Count to a Hundred and Watch Me Disappear

1 The night before our wedding, Hailey suggested a game of hide-and-seek. She said it would be just like when we were kids—one last burst of chaotic fun before everything became permanent. I opened my mouth to decline, but David laughed, cutting me off before I could speak. “Old rules,” he said, his eyes crinkling at the corners in that familiar, easy way. “I’m it.” I hid behind the thick hydrangeas at the edge of the property, crouching low where the shadows swallowed the lawn. When I parted the broad green leaves to peer out, the breath caught in my throat. Under the warm glow of the patio string lights, Hailey was standing on her tiptoes, pressing her lips directly against David’s mouth. I froze. The chill of the damp earth seeped through my jeans, pinning me to the spot. A moment later, Hailey stepped back, casually picking up a dried branch to poke at the backyard fire pit. Sparks danced into the night air. David pulled out his phone, a soft, reverent smile spreading across his face as he took photo after photo of her—framing her against the flames as if she were the rarest artifact in the world. I stayed in the dark until the fire died down. When I finally walked back, my eyes stinging and bloodshot, David blinked in mild surprise. “Where were you?” he asked casually. “Game’s been over.” I looked at him, my voice stripped of all inflection. “You never even looked for me.” He chuckled, shaking his head as if I were a petulant child throwing a tantrum over spilled juice. “I thought you gave up and went inside hours ago.” Hailey leaned her weight lazily against his shoulder, her voice dripping with playful condescension. “You always hide too well, Gwen. Who could possibly find you?” A memory hit me with the force of a physical blow: I was six years old, playing the exact same game. I had hidden inside a heavy mahogany wardrobe, waiting until my limbs grew numb and I drifted off to sleep. When I woke up, the door had clicked locked from the outside. I screamed and banged until my throat bled, trapped in the suffocating dark until the housekeeper finally heard me hours later. When I confronted David back then, he had merely shrugged. Why didn’t you make noise sooner? I counted to a hundred, and then Hailey and I went to ride our bikes. I had already lost back then. From age six to twenty-six, I had been losing a game I never stood a chance of winning. Tears pricked behind my eyelids. I turned on my heel, ready to walk away. David’s smile vanished. He grabbed my wrist, his grip tightening. “The wedding is tomorrow, Gwen. Where are you going?” He sighed, annoyance edging into his tone. “Stop making a scene. It’s midnight. Nobody has the energy to chase you.” I didn’t say a word. I pulled out my phone, opened the city clerk portal, and canceled our marriage license appointment. I was done playing their twisted little games. David’s life was no longer a story I wanted any part of. Inside the living room, the coordinators from the bridal agency were bustling around Hailey, going over the final run-through for tomorrow. “Your complexion is absolutely luminous,” the lead stylist gushed, holding a veil sample against Hailey’s hair. “With tomorrow’s lighting, you’re going to take the groom’s breath away.” Hailey blushed, ducking her head with performative modesty. “Oh, stop. Gwen is the bride. She’ll be upset if she hears you say that.” The room fell quiet. For the first time all evening, every eye turned to look at me standing in the doorway. David saw my rigid posture and his expression instantly darkened. “Who are you glaring at? Did anyone here do something to you?” A bitter, humorless laugh rose in my chest. On the eve of my wedding, betrayed by the only two people I had trusted for decades, my grief was somehow still treated as an unreasonable inconvenience. I turned toward the hallway, heading for the bedroom to pack my things. “Gwen,” David called out, his voice dropping into that stern, authoritative register. “The second something doesn’t go your way, you just walk out on everyone.” My feet stopped. In the past, whenever he used my full name like that, I would immediately back down. I had been terrified of his displeasure, terrified of losing whatever scraps of affection he threw my way. This time, I looked him dead in the eye. “Send them home, David. The wedding is canceled. We’re done.” David stared at me, genuinely stunned. Before he could respond, Hailey’s eyes welled with dramatic tears. “Gwen… is this because I stepped in to do the rehearsal blocking for you? I swear I only wanted you to get some rest. I was just trying to help…” Seeing her cry, David’s protective instinct flared instantly. “Don’t apologize to her, Hailey. She’s looking for a fight.” He stepped in front of me, looking down