My adopted sister, Savannah, was obsessed with apocalypse-prepper novels.
So when the temperature in Denver plunged to 70 below zero and stayed there for three straight days, she wasn’t scared; she was ecstatic.
She declared it was the End of Days and, in a manic frenzy, maxed out every credit card she could get, buying enough freeze-dried food and ammo to last a decade.
As a meteorology grad student at CU Boulder, I kept showing her the atmospheric models. It was a severe polar vortex, an anomaly, but it wasn’t permanent. “It’ll thaw in a week,” I pleaded. “Just buy enough for a few days.”
But she wouldn’t listen. She filled our parents’ garage with hundreds of pounds of frozen meat.
Worried about the biohazard of it all thawing and rotting, Mom, Dad, and I decided to give the excess food to our neighbors, who were already running low.
That night, Savannah murdered us.
She cornered us in the kitchen, her eyes glittering. âRule number one of the apocalypse, Ivy: kill the bleeding hearts. Family doesn’t mean squat!â
She stabbed my father first. âThree fewer mouths to feed. My chances of survival just went way up.â
She was still gloating when a National Guard rescue team drove by. Thinking they were raiders coming for her stash, she charged out of the house, knife raised.
They shot her dead.
I opened my eyes.
We were back. All of us. Seated at the dining table for Sunday dinner. Three days before the freeze.
âFrom now on, I am done with the Miller family! We are through!â
The shout came from Savannah. The fork in my hand clattered to the plate. I knew instantlyâshe remembered, too.
Mom and Dad were blindsided. “Savannah, honey, what are you talking about? What’s wrong?”
I glanced at the thermostat. It was August. 77 degrees.
But I knew what was coming. Thinking of what she did to us, I couldn’t speak as my parents tried to calm her down.
âYou don’t get to tell me what to do!â she spat, grabbing her purse. âYouâre not even my real parents!â
With that, she stormed out. Over the next three days, she leveraged every predatory payday loan and high-limit credit card she could find, racking up an insane $500,000 in debt.
She bought a reinforced cabin in the foothills, installed a bunker, and paid triple the market price for generators, supplies, and high-powered hunting rifles.
Then, just as I knew it would, the snow began to fall. In August.
The city panicked. People mobbed the grocery stores. I calmly took Mom and Dad to King Soopers and we bought a reasonable, two-week supply of food and water.
Weâd just finished unloading the car when my phone rang. Savannah. Her voice was giddy.
âA hundred pounds? Seriously? I saw the Ring camera. You yuppies are pathetic. A hundred pounds of cabbage is, what, ten heads?â
She laughed. âIâm not responsible for you this time. Iâm going to be a queen in this apocalypse. When youâre starving, maybe Iâll toss you some scraps if you beg nicely.â
Mom and Dad looked at our modest pantry, their faces etched with worry. âIvy… is she right? Is this really it? This isn’t enough.â
I didn’t even look up from my laptop, where I was tracking the NOAA data. âSheâs rotted her brain with prepper-porn. Itâs a severe anomaly, but itâs not the end of the world. Trust me.â
My confidence as a meteorologist calmed them. A little. They stopped fussing over the food and instead, Mom texted Savannah.
âPlease be safe, honey. Ivy says this will all be over in a few days. Weâll come get you then!â
My stomach clenched. Weâd been switched at birth, and Savannah had lived with us for 15 years. Her biological parents were dirt-poor, and she hated them. But Mom and Dad… they still loved her. When they heard her birth family was trying to marry her off for cash, they’d brought her right back home. They never saw the monster I did. Not until she was standing over them with a knife.
Savannahâs reply text was scathing: âA few days? Youâll be popsicles in a few days! Denver has NEVER seen temps like this. This is IT! Just watch me rule this new world. If you live that long.â
Dad sighed and went back to organizing his workbench. Mom started a game of online bridge with her friends.
Savannah, who must have been monitoring our home’s security feed, called again, enraged. âYouâre playing cards? The world is ending, and youâre acting like itâs a snow day? We’ll see how long you last!â
I took a deep breath. I couldn’t swallow the rage from last time.
âHeard you bought a cabin, Savannah. And generators? Rifles? Whereâd a broke girl like you get that kind of cash?â
She shrieked. âNone of your business! I got it myself, with my own skills!â
I laughed. âYou mean payday loans? Maxed-out credit cards? Donât act like youâre some kind of financial genius. How are you going to pay that back? Weâre not bailing you out.â
âPay it back?â she scoffed. âWhen everyoneâs dead, whoâs gonna come collect? Iâm never asking you for a dime, and donât you dare come begging me! Itâs every man for himself now!â
A moment later, our family text chain lit up. Dozens of photos. Three massive storage units, packed floor-to-ceiling.
âI hear city people can live on a single leaf of lettuce a day. Good luck with your 100 pounds of cabbage! Thoughts and prayers!â
I immediately screenshotted everything and posted it on the r/Denver subreddit.
Title: My sister thinks it’s the apocalypse and is ‘prepared.’ Body: [PHOTOS] She just sent these to our family. Says she’s stocked for 10 years and we’re all gonna die. Is she… okay?
The post blew up. At first, it was jokes.
user1: This is what happens when you read ‘The Stand’ too many times.
user2: Holy hell, does she have a bunker? Is she single? Asking for a friend.
user3: Damn, she’s not just a prepper, she’s the final boss of preppers.
Then, one comment stopped me cold.
Mike_D78: Is this real? Can you share her location? My kids and I are 10 miles away, our power is out and we have no food. We’re going to die. Please, can she spare anything?
I realized this wasn’t a game. The disaster was real, even if it wasn’t the apocalypse. People were already in serious trouble.
A chorus of support for Mike flooded in. OP, tell your sister to donate! People are dying!
I replied to the thread: Sorry everyone, she’s not with us. She has the food, but she won’t share. She’s made that very clear. Please find other help.
Then, I deleted the entire post.
The snow kept falling. A high-tech drone buzzed outside our window and dropped a package in the yard. It was a piece of rotten, freezer-burned meat.
Savannah’s voice came over its speaker, tinny and mocking. âDonât say I never gave you anything! A little treat, for old timeâs sake.â
I was staring at our own full pantry when I heard a loud banging from her end of the still-open phone line.
A muffled manâs voice: âMaâam, State Emergency Services! We need to talk to you!â
I heard Savannah panic. âWho are you? How did you find me?â
âMaâam, we saw reports online of a significant stockpile of supplies at this address. The situation downstream in Aurora is critical. Weâre asking for donations.â
âYou saw what? Online? No! Iâm not giving you anything!â
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After my thesis advisor rejected my paper for the ninety-ninth time, I tearfully messaged my online boyfriend.
âBabe, my advisor said if itâs not perfect by tomorrow, heâs going to make me defer my graduation.â
He replied instantly. âYour advisor is a f*cking moron. What does that old fossil know anyway!â
âDonât worry, sweetheart. Iâll write it for you. You just get your beauty sleep tonight.â
The next day, after I handed in the paper my online boyfriend had revised, my advisor went silent for a long time. His eyes grew strange.
When he finally spoke, he stammered.
âAre you⌠are you sure this is your work?â
1.
In the final year of my Masterâs program, my life was an endless cycle of revising my thesis.
This latest draft had cost me three all-nighters.
The next morning in class, my advisor, Professor Croft, picked up my paper with two disdainful fingers and tossed it aside as if it were contaminated.
âWho wrote this garbage? Donât you dare put my name down as your advisor. Thatâs pure slander.â
Professor Croft was a big dealâa visiting scholar from Cambridge and the scion of some powerful East Coast family. He was brilliant, and to make matters worse, he had the face of a movie star.
My best friend was green with envy that I got to stare at that handsome face every day.
But only I knew just how venomous his tongue was. One lick and youâd probably drop dead from the poison.
I shakily stood up.
Instantly, his gaze locked onto me, the kind of look youâd give a particularly slow-witted insect.
âHow did you even get into this university? Or did you suffer a recent and severe head injury?â
Laughter rippled through the classroom.
My face burned with humiliation. I wished the floor would swallow me whole.
After class, he called my name. âLily.â
âDo you have some alternative timeline in mind for your graduation?â
I stood before him like a cornered mouse, too terrified to speak.
The next second, he flicked his wrist, and my thesis fluttered to the floor.
âThis is your last chance. If you hand me this kind of dogsh*t again tomorrow, you can plan on spending another year here.â
Biting back tears, I snatched the papers off the floor and fled.
2.
I ducked into an empty classroom, and the dam finally broke.
I sobbed, fumbling to open the chat with my online boyfriend. âBabe, my advisor said if my paper isnât perfect by tomorrow, heâs going to make me defer graduation.â
I come from a single-parent home. During my first year of grad school, my mom, who worked as a street vendor, was hit by a car while trying to avoid code enforcement. It was a hit-and-run; they never caught the driver. She ended up in the ICU.
To pay for her medical bills and stay in school, I started working as a voice-acting streamer. Iâd chat with people in a live stream room, my face hidden.
I didnât expect much to come of it.
Until he showed up.
In a single night, he gifted me three hundred virtual âGalaxies,â the platformâs most expensive gift, becoming my top supporter.
That money paid for my momâs treatment. It saved her life.
