When Tristan publicly chose another girl, people waited for me to break. But I’d already seen the future— the version where loving him killed me. So I went to the one man who mourned me for a lifetime. Silas Yates. Cold voice, steady hands, eyes burning when he thought I couldn’t see. Tonight, I won’t be the girl chasing Tristan. I’ll be the girl hiding in Silas’s bed when Tristan walks in. The day Tristan Reed confessed to the pretty transfer student, everyone thought I would break down and rush over to make a scene. But I didn’t show up at all, even after the confession was over. Tristan had no idea that at that moment, I was sitting on his roommate’s bed, wearing his roommate’s hoodie, asking in frustration: “I got your bed all wet. How are you going to sleep tonight?” Silas Yates averted his gaze, his Adam’s apple bobbing as he handed me a towel. “Go dry your hair. I’ll change the sheets before you sleep.” The day Tristan Reed confessed to the pretty transfer student, everyone thought I would break down and rush over to make a scene. But I didn’t show up at all, even after the confession was over. Tristan had no idea that at that moment, I was sitting on his roommate’s bed, wearing his roommate’s hoodie, asking in frustration: “I got your bed all wet. How are you going to sleep tonight?” Silas Yates averted his gaze, his Adam’s apple bobbing as he handed me a towel. “Go dry your hair. I’ll change the sheets before you sleep.” Tristan was going to confess to that pretty transfer student. He had asked everyone to keep it a secret from me. But he didn’t know that some gossips couldn’t hold it in and had already told me. Everyone knew I had a crush on Tristan and dreamed of marrying him someday. This time, Tristan seemed to have fallen head over heels for that girl. People thought I would throw a fit, cry and make a huge scene. Everyone loves to watch this kind of drama unfold between men and women. They were all waiting for me to lose it and rush over to cause chaos. But unfortunately, even after Tristan successfully confessed, I still hadn’t shown up. The crowd of onlookers, three layers deep, started to lose interest. Even Tristan’s face didn’t show much joy. He put his arm around his new girlfriend and took out his phone. There were no calls or messages. Tristan frowned slightly. Then he turned to the crowd and said, “I’m treating everyone tonight. You’re all invited.” The onlooking classmates all cheered. I had been standing behind some trees the whole time and only then walked out. Someone with sharp eyes spotted me and immediately shouted, “It’s Mia! Mia’s here!” “I knew it. How could Mia possibly stay away?” Tristan suddenly looked up. The moment he saw me, the corners of his lips curved up almost imperceptibly. I ignored all the people waiting to see some drama. I walked straight up to Tristan. “Mia.” Tristan held his new girlfriend tighter. He looked at me and said flatly, “You can’t force feelings.” “We’ve known each other for over ten years. I don’t want to say anything too harsh and hurt our old friendship.” “From now on, I’ll still treat you like a sister.” “If you need anything, you can still come to me.” Then he lowered his voice, “With so many people watching, don’t make a scene. Go home.” “Tristan,” I interrupted him and slowly took a step forward. He frowned again, “Mia, be good.” I smiled and handed him the bracelet I had just taken off my wrist. “I came to return this to you.” Seeing the bracelet, Tristan’s face suddenly darkened. “Mia, what game are you playing now?” “Take the bracelet back. I won’t bother you anymore after this.” Tristan stared at me, his voice growing colder, “I don’t care about this little bit of money.” “If you don’t want it, just throw it away.” As soon as he finished speaking, I turned and threw the bracelet into a nearby trash can. “You can throw away all the other things I gave you before too.” With that, I left without looking at him again. By the time I reached the riverside, it was raining heavily. Standing in the rain with an umbrella, I thought about the dreams I had in the past few days. In the dream, because of Tristan confessing to Olivia, I cried and made a scene. To force him to break up, I jumped into the river that night. But what was the result? I almost lost my life. Tristan only stayed at the hospital for five minutes before leaving resolutely. The White family who had fostered me thought I was embarrassing them by attempting suicide. And because of