Never Yours Again

I was the definition of ordinary, and it took me three years of relentless, shameless pursuit to finally wear Weston Cole down. Once we were together, his favorite refrain became: “If you can’t handle it, leave.” Until the night he brought another woman into the apartment he had bought for me. In the guest bedroom, the sheets were stripped, the pillows tossed, the air thick with unmistakable, careless ruin. I looked at it once, turned around, pulled my suitcase from the closet, and began to pack. Weston leaned against the doorframe, watching me with amused detachment. “What’s with the drama?” he said, swirling a glass of scotch. “Give it forty-eight hours. You’ll be begging me to let you back in.” He was used to that rhythm. He knew that no matter how hard I slammed the door, I would always crawl back, swallow my pride, and ask for peace. What he didn’t understand was that I had finally aged out of being his devoted stray. The next morning, when another photo of him with some rising model popped up on my feed, I finally had the nerve to reply to my mother’s weekly text. It’s over, Mom. For real this time. 1 I got back from a red-eye business trip with my suitcase dragging behind me, my thumb hovering over the electronic keypad. Before I could finish entering the code, the door swung open from the inside. Weston stood in the doorway, looking down at me with half-lidded eyes. He had clearly just showered; his dark hair was damp, his chest bare and lean, a low-slung charcoal towel wrapped around his waist. I hadn’t seen him in nearly three weeks. My exhaustion vanished in an instant, and I threw my arms around his neck. “I missed you so much,” I murmured, pressing my face into his shoulder. “Did you miss me? Today, the client—” The words died in my throat. Under the warm hallway sconce, right along the curve of his collarbone, sat a fresh, dark plum bruise. A bite mark. The smile on my face calcified. I stepped back, pushing against his chest with both hands. “You brought someone here?” Weston’s expression barely shifted. He raised two fingers, casually grazing the mark on his neck, his eyebrows lifting in mild irritation. Before he could speak, the dam broke. “We had an agreement, Weston! I don’t care what you do out in the city, but you were never supposed to bring anyone here!” When he first offered to buy me a place, he had sent me listings for sprawling penthouses in Midtown and sleek glass lofts in TriBeCa. I chose this pre-war brownstone unit on a quiet street in Brooklyn instead. It wasn’t massive, but the layout had warmth. For six months, I spent every weekend hunting down vintage lamps, choosing linen curtains, and turning an empty white shell into something resembling a sanctuary. Even though our five years together lived in an undefined gray zone, I had always convinced myself of one delusion: the Weston who came through this front door belonged to me alone. To me, this apartment was sacred ground. He should have understood that. He had to have understood that. He blinked, clearly caught off guard by the venom in my voice. “I was blackout drunk. Davis drove us here because it was the closest address in the GPS.” He let out a dry breath. “Nothing happened. She took a shower and called an Uber. Seriously.” I shoved past him, my hands and feet turning to ice as I walked down the hall. The master bedroom was untouched, exactly as I had left it, the two plush corduroy bears still sitting primly against the headboard. Then I reached the guest room. The bed was a tangle of damp linen. A pair of diamond studs sat forgotten on the nightstand. The air smelled of unfamiliar, cloying gardenia perfume. The weight of two weeks of back-to-back travel and corporate politics suddenly crushed my chest. I turned back to Weston, my voice shaking. “Just a shower? Even you don’t believe that pathetic excuse.” He walked over to the sofa, sat down, and lit a cigarette. He exhaled a thin ribbon of smoke, looking at me with that calm, negotiable patience he used on difficult business partners. “Fine,” he said mildly. “What do you want me to do about it?” No shame at being caught. No urgency to make amends. Just the raw facts laid out on the table, leaving the ball entirely in my court. Because in the past, this was where the dance ended. If I played my cards right and swallowed the humiliation, a velvet box containing a Cartier bracelet would arrive on my desk by noon tomorrow. That was the extent of Weston Cole’s remorse. 