Not My Birth Mother, But I Want to Call Her Mom

I wasn’t her biological daughter. But she raised me with her life, doing odd jobs, cleaning public restrooms, spoon-feeding me every meal. Eighteen years later, my birth parents showed up, claiming she was just a nanny. I stood at the door, watching them hand over legal documents and a thick envelope of money. Then I turned, wrapping my arms around the woman in the faded sweater, who was coughing too hard to speak. I told them, “You’re not a nanny. You’re my mom.” ### On my eighteenth birthday, Mom forgot to buy me a cake. She worked until eleven that night, dragging herself home, clothes reeking of dish soap. Panting, she pulled a hot container of my favorite takeout noodles from the bag. “Isn’t it your birthday today? You love this place. Mom even added extra eggs for you.” I sat on the couch, staring at the TV, watching a reality show, but I didn’t move. She knelt to set the bowl down, her voice a little hesitant. “I’m so sorry, sweetie. Mom’s shifts have been late these past few days. Can we celebrate your birthday a bit later?” I looked down at the noodles. They smelled good, familiar—the way she always made them when I was sick as a kid. But I didn’t touch my fork. Slowly, I pulled an envelope from the drawer and handed it to her. She froze for a moment, then took it. The moment she saw the title, her hand started to tremble. “DNA Test Results: No Biological Relationship.” Her face went instantly white, as if all the life had been sucked out of her. “Where did you get this?” My voice was eerily calm. “The hospital mailed it. You were at work that day, so I signed for it.” Her lips trembled a few times before she managed to squeeze out a single sentence: “You… you investigated me?” I didn’t deny it. “Why didn’t you tell me sooner?” She opened her mouth, but no sound came out. Finally, she sank to the floor, burying her face in her knees. I heard her whisper, “You were so young back then. I was afraid if you knew… you wouldn’t stay with me.” My memories before I was five were a complete blank. Mom said I was a premature baby, weak since birth. When I was little, I didn’t believe her. I always wanted to see my birth certificate. She’d say she lost it, or it burned up—any excuse would do. She was good at keeping secrets. She kept this one for eighteen years. Suddenly, I wanted to laugh. Laugh at my eighteenth birthday, when everyone else got cash gifts, and I got proof that I was “found.” I leaned back on the couch, watching her shoulders shake as she cried. My own eyes stung, but I couldn’t bring myself to comfort her. Because when I wanted the truth, she chose to hide it. We didn’t speak again that night. When I dumped the noodles into the trash, she just looked at me. She didn’t say a word. I’d never seen that look on her face before. It was like she was terrified I’d shatter, and she couldn’t make a sound. I suddenly realized she wasn’t cold; she was terrified. Terrified that the daughter she’d worked so hard to raise would, overnight, rip her out of her own heart. I woke up in the middle of the night and heard her wiping something in the kitchen. No lights were on, just the soft, careful clinking of her washing dishes, one by one. I walked over and saw her washing the unused cake plate—five times. I said, “You don’t need to wash it. It wasn’t even used.” She looked down. “You always said when you were little that a birthday wasn’t complete without this plate. I wanted to keep it.” I froze for a second. “You remember that clearly?” She gently lifted her head, her eyes red and swollen. “I remember you were scared of thunderstorms as a kid, you loved salty egg yolks in your oatmeal, and before every test, you had to put on your left sock first, then your left shoe.” “I also remember when you were three, you fell and split your chin open. Five stitches. I didn’t dare cry until you were asleep, then I went to the bathroom and threw up.” “I remember everything about you, Harper.” “I just… I’m not your biological mom. That’s all.” Finally, I understood. She hadn’t lied to me. She was just afraid that one day, I’d think blood was thicker than her love. She was afraid of losing me. But what she didn’t know was that, at first… I never even *thought* about looking for my birth parents. It was the hospital’s letter that forced me to know. It was fate that forced me to face it. I wasn’t trying to replace my mom. I just wanted to know who I really was. Once I calmed down, I asked her, “So, how did you find me?” She dried her hands. “I didn’t exactly ‘find’ you.” “That year, I was cleaning restrooms at Central Station. It was three in the morning, and I heard a bundle crying.” “I opened it and saw a baby, wrapped in a wet diaper, face red from the cold.” “No tag, no name, no one around.” “I looked at you, and my first instinct wasn’t to call the police… it was to pick you up and give you some water.” “I was thirty-two then. No husband, no kids. Everyone told me not to get involved, not to cause trouble. I didn’t listen.” “I