Tristan’s attitude, they felt I was no longer of any use to them. They forced me to drop out of school and sent me back to my birth parents, who were involved in all kinds of vices. In the end, my life spiraled downward, and I died miserably in a foreign country. After I died, the person who collected my incomplete remains turned out to be the one I had always feared and kept at a distance. And Tristan, newlywed and in high spirits, never showed up. These days, the events in my dreams came true one by one. If it weren’t for these dreams, I would have been frantically calling Tristan by now. Then I would have threatened to kill myself and jumped into the river. I’m very grateful for this dream. It made me feel like I was reborn. I can change my predetermined tragic fate bit by bit. The third time I dialed that number, it was finally answered. I clutched the phone tightly and held it gently to my ear. The name Silas Yates lingered on my tongue several times before I finally uttered it slowly. The heavy rain cut off all the noise in the world. Only Silas’s voice, slightly lazy, sounded deeply, “Mia?” “Silas, it’s raining heavily.” “I’m by the river and can’t get back. Can you come pick me up?” The other end of the phone was silent for a few seconds. I nervously gripped the umbrella handle, my palm clammy with sweat. In the dream, when Silas was collecting my remains, he seemed to cry. His tears fell one by one on my decaying flesh and bones. Even in the dream, I could feel that burning sensation. Later, he carried a small bottle of my ashes with him for a lifetime. And he was lonely for a lifetime. I couldn’t help but tear up and choked back a sob. “Why are you crying?” Silas’s voice suddenly came through. It was still that indifferent tone, even with a hint of impatience. “I didn’t say I wouldn’t come.” “Then when will you be here?” “Wait. I’ll be there in twenty minutes.” “Okay, I’ll wait for you, Silas.” He didn’t say anything else, and the call ended. Fifteen minutes later, I gave my umbrella to a mother and child seeking shelter from the rain. So when Silas arrived, I was already soaked from head to toe. When he got out of the car, his thin lips were tightly pressed together, his face as cold as if it contained frost and snow. I brushed my wet bangs aside and looked up at him with a bright smile, “Silas, you’re really punctual.” “Mia, you might as well die of stupidity.” He coldly grabbed my arm and shoved me into the car. Then he threw me a soft blanket. “Dry yourself off. Don’t get my car dirty.” He glanced at me in the rearview mirror and then skillfully turned the car around. “Oh.” I obediently wrapped myself in the blanket. Then I couldn’t help but steal glances at him as he focused on driving. When he had no expression, he always looked very cold and unapproachable. Many girls at school liked him, but no one dared to confess. He was Tristan’s roommate. I often went to Tristan’s dorm, and every time I went, Silas seemed to really dislike me. Even now, although he came to pick me up, his attitude was still cold. Just now when he shoved me into the car, he used extra force. My wrist still hurt, with a ring of red marks. It’s hard to tell that he had been secretly liking me all along. I slowly lowered my eyelashes. Everything in the dream had come true. But now, because of my changes, many things have also changed. Would Silas still like me? If he didn’t like me at all, wouldn’t I be causing him trouble by doing this? “Back to the dorm?” Silas suddenly turned his head and glanced at me. My heart suddenly skipped a beat, and I blurted out, “Yeah, back to your dorm.” Silas gripped the steering wheel and snorted, “Tristan won’t be back tonight.” “I know.”
I gripped the edge of the blanket, twisting it tighter and tighter. “I’m not looking for him.” The car suddenly braked sharply and stopped by the roadside. Silas turned to look at me, the frost in his eyes so cold it made my heart tremble. “Mia, don’t treat me as part of your game with Tristan.” “I’m not…” He stared at me for a moment, then took out his phone. “I’ll call you a cab. You go back by yourself.” “Silas…” I bit my lip hard and snatched his phone away. “Mia.” He looked at me, but there was no anger or disgust in his eyes. His eyes were just very deep, filled with countless emotions. I suddenly felt inexplicably sad. “Silas, I don’t want to go back to the dorm. They’re all laughing at me.” “I’m also afraid to go home.” “Can you… let me stay at your dorm for