2 I sank onto the hardwood floor, my knees giving out from sheer exhaustion. Weston leaned forward, offering a hand to haul me up. “Come on, Jo. If this place feels ruined to you, we’ll buy another one. There are a thousand buildings in the city.” To him, this home was just like me: convenient, replaceable, easily discarded when it stopped being comfortable. “I think…” I pressed the heels of my hands against my eyes, fighting the tremor in my chest. Weston tilted his head, assuming the storm had passed. “You think what?” I pulled my hands away and looked straight into his gray eyes. “I think we’re done, Weston.” When I was younger, I possessed the reckless arrogance of someone who had never truly lost. I believed in my own intellect, and worse, I believed I had the power to reshape a man like him. Five years of slow erosion had taught me the hard truth: cutting your losses is the only real victory. The faint smirk on his lips flattened out. “What is that supposed to mean?” “It means we’re breaking up.” Every syllable was quiet, steady, deliberate. The phrase had surfaced between us hundreds of times across five years, thrown around as a weapon during screaming matches. But this was the first time I was the one delivering it. Terrified that my resolve would shatter if I hesitated, I grabbed my suitcase, unzipped it, and began stripping the closet shelves. Seeing the frantic motion, Weston relaxed. The tension left his shoulders. He leaned against the doorway, arms crossed over his bare chest, offering a slow, mocking commentary. “Look at you, putting on a real performance. Leaving the ceramic vase on the console? Trunk too small? Want me to call you an Uber XL?” My fingers paused on a hanger, but I kept my head down, piling my cashmere sweaters into the case. It had always been like this. To him, my tears and my silent breakdowns were nothing more than a pantomime played on mute. He never heard the agony, so he never believed it existed. He was certain that within forty-eight hours, I’d be standing on his doorstep, looking for a way back in. When I didn’t take the bait, he let out a short, condescending laugh. “Keep playing your games, Jo. Just don’t come crying at my door on Friday.” He had no intention of sticking around for my exit. His phone buzzed in his pocket; he answered it with a dismissive wave, turned on his heel, and slammed the front door shut behind him. That was his signature move when annoyed. And if I knew him at all, by the time the elevator hit the ground floor, my number would already be blocked across every platform he owned. Only this time, I didn’t reach for my phone to check. 3 I spent the entire night packing. By sunrise, every trace of my five-year existence had been excised from the apartment. I moved my belongings into a temporary furnished rental across town. Sitting on the bare sofa with my laptop, I opened the real estate portal to list the Brooklyn brownstone for sale. My thumb hesitated over the mouse pad. I remembered the day I bought it. It was after our very first catastrophic fight—I had sworn I was walking away from him forever. In a fit of wounded pride, I sold everything he had ever given me: a limited-edition Richard Mille watch, three Birkins, a diamond tennis bracelet. It yielded an absurd, terrifying amount of liquid cash. I had just finished my master’s degree. I didn’t know what to do with that kind of money, so I channeled all my fury into real estate and put down a massive down payment. When Weston came looking for me to call a truce, he discovered what I’d done. Instead of getting angry, he laughed, found the whole thing entertaining, and paid off the remaining mortgage in full. A property born from an argument had now reached its final expiration date in another. I clicked Publish and closed the browser. The silence in the new rental was deafening. I sat on the floor, my phone buzzing with a voicemail from my mother. I hit speakerphone. “Joanna, if he’s not going to put a ring on your finger, you need to walk away. How many more years are you going to throw down that drain? You’re almost thirty. You cannot waste your prime on a man who gives you nothing…” For five years, I had laughed off these calls, deflecting with vague promises. For the first time, I tapped out a reply. We broke up, Mom. It’s over. Three seconds later, her text flashed back: You’re lying to get me off your back! Then, a contact card appeared on the screen. This is Nate Callahan. Your Aunt Sarah’s colleague’s son. Go to dinner with him this Friday, and then I’ll believe you. I stared at the screen for a moment, then typed: Fine. Send him my number. Nate’s message came through within minutes. Hi Joanna, I’m Nate. I tapped on his profile picture. Bright eyes, a crooked grin, a backward baseball cap. Twenty-three years old. Four years younger than me. A kid. I shook my head, setting the phone facedown. 4 The apartment was so quiet I could hear the hum of the refrigerator. Sitting cross-legged on the rug, an irrational wave of grief washed over me—not because I wanted him back, but because of the silence. It was finally over. My mind, betraying me, began to flip through the archives of the last five years. By society’s superficial ledger, I was entirely ordinary. Middle-class family, average height, unremarkable features. But I had always possessed an unshakeable, sharp-edged confidence. In school, I was the girl who broke the grading curves. In the corporate world, I was the strategist who closed the accounts senior directors gave up on. I learned early on that in this world, if you want something of value, you have to hunt it down yourself; otherwise, you’re left picking through the scraps. Before Weston, I had pursued attractive men and won them over. But once the chase was done, I would look at their pretty, vacant expressions, listen to their hollow conversation, and