with tight-jawed fury. “A breakup isn’t something you decide on your own. If you want to throw a fit, fine. Hailey can walk the rehearsal aisle in your place.” I scoffed. The coordinators exchanged awkward, uneasy glances. David let out a long, theatrical sigh, his expression softening into patronizing patience as he reached out to smooth the furrow between my eyebrows. “Don’t frown like that. I know you’re actually upset.” He lowered his voice, treating me like a spoiled toddler. “Is this really about that stupid game? Fine. You win this time, okay?” He remembered every small quirk of mine. For years, I had fooled myself into thinking that meant he loved me. Only now did I realize that his attentiveness was nothing more than an advance payment of guilt for his inevitable betrayals. I met his gaze steadily. “I saw you kiss Hailey by the fire pit.” David’s face stiffened. For a fraction of a second, the mask slipped. Then he stepped smoothly between Hailey and me. “You’re seeing things. Hailey and I are just friends. You know she’s fiercely independent—she doesn’t even believe in marriage. She gave me a hug because she was happy for us, that’s all.” As he spoke, the heavy, crisp scent of cedarwood rolled off his collar. Years ago, I had saved up to buy him a bottle of cedarwood cologne. He had shoved it into a drawer, claiming he despised all fragrances. Months later, Hailey offhandedly mentioned that she loved the smell of pine and cedar. From that day on, he never left the house without spraying it. David reached out to pull me into an embrace, offering a practiced apology. I wrenched myself out of his reach. He ruffled his hair, exasperated. “Gwen, listen to me. Your mother’s custom embroidery pattern—the atelier finished sewing it onto the train this afternoon. The gown will be delivered any minute. And the heirloom necklace? It’ll be here first thing in the morning before the ceremony.” I snapped my head up. “Really?” He bent down slightly, leveling his eyes with mine, his voice dripping with gentle certainty. “Have I ever broken a promise to you?” Before I could process the surge of emotion, Hailey stumbled behind him with a sharp gasp. David spun around instantly, pure panic in his posture. “What happened? Are you okay?” Hailey shook her head, blinking away tears. “I’m fine… just twisted my ankle. Go take care of Gwen first.” Without a second thought, David dropped to one knee. He slid off her high heel, his hands cupping her swollen ankle with an effortless, intimate familiarity—a gesture so practiced it could only have been born from years of repetition. “Gwen, I have to take her to Urgent Care,” he said, already scooping Hailey up into his arms. He paused at the door, glancing back at me with a frown. “Don’t crank the AC too low while I’m gone. You know you catch a cold the second it drops, and then I’m the only one who has to worry about you.” He always did this. The moment my heart turned completely cold, he would toss out a crumb of warmth just to keep me tethered. “David,” I said, my voice trembling. “I’m the one marrying you tomorrow.” He stopped in the doorway. “Which means you have my lifelong commitment, Gwen. Who does Hailey have?” He shook his head, sounding disappointed in me. “You already have so much more than her. Stop competing for every little scrap.” I watched the front door swing shut behind them. Tears fell freely down my cheeks. The bridal team swarmed around me, offering hasty comfort. The coordinator showed me the timeline binder, her eyes full of envy. “Mr. Mercer planned every single cue and flower arrangement himself. He really loves you.” Yet the rehearsal dragged on until the final cues were marked, and the man who supposedly loved me never returned. “We just need to block the groom’s entrance,” the coordinator said gently, checking her watch. “Is he coming back soon?” I stared out the window into the pitch-black night. “He should be.” By ten o’clock, the house was empty. I dialed his number. He answered on the second ring. Loud, thumping bass and drunken laughter blasted through the receiver. “Gwen? I’m at a karaoke lounge with Hailey.” I gripped the phone until my knuckles turned white. “There were six people here waiting for you all night, David.” “I know,” he shouted over the music. “Hailey said once we’re married tomorrow, she won’t feel right calling me out like this anymore. We’re just letting off some steam before the big day.” I looked down at the wedding binder on the table, covered in his meticulous, handwritten notes. The irony burned like acid in my throat. “Is our wedding more important to you,” I asked quietly, “or is Hailey?” The background music suddenly cut out; he had stepped into a quieter hallway. His voice came through heavy with fatigue and irritation. “Gwen, don’t back me into a