one night…” I hid his phone behind my back, my voice getting smaller and smaller. “Of course, if you really hate me so much and don’t want to see me… then forget it.” As soon as I finished speaking, tears also fell from my eyes at the right moment. One by one, quietly and soundlessly. Silas didn’t say another word to me. But he started the car again. The car drove towards the direction of the school and finally stopped at the foot of his dormitory building. I followed Silas into the dorm. He went to the closet and took out a clean hoodie and handed it to me, “The bathroom is over there.” He’s tall, so the hoodie was very big on me. It reached almost to my knees, like a dress. After showering, I just put on the hoodie and came out bare-legged. Silas glanced at me and then averted his gaze. I walked past Tristan’s bed and sat down on Silas’s bed. My wet long hair dripped water, quickly soaking the sheets. The shampoo and shower gel on my body were all Silas’s scent. In the small space, the same scent permeated, creating an indescribable intimacy that was quietly growing. Silas took out a pack of cigarettes, coughed lightly, “I’m going to smoke a cigarette.” He went to the balcony. I curiously looked around Silas’s bed. Light gray sheets and blankets, clean and tidy. There was a computer and books on the desk, also neat. I was about to look at the decorations on his desk when my phone suddenly rang. Tristan’s name was flashing on the screen. I didn’t answer. He called again very quickly, seemingly with no intention of stopping. I simply put the phone on silent and put it back in my bag. “Silas.” I called out towards the balcony. He quickly turned around, put out his cigarette and walked over, “What’s wrong?” I sat on the bed, having to look up to see him. Silas made eye contact with me for two seconds, then looked away. But I noticed that the back of his ears seemed to be a bit red. “I got your sheets wet. How are you going to sleep tonight?” He glanced at me, then at the wet patches on the sheets. His Adam’s apple bobbed violently before he turned to get a clean sheet from the closet. “You go dry your hair first. I’ll change the sheets before you sleep.” After saying that, he went to get clean sheets from the closet. I clutched the towel, thinking of how his whole ear had turned red earlier, and couldn’t help but smile. When I came out after drying my hair, Silas had already changed to new sheets. “You go to sleep.” “What about you?” He pulled out a chair, not even turning his head, “I’ll play some games.” “Oh.” I sat down on his bed somewhat dejectedly. Silas put on his headphones and was about to put them on when his phone suddenly rang. He looked at the screen, then turned to look at me before answering. “Tristan, what’s up?” My heart suddenly tightened, and I instinctively held my breath. “Mm, I’m in the dorm.” “You say someone saw Mia come to our dorm building?” Silas turned to look at me again, “I…” In a moment of panic, I didn’t wait for him to finish speaking. I got up and walked over, straddling his legs and hooking my arms around his neck. When Silas was about to push me away, I pressed against his ear and said, “Silas, tell him I’m not here.” Under my fingers hooked around his neck, Silas’s skin instantly burned hot. I saw the blue veins on the side of his neck tense and slightly bulge. His Adam’s apple moved up and down violently, his heart beating very fast. I looked up at him, and he looked down at me. In the depths of his eyes, desire gradually spread. “No, I’ve been in the dorm the whole time.” “She didn’t come. Yeah, you should ask someone else.” Silas hung up the phone as soon as he finished speaking. He tossed the phone aside and gripped my waist with his long fingers through the hoodie. Holding me tight, pressing me into his embrace. I clearly felt the burning volcano. My ears buzzed, and my first thought was to escape. But Silas held me even tighter, “Mia.” His voice was a bit hoarse. His hot breath fell on my ear and neck. I shrank my neck, wanting to dodge, but his kiss fell directly on my lips. “Don’t tempt me… I don’t want to touch you in a place like this.” “Silas…” I twisted my body, wanting to adjust my sitting position. The volcano seemed about to erupt, frighteningly fierce. In the gap between breaths, I finally found a chance to speak. “If you don’t want to touch me, why are you kissing me?” Silas lowered his head slightly, his forehead pressed against mine. In the tangle of breaths, he closed his eyes, seemingly trying hard to calm down. “Also, do you know how to kiss… my lips are all swollen.” “Mia.” Silas didn’t open his eyes. But his hands holding my waist slightly loosened their grip. His fingers were very long and strong. Gripping my waist through the hoodie, making me both in pain and torment. “Silas…” I couldn’t help but frown, wanting to push his hands away. But Silas grabbed my fingers. “Mia, don’t move.” “I’ll be gentler this time.”
