The Curse Of Wishing Forever

After my husband’s golden girl accidentally caused my first miscarriage, he tried to quiet my grief with a carved bamboo prayer tube. It was an antique, smoothed by generations of hands, its surface dark as aged tea. “It’s an heirloom from my family,” Devon told me, his voice wrapped in that careful, gentle tone he used whenever he wanted me to stop bleeding into his pristine life. “It grants three wishes. Whatever you ask for, it comes true. I’m giving you the most sacred thing I own, Sabrina. Please, just let things with Serena go.” For my first wish, I held the cool bamboo against my chest and whispered: “I wish Devon and Serena would never speak to each other again.” A week later, Serena’s grandfather suffered a sudden, fatal stroke. On his deathbed, the old man’s final, ragged plea was for Devon to look after his orphaned granddaughter. For my second wish, desperate to fill the cavernous silence in our home, I asked for another baby. The very morning my blood test came back positive, I slipped on a freshly waxed flight of stairs. Before I even had the chance to buy a pair of tiny socks, before the joy could even settle in my bones, the warm rush between my thighs announced my second miscarriage. Hollowed out by grief, clutching that cursed bamboo cylinder, I drove to his office to ask him what kind of cruel joke this was. Standing just outside his heavy oak door, my hand raised to knock, I heard his business partner, Brian, ask him a question through the crack: “You still haven’t told Sabrina that wishes on your family heirloom only work in reverse?” A strike of a match. The slow hiss of exhaled smoke. Devon remained silent for a long, agonizing beat before he finally spoke. “Is there any point?” he said, his tone dry, stripped of warmth. “If a person chooses to pin her entire life on something so intangible and absurd, she deserves whatever she loses.” My knees went completely liquid. My mind dragged me back to the night he proposed on the coast. He had buried his tear-streaked face in the crook of my neck, his voice breaking as he swore he had spent months praying in every chapel across the city, convinced that winning my heart was the only miracle God had ever granted him. I didn’t knock. I didn’t scream. I turned around, walked out into the gray afternoon, and went straight to the small corner coffee shop where we had our very first date. There, wrapped in the bitter scent of roasted espresso beans, I pressed my lips to the bamboo cylinder and made my third wish: “I want to be with Devon forever.” … My phone vibrated on the marble table. It was a text from Devon: “Just wrapped up the quarterly review at the office. On my way home now.” Ever since my first miscarriage, an invisible, suffocating fog had settled over our marriage. Back then, Serena had just gone through a bad breakup with some European painter and had dragged a crowd of old college friends out for drinks. She had insisted—begged, really—that Devon bring me along. Late into the evening, smelling of gin and expensive perfume, she leaned heavily against my shoulder and whispered into my ear: “You stole him right out from under me. Seeing me like this now… does it make you feel like a winner?” I pulled back, staring at her in genuine disbelief. Devon and I had fallen in love cleanly, openly. There had been no shadow of another woman in his life when we met. In fact, if she hadn’t shown up at our wedding looking like an ethereal ghost in pale silver silk, I wouldn’t have even known she existed. A mutual acquaintance had cornered me near the bar that night: “They grew up together. She’s been in Paris the last few years, but before she left, things between them were… complicated. Just keep your eyes open.” I had brushed it off. To me, a flirtation that never crossed the finish line simply meant there hadn’t been enough love to push it over. Besides, when Devon introduced her, it was with a brief, effortless smile: “Serena’s an old family friend.” His eyes had been completely clear. I saw no longing, no lingering embers. I never once considered her a threat to the life we were building. It wasn’t until that night in the VIP lounge, listening to her drunken, ragged confession, that I realized how spectacularly naive I had been. She grew hysterical, spitting venom between sips, claiming that she and Devon had shared everything two human beings could possibly share—short of signing a marriage license. Devon had stepped outside to take an urgent conference call with his partners, leaving the two of us alone in the booth. I had no interest in dissecting her delusions. Seeing her get louder, her gestures erratic and frantic, I grabbed my purse to walk away. The second I stood up, her hand