corner. I’m going to spend the rest of my life with you. We’ll have a million important moments. Hailey sprained her ankle, and seeing us get married is making her anxious about losing her best friend. I’m just keeping her company for a little while.” A suffocating lump lodged in my throat. Right then, the front door buzzer sounded, and a courier carried in the massive garment box. The coordinator carefully unzipped the garment bag, revealing the gown. My mother’s hand-drawn floral embroidery was stitched flawlessly along the silk train, delicate and breathtaking. Tucked into the bodice was an envelope with a handwritten note from David: Gwen, every regret life gave you, I will spend the rest of my days making whole. A sob tore from my throat, my tears smudging the dark ink on the card. He had remembered. My mother had been a textile designer, and her dying wish had been to see me walk down the aisle in a gown bearing her signature motif. Before I could catch my breath, Hailey’s high, teasing giggle pierced through the phone receiver. “Dave! This is the duet you taught me! Come back inside and sing with me!” David’s response was immediate. “Coming.” The line went dead. I traced the silk embroidery of my mother’s design, laughing softly through my tears. The man who had commissioned this grand romantic gesture was currently across town, singing love songs with another woman. At midnight, the front door clicked open. David walked into the master bedroom, his jacket smelling of alcohol and stale bar air. The first thing he asked was whether I had tried on the dress. “Does it fit?” When I didn’t answer, he noticed the garment bag still hanging untouched in the corner. His brow furrowed. “You don’t like it?” He pulled the dress out himself, bringing it toward me. “Let me help you put it on. You’re going to look incredible.” He stood behind me, smoothing down every fold and zipper with a reverent, concentrated focus—looking at me the way he used to when we first started dating. Once it was zipped, he turned me toward the full-length mirror, smiling. “I took your measurements myself. Perfect fit, right?” He rested his hands on my shoulders, his eyes meeting mine in the glass. “Don’t we look amazing together?” The bedroom door was abruptly pushed open. Hailey stood there in a slinky silk slip, her damp hair clinging to her shoulders, holding a bath towel. “Hey, do you guys have a spare hairdryer?” The words I was about to say died in my throat. David’s hands tightened reassuringly on my shoulders, his tone sickeningly casual. “It was too late for her to drive home, and the hallway lights in her building were out. She was terrified. You’ve always been the sensible one, Gwen. Don’t make a thing out of this.” My vision blurred with fresh tears. I was always forced to be the sensible one, while he indulged every single one of Hailey’s whims. Hailey looked down, biting her lip with timid vulnerability. “The overhead light in the guest room keeps flickering, too. It’s making a weird buzzing sound… I’m kind of scared.” David hesitated for half a second before his hands dropped from my shoulders. “I’ll go take a look.” I didn’t ask him to stay. He didn’t look back. Ten minutes later, my phone lit up with a new notification. Hailey had posted a photo on her social media story: David’s silhouette standing by her bedside table, captioned: Best guy friend in the world, staying up because I’m terrified of the dark. I stood alone in front of the mirror, the intricate silk embroidery glowing under the warm vanity bulbs, and let out a broken, silent laugh. Mom, I thought, the wedding you wanted for me isn’t going to happen. David didn’t return to the master bedroom all night. Before the first light of dawn cracked through the blinds, I had packed my suitcase and hidden it in the hallway closet. But when the hair and makeup artist arrived at four in the morning, I still sat down in the chair. I couldn’t leave yet. The heirloom pearl necklace—the one my mother had left behind for me—hadn’t been delivered. At four-thirty, David appeared in the doorway, fully dressed in his charcoal-gray tuxedo. When our eyes met in the mirror, my chest tightened, and an involuntary ache of longing pulled at my lips. For a fleeting, desperate second, I thought that if he just walked over, took my hand, and said, Gwen, I’m ready to marry you, I might actually be weak enough to forgive it all. Then Hailey slipped her hand into the crook of his arm. She was wearing an ivory cocktail dress that mirrored the cut of a wedding gown. David turned to look at her, his eyes lighting up with unfiltered admiration. “That dress looks stunning on you, Hailey. You’re going to steal the show.” His voice was quiet, nearly swallowed by the hum of the hair dryer, but the words hit me like a sledgehammer. After