Overwhelmed with gratitude, I added him on a private messenger. We started talking, and soon, feelings developed.
He was incredibly gentle, the complete opposite of my advisor. Every time Professor Croft tore me down, Iâd run to my online boyfriend for comfort. And every time, heâd get just as angry as I was, joining me in cursing out my advisor.
This time was no different.
A string of furious messages appeared. âYour advisor is a f*cking moron. What does that old fossil know anyway!â
âMy girl is a genius. Thereâs no way you could have done it wrong.â
His comfort was like a shield, making me feel bold. I sent him the latest draft of my thesis.
âHe said heâs read his share of bad history, but this was the first time heâd ever read dogsht history. He called my thesis a pile of dogsht!â
The document status switched to âRead.â
The âtypingâŚâ bubble appeared and disappeared several times, but no message came through.
I nudged him impatiently. âBabe? Say something! Babe!â
This time, a series of cute, head-patting emojis popped up.
â…Itâs okay. My papers used to get ripped apart too.â
âStop crying, youâre breaking my heart.â
âIâll write it for you. You just get your beauty sleep tonight, sweetheart.â
His kindness was a warm blanket.
Just as I managed to stop my tears, an icy voice cut through the silence.
âDoes crying provide you with research data? Or perhaps it lowers your plagiarism score?â
I hiccupped in shock.
Professor Croft pushed open the slightly ajar door, his face as dark as thunder.
âIf you canât handle the pressure, then withdraw from my research group. I have no room for useless people on my team.â
As he spoke, a few younger students, all vying for a spot under his supervision, filed in behind him.
âI expect to see your revised thesis on my desk at eight a.m. sharp tomorrow.â
He gave me a pointed look. âI suggest you get to work.â
3.
Fleeing the classroom, I walked back to my dorm, tears streaming down my face again. How could a human being say such cold-hearted things?
But besides his terrible temper, Professor Croft was top-tier in every other wayâindustry reputation, academic expertise, everything. He was the best at the university.
And I needed to graduate with honors to get a good job and give my mom a better life.
I gritted my teeth, wiped my eyes, and tried to rally.
Of course, the moment I entered my dorm, I ran into my roommate, who loved to get under my skin.
âWell, well. I hear someone might be enjoying an extra year of school. Guess the standards for getting into this university are really slipping if theyâre letting just anyone in.â
I didnât have the energy to deal with her. I ignored her and climbed into my bunk.
Even though my boyfriend offered to rewrite the paper, I couldnât just take it for granted. To thank him, I offered to buy him a coffee.
The second I sent the message, a transfer notification popped up on my screen. Fifteen thousand dollars.
âNo, sweetheart. Let me treat you.â
Holy crap.
What kind of coffee costs fifteen grand?
I stared at the string of zeros, completely floored. Iâd only ever seen that many zeros on a price tag in a high-end boutique in Beverly Hills.
The day ended as it usually did, with my boyfriend trashing my advisor.
âHeâs an idiot. He wouldnât recognize a genius like my baby if she slapped him in the face.â
âI bet his home life is a wreck. Wife probably left him for another man, his kids aren’t his. Thatâs why heâs a bitter bastard who takes it out on everyone else.â
Reading his messages was a balm to my soul.
I sent back a couple of kissy-face emojis and went to sleep, feeling much better.
4.
The next morning, I woke up refreshed.
The revised thesis from my boyfriend was waiting in my inbox. Sent at 5 a.m.
Attached was a note: âYouâre the best, sweetheart!â
My heart melted. Professor Croft exploited me, and I exploited my boyfriend. It was the circle of academic life.
I spammed him with grateful kissy-face emojis, then scrambled to get ready and head to class.
As soon as I walked in, I heard my roommateâs shrill voice.
âTsk, look who dared to show up. She went to bed super early last night, didnât even touch her paper. She must know itâs dogsh*t no matter how many times she polishes it.â
âLook at our poor advisor, though. The dark circles under his eyes are huge. Her paper probably gave him insomnia!â
âLetâs just sit back and watch the show.â
I ignored her, choosing a seat near the door.
But that just egged her on.
âSmart move, sitting by the door. Makes for a quicker exit when youâre kicked out.â
âLook at her, so arrogant. Sheâs about to get chewed out and cry again.â
The words were barely out of her mouth when Professor Croft walked in.
He was yawning, looking like he genuinely hadnât slept.
He strode to the lectern, took a huge gulp of coffee, and scanned the room with a cold gaze that finally landed on me.
âLily Yao. Your paper?â
My heart hammered against my ribs as I handed him the printed copy.
He took it with the same indifferent expression, flipping it open casually.
Suddenly, he froze.
His eyes widened slightly as he began flipping through the pages rapidly, his gaze darting up to look at me with a strange expression several times.
My roommateâs gleeful whisper cut through the silence. âLook, heâs about to explode.â
A knot of anxiety tightened in my stomach. I had read the paper. My boyfriendâs work was brilliant. Why was he reacting like this?
Finally, he finished his rapid scan.
He slapped the paper down on the lectern and stood there in silence for a very long moment.
When he looked up again, he stammered.
âIs this⌠are you sure this is your work?â
5.
His stare made my skin crawl, but I forced myself to answer.
âY-yes, Professor.â
âI spent a lot of time rethinking my approach last nightâŚâ
His expression grew even more peculiar, a mix of disbelief and the look one might give a newly discovered, unclassifiable species.
He tapped a finger on the cover of the paper.
âCome to my office.â
In his office, Professor Croft paced back and forth, a restless energy radiating from him.
I stood meekly, staring at my own shoes.
Suddenly, he stopped.
âLily Yao.â
His voice wasn’t cold like it usually was. The way he said my full name had a strange, almost gentle quality to it that sent an involuntary shiver down my spine.
I shook my head, trying to clear it of such a ridiculous thought.
âBe honest with me. Who wrote this paper for you?â
My breath caught in my throat.
He knew? How could he know? My online boyfriend lived in a different state; there was no connection between them.
âProfessor, I really did write it myself.â I had to stick to my story.
âYourself?â
A short, derisive laugh escaped him. The smirk on his handsome face was particularly cutting.
âThe first draft you submitted was a logical mess, and your data was completely fabricated. And youâre telling me that overnight, you transformed it into this perfectly structured, rigorously argued paper?â
âLily, do you think Iâm a fool, or do you see yourself as some kind of academic prodigy?â
His words left me speechless, my cheeks burning.
âIâŚâ
âJust get out,â he said, his face suddenly hardening as he pointed to the door.
âSince you have so much âpotential,â I want a complete literature review and feasibility analysis on the âUrban Kitchen Wastewater Treatmentâ model you mentioned in the paper. Have it on my desk by three p.m.â
His eyes were cold as ice. âIf you canât deliver, you know the consequences.â
6.
My mind went completely blank.
âUrban Kitchen Wastewater Treatmentâ was the core theory of the revised paper. The academic principles involved were so complex they gave me a headache just thinking about them.
It was impossibly difficult.
And three p.m. was less than four hours away.
This was an impossible task. He was deliberately trying to make me fail.
I clutched the âperfect thesisâ like a hot potato and trudged out of his office, my head hanging in defeat.
The second I got back to the classroom, my delightful roommate was on me.
âOoh, get another scolding? Told you so. If you donât have the skills, you just donât have them. No point in pretending.â
I didnât have the mental space to deal with her. My brain was consumed by one phrase: âUrban Kitchen Wastewater Treatment.â
What was I going to do?
There was only one person I could turn to. My all-powerful boyfriend.
I pulled out my phone and frantically typed out the situation.
âBabe, HELP! I think my advisor knows I didnât write the paper. Heâs making me write a full analysis of the âUrban Kitchen Wastewater Treatmentâ model in less than four hours!â
âIâm so screwed!â
The message was marked as âReadâ instantly.
âDonât panic, sweetheart.â
âYour advisor is just trying to screw with you. I bet he doesnât even understand that model himself.â
âThe key is wastewater pipe centralization and the purification process. Focus on those two aspects.â
âI just emailed you the research data. Organize data sets A, B, and F and plug them into the template I sent you.â
âFor the conclusion, make sure you emphasize âhigh risk, high reward,â and add a line recommending a âsmall-scale pilot program.â Your rigid-minded advisor will think youâre being incredibly thorough.â
I stared at his detailed instructions, completely stunned.
How⌠how did he know all of this?
How did he predict exactly what my advisor would think?
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At a downtown high-society auction, where elites traded vanity and prestige, my private photos were the star lot.
My childhood friend Nathaniel Rivers, just to amuse his date, had his friends drive up the bidâforcing me to fight for my dignity. Desperate, I planned to call my other childhood friend Mikkal Thorne for help.
But during the auction break, I overheard their call. âYouâre the mastermind, Mikkal,â Nate smirked. âTaking Lydiaâs photos while she was passed out drunk. Now sheâll never dare cross Stella.â
âI hired someone to take them,â Mikkal replied coolly.
Thatâs when it clicked. Two months ago, my abduction, three days of torment and humiliationâit was all their game. A way to leverage me for Stella.
âJust photos, no big deal,â Mikkal added. âWhen Lydia calls, play your part.â
A bitter laugh escaped me. I slipped my phone into my purse and returned to the hall. When the auctioneer asked if Iâd keep bidding, I glanced at Nate.