just kept thinking: ‘This child can’t freeze to death.’” “Who knew that one hug would last eighteen years?” I stood rooted to the spot, speechless. Her tone was so calm, as if she were just saying, “It’s a bit chilly today.” But every single word hit me like a hammer to the chest. I thought about how, when I was little, she’d clean construction site restrooms just for me, how she’d queue up at 4 AM to sign me up for extracurriculars, how she’d just eat plain bread and claim she was trying to lose weight. I always thought she was just an incredibly ordinary mom. Now I knew: she was a woman who had nothing, yet she was willing to give her entire life for a child who wasn’t even hers. The next day, I went to the police station, hoping to find information about my biological parents. The officer flipped through files for a long time. “Your legal status… it’s not properly recorded,” he said. “Carol hasn’t gone through legal adoption procedures, but there was an abandoned infant report the year you were born. Found at: Central City Train Station women’s restroom.” “Discoverer: Carol Miller.” My heart pounded. “So… are there any relatives registered?” “No.” “Has anyone ever come looking?” The officer hesitated. “Hold on, let me check the system… Oh, there actually is someone.” My heart rate instantly spiked. “Five years after your birth, someone filed a missing child report for a baby girl.” “The time, location, characteristics… they all match.” I asked, “Can you tell me who it was?” He hesitated. “You’ll need to apply for official documentation. All I can tell you is that the system shows the last name… Stone.” My breath hitched in my throat. Stone. Could it be… I was really a Stone? I went home and didn’t say a word. Mom saw the look on my face and asked tentatively, “You went to check, didn’t you?” I nodded. Her eyes darkened. “Are you… leaving?” I shook my head, my voice hoarse. “I never thought about leaving. I just needed to know.” She smiled, but tears welled up and fell. “I knew you’d go back eventually.” “You’re destined for a life of privilege. I just scraped by. I can’t keep you.” For the first time, I knelt before her, holding onto her legs, crying like a heartbroken child. “Don’t say that. You’re not just a mom I found.” “You’re the mom I was meant to have.” She stroked my hair, just like she did the first time she held me, eighteen years ago. And she said: “I’m not your biological mom, but my love for you, that’s real.” I didn’t say anything, just held her tighter. What I didn’t know was that the real twist of fate was just beginning. Three days later, I got a call. A voice on the other end was polite and composed: “Hello, this is Stone Enterprises. May I speak with… Ms. Harper Stone?” “We’ve been looking for you for eighteen years.” ###

The Stones first arrived in a sleek black Maybach. The moment Mom heard the car horn, the bowl she was holding slipped, shattering on the kitchen floor. I rushed to open the door. Standing outside were two impeccably dressed people— The man was in his early fifties, his face bearing a striking resemblance to mine. The woman was incredibly well-preserved, with delicate features, dressed in a light camel trench coat. Her perfume was subtle but commanded attention. When she saw me, her eyes immediately welled up. “Harper…” I stood frozen. They stared at me for a long time, as if seeing eighteen years of dreams finally come true. Finally, she stepped forward and pulled me into a tight embrace. “You looked exactly like this when you were little. Your eyebrows haven’t changed a bit.” “Mom… Mom finally found you.” I stiffened for a few seconds, then slowly lifted my hand and lightly hugged her back. My mom, Carol, stood in the doorway. She didn’t come in, didn’t say a word. Camille Stone let go of me, glancing at her. The glance was fleeting and subtle, but I understood it immediately— It was an assessment, not gratitude. It was scrutiny, not respect. They didn’t come inside. Robert Stone said the family had arranged a welcome ceremony and wanted to take me there. I looked at Carol. She was looking down, twisting her apron. I quietly asked, “Mom, do you want to come with me?” She looked up and forced a smile. “You go. I won’t.” “I’m not dressed for a place like that.” That night, I was taken to the Stone family mansion. The moment we stepped inside, housekeepers bowed, lights gleamed, and a long row of gift boxes sat on a table beneath a dazzling “Welcome Home, Harper!” banner. It was the first time I’d seen so many unfamiliar relatives. Aunts, cousins, the Stone family’s financial partners, brand representatives… They looked at me as if I were a newly launched product. Someone laughed, “Oh, this girl truly takes after Robert, especially her nose. Flawless!” “Such poise! Definitely a Stone.” “She’ll probably be an Ivy League candidate too!” Camille smiled, turning to me. “If you want to paint, Mom will hire the best art teachers in the country for you.” “But remember, studying art doesn’t mean you can be too… wild.” “Your