shot out and clamped onto my forearm. Someone had spilled a cocktail on the polished hardwood. My heel hit the slick puddle. My feet went out from under me. I slammed down hard against the floor, and almost instantly, a white-hot, twisting agony tore through my lower abdomen. When Devon pushed through the door, he froze at the sight of the blood soaking through my cream-colored trousers. His face drained of all color. But his eyes immediately flickered to Serena, who was trembling in the corner, clutching her glass. He didn’t ask a single question. In the back of the car, speeding toward the hospital, I squeezed his fingers so hard my knuckles bruised. “Serena grabbed me,” I choked out through the tears. “Devon, I wouldn’t have slipped… she pulled me…” I knew, rationally, that it was an accident of physics and spilled alcohol. But the pain was blinding, and I needed my husband to anchor me. I needed him to say he was on my side. He didn’t utter a word. He stayed silent through triage, silent while the nurses prepped the ultrasound, silent right up until the attending physician delivered the final, flat verdict: the pregnancy was non-viable. Only then did Devon reach out, his voice a flat, soothing hum. “It was an accident, Sabrina. We’re young. We’ll have other babies. Please don’t drown yourself in this.” I stared at him through blurred vision, my chest heaving. “An accident? You’re just going to let our baby die like this? I told you, if she hadn’t touched me, I wouldn’t have fallen!” He pulled me against his chest, pressing frantic, suffocating kisses to my forehead and temples. “Stop it, Sabrina. She didn’t do it on purpose. Can we please not turn this into a witch hunt? Let’s just go home.” That was the night he gave me the bamboo cylinder. It wasn’t an offering of love. It was hush money. It was penance paid on Serena’s behalf, disguised as an ancient miracle. To this day, I still couldn’t fathom what kind of loyalty made a man sacrifice his wife’s grief to protect another woman’s guilt. But one thing was certain: on that night, the first hairline fracture ran straight through the spine of our marriage. I didn’t reply to his text. Ten minutes earlier, an acquaintance who lived uptown had sent me a quick snap of Devon’s charcoal Audi pulling out of the underground garage at The Carlyle Terraces: “Just spotted your husband leaving my building! Are you with him? Come up for a glass of wine!” It was currently 10:00 PM. I had been sitting in this cafe since Devon drove past its window at 6:00 PM. Four missing hours. And Serena’s penthouse happened to be on the fourteenth floor of The Carlyle Terraces. I took my time, wandering the chilly sidewalks until midnight before finally taking a cab back to our townhouse. Devon was pacing the porch under the amber carriage light, an unlit cigarette dangling between his fingers. The moment my boots clicked against the stone steps, he rushed down to meet me. “Where were you? Why haven’t you been answering your phone? Do you have any idea how out of my mind I’ve been?” In the early days, I logged every hour of my day for him. He used to cup my face and whisper that he only had one wife, that he couldn’t survive the thought of anything happening to me. And I, like a fool, had believed it was devotion. After the first miscarriage, when insomnia began chewing through my sanity, I started seeing a therapist near midtown. Devon insisted on checking my appointment times every morning, arranging a car service to ferry me back and forth. One afternoon, my therapist had a family emergency and cut our session short by an hour. I didn’t call Devon. I simply wanted a rare pocket of quiet to walk through the city alone. Instead, stepping into a small French bistro for a cup of tea, I found Devon sitting in a sunlit booth, feeding Serena bites of lemon tart, their laughter low and intimate. During that period, Devon had claimed he was drowning in board meetings, swearing he barely had twenty minutes to inhale a sandwich at his desk, though he made sure our housekeeper cooked all my favorite comfort meals. It was during that same week that I had made my first wish on the bamboo tube. I hadn’t caused a scene in the bistro. I had simply retreated to an obscure corner table. They were so wrapped up in each other that Serena didn’t notice me until she wiped her mouth with a linen napkin. Devon had marched over to my table immediately, his jaw tight, his eyes flashing with irritation. “What is it going to take for you to be satisfied, Sabrina? Are you stalking her now?” “Her grandfather is in intensive care, hanging on by a thread. Can you please stop tormenting her?” The barrage of accusations had knocked the breath out of me. To this day, I didn’t know what