âI withdraw.â
I give up. On everything. I donât want it anymore.
1.
The moment the words left my mouth, the color drained from Nathanielâs face. He never expected me to fold.
âLydia, do you have no self-respect? Are you really going to let your photos fall into some strangerâs hands?â
I looked at him, my expression a mask of pain.
âWerenât you the one who put them up here for everyone to bid on?â
My question choked him. His shock morphed instantly into rage.
âWhat the hell are you talking about? Youâre the one who has no shame, fooling around, getting yourself photographed like that. And now youâre blaming me?â
Stella, the girl beside him, chimed in, her voice dripping with indignation.
âLydia, Nate has been so good to you. How can you slander him like this?â
Her tear-filled eyes made Nateâs heart ache with protective tenderness.
I couldnât stand to watch their nauseating performance any longer. I turned and walked away.
My phone was vibrating incessantly in my purse.
It was Mikkal.
Are you that eager to play your part, Mikkal? So eager to join Nate in trampling on whatâs left of me?
2.
I answered the call just outside the auction hall.
âLydia? I heard what happened. Why didnât you call me? I would have helped you, you know I would.â
Mikkal was still in the dark. He was playing his role to perfection.
âHow would you have helped?â I asked, my voice flat and cold.
He was too wrapped up in his performance to notice the chill in my tone.
âIâll get the photos back for you, donât worry.â
âBut⌠you know Nate and I owe Stellaâs mom. We just want to repay that debt.â
I knew. They talked about it all the time. When they were kids, theyâd been kidnapped, and Stellaâs mother had died saving them. Thatâs what they said. So, ever since, they treated Stella like a princess. If it ever came down to a choice between me and her, I was always the one who had to step aside.
They were always repaying that debt, favor after favor. And I was always caught in the fallout, with no choice in the matter.
I had worked tirelessly, clawing my way to an opportunity that would finally prove my worth, that would finally set me free from them. A single, coveted position at a prestigious research institute.
But Stella had gone to them again, demanding I give it up for her.
When I refused, they resorted to this.
Maybe I truly couldn’t stay by their side any longer.
Mikkal was still talking. âJust give her the spot at the institute. You have me, Lydia. Anything you ever want, Iâll give it to you.â
I touched the necklace around my neck, the one my mother gave me before she died. Sheâd made me promise not to blame Nate and Mikkal. She said she didnât regret taking a bullet for them, because she knew they would take care of me for the rest of their lives.
I fought to keep my voice from trembling.
âFine. Iâll do it.â
Mikkal, ecstatic, hung up immediately.
I wiped a tear from my eye and sent a text.
Dr. Moss, Iâll take the field assignment. Iâll be ready to leave with you on Saturday.
3.
I was in my room packing when Nate and Stella got home.
Seeing my open suitcase, Nate sneered.
âI almost thought youâd grown a spine and were actually leaving. But youâre just as pathetic as ever. Youâd rather give up your career than lose the roof over your head, wouldn’t you? Leeching off my family is all you know how to do.â
He thought I was unpacking, putting my clothes back.
Stella smiled, looping her arm through his. âOh, Nate, donât be so harsh. Lydiaâs just been in love with you since we were kids. She canât bear to be away from you.â
Nateâs face twisted in disgust. âBeing loved by a bitch in heat is nothing to be proud of.â
I didnât understand why he had become so cruel.
âWhat did I ever do to you?â
The question seemed to catch him off guard. He didnât understand it either. This was all supposed to be an act he and Mikkal had cooked up. But the fact that I had called Mikkal for help, not him, had lit a fire of pure resentment in his gut.
âAm I wrong? Youâve lived off my family your whole life. Now your wings are grown and you think you can just fly away? You just want to be free to sleep around, donât you?â
He grew more agitated with every word, finally kicking a box I had placed at the foot of my bed.
Its contents spilled across the floor. Dolls, trinkets, little keepsakesâall gifts from him and Mikkal.
âPathetic,â he spat. âPretending youâre so tough, but you canât even leave without clinging to our things.â
He was so focused on humiliating me that he didnât see the word I had written on the side of the box in black marker:
DISCARDS.
Stella shot me a contemptuous look, then turned to Nate with a pout. âMikkal already booked a table for us. We should get ready, we donât want to keep him waiting.â
Nateâs expression softened as he stroked her hair.
Stella blushed, then glanced back at me. âDonât get the wrong idea, Lydia. Theyâre just celebrating me getting the job at the institute. Itâs not like they have feelings for me.â
Hearing this, Nate looked at me, waiting for a reaction. I gave him nothing.
âWhy are you wasting your breath on her?â he said impatiently. âSheâs a jobless nobody. From now on, sheâll be groveling at our feet just to survive.â
With that, they ignored me, changed their clothes, and left.
4.
The next day, while running errands, I bumped into Alex, a colleague from the institute.
He looked surprised at the papers in my hand.
âI didnât think youâd go. Iâm surprised you agreed to the assignment.â
The field mission was notoriously difficult. I had turned it down before, unwilling to leave the only life Iâd ever known.
But now, I had to be responsible for myself.
I needed to discuss some research protocols with Dr. Moss ahead of time, so after finishing my paperwork, I went with Alex to the institute.
At the entrance, I ran into Stella and the others.
Mikkal looked surprised to see me. âLydia, you promised me you wouldnât come here.â
I didnât want to cause a scene. âDr. Moss has been very kind to me. I just wanted to apologize to her in person.â
But Stella wasnât having it. âThe institute is only hiring one person this year. Not just any stray can wander in. Iâve already met with Dr. Moss and we had a lovely chat.â
She waved a file folder in the air.
Alex, standing beside me, clearly disliked her attitude. âThe institute values character as much as it values ability.â
His words made Stellaâs face burn.
Mikkalâs expression soured. âLydia, since when do you associate with people like this? Tell him to apologize to Stella.â
âThis is Alex,â I said, my face a blank mask. âHeâs one of the lead researchers on a major project here.â
Stellaâs demeanor changed in a heartbeat. She beamed. âOh, a senior researcher! Itâs so nice to meet you. Iâm Stella. Iâll be your new colleague.â
Alex didnât even glance at her. He just guided me away.
Behind us, Stella stomped her foot in frustration.
Mikkal watched me walk away, a thoughtful look on his face. He calmly pulled out his phone and made a call.
âThe plan is still on. But I want it done fast. All over the internet in thirty minutes.â
5.
I stayed at the institute until evening. When I finally checked my phone to note the time, a breaking news notification caught my eye.
I clicked on it.
And there I was. Photos of me in every degrading position imaginable, humiliated beyond recognition.
My blood ran cold. The world froze. I collapsed into my chair.
How could this happen? I already gave them what they wanted. Why wonât they just leave me alone?
The memories of those three nights came rushing back, a suffocating nightmare. Overwhelmed, I grabbed a utility knife from the desk and, without a second thought, dragged it across my wrist.
Just then, Dr. Moss and Alex burst in.
Seeing the blood, the photos on my screen, Dr. Moss understood everything. She had been my parentsâ colleague; she had watched me grow up. She knew I wasn’t the kind of person they portrayed me to be.
She wrapped her arms around me, holding me tight. The dam broke. I sobbed into her shoulder, telling her everything.
She comforted me, her voice a soothing balm, promising she wouldn’t abandon me, promising we would leave this toxic place behind soon.
I returned to the Riversâ mansion in a daze.
Stella opened the door. Her face was a picture of false concern, her eyes dancing with triumph.
âOh, Lydia. Your photos are everywhere. Itâs just awful. I feel so, so sorry for you.â
As she spoke, she gestured, showing off the ruby necklace and ring she was wearing.
Werenât those my motherâs? The last things she left me? I kept them hidden away, safe. How did she have them?
Nate walked up behind her.
âSomeone leaked your photos. Stella was worried sick about you all afternoon, so I gave them to her to cheer her up.â
He said it so casually, as if heâd just given away a cheap trinket.
I ignored him and held out my hand.
âGive them back.â
Nate was taken aback by my defiance. He scoffed.
âYour motherâs dead. Theyâre useless to you anyway. The institute is having a welcome party tomorrow. Stella can wear them and make a good impression.â
I didnât hesitate. I lunged at Stella, my hands closing around her throat.
âGive. Them. Back.â
6.
My ferocity must have stunned Nate. He just stood there, frozen.
But Mikkal, who had just walked in, reacted instantly.
He kicked me hard in the small of my back, sending me flying.
Stella, gasping for air, scrambled into Mikkalâs arms, sobbing hysterically. Her cries snapped Nate out of his stupor, and he rushed to her side, checking for injuries. The two of them held her, stroking her back, murmuring comforting words.
I lay on the floor, coughing up blood. The gash on my wrist had torn open again, blood pooling on the polished hardwood.
My vision blurred, the image of the three of them locked in an embrace swimming before my eyes.
It was like I was twelve again. The day my mother died. The three of us had clung to each other just like that. They had promised me, promised they would take care of me forever.
A bloody laugh bubbled up from my chest, shattering their tender moment.
Nate stalked over to me and stomped on my bleeding wrist.
