
The first thing I did after I woke up in this second chance was stop bringing my attending physician husband his late-night coffee. He would be rounding on the fifth floor, so Iâd make sure I was scheduled in the ER. In my past life, I knew he only married me for the coveted fellowship spot my mentor held, yet I insisted on walking down the aisle with him. I thought a cold heart could eventually be thawed. Instead, he kept me at an armâs length for decades. When I tried to initiate intimacy, heâd shove a copy of The New England Journal of Medicine into my hands: âRead up on your professional literature, Sierra. Donât go embarrassing me in front of colleagues.â I once gathered the courage to kiss him, fueled by a glass of wine, but he merely stiffened, his voice a flat monotone: âThis is a biological obligation of marriage.â Decades later, on my deathbed, I found his journal. I read his final words in his journal: This marriage was a cage. If I get another life, I pray I am never again bound to Sierra. My heart was shredded, the pain blinding me as I closed my eyes. When I opened them again, I was back. Back to the day the rumors started about him and the new surgical resident. This time, I didnât cry. I didnât rail. I simply filed for divorce. 1 The words left my lips, and for the first time in our marriage, Marcusâs perfectly unruffled facade finally cracked. Beside him, Brynnâthe new residentâher smug smirk froze solid, immediately replaced by a look of agonizing remorse. âNurse Sierra, please, donât misunderstand.â âMarcus simply respects my capability. Our relationship is strictly professional.â âI came here with him to clear this up. You can take all your anger out on me!â She bent her knees, making a show of collapsing onto the floor. Marcus instantly caught her, then whipped his head around and glared at me. âSierra! Are you finished with this melodrama? Itâs a minor workplace misunderstanding. You have no right to humiliate her like this. Apologize to Dr. Brynn, now!â I hadnât said a word, yet I was already the small-minded, irrational culprit. In my last life, every time I clashed with Brynn, I was the one who was wrong. Marcus always stood on Brynnâs side, turning every disagreement into a screaming match that made me the laughingstock of the floor. Everyone said I, the diploma-mill nurse, was too petty, my âdignityâ too small. âApologize for what? I havenât said a word,â I asked, meeting his harsh gaze. âIf her knees are that weak, she can drop. Iâm not her chiropractor.â Brynn hadnât expected the sudden reversal of roles, nor my biting reply. Her eyes immediately welled up, and she continued her performance: âNurse Sierra, you have to believe me. Marcus and I are truly justââ I was done watching her act. I cut her off. âStop. Iâm filing for divorce. Iâm clearing the way for you, arenât I?â My gaze dropped, landing on the delicate silver bracelet on her wrist. âIf things are so âstrictly professional,â how is it that the bracelet Marcus saved four monthsâ salary for is on your arm?â âSome roles, Dr. Brynn, are oversold.â She recoiled as if burned, pulling her hand back instantly. I knew that bracelet. The day he bought it, he hid it deep in a drawer, like a sacred artifact. He even sewed a little velvet pouch for it himself, pricking his hands multiple timesâa man who never touched a needle and thread. I was such an idiot. I thought, Our anniversary is coming up. Maybe this is the first time heâs prepared a gift for me. I waited, filled with a foolish, desperate anticipation. On our anniversary, I waited from dusk till late, the soup Iâd made long since cold. I finally saw him and Brynn walking side-by-side beneath the streetlights. The look he gave her was a tenderness I had never received, an expression utterly foreign to me. And on Brynnâs wrist, she was proudly showing off that bracelet. Now, Marcus refused to meet my eyes. âIt was a birthday gift for Dr. Brynn a few weeks ago. Youâre overthinking this.â Even though I was already determined to let go, his words felt like shards of glass in my heart. Five years of marriage, and he had never once remembered my birthday. Heâd known Brynn for two months. I remembered the lines from his journal: Every moment I spent with her was anguish and torture. The last flicker of defiance and hope died, leaving behind only an infinite weariness. âI am genuinely serious about this divorce.â I looked him in the eye and said quietly, âMarcus, letâs free each other.â Marcus didn’t return home that night, choosing instead to sleep in the on-call room at the hospital. I didn’t seek him out. Instead, I began preparing my resignation papers. The news spread through the hospital like wildfire. The gazes I received were a mixture of mockery and pity. âDid you hear? Sierraâs out.â âMust be because Dr. Brynn and the Attending are finally together.â âSheâs a diploma nurse, only common sense sheâd know when to fold.