As he finished speaking, Silas’s hands fell on my lower back. He pulled me into his embrace, pressing tightly against him. This kiss was long and gentle. At the end, he seemed to lose control and kissed very deeply. “Silas…” I lightly punched him and bit him in the gap between breaths. “Mia.” Silas’s voice was extremely hoarse. His whole body tensed up. The heat from his palms almost burned my body. Silas suddenly buried his face in the crook of my neck and let out a low groan. The volcano erupted, then calmed down. But soon, it was on the verge of erupting again. However, Silas gently pushed me away and pulled me to stand up. I just felt that his expression was very strange. There was also a very unfamiliar smell permeating the air. I couldn’t help but ask, “Silas, what happened to you just now?” His ears were red as blood. The usually cold and aloof man now had eyes full of deep desire. “I’m going to take a shower.” He stood up, lowered his eyes and pulled down the hem of my messy hoodie. “You sleep first.” Before I could say anything, Silas had already quickly entered the bathroom. When the sound of water started, I lay on Silas’s bed and rolled over. Then I cooled my burning face with the back of my hand. I seemed to have vaguely guessed something. But Silas was tall and often exercised, with lean muscles all over. He had a high, straight nose bridge and a sharp jawline. His fingers were also very long, with strong knuckles. No matter how you look at it, he doesn’t seem like the type of guy who would… um, finish so quickly. Could it be that he hadn’t had a girlfriend before? And had never been intimate with a girl? Thinking this way, my heart started to fill with sweet bubbles. I lay on Silas’s pillow and accidentally felt a pearl earring under his pillow. The earring looked very familiar. It was one of a pair that I loved to wear daily. Once when I came to Tristan’s dorm, I accidentally lost one and couldn’t find it no matter how hard I looked. So it turns out Silas had picked it up. I suddenly remembered. In those previous dreams, Silas seemed to have kept this earring with him all the time. After being dazed for a while, I put the earring back under his pillow. The sound of the hair dryer stopped. When Silas came out, he was wearing a set of navy blue pajamas. After the steam, his skin looked as white as jade. With his hair falling neatly, that sharp coldness from before faded a bit. Somehow, I felt Silas looked a bit cute at this moment. Just as I was about to call out to him, there was suddenly a faint sound of people talking outside the door. My expression changed, and I froze completely. One of the voices outside was clearly Tristan’s. Silas’s face also darkened, but he obviously reacted faster than me. By the time Tristan pushed open the door, Silas had already stuffed my clothes into the closet. My shoes were hidden in the deepest part under the bed. And Silas was just lifting the blanket to get into bed. Only one night light was on in the dorm, the light dim. I was hidden under Silas’s blanket. There was only a slight, inconspicuous bulge. Even if Tristan came closer, he wouldn’t notice anything unusual unless he looked carefully. “Why did you turn off the lights so early?” Tristan asked curiously. “Got caught in the rain. My head hurts a bit.” As Silas spoke, he gently gripped my restless wrist under the blanket. The bed was only about 4 feet wide, and Silas was tall with long legs, taking up a lot of space. My whole body was almost pressed against him. My breath faintly brushed against his waist. I could clearly feel that the muscles of his waist and abdomen were very tense. “Alright then.” Tristan didn’t turn on the lights either. He sat down in a chair and took out his phone to make calls. After making several calls with no one answering, Tristan was obviously a bit angry. “Silas, do you think Mia is doing this on purpose?” “What?” “I just confessed to Olivia today, and she’s already causing trouble like this.” “Just now the news reported that