He suddenly gripped the back of my neck and bent down to kiss me. My breath was stolen, my body trapped in his arms. I should have pushed him away—but I froze. He stopped, his forehead resting against mine, his voice nearly breaking. “Don’t leave me again.” In this life, I feel no fear. Given another chance, I finally understand— he would never hurt me. Because the man who kissed me is my brother. I blinked, and I was twenty-two again, standing beneath the hawthorn tree in our miserable backyard. Mark’s arms were around me, his voice a sweet poison at my ear. “Just pour it in his drink,” he murmured. “He trusts you. This’ll knock him out. Then we leave. Tonight.” His fingers pinched my wrist. I didn’t look at him. I looked through the kitchen window. Leo stood in the doorway, white T-shirt, sleeves rolled up. A knife hung loose in his hand, forgotten. His face was pale, expression blank, winter-gray eyes locked on Mark’s grip on me. Memory slammed into me—those same eyes red and ruined as I left him bleeding, his voice echoing from beneath the dirt. I shoved Mark back. “What’s wrong with my brother?” I asked flatly. “He’s dangerous,” Mark snapped. “He’s trapping you.” A slow smile cut across my face. “He just loves me too well.” I turned away from my killer and walked toward the house—toward my jailer, my savior, my sin, my only home. The moment I stepped inside, Leo grabbed my arm and dragged me into the dark living room without a word. His silence was worse than shouting. Last time, I’d fought and screamed while he tied me to this chair, watched his face shatter as I called him a monster. He’d finished silently and told me dinner was meatloaf. My favorite. This time, I stayed quiet. I watched his scarred hands bind my wrists with his belt—careful, precise. He tucked cloth beneath the knot so it wouldn’t hurt. The tenderness nearly broke me. “You don’t have to tie me up,” I said softly. He didn’t believe me. His eyes held no trust. To him, this was just a smarter lie. Words were useless. So I spoke the only language he understood. I let my shoulders slump, let my voice tremble. “Leo… it hurts.” Three seconds. Then he was on his knees, panicked, fumbling with the belt. The control vanished. His hands shook. I reached up, fingers sliding into his hair. He froze. I traced the corner of his eye and whispered, “This time… let me protect you.” I meant it. Mark and Chloe wouldn’t use his love as a weapon again. I would end it—quietly, carefully—without dragging him back into the dark for me. Not this time.
“Lily, what was that?” Mark cornered me behind the 7-Eleven the next day, irritation cracking through his polished act. “You were supposed to drug him. We had a plan.” Last time, I’d believed him. Now I saw the spoiled coward underneath. “If you don’t do it tonight,” he hissed, “don’t expect me to rescue you. Stay with your psycho brother forever.” Forever. Once a threat. Now, a dark promise. Memory flashed—me pouring powder into Leo’s milk, his trusting eyes, his body fighting the drug, the fall, the snap, his bloodied hand clawing for me. They’re bad. Trust me. I’d called it madness then. Now I knew it was truth. I focused back on Mark. “This won’t kill him, right?” Before he could answer, Chloe slid in beside me, smiling sweetly, slushie-red lips curved in mock concern. “Just enough to knock him out,” she whispered. “Your brother’s a creep anyway.” The word lit something cold and lethal in me. But I swallowed it, nodded, played afraid. Inside, I was already dismantling them. That night, Leo knew. The second I shut the door, his voice was at my neck. “You saw him again.” He was burning with fever, stubbornly upright, hurt masked as control. When he finally sagged, I guided him to the couch. For the first time, I cooked for him. Soup, simple and real. He watched every move like it might be poison, then ate anyway. I talked—about the future, about leaving, about something better. He listened, wounded disbelief in his eyes. “Prove it,” he said finally. The power cut. Darkness swallowed the room. His presence closed in—fear, need, devotion tangled tight. Not violence. A plea. “Don’t leave me,” he whispered. Last time, I ran and destroyed him. This time, standing in the dark with everything broken between us, I chose differently. I stayed.