manners, your accent, and your clothes… they all need a little polishing.” I glanced down at my canvas sneakers, suddenly feeling every speck of dust on them. It felt glaring. They said “polishing,” but what I heard was—”You’re not good enough.” At dinner, they seated me at the head of the table. I was about to stand up and offer my seat, but Robert Stone chuckled, pressing my hand down. “Sit here. From now on, you’re the true young mistress of this house.” “But there’s one condition,” he paused. “Since you’re a Stone, you’ll need to learn all the proper etiquette and rules.” “And as for… Ms. Miller, we’ll handle her appropriately.” “She worked hard these years, but after all—” He looked at me, and then he uttered the words that finally snapped something inside me: “She was just a nanny. My fork clattered against the plate. I almost choked on my food. “What did you just say?” He was still smiling. “It’s a fact she raised you, and we’re grateful.” “We’ll compensate her with a sum of money, arrange a place for her to live. She won’t lack for anything.” “She’s done her part, and she can step aside. We won’t make it difficult for her.” I spoke, each word sharp and distinct: “What did you call her?” “A nanny?” “Or ‘done her part and can step aside’?” Everyone at the table froze. I lifted my head, my voice eerily steady, even to my own ears: “You think, by giving her a sum of money, she should quietly disappear, is that right?” “You think the daughter she raised with her very life, bearing so many scars, should suddenly take on the Stone name overnight, is that right?” “She isn’t my birth mother, but every meal she cooked, every time she rushed me to the emergency room, every month she skipped eating meat just to pay my tuition—was that fake?” “She’s not a nanny.” “She’s my mom.” Camille’s expression changed. “Harper, don’t get upset. You’ve misunderstood us.” “We just… want to help you return to your rightful place.” I sneered. “My ‘rightful place’ is for you to decide?” “Then all these years you searched for me, were you looking for a daughter, or just an accessory to fill a void?” No one answered. I put down my fork and stood up. “You’re bringing me home not out of love, but out of guilt.” “But she, with no obligation, willingly gave me everything.” “You call her a nanny.” “But I say—she, is my mom.” I walked out of the room, and Camille cried out, chasing after me: “Harper, don’t be impulsive!” “You’re our only child! You’re not hers!” I turned back, my voice calm: “Yes, she’s not mine.” “But I am hers.” “She only has me in this life.” “I can’t pretend I don’t know that.” That night, I walked out of the mansion. I walked all the way back to our rented apartment and knocked on the door. The moment the door opened, she was standing there in a faded cotton nightgown, hair disheveled, eyes wide: “Harper… why are you back?” I hugged her, my voice so hoarse it was barely a whisper: “Mom, they tried to take me, but I came back.” “I was afraid you wouldn’t wait for me.” She didn’t say anything, just gently stroked my back with a trembling hand. I said, “Mom, they called you a nanny.” “I didn’t believe them.” “I told them you’re my mom.” ###

The night I came home, she quietly made me a bowl of soup, serving it still steaming. “To warm your stomach.” “You’ve always been like this since you were little, your stomach gets upset if you get hungry.” I took a sip, saying nothing. She sat opposite me, watching me. “Were they good to you?” I nodded. “So… do you still want to go back?” I looked up at her. “Mom, I’m not going back.” “I’m afraid if I leave, you won’t eat, you won’t sleep, you won’t even go to the doctor.” She blinked, then chuckled. “Don’t be silly. Mom’s perfectly fine.” “The doctor just said it’s bronchitis. A couple of pills and I’ll be fine.” I stared at the dark circles under her eyes, and the fever patch discreetly stuck to her hand. My chest tightened. I asked her, “How long have you been going to the hospital?” She said, “Just a couple of days. It’s nothing serious.” “Last month, during my company health check, they said I had some inflammation and told me to monitor it.” “You weren’t here, and I didn’t want to bother you. I was afraid they’d laugh at you over there.” My eyes immediately welled up. “You were afraid I’d be embarrassed?” “After all this time, do you really think I’m grown up enough to be embarrassed by you?” She lowered her head, her eyes red-rimmed: “I just thought… you finally had a good place… I couldn’t let anyone look down on you.” “You wear nice shoes, I wear worn-out clothes. If you took me out… people would laugh at how pathetic your mom is.” I covered my face with my hand, tears streaming down between my fingers. “Mom, do you know? In that so-called ‘home,’ no one dared to look me in the eye and say they loved me.” “They called you a nanny. I didn’t fight them. I only did one thing—I left.” “I came back.” “You can’t get worse.” “If anything happens to you, I’ll never have a mom again.”

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