crime I was supposed to have committed. My dutiful daily check-ins hadn’t been an act of love. They had simply been the master schedule he used to carve out safe windows of time to be with her. A gust of autumn wind whipped past, snapping me out of the memory. I looked at the man standing before me. He claimed he had been pacing the porch waiting for me, yet he was dressed in fresh slacks, a crisp charcoal overcoat, and polished dress shoes—fully outfitted to step out the door. Seeing my silence, he reached out, taking my cold wrist. “I asked you a question, Sabrina. Why are you coming home this late?” His brow was furrowed, the picture of a concerned, long-suffering husband. I managed a faint, bloodless smile. “Are you heading out again?” He flinched, his fingers loosening slightly on my arm. A flash of guilt crossed his features before he smoothed it over. “I didn’t finish reviewing the deck for tomorrow’s executive meeting,” he said, clearing his throat. “I need to run back to the office to tighten up the numbers.” He tugged me closer, attempting a softer tone. “Sabrina, don’t pull this kind of disappearing act again. I’m not saying you can’t have an evening out, but at least let me know where you are.” I already knew his flight from his business trip had landed at eight this morning. His secretary had confirmed there was nothing on his calendar tonight. He would rather sit in Serena’s apartment for four hours than admit he had returned hours ahead of schedule. “You want to know where I am,” I said evenly, “so it’s easier to time your visits with Serena, right?” I was so profoundly tired. Tired of maintaining the veneer of a functional marriage; tired of performing the exhausting mental gymnastics required to pretend he wasn’t slowly carving my heart out. I had stepped squarely on his nerve. His face hardened instantly. “Have you been tailing me again?” “Serena told me someone was taking photos of her outside her building today. Was that you?” His temper ignited with shocking speed. He gripped my elbow and began dragging me back toward the driveway, toward the Audi. “You’ve completely lost your mind! Her grandfather just died—she is barely holding herself together! If I hadn’t been checking in on her these past few days, God knows what she would have done!” “Do you have any idea how much your pathetic surveillance is triggering her? She’s been sobbing for hours! Do you know how much of my time you’re wasting?” With two furious sentences, he laid bare everything he had actually been doing during his supposed “business trip.” He didn’t even bother disguising where he had spent his evening. As soon as the words left his mouth, Devon realized he had said too much. Yet his jaw remained stubbornly clenched. “She filed a police report for harassment,” he snapped, shoving me into the passenger seat. “You’re coming with me to the precinct. You’ll apologize, sign a formal statement promising to stay away from her, and as long as I’m there, she won’t press charges. We end this tonight.” He didn’t ask how I was feeling. He didn’t ask how my body was recovering from losing our second child only three days ago. When we arrived at the local precinct, Serena was already there, perched on a metal bench. The moment she saw Devon, she threw herself into his chest, weeping dramatically. Devon’s personal assistant was standing awkwardly by the front desk. Devon wrapped his arms around Serena, rubbing her back with practiced ease, before looking past her to the desk sergeant. “I found the person who was following her,” Devon announced, his voice carrying the calm authority of an executive. “Our condition is a written apology and an agreement to cease contact. If there’s a next time, we want an immediate restraining order and charges filed.” The sergeant, exhausted by this midnight high-society melodrama, threw a stack of carbon paper toward me, his tone dry and dismissive. “Look, ma’am, I don’t know what your obsession is, but trailing people around upscale neighborhoods is harassment. The lady’s husband here is being generous by offering a settlement. Sign the statement. You do it again, and you’re spending the night in a cell.” The officer shoved the pen into my hand. “Do you have family we can call to witness this and take you home?” I glanced at Devon. He stood there, Serena curled against his ribcage, accepting the title of her husband without a blink of hesitation or a word of correction. He refused to meet my eyes. I set the pen down on the laminate counter. “I’m not signing anything,” I said quietly. “Because I wasn’t the one taking photos.” I paused, looking the officer square in the face. “And I don’t have any family.” The sergeant frowned, confused. Serena lunged forward, snatching the