The shaky peace we made in the dark got tested in the light. Leo’s fever broke, but a new, watchful tension took its place. He watched me all the time, his eyes like chips of ice. The memory of my kiss seemed to mess with his head as much as it claimed him. A few days later, he was feeding me dinner. Again, my hands were tied. It was our new normal—a quiet admission that trust was still broken. “Leo,” I said, drawing out his name, putting in a sweetness I used to save for Mark. The spoon stopped right at my lips. “Lily.” His voice was flat, a scientist stating a fact. “Last time you used that voice, you almost got me sent to jail.” He was talking about when I planted stolen stuff in his room and called the cops, a nasty, desperate try to be rid of him. He was just telling it like it was, but under the table, my leg brushed against his. He went still. A faint pink hit his pale cheeks, making him look weirdly young, exposed. If I hadn’t felt him lose control in the dark a few nights before, I might have bought the act. “Leo,” I tried, “you ever believe in fate?” No answer. Just those wary eyes. “I had a dream last night. About the future.” I leaned in as much as the ties let me, holding his stare, trying to beam truth into him. “In the dream, I married Mark. You broke your leg trying to stop me. Later, Mark and Chloe plotted to kill me for my money. You… you dragged that busted leg of yours all over the world. You hunted them. You got revenge for me.” My voice got thick with the memory of a death I actually lived. “So now, I really, really hate Mark.” I put every ounce of real feeling I had into it. Leo’s face didn’t change. His eyes stayed cold and blank, like a frozen pond. “Oh yeah?” he said finally, leaning in so close I felt his breath on my neck. “Funny. I had a dream too.” His whisper was a snake in the grass. “In mine, my little sister was so desperate to get away from me, she made up a beautiful, perfect lie. She tricked me into buying it, made me think I finally had her… and then she left me behind. She put me to sleep and walked right out the door.” A chill that had nothing to do with the AC slithered down my spine. For one scary second, I wondered if reality had cracked, if he remembered a past life too. Because in my last life, that was exactly what went down. The night I drugged him, I held his face, looked into his hazy eyes, and whispered, “I’ll never leave you, Leo. I promise.” Then I watched his eyes close, turned around, and walked out without looking back. If that was the dream haunting him, no wonder he wanted me tied to this chair. I let out a soft, airy laugh, a sound with no humor in it. He frowned. “What?” “Never mind, Leo.” I met his look, dropping all my guards, showing him the tired, stubborn truth underneath. “Do whatever you want to me. I’ll take it.” But going along with his crazy didn’t mean giving up my mission. Mark and Chloe were getting antsy. Their clock was ticking, and so was my chance to get proof from inside their game. To do that, I needed freedom. I needed Leo to take me somewhere he couldn’t follow, and then I needed him to leave me there. The plan was simple, brutal, and I knew it would cut him deeper than any slap. But it was the only way. I turned the shower to ice-cold and stood under the blast until my teeth chattered and my skin was covered in goosebumps. Later, with my hair still wet, I hit it with the cold setting on the hairdryer, driving the chill right into my bones. I’d always gotten sick easy; it was one of the many things Leo worried about. By that evening, the ache was in my sinuses, my throat was scratchy, and a familiar heat was brewing behind my eyes. Perfect. When I walked out of the bathroom, towel on my head, Leo was on the couch, a book open but ignored in his lap. His dark eyes tracked me like a hawk. I didn’t have to fake the stumble. The room tilted a little as a real wave of dizziness hit. I let out a soft “whoa” and fell forward, not to the floor, but right into his lap. His arms came up on instinct, catching me, holding me. For a weird second, I felt like one of those sneaky spirits from old stories, using weakness as a trap. But Leo’s look had no charm in it, just a deep, scary stillness. “You’re burning up,” he stated, his palm flat on my forehead. The worry was there, but buried under layers of doubt. “Think I got a fever,” I mumbled, letting my head drop against his shoulder, breathing in his pine-and-storm smell. He didn’t ask questions. In one smooth move, he scooped me up, grabbed his jacket, and was out the door, carrying me to the taxi stand. In the back of the cab, I leaned on him, shivering, clinging to his coat. He pressed his hand to my forehead again, and I felt the tiny shake in his fingers. He always panics because of me, I thought with a guilty twist in my gut. He’s perfect in every messed-up way, and I’m his one big flaw. At the ER, he was a storm of quiet panic. He rushed me in, his voice tight explaining to the nurse. He sat me in a hard plastic chair in the packed waiting area, his hands fussing over me, fixing my coat, tucking my hair back. “Stay here, sweetheart,” he murmured, his rough voice softer than I’d ever heard it outside. “I’ll go take care of the paperwork. I’ll be right back. Be good, okay? You’ll feel better soon.” He leaned down