âWhatâs with the act? You almost choked Stella to death, and now youâre spitting up blood for sympathy?â
âIâm telling you, even if you die here tonight, this isnât over.â
The pressure on my wrist intensified. A scream of agony tore through me. I could feel the bones grinding, felt his intention to snap my hand in two.
Just then, Mikkal spoke. âThatâs enough. We need to get Stella to the hospital.â
He lifted her into his arms. As he passed me, he leaned down and whispered, his voice laced with venom.
âYouâre the one who killed your own mother. You donât deserve to wear her necklace. Stop taking it out on innocent people.â
I killed my mom?
He was right. If I hadnât begged her to go save them from the kidnappers, she would still be alive.
It was my fault. All of this was my penance.
âHahaha⌠penance⌠itâs all my penanceâŚâ
I struggled to my feet and stumbled out of the house.
After a while, I saw lights in the distance. I tried to raise my hand, but the world tilted, and I slammed into the ground.
7.
When I woke up, I was alone in a hospital room.
A nurse saw I was awake and looked at me with pity.
âWe saved your hand,â she said softly. âBut Iâm afraid you may never regain full dexterity.â
Her voice was full of regret, but I felt a strange sense of peace.
Let this hand be the proof. The proof that the bond between us is finally, irrevocably broken.
I grabbed my phone from the nightstand, ready to check myself out. A message from Dr. Moss said she was coming to pick me up. I had to go back and get my things.
At the payment counter in the lobby, I ran into Mikkal.
His face hardened when he saw me.
âDidnât I tell you to leave Stella alone? What are you doing here?â
âNate and I see her as a sister. She has no one else. Weâre all she has. What is your problem?â
I looked at him, listened to his words, and felt⌠nothing. The storm inside me had finally passed.
âIt wonât happen again. Never again.â
Mikkal, assuming I was there to cause more trouble, was stunned by my reply. But then he remembered my past “outbursts” and his expression hardened again.
âStella has the welcome party tonight. You hurt her badly. You should give her the necklace and ring as an apology.â
I nodded silently. âFine.â
Mikkal froze. He hadnât expected me to agree so easily. He must have figured Iâd finally realized I was in the wrong.
âAnd your parentsâ research data,â he added. âGive that to Stella, too. As a congratulatory gift.â
That research was my parentsâ lifeâs work. Dr. Moss had given it to me for my eighteenth birthday. And he was telling me to just hand it over.
âFine.â
My immediate agreement seemed to unsettle him. He looked at me as if heâd never seen me before.
âAlright, Lydia. After we celebrate Stella tonight, Nate and I will throw a party for you, too. To wash away all this bad luck. Iâll invite all our friends.â
He said it without a hint of irony, completely oblivious to the fact that those “friends” had already passed my photos around, calling me a cheap, used-up whore. He was only thinking of Stella, of how much she loved big, lively parties.
He was still talking when another voice cut him off.
âIâve been looking all over for you. What are you doing standing here?â
8.
Nate saw me behind Mikkal, and his face contorted with rage.
âYou have the nerve to show your face here? Do you want to lose your other hand, too?â
Mikkal quickly stepped between us. âLydia has realized her mistake. Sheâs agreed to give Stella the jewelry as an apology, and sheâs even giving her your parentsâ research data.â
Nateâs expression softened slightly.
âThen Iâll let it go for now. But last time, Stella spent a fortune at the auction to buy back your photos for you. You may not have kept them safe, but you still owe her the money.â
Mikkal said nothing, tacitly agreeing.
âIâve already taken the liberty of transferring all the assets your parents left you into Stellaâs name,â Nate continued.
âAnd that house of yours⌠I had it demolished. Weâre rebuilding. So donât go there anymore. It would upset Stella to see it.â
âFrom now on, youâll stay at our house. Youâll have food and a roof over your head. No one will mistreat you.â
I stared at him, horrified. Was he trying to erase my entire past? To destroy everything my parents had left me?
A silent tear rolled down my cheek, and Nate stopped talking. His throat seemed to tighten, as if he couldnât speak. Mikkal noticed my distress and was about to say something comforting when Stella appeared.
Instantly, they were both at her side, fussing over her.
I didnât look back. I turned and walked away.
They wanted to say more, but they figured they would have plenty of time to explain everything to me after tonight.
They didnât follow.
At eight oâclock that evening, I picked up the suitcase I had left by the door. I placed the house key on the counter and closed the door on the prison that had been my home for fifteen years.
Outside the institute, Stella, dressed to the nines, clung to Nate and Mikkalâs arms. Tonight, she was going to be the star.
The instituteâs director stood at the podium, beaming. He spoke of his pride in the younger generationâs spirit of self-sacrifice and said he wanted to personally praise this yearâs brilliant new recruit.
In the audience, Stella was trembling with excitement. She had finally surpassed me. She had finally earned their recognition.
Nate and Mikkal, beaming with pride, stood ready to cheer when the director announced her name.
The director continued.
âThis yearâs new recruit, Miss Lydia Croft, is an exceptional talent. She has already departed with Dr. Moss to the front lines to participate in a new research project.â
From their seats, Nate and Mikkal shot to their feet.
âWhat did you just say?â
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The day my sixteen-year-old daughter was assaulted by her tutor, I heard her cries for help.
And I did nothing.
In fact, I locked the door to her room, leaned against it, and cheered him on.
Afterward, my daughterâs spirit shattered. She stood on the edge of our rooftop, her dress torn, the wind whipping around her.
But when the first responders rushed up, I was the one who screamed at them.
âShe wanted it!â
âShe dresses like that, what does she expect? She was asking for it!â
âWhat are you even doing here? If she was going to jump, sheâd have done it by now!â
Everyone just stared, frozen in shock.
My husband, Mark, lost his mind. The crack of his palm against my cheek echoed in the rooftop air, sending me stumbling to the ground.
âHow can you call yourself a mother?! You bitch. Iâm divorcing you!â
A firefighter held our daughter, Sophie, in his arms. She was sobbing, overwhelmed with grief and confusion.
Even then, she was the good daughter. The thoughtful one.
âIf Mom just testifies for me in court,â she wept, âIâll forgive her!â
I met the weight of all their judgmental stares and let a cold smile spread across my face.
âSorry,â I said. âNo deal.â
1
My parents, arriving in a frantic rush, heard that last part.
They looked at me, their faces masks of disbelief, as I continued my tirade.
âAre you insane? Anna, that is your daughter!â my father roared.
âWhat kind of animal are you? How could you say something like that?â
Sophie struggled out of the firefighterâs arms and collapsed into my motherâs embrace, her composure finally breaking.
âGrandma, Grandpa, whatâs wrong with Mom?â she cried, her voice ragged.
âMy tutor⌠he hurt me⌠and she just brought him a plate of fruit! She didnât want to help me!â
âDid I do something wrong? Did I embarrass her?â
Every word was a shard of glass, tearing at the hearts of everyone who listened. The crowdâs gaze on me hardened, turning from disgust to pure loathing.
My father, a man who hadnât cried in thirty years, had red-rimmed eyes. He fought for control, his voice strained. âAnna, I donât know whatâs going through your head, but you need to take Sophie to the police station. Now.â
âYouâre her mother. Itâs your responsibility. Sheâs just a child!â
I touched the stinging red handprint on my cheek and shrugged, a picture of pure indifference.
âShe can go if she wants. Iâm not going.â
âAnd if any of you lay another hand on me,â I added, my voice dangerously low, âIâll press charges for assault.â
A wave of murmurs rippled through the onlookers. They started pointing, condemning me for being a monster, for abandoning my daughter in her hour of need.
A police officer stepped forward, his expression grim. âMaâam, the victim is a minor. A guardian needs to be present. As her mother, you need to come with us.â
Sophie reached for the hem of my shirt, her small hand trembling. I slapped it away.
My eyes were like ice as I looked down at her.
âYouâre sixteen years old. Thatâs practically an adult. If you want to go to the police, go by yourself. This isnât my problem.â
Her lips quivered, her face a canvas of terror. âMommy, Iâm scared,â she whispered.
âPlease, Mommy? You love me more than anyone, remember?â
Mark couldnât take it anymore. He wrapped his suit jacket around her shivering shoulders, then turned on me, his voice a raw roar.
âAnna! What the hell is wrong with you?â
âSheâs not stable! If she tries to kill herself again, can you live with that?!â
I remained unmoved.
My mother was the first to break. Wiping away tears of pure disappointment, she took Sophieâs hand, her voice soft and soothing.
âSweetheart, will you come with Grandma to the station? Is that okay? Grandma will be with you.â
âWeâll protect you. Weâll make sure no one ever hurts you again.â
But as they took a single step, Sophie shrieked. Her body shook violently, tears streaming down her face.
âI want my mommy! Mommy, save me! Please, save me!â
âGet away from me! I want my mom to protect me!â
Anyone could see itâthe profound, primal bond a child has with her mother.
It only made my parents more confused.
For her entire life, Sophie had been the center of my universe. She was a fragile baby, born premature, and we nearly lost her. Doctors advised us to try for another child. Instead, I went to a clinic and had my tubes tied, determined that no other child would ever steal an ounce of love meant for her. I researched diets, therapies, and holistic treatments, running myself into the ground to build up her health until my own body gave out and I was diagnosed with stress-induced heart failure. When she started middle school, I threw myself back into my career, not for myself, but to build a fortress of security and capital for her future.