chatting with her as if no one else existed, David finally walked over and patted my shoulder. “Hailey said seeing everything set up made her want to know what it feels like to be a bride. Just for the walkthrough, Gwen. Let her wear the gown for the mock ceremony so she can experience it once. It’s just a formality anyway.” I tilted my head, looking up at him. “If I stood at an altar, exchanged vows, and swapped rings with another man just to ‘experience it,’ would you be fine with that?” David froze. He opened his mouth, floundering, before his voice turned defensive. “Hailey is our closest friend. If we can’t give her this one small memory—” “And who is giving me anything?” I cut in, my voice cold. “Who cares about what I feel?” David’s brow furrowed, his voice dropping into that weary, placating tone. “Gwen, don’t talk like that. I am going to be your husband. I’ll take care of you for the rest of our lives. But Hailey has no one. As her friends, this is the last time we can look out for her like this.” I stood up, walked right past him, and headed for the foyer. David grabbed my wrist in a panic. “Where are you going now?” “To see if my necklace has arrived.” He let out a relieved breath, his voice dropping to a low, warning hiss. “Be good. Don’t throw a tantrum now. There are dozens of people downstairs—if you cause a scene, you’re the one who’s going to look ridiculous.” The jewelry designer was waiting in the side parlor, holding a velvet box with an awkward, strained expression on his face. I took the box and flipped the lid open. Pasted inside the velvet lining was a photo of David and Hailey—a candid snapshot I had taken of them during a road trip last summer. The centerpiece of the necklace was my mother’s South Sea pearl, but the platinum chain on either side had been re-forged with delicate cursive initials: H. Hailey’s initial. Next to it was a small card in David’s handwriting: To the only little princess in my heart. My hands began to shake violently. I turned to the jeweler. “Who authorized these changes?” The jeweler glanced nervously at David, who had just walked in behind me, and swallowed hard, keeping his mouth shut. Seeing my eyes fill with tears, David immediately stepped forward to explain. “Hailey mentioned she’d never received a custom piece of jewelry in her life. I thought I’d let her wear this for the morning photos. You’ll get it back right after the ceremony.” I pointed a trembling finger at the pearl in the center. “This was my mother’s. She left this to me. And you gave it away to Hailey?” David looked down, refusing to meet my eyes. “She’s just borrowing it for an hour, Gwen. Stop being so petty.” “It is my mother’s dying legacy!” I screamed, the rage finally tearing through my throat. David’s face darkened with anger. “I know that! But is it necessary to scream your head off over an inanimate object?” Hailey stepped into the room, her voice trembling with manufactured distress. “It’s my fault… I was asking for too much. I don’t want the gift anymore.” David immediately turned to her, his voice softening into tender devotion. “I promised it to you, Hailey. You’re wearing it today.” When he turned back to me, his tone was as cold as ice. “Your mother was a generous, gracious woman. If she knew Hailey’s wish, she would have gladly lent it to her. You’ve become so bitter and vindictive, Gwen. I don’t even recognize you.” The slap echoed sharply across the room. David stumbled back, his hand flying to his cheek, staring at me in complete disbelief. I didn’t say another word. I turned on my heel, grabbed my suitcase from the closet, and marched toward the exit. “The guests are arriving in two hours!” David roared from behind me, his voice shaking with fury. “You are not leaving this house!” I stopped just before the doorway. “I canceled our marriage license appointment last night, David. There is no wedding.” David’s jaw set hard. He grabbed my arm, shoved me back into the guest room, and slammed the heavy door shut, turning the brass lock from the outside. By eight in the morning, the mock processional was underway in the main hall. Through the locked door, I could hear the organist practicing the processional march. Hailey was wearing my custom bridal gown, walking down the aisle with a radiant smile. Through the gap in the blinds, I saw David lean down and press a tender kiss to her forehead. At ten o’clock, the key turned in the lock, and David pushed the door open. Confetti clung to his tuxedo shoulders. When he saw me still sitting on the edge of the bed in my street clothes, his face hardened. “Why aren’t you dressed? Where is the makeup artist?” I looked up at him. “Where is my necklace?” His hand paused as he brushed a piece of confetti from his lapel. “The officiant said we only need the