grow bored within weeks. Then I met Weston Cole. Brilliant, razor-sharp, devastatingly handsome, and carrying an effortless, patrician gravity. He checked every single box on my list. Back then, I didn’t know he came from generational wealth. I didn’t know that buying six-figure jewelry was the equivalent of buying a pack of gum for him. I assumed he was just an exceptionally sharp guy with a decent venture fund. So, with my usual brazen confidence, I walked up to him at a mixer, tilted my head, and said, “Are you seeing anyone? Because if you’re not, I’m going to pursue you.” He looked down at me with cold, aristocratic disdain. “I have high visual standards. Maybe look into cosmetic surgery first?” I didn’t flinch. “No thanks. My parents gave me this face, and I happen to like it.” Even without his family’s empire, a man with Weston’s face and pedigree never lacked for options. At the start, he truly, unequivocally despised my presence. Years later, during the nights I lay awake beside him, I would scroll back to the text logs from that first year. They were a masterclass in humiliation. I don’t like you. Stop wasting your time. Have some self-respect. You’re being pathetic. Wear whatever dress you want. You look plain in all of them. If you’re this desperate, go find a boyfriend. There was an endless parade of stunning, pedigreed women cycling through his life. For three years, I watched from the perimeter. Whenever he was in a relationship, I vanished completely—focused on my promotions, my certifications, my portfolio. The moment he was single, I reappeared in his orbit like clockwork. He once looked at me with a weary sigh. “You really are like a persistent ghost, aren’t you?” “You’re partly to blame,” I told him evenly. If a man of his resources and power truly wanted me eradicated from his life, he could have had me blacklisted from every room in the city. But he never did. Tolerating my pursuit was its own form of tacit indulgence. Compared to the heiresses and models he dated, I was hopelessly plain. And that paradox kept him curious. By the end of the third year, my patience had finally worn thin. I was ready to close the file and walk away. 5 Then came the night of a mutual friend’s gallery opening, too much champagne, and a hotel room where we crossed the line. When he woke up the next morning, he sat on the edge of the mattress, staring at the floor in absolute silence. No matter how much he hated to admit it, the physical chemistry between us was undeniable. It was electric, consuming, and addictive. I knew men of his class rarely possessed a clean conscience. I went into it expecting a brief, intoxicating fling and nothing more. Yet, once we were officially together, Weston surprised me. In his own detached way, he tried. He texted his whereabouts without being asked. He stopped closing down the clubs in Meatpacking, enduring endless teasing from his inner circle. I was euphoric. I remember telling my closest friend over coffee, “See? He just looked like a player. Deep down, he actually cares.” She looked at me for a long time before sighing. “Men with that much power don’t change their nature, Jo. It’s an illusion.” Drunk on the triumph of having won the unwinnable prize, I brushed her off. What I failed to understand was that men like Weston don’t need to chase temptation; temptation hunts them down. It was an endless stream of rising starlets, gallery directors, and Instagram influencers sliding into his orbit. At first, when his conscience flared, he would frown and turn them away. Over time, the friction wore off. The boundaries blurred. Eventually, he simply stopped saying no. I knew I had sacrificed my dignity to get him. I knew our foundation was built on an uneven power dynamic. I knew that one day, the wire we were walking would snap clean through. I had spent five years preparing myself for the fall. So when that door clicked shut behind me, there was no dramatic heartbreak. There was only the sweet, weightless rush of relief. 6 The next morning, I arrived at the office with dark circles under my eyes. In the corporate arena, a breakup is allotted exactly one evening of grieving; by 8:00 AM, the machine demands your labor. After leading the quarterly strategy meeting, delegating Q3 deliverables, and reviewing the regional pipeline, I returned to my desk. My phone lit up with a string of Slack messages from a tech founder I had consulted for: Seriously, Jo, have you thought about my offer? Name your comp package. Equity, signing bonus, remote flexibility—anything beats staying at a legacy conglomerate. I typed back with a faint smile: Since when did you start moonlighting as an executive recruiter? I had no intention of quitting my job just because my personal life had imploded. I hadn’t fought my way into a senior director seat at Radiant Capital because of Weston Cole; I got there on my own blood and sweat. A week passed in complete radio silence from Weston. In the past, forty-eight hours was my limit before I found an excuse to reach out. If he blocked my number, I showed up at his private equity firm, or reached out to his associates. Whenever I finally cornered him, Weston would