The bond between us was legendary in our family.
But today, watching this heartbreakingly pathetic scene unfold, I just threw my head back and laughed.
I pointed a finger at my daughter, speaking to the entire crowd of onlookers.
âYou know,â I said, my voice ringing with amusement, âthis is the same way she cried for help when she was flirting with her tutor!â
For a second, there was absolute silence. No one could process that a mother would use those words to describe her own child.
My husband lunged for me again, his hand raised, but Sophie instantly threw herself in front of me, sobbing.
âDaddy, donât hit Mom. Please.â
âI must have done something to make her angry. Thatâs why sheâs saying these things.â
Mark let out a long, defeated sigh. âAnna, do you see this? Do you have any idea how much your daughter loves you?â
âHow can you be so cold?â
I gave a dismissive sneer. âIf youâre taking her to the station, then go. Stop wasting my time.â
But Sophie shook her head fiercely. Ignoring my repeated rejections, she took my hand again, her touch as tentative as a butterflyâs wing.
âMommy,â she choked out, âI only want you. Iâm so scaredâŚâ
The crowd started whispering again.
âThat poor girl must have PTSD. I heard they were close. Her mom must have really manipulated her.â
âTotally! What kind of mother is this? Sheâs worse than a wicked stepmother!â
Listening to their insults, my parentsâ faces were etched with desperation. They were practically begging me now.
âAnna, we donât understand whatâs going on. But Sophie was hurt. Thatâs a fact. We have to get justice for her!â
I let out a short, sharp laugh.
âNo matter what, I will not be testifying for Sophie.â
Just then, a detectiveâs calm voice cut through the noise from behind me.
âMrs. Miller, this is now a criminal investigation. Itâs not up to you anymore.â
âYou will come with us to the hospital, and you will provide a statement for your daughter.â
Just when everyone expected me to refuse again, I surprised them all by nodding.
âFine,â I said. âLetâs go to the hospital.â
The results came back quickly.
Sophie had clear signs of an assault. There were bruises on her thighs and calves, angry red marks from where sheâd been held down. But in her distress afterward, she had taken a shower, scrubbing away any trace of DNA evidence.
Now, the only hope for a conviction rested on me. The sole witness.
I saw the flicker of pain in my parentsâ eyes when they heard the news.
Sophie hadnât stopped crying since weâd arrived at the hospital. Her hand never left the fabric of my sleeve, clinging to me like a baby bird to its mother.
Anytime I showed the slightest sign of impatience, of wanting to leave, a police officer would place a firm hand on my shoulder, forcing me to stay.
After the examination, a court date was set.
My parents, holding on to one last shred of hope, asked me again.
âAnna, why are you acting like this? You love Sophie more than life itself.â
I lowered my gaze, my expression a frozen mask.
âI told you, I wonât testify. And if Iâm forced to, I will only say things that will hurt her case.â
My parents refused to believe it. They pleaded and reasoned, but their words were wasted.
They were destined for disappointment.
In the courtroom, the judgeâs voice was grave.
âAnna Miller, according to the victim, Sophie Miller, you were present at the scene.â
âDid you, with your own ears, hear Sophie Miller resisting or calling for help?â
I looked at the defendantâs table, at the young and terrified face of the tutor, Ethan.
Then I smiled, a provocative, challenging smile aimed right at the courtroomâs live-feed camera.
âNo.â
âEthan is a college student. Heâs handsome, charming. Girls like him.â
âMy daughter,â I said, my voice dripping with contempt, âis cheap. She throws herself at any man who looks her way.â
âI saw it with my own eyes. Sophie lifted her own skirt and sat right on Ethanâs lap. She was the one who seduced him.â
The courtroom exploded.
Sitting at the plaintiffâs table, Sophieâs face went white as a sheet. She swayed for a moment, her eyes rolling back, and then collapsed to the floor in a dead faint.
The judge called for an immediate recess.
The moment we were in the hallway, Markâs hand cracked across my face again, harder this time.
His eyes were bloodshot with rage. âYou monster! Why would you lie about your own daughter?!â
He turned desperately to my parents. âMom, Dad, you know Sophie! She would never do something like that, right? Right?!â
My motherâs eyes were full of a terrible, final disappointment.
âAnna, as of this moment, I no longer have a daughter.â
âWe will raise Sophie from now on. She doesnât need a mother as venomous as you.â
Paramedics revived Sophie. The first thing she saw was the raw, red handprint on my cheek. Tears instantly welled in her eyes.
âDonât hit Mommy.â
Her small, soft hand found mine, squeezing it. Her voice was a plea.
âMommy, why? Why would you say those things about me?â
âIs it because you think Iâm⌠dirty now? That Iâm not good enough to be your daughter anymore?â
I could see the pity on my parentsâ faces. They rushed to her, hugging her tightly, their own tears flowing.
âOh, sweet girl, how could any of this be your fault? Youâre the innocent one here!â
But I remained completely unmoved.
In fact, I started to laugh, a wild, unhinged sound.
âYouâre right! You are dirty! Youâre not fit to be my daughter!â
âI wish youâd just end up with that tutor. Since youâve already been raped, you might as well marry him, right?â
Sophieâs face was ashen, her lips trembling. Fresh tears streamed down her cheeks.
My father was shaking with rage. âYou⌠you ungrateful child! Shut your mouth!â
He turned to Sophie. âDonât listen to her, sweetheart. Your mother has lost her mind.â
Just then, the doors to the hallway burst open. A swarm of reporters surged in, pointing their cameras at my face, carefully avoiding Sophieâs.
Behind them, a detective looked at me, his face grim.
He held up our homeâs smart security camera.
âMrs. Miller, we found this camera in your living room and are seizing it as evidence.â
A knot tightened in my stomach. âThatâs useless,â I said quickly. âEthan and Sophie were in her bedroom for the tutoring session.â
Another officer informed me with an air of finality, âWeâve checked the specs on this model. It has audio recording capabilities.â
âThe feed is linked to your phoneâs account. There should be a cloud backup of the video. Weâll need you to cooperate.â
I scowled, hiding my phone behind my back. âI turned it off yesterday.â
At those words, a look of utter despair crossed Sophieâs face.
A reporter couldnât help himself. âWhat kind of person are you? Why would you turn off the camera at that exact moment?â
The detectiveâs voice was cold steel. âWe deal in facts, maâam. Hand over the phone.â
âIf the evidence is on there, it can prove what Ethan really did to your daughter!â
They moved in, prying the phone from my grasp.
The camera had indeed been turned off.
But a technician quickly discovered that the cloud backup was still intact. The recording from that day was still there.
They submitted it to the court as new evidence.
In the recordingâs background, you could hear it all: Sophieâs terrified screams, her voice, raw and desperate, crying my name over and over, begging me to save her.
A wave of relief and vindication washed over the room.
Then, on the screen, my image appeared. I walked slowly to her bedroom door, holding a plate of sliced fruit.
I didnât help.
Instead, I pulled the door shut, locking it from the outside.
The room was filled with gasps of shock and fury. Based on the recording, I wasnât just a witness. I was an accomplice.
âWhat is wrong with this woman? Hiding the truth about her own daughterâs assault.â
âI bet she was having an affair with the tutor. Thatâs why sheâs defending him.â
âThat would make sense. Look at her, you can tell sheâs the type.â
The way my parents looked at me was beyond disappointment now. It was horror.
âAnna,â my father said, his voice trembling, âwe raised you. We never knew you were capable of such evil.â
Markâs jaw was clenched so tight I could hear his teeth grinding. He glared at me.
âWeâre done. You donât deserve to be my daughterâs mother.â
I straightened my shoulders and looked at the police.
âSince youâve copied the recording, Iâll take my phone back now.â
Sophie gently tugged on my sleeve. âMommy? Do you believe me now?â
âI really didnât seduce him. Will you be my witness? Will you testify for me?â
âThen⌠then everyone will stop saying horrible things about youâŚâ
I didnât have to look to know what the comments sections on the news feeds were saying about me.
I brushed her hand away and held her gaze for a long moment. Then I turned to my mother.
âMom, I need to talk to you. Alone.â
She was still my mother. After a moment of hesitation, she followed me into an empty conference room.
I whispered something to her.
A few moments later, my mother walked out.
Standing in front of all the reporters, her eyes grew red.
âSophie.â
âListen to Grandma. Letâs drop the charges. Letâs just go home.â
A collective gasp went through the crowd.
My mother took Sophieâs hand, her voice thick with unshed tears. âSweetheart, please, donât pursue this anymore!â
Sophie stared at her, stunned.
Then she screamed. âGrandma, are you crazy too?! Why are you just like Mom? Why wonât you believe me?!â
A court officer immediately stepped between them.
âMaâam, this is a criminal proceeding. The charges canât be withdrawn by the family at this stage.â
My mother could only choke back a sob and fall silent. Her face now wore the same expression of grim resolve as mine.
Soon, the recess was over.
The audio evidence was played again for the court.
Mark slammed his fist on the table. âItâs all my fault,â he said, his voice breaking. âIf I had been home, this never would have happened to Sophie!â
The judge looked at me, his eyes filled with controlled anger.