a female college student committed suicide by jumping into the river because of relationship troubles.” “I thought she had done something stupid, so I rushed over there, leaving Olivia behind.” “But it wasn’t her when they pulled the person out.” “I’ve been calling her all night, and she’s not answering any of them. Now she’s nowhere to be found.” Tristan slammed his phone on the table, “She’s definitely doing this on purpose, deliberately ruining my date tonight.” At this point, Tristan let out a cold laugh, “I bet she’s going to cling to me for the rest of her life.” “Not necessarily.” Silas suddenly interjected. Tristan was a bit surprised, “Not necessarily?” “Silas, you’ve seen clearly how she’s been clinging to me these past two years.” “You’ve been annoyed by her too, never giving her a good look.” Hearing this, I couldn’t help but bite Silas’s waist. He winced in pain and instinctively moved his hand to block it, but his fingers just brushed against my lips. I simply bit his finger lightly. Silas’s whole body suddenly tensed up, and he let out a very low hiss. “What’s wrong with you?” “It’s nothing… my leg cramped.” Silas’s voice was very hoarse, and he coughed twice after speaking. “Alright, you rest well. I won’t bother you anymore.” Tristan said as he stood up, “I’ll just use the bathroom and then leave.” When he pushed open the bathroom door, I suddenly thought of something. Earlier when I showered, I had washed my socks and hung them in the bathroom. Sure enough, when Tristan came out less than two minutes later, there was a mischievous smile on his face. “Silas, did you bring a girl to the dorm?” “You’ve kept it so well-hidden. Which beauty managed to win over our ice prince Silas?” “Don’t talk nonsense.” Tristan took a few steps towards the bed, “Going to bed so early, hiding someone in bed, huh?” “Tristan.” Silas’s voice suddenly turned cold. “Okay, okay, I won’t come over.” Tristan stopped in his tracks. But he looked at Silas’s bed with interest, “Do you have protection? I have extra, want me to give you some?” Silas gently gripped the back of my neck under the blanket, making me lie still on top of him. Then he glanced at Tristan, his voice a bit cold, “Don’t make those kinds of jokes about girls.” “Are you serious?” Tristan seemed a bit surprised. Silas’s lips were tightly pressed together, his Adam’s apple bobbing, “Mm.” If the light had been a bit brighter, Tristan would have seen how pained and restrained Silas’s expression was. After all, he was gripping my neck to keep me from moving. But my other parts could still move. Anyway, no one could see under the blanket. So I properly felt Silas’s abs. Every time I touched him, his muscles tensed up a bit more. I secretly moved my hand lower, and when I reached his V-line, Silas’s reaction was quite big. It even scared me.
“Alright then, I won’t disturb you guys. I’ll stay out tonight.” Tristan turned and left the dorm. As soon as the door closed, I threw off the blanket, “Silas, I was about to suffocate…” Silas leaned against the headboard, looking at me deeply. The not-so-bright light fell on his handsome, chiseled features. Casting large patches of shadows. I was stunned by the sight. They say beauty is best viewed under the lamp. Actually, it’s the same for men. Looking at a handsome guy in the flickering light and shadows certainly creates more atmosphere. “Mia.” Silas slowly sat up. He reached out and brushed aside the messy hair by my ear. Then, cupping my face, he spoke very seriously. “I wasn’t annoyed by you.” “And I didn’t give you the cold shoulder.” “Don’t take his words to heart.” After Silas finished speaking, he let go of his hands. He got out of bed and took out a pack of cigarettes, “You sleep.” “What about you?” He pointed to the balcony, “I’ll smoke a cigarette. Go to sleep.” Very timely, I suddenly sneezed. Silas stopped in his tracks. I grabbed the sleeve of his pajamas, frowning pitifully, “I think I caught a cold. My head hurts.” Silas looked at me for a while, “Let go first. I’ll get you some medicine.” After I took the medicine, I still clung to him and wouldn’t let go, “Silas, I’m a bit cold. The blanket is too thin.” But this time Silas pushed my hand away. “Mia, Tristan left a long time ago. You don’t need to do this anymore.” “What does this have to do with him?” Silas laughed self-mockingly, “What were you doing by the river tonight?” I finally came to my senses. So the news about a girl jumping into the river that