rings for the altar. Hailey is keeping the necklace safe for now.” I stood up, walking until I was inches from his face. “Get it back. Right now.” David let out a harsh, frustrated breath. “I am literally about to marry you in two hours. Can’t you just be satisfied for once in your life? Do you have to ruin everything?” I stared at him, my heart turning completely numb. I had spent my entire youth believing this man would protect me from the world. Yet every humiliation, every cut, every piece of cruelty I had ever suffered had been handed to me by him, all to cushion another woman’s ego. “David,” I whispered, “asking for my mother’s only remaining possession is being ‘unsatisfied’?” Before he could answer, his phone began to ring. It was Hailey. Her voice came through the speaker in a frantic, sobbing wail. “Dave… I was taking the necklace off and my hands were shaking… I dropped it on the stairs. The pearl popped out… I can’t find it anywhere!” Every drop of warmth drained from my body. I shoved past David and sprinted down the corridor toward the grand staircase. Hailey was kneeling on the landing, pretending to search the floor. “A bezel-set South Sea pearl does not just pop out from a drop onto carpet,” I said, my voice dangerously low. “Give it back to me.” Hailey grabbed my hands, her tears streaming down her cheeks. “Gwen, I swear I didn’t take it! It just came loose when it hit the floor…” I pointed straight up at the dome ceiling. “There’s a security camera right above this landing. Let’s pull the footage right now.” In the next instant, Hailey dropped flat onto her knees. She slammed her forehead directly onto the hard wooden floorboards with a sickening thud. “It’s all my fault! I shouldn’t have wanted to feel like a bride! It’s all my fault!” David rounded the corner just in time to see the trickle of blood on her forehead. With a fierce snarl, he yanked Hailey up and shielded her entirely behind his body. He glared at me with absolute hatred. “She told you it was an accident! Are you trying to drive her to kill herself?” “That pearl is the only thing I have left of my mother!” I yelled. David went silent for a beat. Behind him, Hailey let out a fragile, pathetic whimper. “Dave… it hurts so bad…” Any hesitation in David’s eyes instantly vanished. “There are millions of pearls in the world, Gwen. I’ll buy you a bigger one on Monday.” He pointed an accusing finger at my face. “Apologize to Hailey right now, and we can forget this ever happened.” I stared at him, my eyes wide. “What did you just say?” “You just humiliated her and made her bleed!” David snapped. “You owe her an apology. If you don’t apologize, we’ll just stand here all day—and we won’t have a wedding at all.” I looked at his face—at the tight, arrogant lines around his mouth, at the total absence of the boy I had loved since childhood—and the last ember of hope inside me quietly burned out. I stopped fighting. I even managed a faint, calm smile. “All right,” I said. “I’ll apologize.” I turned to Hailey, looked straight at her tear-stained face, and bent forward in a slow, deep bow. “I am sorry.” David’s expression shattered. A flicker of panic crossed his eyes, and he reached out a trembling hand toward me. “Gwen… you…” I stepped back smoothly, avoiding his touch entirely. “I’m going to put on my dress now. You two should head down to greet the guests.” I turned around, walked calmly down the hall, grabbed my suitcase from the utility closet, and slipped out through the service exit into the bright morning sun. Nobody saw me leave. Behind me, on the third-floor landing, David had dropped to his knees. He was crawling across the plush runner, his bare palms brushing through every inch of carpet fiber, frantically searching for the lost pearl. Finally, tucked deep beneath the baseboard molding at the corner, a soft iridescence caught the light. David scooped up the pearl, clutching it tightly before sliding it into the left breast pocket of his tuxedo—right over his heart. Only then did he let out a ragged breath, smoothing his suit jacket and heading down to the ballroom to welcome our two hundred guests. At noon, the cathedral doors were pushed wide. The lighting shifted, illuminating the long, floral-lined aisle, and the officiant’s booming voice echoed over the sound system: “Ladies and gentlemen, please stand for the bride—” David took two eager steps forward, a tender, triumphant smile spreading across his face. One second passed. Two seconds. The doorway remained completely empty. A murmur rippled through the pews. David’s smile slowly froze on his lips. Moments later, the lead bridal stylist ran through the side doors, her face entirely drained of color. “Mr. Mercer… she’s gone! Nobody can find the bride!”

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