âMrs. Miller. Do you have anything to say now?â
I said nothing. But across the room, at the defendantâs table, Ethan suddenly shouted.
âI have something to say!â
He shot a quick glance at me, then raised his voice. âMrs. Miller, you were the one who came on to me! You told me your husband couldnât get it up anymore!â
âI wasnât interested in an older woman like you, but then you offered me Sophie! You said I could have both of you! Thatâs the only reason I ever slept with you! And now youâre accusing me of rape?!â
He reached into his pocket and pulled out a piece of lingerie, holding it high in the air.
It was a lacy, risquĂŠ style, clearly belonging to a grown woman.
âIâm sure this has Anna Millerâs DNA all over it,â he declared to the judge. âI request a forensic analysis!â
Under an expedited order, the results came back in record time.
It was, indeed, my underwear.
The courtroom erupted.
But my face remained calm. âA desperate lie from a desperate man,â I said with a sneer.
I glanced at the watch on my wrist, as if I were waiting for something.
The next second, the courtroom doors opened. My mother rushed in, out of breath.
Her face was a storm of pain and conflict, but her hands were steady as she held up a small, pink, hardcover book.
âYour Honor,â she announced, her voice ringing with conviction. âI have new evidence to submit!â
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My brother was in the living room with our neighbor, Mark, and I walked in on them.
My mom had a complete meltdown. She broke Markâs… well, let’s just say his days as a man were over.
My brother, Kevin, hated me for it.
He drugged me, dumped me at an abandoned construction site, and let a group of men destroy me. I died.
Now, I’m awake.
Itâs the day it all happened. The day Kevin left the door open.
This time, Iâm just going to lock it.
They can play all they want.
01
âUgh⌠does it have to hurt? Go easy⌠I-Iâve neverâŚâ
Hearing my brotherâs voice through the door, I realize Iâm back.
It was this same suffocating afternoon.
I was taking out the trash when I heard… noises… from the apartment next door. Markâs apartment.
I don’t know why, but I leaned in.
The door was cracked. I saw my brother, Kevin, pinned to the sofa by Mark.
They were in a position I didnât even know was possible.
A hot rage filled my head. I thought Kevin was being attacked. Mark was, after all, my dadâs best friend of twenty years.
So I screamed and threw the door open.
My mom heard me and came running. When she saw them, she just… broke.
She grabbed a floor lamp and started beating Mark with it.
He was screaming, and by the time it was over, his future was… gone.
Thatâs when my nightmare started.
My mom blamed me for everything.
âIf you were a better sister, if youâd watched him, would that pervert have targeted him?!â
They pulled me out of school. They made me take Kevin to therapy.
Eventually, the therapists “fixed” him. He could supposedly “react” to women again.
Everything seemed to go back to normal.
But Kevin never, ever forgave me.
He put something in my drink. He stuffed me in a canvas bag and left me on a pile of rubble.
That dayâŚ
My fingernails were all torn out. I heard my own bones snap. Fists, cigarette butts, beer bottlesâŚ
I was a broken doll, and they tore me apart.
I died in agony.
As my vision faded, I saw Kevin standing a few feet away, filming it on his phone.
âYou bitch,â he hissed. âYou ruined my life. You deserve this.â
After I died, my mother shed a few tears. Then she sighed.
âThat girl was just born bad. Iâve already lost her; I canât lose your brother, too.â
Because I “died dirty,” they said I brought shame to the family. They wouldn’t even bury me.
My mom cashed in the small life insurance policy Iâd paid for from my part-time jobâat a 70% lossâand used the money to buy Kevinâs way into some scam online college.
âAah⌠Mark⌠pleaseâŚâ
âRelax, baby. Youâll learn to love itâŚâ
The sounds from the apartment yank me back to the present.
I step forward.
I quietly reach for the handle. I gently push the door shut until I hear it click.
This time, my dear brother, you can leave that door as wide open as you want.
02
I just get back to our apartment when my mom twists my ear, hard.
âSarah! Where the hell were you? Taking out the trash or trying to get hit by a car? Youâre so damn lazy!â
Her eyes are full of disgust.
âWhat are you standing there for?â She shoves me. âGo make dinner! Your brother is a growing boy. If heâs hungry, Iâll skin you alive!â
On the sofa, my dad, Mike, is smoking, his feet up on the table.
He blows a cloud of smoke in my face as I pass. âTold you, girls don’t need college. Wastes time. My buddy Leoâs daughter dropped out, works in a factory, sends him three grand a month! Just got her engaged. Twenty grand, cash. Thatâs a good daughter.â
I donât listen. I go to the kitchen.
On the cutting board is a mountain of bright red habanero peppers.
My brother loves spicy food.
Iâm violently allergic. If the juice touches my skin, I break out in welts.
But in this house, there has never, not once, been a meal I could eat without pain.
I tried to protest, once.
My mom just laughed. âAllergic? Youâre just dramatic. Good. Maybe youâll stop eating. Youâre fat as a pig.â
I look down at my arms.
My wrist bones stick out. Iâm five-foot-one and ninety pounds.
I think about what I just saw.
Mark is a gym teacher. Heâs all muscle. My brother⌠heâs a twig.
His first time… heâs probably in a lot of pain.
Heâs probably torn.
A terrible, wonderful idea starts to grow in my mind. I can’t stop the smile from spreading across my face.
You like it spicy, do you, Kevin?
Then sister is going to cook you a meal you will never, ever forget.
I turn on the tap, pull on a pair of rubber gloves, and grab a handful of peppers three times bigger than usual.
The air in the kitchen is already starting to burn.
03
Because no one interrupted him, Kevin doesn’t get home until 7 PM.
Weâre all waiting at the table.
Heâs walking… strangely. His legs are stiff, his knees bent. Every step looks like agony.
My mom sees him and shoots out of her chair.
âMy baby! Whatâs wrong? Are you hurt?â
âN-nothing⌠Iâm fine.â He waves her off, his voice weak. âI just⌠I fell.â
âYou fell?!â Momâs voice goes up an octave. âWhere? Let me see! Is it bad?â
She lunges for his pants, trying to check him right there.
Kevin flinches back, which clearly pulls at the… injury. He sucks in a breath, and fresh sweat pops out on his forehead.
Heâs humiliated. âMom, stop! Iâm not a baby! Get off me!â
Sheâs offended. âYouâll always be my baby! Iâve seen every part of you! Now let me see if youâre hurt!â
âItâs fine! Really! It doesn’t even hurt!â
âReally?â she says, still eyeing his ass.
âReally! See?â
To prove it, Kevin grits his teeth and does two tiny, agonizing hops.
His face twitches, and he quickly changes the subject. âIâm starving, Mom. Letâs just eat!â
That works.
âYes, yes! My poor boy! We have to eat!â
She pulls him to his chair and shoves him down onto the hard wood.
I watch his whole body go rigid.
He tries to shift his weight, balancing on the absolute edge of the chair, his legs taking most of his weight.
Mom, oblivious, starts piling his plate high.
âHere, baby, your favorite spicy stir-fry! I told Sarah to put in extra habaneros! And the spicy sausage! Eat! Itâs all extra hot tonight!â
Kevin stares at the mountain of food. His hand is shaking.
He takes one, slow, agonizing bite. He swallows, his throat working.
The slower he eats, the more Mom piles on.
âWhatâs wrong? You don’t like it? Is it where you fell? Does it hurt?â
He just shakes his head, forcing the food down.
I sit across from him, quietly eating my plain white rice, hiding my smile behind the rim of my bowl.
04
Later, I’m washing dishes when the doorbell rings. It’s a delivery.
I open the bag. Inside is an education.
A tube of prescription-strength ointment for⌠tears. A bottle of high-end lube. And a rather uniquely-shaped… toy.
The note says: [Use this to practice. Itâll get easier. âM]
Mark is just so thoughtful.
Iâm putting things back when Kevin shuffles out, one hand on his butt.
He glares at me. âSarah! Who said you could touch my stuff? You’re such a bitch!â
He snatches the bag and limps back to his room, slamming the door.
I have to admit, the ointment must be good.
Kevin is “recovered” in no time. Now heâs over at Markâs every day, “working on his core strength.”
My parents are thrilled.
My mom just keeps making him stews and muttering about how muscular heâs getting, even as I watch the new, purple-red hickeys appear on his neck.
This goes on for a month.
And then, my mom finally finds it.
In the back of the bathroom cabinet, she finds the half-empty bottle of lube and the… toy.
She explodes.
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Chapter 1
“Honestly, you’re kind of ugly,” my husband of seven years said, staring at my tear-stained face. “And when you cry, you look even worse.”
With that, he walked out and slept in his study again.
But his wifeâthe one who cried too muchâhad already swallowed a bottle of Paraquat and exited this world.
I am the new Strategy AI sent to take her place.
“System,” I asked, “how many points did the last host leave me?”
[One.]
“Fine,” I said. “Put it all into physical attributes.”
That night, transformed into a 6’2″ powerhouse, I walked into the study.
And absolutely wrecked my husband.
The next morning, I sat on the edge of the mahogany desk, swinging my legs and pretending to smoke a cigarette.
Smoking is bad for you, and considering this body just ingested poison yesterday, I decided to just chew on the filter.