â Because Marcus never wanted to publicize our marriage, everyone assumed I was just some distant, easily dismissed relative. Iâd wanted to correct them countless times, but fearing I might jeopardize his ascent, I always stayed silent. Hearing the whispers now, I merely offered a faint smile. âYouâre right. This toad is done trying to eat the princeâs apple. This nurse gig is a dead end. Time for a change of scenery.â They didn’t know I wasn’t conceding defeat; I was just changing the game. In the previous life, I tried desperately to earn his respect, clawing my way up to head nurse. But even as Head Nurse, in his eyes, I was still the same insignificant woman who fetched coffee. Heâd rather talk to the goldfish tank at home than exchange a civil word with me. This life, I was going to live for myself. I had planned to wait until my resignation was finalized, then find Marcus and sign the papers, cutting all ties. But one phone call shattered that plan. My father had a severe stroke and was in the ICU. He needed an emergency deposit of twenty thousand dollars. My hands and feet went instantly cold. I would receive a substantial severance package from my resignation, but that process would take a month! My father didn’t have a month. Just then, I spotted Marcus walking out of the outpatient clinic. In that moment, everythingâmy dignity, my plan, my angerâdissolved into pure panic. I bolted forward, blocking his path. âMarcus, I need twenty thousand dollars, immediately.â All surrounding eyes locked onto us, filled with curiosity and judgment. The smile instantly vanished from Marcusâs face. âTwenty thousand? I donât have that kind of cash on hand.â That was impossible. Every month, out of my modest paycheck, I gave him $2,500 for âsavings,â only keeping a fixed amount for household expenses. Even if he was extravagant, he couldnât have blown through all of it. My eyes burned with desperation, my voice shaking with a plea I hadn’t known I had: âMy dad collapsed. A stroke. Heâs in the hospital right now, waiting for the money to start his treatment! I really need this! My entire savingsâfive years of paychecksâare in your account. How can it be gone?â Marcusâs brow furrowed deeper. The stares of his colleagues made his face hot with embarrassment. He lowered his voice, the impatience in his tone barely suppressed. âSierra, are you done making a scene? I told you, I donât have it!â I stared at him, my heart sinking inch by painful inch. âTwo thousand five hundred dollars a month, for five years. Thatâs a hundred and fifty thousand dollars. How can you not have twenty thousand available?â Marcusâs eyes flashed with annoyance, his face cold. âYou spent plenty on yourself, didnât you? You know how much youâve frittered away.â His colleagues snickered, their derisive murmurs rising. âWow, spends his money and then demands twenty grand back. Sheâs shameless.â âI bet sheâs just trying to cause trouble because of Dr. Brynn.â I looked at Marcus. He was doing what he always didâsaying nothing in my defense, even though he knew I hadn’t touched his money. I understood. He was punishing me. Punishing me for daring to file for divorce and for stripping him of his ego. But my father was dying. I couldnât wait. I swallowed the bitterness in my throat and asked, my voice hoarse: âWhat do you want? What will it take for you to give me the money?â He seemed satisfied by my submission, his chin lifting slightly. âGo apologize to Dr. Brynn. On your knees.â âThen Iâll give you the money.â Brynn stood nearby, her expression a mask of false gentleness. My knuckles were white, my nails digging into my palms. For my father, I would endure it. I bowed, a full ninety degrees, and squeezed out the humiliating words: âDr. Brynn, I apologize. I was wrong to have misunderstood you the other day.â Brynn immediately stepped forward to offer a false embrace, but her words were laced with acid: âNurse Sierra, you shouldnât feel you have to. I never blamed you. Even though you constantly slander me behind my back and destroy my reputation in the hospital, we are colleagues. I can rise above it.â I snapped my head up. She was twisting the truth completely! Marcusâs face darkened, and he roared, âSierra! You are truly despicable! How can you treat a colleague like this? Get on your knees and beg her forgiveness!â âI didnât do that!â I cried out, the humiliation burning. âStill lying?â Marcusâs face was set, his eyes filled with disgust and disbelief. The surrounding colleagues began to jeer. âYeah, make her kneel! Make her kneel!â âIf she wonât, kick her out of the hospital!â Two male doctors, always eager to curry favor with the rising star, stepped forward and tried to forcibly shove me to the ground. I struggled fiercely, tears of shame blurring my vision. Marcusâs indifferent voice drifted over to me: âDonât want that twenty thousand anymore?â Instantly, all the fight drained out of me. I stopped struggling and let them shove me down. The muffled thud of my forehead hitting the hard tile floor was accompanied by the sound of laughter.
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