Tristan mentioned earlier had made him misunderstand. He thought I went to the river because I was feeling hopeless and wanted to end my life. Calling him and coming back to his dorm was deliberately getting back at Tristan. Actually, I know it’s normal for him to think this way. For the past two years, my foster parents from the White family had been pushing me hard. After the real daughter of the White family was found. They once wanted to send me back to my birth parents. Later, probably considering that I still had some value for an arranged marriage, they reluctantly kept me. So Tristan was like a lifeline for me. I thought since we grew up together as childhood sweethearts. There would always be some affection between us. He would save me from the quagmire. I placed all my hopes on Tristan. But all of this, in others’ eyes, was evidence of my obsessive love for him. Not to mention Silas. He was Tristan’s roommate. How many moments of my “persistent pursuit” had he witnessed? “Silas…” I wanted to explain. But he had already stood up, “Set an alarm and leave early tomorrow morning. Don’t let anyone see you.” “After all, this kind of thing isn’t good for you girls.” “Silas.” But he didn’t stop or look back. I bit my lip hard, “Then you kissed me so many times tonight.” “And even did that…” “Are you not going to take responsibility?” Silas suddenly stopped in his tracks. He turned to look at me. I sat on the bed, my eyes very red, but holding back tears. “I know you hate me.” “Every time I came here before, you ignored me.” “But thank you for coming to pick me up tonight and taking me in.” “If you really don’t want to have anything to do with me anymore, then I’ll leave now.” I got up from the bed. I didn’t bother looking for my shoes, just walked towards the door barefoot. As I passed by Silas with my head down. I had already silently shed tears all over my face. “Mia.” Silas grabbed me. “I said earlier, I don’t hate you…” “Then will you take responsibility?” I shook off his hand and looked up at him defiantly. “You kissed me, hugged me.” “And even did that…” Silas suddenly gripped my chin and kissed me fiercely. “Mia.” He sucked on my lips, his breathing getting heavier. “If you insist on provoking me, then provoke me all the way.” I hugged his lean waist and stood on tiptoes to meet this deep kiss, “Okay…” During the National Day holiday, I went to the city where my birth parents lived. I stayed there for three days. When I left, that pair of scumbags who indulged in all kinds of vices. Had already been taken away by the police, awaiting the severe and merciless punishment of the law. Human trafficking, gambling, forced prostitution, thanks to those dreams, I had iron-clad evidence for each and every crime. I didn’t need to wait for rebirth or the next life. In this life, I could completely get rid of this pair of demons and let them receive the punishment they deserved. When I got on the plane, I let out a long sigh. The biggest worry in my heart was finally settled. At this moment, I felt incredibly free and relaxed. When the plane landed in the capital, I first reported to Silas that I was safe. He didn’t know the true purpose of this trip. He still thought I had gone on a short trip with my girlfriends for a few days. “I’ll come find you tonight. Is everything ready at home?” Silas had moved to an apartment off campus. He was already a senior and hardly needed to go back to school anymore. Plus, living in the same dorm with Tristan was inconvenient after all. “It’s all ready. Should I come pick you up?” “Sure.” “Mia.” “What is it?” “Today is Tristan’s birthday. He’s throwing a party and asked me to go… with my girlfriend.” I had forgotten that Tristan’s birthday was on National Day. “Mia, do you want to go with me?” I didn’t answer, feeling quite conflicted inside. It wasn’t that I was unwilling to make our relationship public. But the White family might soon cut ties with me. At that time, my unsavory background would be known to everyone. I knew Silas wouldn’t care. But I couldn’t bear to let him be criticized. Just like in the dream. They accused him of being unfilial and disloyal. For the sake of an unworthy woman. Breaking his parents’ and relatives’ hearts. But, as Silas said that day. I was the one who provoked him first, so I should provoke him all the way. You can’t have it both ways, right? “Silas.” I took a deep breath, “Do you want me to go?”
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