papers off the desk and violently hurling them into my chest. “Stop playing the victim!” she screamed, her eyes rimmed in blotchy red. “Who else would hire someone to photograph me? You’re sick with jealousy! You despise the fact that Devon loves me, that all I have to do is whisper his name and he drops everything to be by my side!” “Why can’t you just fight with some dignity, Sabrina? What did you hope to gain by leaking those photos of us last month? Was that your pathetic attempt to destroy my career?” Ever since her grandfather passed, Devon had repeated the same refrain like a broken record: “Don’t trigger Serena. Please, just do this for me.” I never knew whether he was speaking to me as her protector, her lover, or her co-conspirator. Even now, surrounded by uniforms, Devon turned on me, his voice dripping with condescension. “Sabrina, when did you become so small?” “Serena’s solo exhibition just opened. Pushing those sleazy tabloid rumors online—were you trying to ruin her entire future before it started?” “I honestly had no idea you were this malicious.” A month ago, Serena’s flagship painting, “Him and I”, had debuted at a prestigious Chelsea gallery. In her press interviews, she claimed the piece was a tribute to the love of her life, the man who had stood by her through her darkest grief. The painting depicted two silhouettes against a rainy window. But on the male figure’s wrist, rendered in thick, deliberate oil strokes, was a faint, crescent-shaped scar. It was the signature mark Devon had carried since a childhood boating accident. The art world had eaten it up. Social media buzzed with breathless speculation about the identity of the gorgeous young painter’s devoted muse. The comment sections were drowning in praises: “A soulmate romance,” “True love finds a way.” Through the entire storm of publicity, Devon had maintained a dignified, approving silence. One morning, I had printed out a high-res image of the painting and set it on the breakfast table in front of him. “What do you think of this?” I had asked, watching his eyes. He had smirked, an arrogant, amused curl of his lips. “It’s great. She captured my good side.” He had assumed I was picking a fight, so he simply leaned into the offense. Later that week, a viral thread began trending: “The Artist Serena and Her Childhood Sweetheart.” Online sleuths matched their travel dates, their shared flights, their overlapping hotel stays. Someone in the comments had asked: “Wait, isn’t Devon already married? It can’t be him.” Another replied instantly: “So what if he is? They were childhood sweethearts. If they’ve finally realized they belong together, he can just get a divorce. Serena isn’t the kind of woman who plays side-piece.” Overnight, thousands of strangers cheered for their grand, star-crossed reunion. And I, the legal, lawful wife, became an inconvenient footnote in their sweeping romance. I ignored both of them, addressing only the desk sergeant. “Officer, from two o’clock this afternoon until five, I was at 450 Lexington Avenue. From five-fifteen until eleven-thirty, I was at the cafe on Franklin Avenue. You can pull the municipal traffic feeds and the security cameras for both blocks.” “I haven’t taken a single photo of this woman. I will not sign an admission of guilt.” A female officer sitting at the terminal clicked her mouse, quickly verifying the street cameras. There I was: stepping out of Devon’s corporate headquarters at 4:58 PM. Sitting alone by the cafe window with an untouched cup of tea for five hours. Hailing a yellow cab at the corner of Franklin at 11:42 PM. As the time-stamped footage flickered across the monitor, Devon’s arrogant posture suddenly collapsed. “You… you were at my office today?” he asked, his voice developing a distinct, panicked tremble. I didn’t answer him. The sergeant rubbed his temples, visibly irritated by the wasted hours. “Look, since you all clearly know each other, take this domestic soap opera home. Dragging this circus into my precinct without checking the facts is an obstruction of police business.” He looked at me with a weary sigh. “What’s the relationship here for the log? In case this nonsense flares up again.” “No relationship,” I said calmly. “Just casual acquaintances.” When I pushed through the glass doors into the chilly night air, Devon broke away from Serena, sprinting down the concrete steps behind me. “Sabrina! Wait!” Behind him, Serena let out a faint, theatrical gasp and crumpled onto the asphalt in a dead faint. Devon skidded to a halt. Without a second thought, he turned on his heel, scooped Serena into his arms, and shouted for his assistant to open the car doors. As the Audi peeled out past me, Devon rolled down the passenger window, leaning