stand with his hands in his tailored pockets, looking down at me with cool amusement. “Look at you. All that screaming and crying, and who’s the one suffering in the end? Why can’t you just be good?” Be good. Meaning: look the other way, accept the scraps, play the part of the compliant accessory. I knew he wouldn’t reach out first. Because if he ever lowered himself to call me, he’d discover that his number was blocked on my phone—and his ego would implode. At 7:30 PM, just as I was packing my briefcase, my phone rang. The caller ID displayed Chase Montgomery—Weston’s oldest friend from boarding school. I declined it. It rang again instantly. I sighed and swiped accept. “Chase.” “Joanna, thank God,” Chase’s loud, drawling voice came through. “Weston’s completely wasted at the club. You need to come get him.” “Didn’t you get the memo?” I said evenly. “Weston and I are over.” A brief beat of silence. “Come on, just swing by. He’s dealing with some regulatory nightmare on an acquisition, and he’s putting away Macallan like water. None of us can handle him when he gets like this. He only listens to you.” A dark laugh escaped my throat. If Weston Cole had ever listened to me, we wouldn’t be here. “Fine,” I said. “I’m on my way.” There were a few things that needed to be said to his face. 7 I arrived at the private lounge in SoHo and pushed open the heavy brass door. Inside the dimly lit suite, four men and one woman sat around a velvet banquette. The moment they saw me standing in the doorway, the room erupted into raucous laughter. Weston sat in the center, a tumbler of scotch in his hand, his eyes completely clear and alert. Chase caught my eye, shook his head with an exaggerated grimace, and tossed a key fob across the marble table to the guy next to him. “Unbelievable. Another bet lost. That was my brand-new 911 GT3, you bastard.” Sienna Brooks, the only woman in the group—an heiress whose family owned half of Manhattan’s luxury retail—laughed softly, leaning toward Weston. “It’s Weston’s fault. He made it sound like Joanna was actually walking away this time. He had all of us convinced.” Another guy chimed in, grinning. “I told you, Chase. She spent three years on her knees begging for him. You think she’s giving up the crown now?” Chase rolled his eyes at me. “Jo, seriously, you’ve cost me three sports cars over the years. Can’t you just grow a backbone for two weeks? Just ghost him for ten days so I can win my money back!” These were Weston’s childhood friends—the trust-fund elite. People with whom I had zero collateral. Every summer, this group flew off to the Amalfi Coast or Saint-Tropez for their annual getaway. Every year, it triggered a massive fight between Weston and me. His justification was always effortless: “Nobody brings their partners, Jo. It’s just the core group. Besides, if anything was ever going to happen between me and Sienna, it would have happened ten years ago. You have nothing to worry about.” Yet weeks later, I would stumble across Sienna’s Instagram: Weston’s arm draped casually over her bare shoulder on the deck of a yacht, two golden, untouchable creatures looking like a matching set. Eventually, I stopped asking to go. I walked over to the banquette. Weston, resting his ankle on his knee, looked up at me with heavy, victorious eyes. “Did you bet too?” I asked quietly. “What were your stakes?” The amber light hit the sharp planes of his face, making him look unfairly stunning. He wagged an index finger at me, smiling with absolute, effortless arrogance. “I’m the house, Jo. The house always wins.” With that, he set his glass down, grabbed my wrist, and pulled himself to his feet with an exaggerated stagger. “All right, my ride’s here. Get out of here, all of you. I’m going home.” I let him pull me out into the cool night air. His driver stepped forward, taking Weston’s arm and helping him into the back of the Maybach. I stood on the sidewalk, looking down at my shoes. I wondered if I should laugh at myself. Then I realized: there was already an entire room of people laughing at me. I didn’t need to join them. My phone buzzed. I pulled it out and fired off a quick text. When I looked up, Chase had followed us out, leaning against the stone pillar under the awning. “Let’s make another bet,” I said. Chase blinked. “What?” Inside the car, Weston had rolled down the window, resting his chin on his forearm, watching me with that lazy, possessive smirk. He knew that historically, wherever he was, I would inevitably follow. He never had to rush. He never had to fight. “Bet on whether I walk away for good this time,” I said to Chase, my voice cutting through the traffic hum. “Put up everything you’ve lost. You might just win it all back.” Chase tilted his head, his smirk turning speculative. “I’m curious about something, Jo.” “What?” “Weston’s sitting in the car,” Chase said, gesturing with his chin toward my phone. “So who’s the guy blowing up your notifications right now?” I kept my face perfectly blank. Chase shrugged, turning back toward the lounge. “Whatever. I’d have to be an idiot to take that bet. You’re not going anywhere.”

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