“Ugh…”
A groan came from under the desk.
Liam woke up.
His usually cold, sculptured face was a mask of confusion. His silk robe was hanging off one shoulder, revealing a neck and chest covered in bruises and bite marks. His dark hair was plastered to his forehead with sweat. He looked like a beautiful, broken mess.
Liam blinked, then winced as the soreness hit him. Especially there.
He scrambled back like heâd been bitten by a snake, face red with rage, pointing a shaking finger at me.
“Gwen! Have you lost your mind?! That was… that was marital r*pe! And how the hell did you… have… that?!”
At the same time, the System, which had been blocked all night, started screaming in my head.
[AHHHHH! You stupid AI! What did you do?!] [The Male Lead’s affection score just crashed through the floor! It’s almost at -100!] [Do you realize we’re in Hell Mode now?!]
Ignoring the noise, I looked back at Liam with a doting smile.
“Why so loud? You seemed to enjoy it last night.”
Liam froze. Then he snapped. He flipped the heavy desk and grabbed an antique vase, hurling it at me.
“Gwen! I’m going to kill you! I’ll kill you!!”
Thanks to the National Radio Calisthenics Guide in my database, I hopped off the desk and dodged the vase with a perfect chest expansion move.
I closed the distance in two steps, grabbed both his wrists with one hand, and pinned them above his head. With my other hand, I gripped his jaw, forcing him to look at me.
“Stop it. Be good.”
I said flatly, “I’m done with your hard-to-get games. I like obedient men.”
[Shut up, you defective AI! What the hell are you saying?!] [Yes, my database contains thousands of “Domineering CEO” novels.] [Who asked you that?! In this world, Liam is the CEO!] [Character overlap? No problem. He can yield to me.] […]
While I argued with the System, Liam stared at me, pupils shrinking to pinpoints.
He shoved me away violently and started dry heaving.
“Urgh! Get out… divorce… you psycho…”
I shrugged. “Talk to me when you’ve calmed down, my dear husband.”
Hands in my pockets, I walked out of the study, stopping to pet Oreo, our British Shorthair, on the way.
Downstairs in the dining room, only one person was seated at the long table.
My mother-in-law, Evelyn.
She was wearing silk, dripping in Cartier, drinking Moutai, and eating crawfish for breakfast.
Her phone was on speaker, broadcasting a conversation with other rich wives.
“I know, right? Gwen’s been here seven years and her stomach is still flat. She’s wasting my Liam’s time. I think there’s something wrong with her.”
The voice on the phone agreed, “Exactly. If a woman can’t keep her man interested, what use is she? It’s a lack of charm.”
“If only she had charm! Liam comes home late every night, and even when he’s here, he sleeps in the study. If she weren’t slightly more obedient than that fox Clara, I would’ve made him divorce her ages ago!”
[Oh my god, I’m so mad.] [That old hag sees you standing there! She’s saying it loud on purpose!] [Get her, AI! Use the most vicious insults in your database!] [If you slap her down, the audience will give you 10 points!]
The System was howling for blood. I nodded slightly.
[Understood.]
I walked to the table, my temporarily male body casting a large shadow.
Evelynâs fake smile froze. She glanced at me sideways. “What? See your elders and don’t even say hello? Is this how you were raised?”
I stared at her blankly, took the unlit cigarette from my mouth, dropped it on the floor, and crushed it with my pink slipper.
Evelyn frowned. “What is that supposed to mean?”
“There are minors present. No smoking.”
Evelyn: ? System: [?]
Evelyn’s frown deepened. “Gwen, what nonsense are you spouting this early? Are you still asleep?”
I shook my head and looked around the luxurious villa.
“I thought the Pearl of the Orient was in Shanghai. I didn’t know we had one here.”
I bent down, took her hand with the jade ring, and pressed a gentlemanly kiss to her knuckles.
“Good morning, my beautiful Pearl. May your day be as dazzling as you are.”
Then I turned and walked to the foyer, leaving a petrified Evelyn behind.
[????] [Defective AI, what kind of database did you download?!]
After I left, Evelyn sat there in a daze.
Her friend’s voice crackled from the phone. “Hello? Evelyn? What happened? Did I just hear a man’s voice?”
Evelyn stared at her hand, then at the door.
“I… I think my daughter-in-law just… grew a pair?”
“Huh?”
[Audience Satisfaction: +20] [Available Points: 20]
Chapter 2
The moment I stepped outside, I shrank.
Liamâs shirt, which had fit perfectly a second ago, now hung off me like a tent. I looked down at my wristsâthin, pale, veins visible under the skin.
Weak.
[System, the gender swap wore off already?]
[Duh!] The System sounded exasperated. [You’re supposed to use points for beauty or talent! Who wastes points on a one-night gender swap?!]
[But I earned 20 points.]
The System choked. [That… that was just luck! The audience probably hasn’t seen anything this weird before. Next time it won’t work! They want angst! Romance! Stop messing around!]
Angst… I nodded thoughtfully.
[Understood.]
[Wait, when you say ‘understood’, I get a bad feeling…]
Before the System could finish, a sneering voice called out from the driveway.
“Well, well. If it isn’t my sister-in-law. Strutting around in my brother’s shirt? Trying to advertise that you finally got laid?”
I looked up. It was Lucas.
Liamâs twin brother. My brother-in-law.
They looked alike, but their vibes were polar opposites. If Liam was a glacier, Lucas was a heatwave. Dyed red hair, black studs, eyes that always seemed to be flirting or mocking.
He walked over, eyeing me up and down. “Where are your ugly glasses today? They made you look dumb, but at least they hid those swollen eyes. Now that I can see them… yikes. Even uglier.”
I stayed silent.
Lucas took that as encouragement. “Honestly, I don’t get why my brother married you. You’re plain, boring, and embarrassing to take out. Just furniture gathering dust.”
[System.]
[Yeah?]
[Put all 20 points into Grip Strength.]
[Um… wait, you’re not going toâ]
“No wonder my brother still pines for Clara after seven years,” Lucas scoffed. “A dry, tasteless woman like you isn’t worth a single finger on Clara’s haâACK!”
I didn’t let him finish.
Smack!
I slapped him so hard he stumbled sideways three steps. His brain rattled. He looked at me, stunned.
“You…” He clutched his swelling cheek. “You hit me?!”
I answered with a front kick to his stomach.
Lucas folded like a lawn chair, dropping to his knees and gasping for air.
“Ahhâyou crazy bitch! Do you know who I am?!”
I grabbed a handful of his red hair and smashed his face into my knee.
“AHH! My nose! Gwen, you whore! IâAH!”
He tried to fight back, but I grabbed his arm and flipped him over my shoulder.
I sat on his chest, pinning his limbs, and started slapping him. Smack! Smack! Left and right.
[System, is this enough angst?]
[You idiot! Not this kind of angst!! This is a romance novel, not a Kung Fu movie! Stop it!!]
[Audience Satisfaction: +35] [Available Points: 35]
The System went silent.
[…Actually, never mind. Keep going. No rush.]
Finally, Lucas stopped fighting. His handsome face was a palette of blues and purples.
“Stop… stop hitting me… Gwen, I’m sorry…” He sobbed. “Please… it hurts… why are you so strong? Did you eat spinach?”
I stopped.
But the moment I let up, Lucas started squirming, yelling insults. “Just you wait! You violent psycho! I’m telling my brother! He’ll divorce you so fast your head will spin! You’ll leave with nothing!”
I pinned him down again and said flatly, “I may be violent, but you are shallow and stupid. Disrespecting your sister-in-law with filth? The famous family education seems lacking.”
Lucas sneered, blood on his teeth. “So what? I’m rich and hot. You? A dwarf with no tits trying to act like a wife. It’s pathetic.”
I raised an eyebrow. “Oh? So you admit you hate me. Hate requires attention. I thought you didn’t care about me at all.”
Lucas froze. His eyes darted away, then back, sharper than before. “Who cares about you? Don’t flatter yourself!”
Then he laughed maliciously. He pointed a shaking finger at the corner of the courtyard wall.
“See that? Security camera. Everything is recorded. I can call the cops right now for assault. You don’t want to go to jail right before my brother dumps you, do you?”
I went silent.
The System panicked. [Defective AI! I told you not to be reckless! Now you have a record! How can you romance the lead if you’re in jail?!]
Lucas saw my silence as fear. “Heh. Scared now? Tell you what. Kneel down, beg me, and maybe I’ll let this slide for the sake of family.”
I stood up and stepped aside.
Lucas smirked, starting to sit up.
Then I stomped on his chest with my pink slipper, slamming him back into the dirt.
Thud! His head bounced off the ground.
“Ow! F*ck! What are you doing?!” He screamed. “Aren’t you afraid I’llâ”
“Call them,” I interrupted, looking down at him. “Call the police. And tell them…”
“Tell them you installed a hidden camera in your sister-in-law’s bedroom.”
Silence.
Lucas stared up at me. The System went quiet.
Slowly, Lucas turned a shade of red that eclipsed his bruises.
“W-what are you talking about?! Are you delusional?! You’re sex-crazed!”
“I found the evidence,” I said calmly.
Lucas opened his mouth, but no sound came out.
“Lucas, you say you don’t care about me. But you target me constantly. You spy on me illegally. Why?”