his head out into the wind. “Wait for me at the house! Let me explain! Don’t jump to conclusions!” Always the same. Endless words of care, but when the moment of choice arrived, his body moved toward Serena as naturally as water flowing downhill. During my second miscarriage, the hemorrhaging had been severe. The ER doctor had urged me to call my emergency contact. Devon had given strict orders before boarding his flight that he was closing a massive merger and wasn’t to be disturbed under any circumstances. In the middle of the night, when the abdominal spasms became so intense I couldn’t breathe, I dialed his personal cell. Serena had answered. “He’s asleep,” she had purred, her voice thick with satisfied slumber. “It’s two in the morning, Sabrina. Just because you’re miserable doesn’t mean the rest of the world has to stay awake with you.” I knew they were sharing a bed long before anyone else did. When Devon finally surfaced two days later and found out I had been hospitalized, his concern arrived like cheap wrapping paper over an empty box: “It’s not that I didn’t want to fly back, babe, but the negotiations ran long. I’ll have my assistant upgrade you to the executive recovery suite and hire a private nurse, okay?” Perhaps the bamboo wish was already taking root. Because hearing his lies no longer carved bleeding trenches into my heart. It just felt dull. Distant. Like watching rain slide down a pane of glass. Devon’s assistant had stayed behind at the precinct. He pulled his sedan up to the curb, rolling down the window with an apologetic wince. “Mrs. Devon, please let me drive you home. Mr. Devon insisted.” I didn’t decline. I slid into the leather backseat. The assistant was a sharp young man, terrified of corporate fallout, and spent the entire ride trying to smooth the edges of his boss’s infidelity. “Miss Wallace’s condition is truly unstable, ma’am. She has these episodes… violent outbursts. If it weren’t for her grandfather’s dying request, I know Mr. Devon wouldn’t be anywhere near her.” “You’re the one he loves, Mrs. Devon. On this trip, he kept telling me that whenever things get overwhelming, just thinking about coming home to you keeps him grounded. He really can’t live without you.” I kept my gaze fixed on the passing streetlights, saying nothing. As the car pulled up to our curb, my fingers brushed against a thick manila folder tucked into the rear seat pocket. A quiet, inexplicable pull urged me to slide it out. I tucked it beneath my coat and stepped out into the night. Inside the quiet foyer, my hands shaking slightly, I unsealed the envelope. I wasn’t sure what I expected to find—financial disclosures, private investigator files, hotel receipts. Instead, my eyes landed on the bold black header: “SETTLEMENT AGREEMENT AND DISSOLUTION OF MARRIAGE.” At the bottom of the last page, crisp and unhesitating, was Devon’s signature. A strange, terrifying stillness washed over me. The knot that had been strangling my chest for months simply dissolved. … At the hospital, after Serena had been admitted to a private observation room, Devon reached into his coat pocket and realized the folder wasn’t there. A cold bead of sweat trickled down his neck. He dialed his assistant’s number. “The document I handed you this morning—is it still in the backseat of your car?” That agreement had been drawn up purely to appease Serena. Her manic episodes had escalated over the past few weeks, punctuated by theatrical suicide threats. Just three days ago, she had pressed a silver paring knife against the blue veins of her wrist: “Divorce Sabrina, Devon! Sign the papers, or I swear to God I will bleed out right in front of you!” It was an exhausting loop. In a desperate bid to buy time and de-escalate her frenzy, he had instructed an attorney to draft a mock agreement, scrawling his signature on it to prove his “intent.” He had known the danger. When his pen touched the paper, an icy terror had seized him at the thought of me ever finding it. He couldn’t stomach that possibility. He had kept it buried deep in his briefcase, but between the precinct chaos and Serena’s fainting spell, he had slipped up. “Let me check the car right now, sir,” the assistant replied. Devon stood in the sterile hallway, his heart hammering violently against his ribs. A minute later, the assistant’s voice came through the speaker, breathless and terrified: “I’m so sorry, Mr. Devon… the envelope… I think Mrs. Devon took it inside with her…” The linoleum floor seemed to tilt beneath Devon’s feet. The phone slipped from his numb fingers, clattering against the tiles. In that single, shattering second, he knew that the ceiling had just caved in on his life.

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