I looked at the glowing screen without an ounce of emotion, held down the power button until it went completely black, and shoved it into the bottom of my bag. The long, draining fever dream was finally over. 4 The downpour intensified, turning the Manhattan streets into slick, reflective black rivers. After twenty minutes in the freezing rain, my clothes were soaked through. A violent chill rattled my bones while my forehead burned with fever, and my stomach knotted into sharp, agonizing spasms. The chronic gastritis I had developed years ago chose this exact, storm-drowned night to tear through me. “Driver,” I rasped, pressing an arm tightly against my abdomen, my voice barely audible over the roar of the rain. “Please… take me to the nearest hospital.” The driver glanced at me through the rearview mirror, his face tensing. “Hang on, miss. The highway ramp ahead is blocked by a downed branch. I have to detour around the underpass—” Before he could finish, the car lurched violently. A delivery van swerved into our lane to avoid the debris. The driver slammed on the brakes and cut the wheel, sending the taxi crashing hard into the metal barrier. The impact threw me forward with brutal force. My head slammed against the rigid plastic back of the front seat. A warm, thick liquid immediately began trickling down my eyebrow, blurring my vision. “Miss! Oh god, you’re bleeding!” the driver yelled, frantically unbuckling his seatbelt. Dizziness swirled through my head, mixing with the searing pain in my stomach until breathing felt impossible. Through pure, fading muscle memory, my trembling fingers dug into my bag, pulled out my phone, and powered it on. The emergency speed dial 1 had belonged to one person for seven years. The call connected. It rang and rang—so long that I thought the voicemail would pick up—until Garrett’s voice finally cut in, laden with disgust. “Kate, what is wrong with you? I just got Amber to sleep. Are you calling to haunt me?” “Garrett…” I gasped, my words coming in broken, shallow breaths. “The cab crashed… near the West Side Highway underpass… I’m bleeding, can you please—” “Could you try using some imagination for your lies?” Garrett interrupted harshly, his tone devoid of even a shred of concern, dripping only with the fury of someone who thought his intelligence was being insulted. “You were acting so proud and untouchable an hour ago. Now that you realize I’m not chasing you, you stage a car accident to beg for sympathy?” “Kate, I never realized how fundamentally manipulative you are.” “No… Garrett, I’m really—” A sharp cramp locked my diaphragm, cutting off my air. From the other end of the line, Amber’s muffled, tearful whimper drifted through the receiver. “Garrett… the thunder is so loud, I’m scared… don’t leave me…” Garrett’s voice instantly softened into that familiar, sickening tenderness. “I’m right here, Amber. I’m not going anywhere.” Then, turning back to the phone, he spat out his final words: “Kate, even if you actually die out on the street tonight, I won’t be the one coming to identify your body. Stop calling to disgust me.” Click. The line went dead. I stared at the dark screen, a terrible, bloodstained smile pulling at the corners of my mouth. Rain and blood dripped onto the glass. With the very last ounce of strength in my fingers, I opened his contact profile and hit Delete. “Miss! The ambulance can’t get through the flooded ramp—I’m carrying you to the clinic across the avenue!” the driver shouted. Darkness pulled me under. When I opened my eyes again, it was late the following afternoon. The room smelled of sharp antiseptic and sterile cotton. A heavy bandage was wrapped around my forehead, an IV line taped to the back of my left hand, and my scuffed suitcase rested against the bedside table. A nurse stepped in to change my saline bag. Seeing me awake, she let out a breath of relief. “You’re finally up. The cab driver paid your initial emergency intake deposit before he had to leave for the police report. Your phone had no emergency contacts listed, so we couldn’t reach your family.” “Thank you,” I croaked, my throat raw. Once the nurse left, I reached for my bag, pulled out a fresh SIM card I had ordered days ago, and slotted it into my phone. Then, I dialed a private direct line I hadn’t used in seven years. “Frank,” I said. The voice on the other end—the senior managing partner of Manhattan’s most formidable corporate law firm—froze for a second. “Miss Mercer? Is that… is that really you?” “It’s me,” I said, looking out the hospital window at the pale autumn sunlight slicing through the clouds. “Liquidate and pull all capital under my name currently backing Foster Holdings. Every single dollar. And issue the formal public statement terminating the engagement to all major financial outlets.” Frank let out a low, disbelieving breath. “Miss Mercer… you’ve finally decided?” “Yes,” I said quietly. “I’m done playing house. I’m coming back to take over the family office.” I hung up, looking around the small, sterile hospital room. There was no Garrett Foster here. There were no hundred burned letters. There was only Katherine Mercer, finally awake. At eight o’clock that evening, Garrett settled Amber into bed and drove back to the Tribeca penthouse. He kicked off his shoes in the foyer and tossed his designer blazer onto the sofa. “Kate. Haven’t you had enough of this drama? Come out and make dinner.” The apartment was dead silent. No one stepped out from the kitchen holding a mug of warm water with lemon. Garrett frowned, his chest tightening with annoyance as he marched toward the guest room. He pushed the door open. The room was stripped bare. The closet was empty. The vanity was cleared. There was not a single stray hairpin, not a single bottle of perfume, not a single strand of hair left behind. Garrett stood frozen in the doorway. A sudden, sharp dread—cold and venomous—coiled tightly around his ribs.

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