and pressed a quick, desperate kiss to the corner of my mouth—a mark, a promise, a plea. Then he was gone, swallowed by the bright, busy halls. I waited until he turned the corner. My heart was beating like a wild thing. With shaky hands, I slipped off his big coat, leaving it in a heap on the chair like a shed skin. I stood up, the room swaying just a little, and walked out of the hospital, into the cold, empty night. The city at night was a different animal. The spot Mark gave me was a busted-up warehouse in the industrial south side. The sky was starting to lighten to a dirty gray, but the warehouse was a pit of shadows. It felt less like a spot to run away to and more like a place you get murdered. I couldn’t believe how stupid I’d been. As I walked, my phone buzzed nonstop in my pocket. Forty-five missed calls. All from Leo. The screen glowed in the half-dark like a guilty conscience. I silenced it, the action feeling like a punch to the gut. I got to the far end of the huge, empty space. The rising sun painted the broken windows in weak gold and pink. And there, lit up by that sad light, was the scene. Mark was tied to a metal chair, a rag stuffed in his mouth, his eyes huge with animal fear above it. He wriggled weakly against the ropes. And behind him, leaning casual against a rusty post, was Leo. My brother. His hands were in his jeans pockets. He was fiddling with something small and plastic—a phone’s SIM card. He looked totally calm, totally in charge, like an artist looking at a finished painting. Right then, all the pieces smashed together with a final, deafening click. The weird voice on the phone. The callback that was too easy. Mark hadn’t been testing me. It had been Leo all along. He’d grabbed Mark, taken his phone, and played me. And I’d walked right into it, saying the things I needed to say to convince “Mark.” “Leo? I can’t even stand to look at him.” “He’s just a dog that won’t stop following me around.” “The day he dies? I’ll throw a party.” The words echoed in my head, each one a nail in the coffin of his trust. I’d said them to save us, to buy time, to play my enemies. But he’d heard them as my real, honest truth. Oh, crap. I was so, so totally screwed.
The rising sun cut a sharp, bright line across the dusty floor, splitting the warehouse in two—light and dark. Leo and I stood on opposite sides of that line. I was frozen, my throat tight. “Leo…” His name came out a dry croak. He tilted his head a little, the move of a predator. His beautiful, empty eyes fixed on me. “You here to beg for him?” He nudged Mark’s chair with his boot. The metal legs screeched. Mark whimpered behind the gag, his eyes pleading with me. “Leo, listen… I’m not on his side,” I blurted, the words too fast. “But we can’t… we can’t just do this. We can’t break the law.” Even to me, it sounded weak, like something a bystander would say. “So,” he cut in, his voice flat, totally empty of the stormy feelings I was used to, “you are here to beg for him.” This Leo was a stranger. Cold. Detached. It was the calm before he broke himself, and it scared me more than any of his rages ever had. What could I say? That I was collecting evidence? That the drug was for testing? That every cruel word was a lie for the bigger plan? He wouldn’t buy it. Any excuse would sound like another layer of the beautiful lie from his dream. The thin string between us was stretched to snapping. I thought he’d yell. I thought he’d drag me home and tie me up again. This quiet giving up was worse. It felt like sinking in quicksand—slow, silent, and suffocating. After forever, he sighed. It was a soft, broken sound that seemed to hold all the hurt in the world. “Lily,” he said, and my name in his mouth had never sounded so final. “You know I love you, right?” He wasn’t looking at Mark anymore. He was looking only at me, and his eyes were pits of a pain so deep it had iced over. “I’m scared of a lot of things. And every single one is about you. I’m scared you’ll get hurt. I’m scared you’ll get lost. I’m scared you’ll leave me.” He took a step, not toward me, but along that line of light, like he was walking the edge of a cliff. “For days, I’ve been asking myself… how much do you hate me? Hate me enough to wreck yourself just to get away from me?” He stopped and looked at me, really looked, and what I saw in his face broke me. “Now I know.” His voice cracked, just once, but his expression stayed carved from ice. “I know that even if I hold onto you with everything I’ve got, you’ll still walk away. So, Lily, I’m done trying to stop you.” He turned and gave Mark’s chair a hard, final shove, sending it sliding into a patch of shadow. Then he walked away, his figure getting smaller, swallowed by the dark at the other end of the warehouse. “You and him,” his voice floated back, already fading. “Have a nice life. Don’t forget to go to the hospital. I won’t be taking you anymore.” And he was gone. The silence he left behind was huge. It was filled only with Mark’s frantic, muffled grunts. I stood there, the truth of his words seeping into me like poison. He’s letting me go. The one thing I’d fought for last time was now the one thing that felt like a death sentence. Leo didn’t want me anymore. He had finally, really, given up.
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