I leaned down, staring into his eyes.
“Because… you have a crush on me.”
“You have a crush on your brother’s wife.”
“That’s why you rushed over here this morning. You saw on the camera that I wasn’t in my room last night. You thought I slept with Liam. You were terrified we reconciled, so you ran over to check. Right?”
Lucas sputtered for a long time before exploding in shame. “No! That’s your fantasy! You crazy woman! Why would I like someone like… like…”
“Is that so?”
I lifted my foot and stomped down hard. Lucas groaned in pain.
“Then take the footage to the police. Let them see how your sister-in-law beat you into the ground…”
My gaze drifted lower.
“…And how you got hard from it.”
I whispered the final verdict.
“Pervert.”
Lucas froze completely. The red drained from his face, leaving it grey. His eyes went blank.
Then, unable to handle the shame, he covered his face with his hands.
And started crying again.
“Ugh…”
This time, the sobbing was full of despair.
I squatted next to him and watched him cry.
When the sobbing turned to whimpers, I spoke softly.
“Lucas, I actually don’t mind that you like me. I won’t tell anyone.”
He lowered his hands, looking at me with red, swollen eyes. A tiny spark of hope lit up.
“R-really? Gwen… you…”
I smiled.
“But I’m a married woman. A good woman. I won’t cheat.”
“So… you can be my dog instead.”
Chapter 3
The light in Lucas’s eyes blazed brighter.
Not happinessârage.
He scrambled up as if electrified. “You’re sick! Who wants to be your dog?! Get away from me! Psycho!”
He scrambled away on all fours, terrified I’d slap him again.
I stood up slowly.
[Look how happy he is.]
System: […] System: [Sister, your definition of happy is… unique. But he’s definitely broken. You broke his brain.]
The heavy oak front door opened. Liam walked out.
The soundproofing was excellent; he only just heard the screaming.
He was in a charcoal suit, hair perfect, face cold. No trace of the vomiting mess from earlier.
I thought he came to defend his brother.
But he walked right past me. Didn’t even glance my way.
He opened the door of his black Ferrari.
Cold war again? I shrugged.
I turned to go inside and make some goji berry tea for this poisoned body.
“Clara is back,” Liam said to the air. “I’m going to the airport to pick her up.”
I stopped.
“Oreo hasn’t been eating. Clara studied veterinary medicine abroad. She’s moving in as Oreo’s live-in pet therapist.”
“Gwen, this is my last warning. Stop your crazy antics.”
“Clara is different from you. She’s kind. She’s fragile. If you scare her…”
He paused, emphasizing every word.
“Even if you are Mrs. Song, I will personally commit you to a mental institution. I will tell everyone you are insane.”
“Trust me. I have the power to make you spend the rest of your life staring at a white wall, regretting today.”
He drove off.
I stood there in silence. The System was frantic.
[It’s over! The White Moonlight is back! The ultimate weapon!] [And the Male Lead hates your guts. He’s going to lock you up! We’re doomed!]
[No. Not yet.]
I went upstairs, changed into a windbreaker and cargo pants.
I went to the garage, picked a silver motorcycle, tucked my hair into a helmet, and mounted up.
Key in. Ignition.
VROOM.
[Loading Database…] [Fast and Furious 1-9, Need for Speed speedrun guides, Bumper Car Tactics…] [Driving Skill: Loaded.]
He thinks he’s the only one who can pick someone up?
So can I.
Chapter 4
Neither of us picked her up.
Liam waited at the airport for five hours. A torrential downpour started, hammering the glass roof.
For a CEO like Liam, five hours was an eternity. He finally left, exhausted and disappointed.
But I was still there. I have patience.
[Stupid AI, what are you planning? Are… are you going to assassinate the White Moonlight?!]
I ignored it. I saw Clara coming out.
I walked up and took her suitcase. “Hi. I’m Gwen. Liam left, so I’m taking you home.”
Clara looked up. Doe eyes, confused at first, then horrified.
“Gwen… you… you’re Liam’s wife?”
She looked me up and down with disgust. She snatched her bag back. “I don’t need your fake kindness!”
She turned and walked to the taxi stand.
[She doesn’t like me?]
[Duh! You’re the wife, she’s the White Moonlight! You are natural enemies!]
[Oh. Nemesis. A nemesis cannot become a wife.]
[…Please stop using the internet. Your database is corrupted.]
I watched Clara get into a taxi and noted the license plate.
I got on my bike. There was only one road home.
The rain was heavy. I rode slowly.
Clara must have seen me. She said something to the driver, and the taxi sped up to lose me.
I kept my pace.
[Idiot AI! Chase her! If she gets away, why did we come?]
[Slippery road. Speeding is dangerous. Good kids don’t speed.]
[…]
Then it happened.
Maybe the driver panicked. Maybe Clara rushed him.
The taxi skidded on a turn, spun out, and slammed into the guardrail. The front end crumpled.
Chaos. People screamed, calling 911.
The driver was unconscious. Clara was pinned in the back seat.
Smoke started pouring from the hood. Fire or explosion imminent.
The rescuers hesitated.
“Door’s jammed! Too deformed!” “It’s gonna blow! Run!”
I parked my bike and pushed through the crowd. “Excuse me.”
[System. Convert the remaining 35 points to Grip Strength. And loan me 20 points on credit. I’ll pay back double.]
[Loan? Impossible! That’s against the rules… Tsk!] [Just this once.]
I grabbed the car door with both hands. Veins popped.
SCREEECH.
Sharp metal sliced my palms, blood mixing with rain. I didn’t stop.
CRACK!
I ripped the driver’s door off its hinges with my bare hands.
The crowd went silent.
“Get him out!” I shouted.
They snapped out of it and dragged the driver to safety.
I walked to the back door. More blood dripped from my hands.
Through the cracked window, Clara stared at me.
Her face was white as a sheet. Her eyes held shock, disbelief, relief… and confusion.
Her mouth opened, tears rolling down her face.
I tore the back door off.
The crowd pulled Clara out.
As soon as she was safe, she fainted. But right before her eyes closed, she was looking for me.
I was already on my bike, heading to the hospital to stitch my hands.
Passersby filmed the whole thing.
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Iâm the daughter of the wicked stepmother.
Unlike the heroineâthe kind, noble, beautiful, talented girl all the men fall forâI am the opposite. Vicious, low-class, flashy, and painfully average. Every trait I was given was designed to be a dark reflection of her, of Lila Monroe.
So, the moment I became self-aware, the moment I saw the strings, I decided to play my part. To play it to the hilt.
I partnered with her fatherâs biggest rival to run his company into the ground.
I drugged the storyâs leading man, Ethan Prescott, letting him believe weâd slept together.
I stole Lilaâs spot in a prestigious design program overseas, studying under the master who was meant to be her mentor.
And now, seven years later, Iâve returned as a celebrated designer. Iâm a judge on a primetime competition show, and Lila Monroe is just another contestant looking up at me from the stage.
I let the full weight of my character settle in, my voice dripping with the poison they wrote for me. âThis design is uninspired. You donât have the gift. Itâs better to quit now, before you embarrass yourself further.â
1
A collective gasp swept through the studio. A delicious, scandalized sound. No one expected that from Sloane Cassidy, the judge who was usually so poised, so encouraging. Certainly not on live television.
Lilaâs eyes widened, her mouth forming a word she couldnât say. Sister.
I ignored her, tossing her portfolio onto the rejection pile with theatrical disinterest and pressing the red button on the console.
âYouâre eliminated.â
The model wearing Lilaâs dress, a fiery girl named Zara, stormed off the stage. âYou call this uninspired? You think she has no talent? Who here is better than her? Who?!â
Every saccharine story has one of these: the loyal, brainless best friend. Zara played her part perfectly. With one sentence, she managed to insult every other designer in the room on Lilaâs behalf.
âSloane Cassidy, youâre just jealous! Youâre terrified sheâs going to steal your spotlight!â
âZara, stop itâŚâ Lila pleaded, reaching for her arm.
But Zara was on a roll. âWhy should we stop? What makes her qualified to sit up there?!â
âIf you feel Iâm so unqualified, by all means, take my seat. The panel is yours.â I offered them a serene, unbothered smile.
Lilaâs face flushed with shame. She ducked her head. âIâm so sorry, Ms. Cassidy. Weâll leave right now.â
2
âOne moment.â
Just as Lila was about to pull Zara away, another voice cut through the tension.
And there he is, I thought, a slow, triumphant smile curving my lips. Right on cue.
The cameras swiveled, searching for the source of the voice before landing on him. A perfectly sculpted face, all sharp angles and cool indifference, filled the screens, drawing another wave of whispers from the audience.
He walked past the line of judges, his steps measured and confident, stopping directly in front of Lila. He gave her a brief, reassuring glance before turning his gaze to me.
âThis design,â he said, his voice low and challenging. âWhat, specifically, is wrong with it?â
Ethan Prescott.
Seven years, and here we were again. His dark eyes held a storm of emotions I couldn’t quite decipher. Was it hatred for how Iâd just treated his precious Lila? Or was it for the lie Iâd spun seven years ago, the night I let him believe Iâd taken something from him? Or maybe it was for the spot Iâd stolen, the future that should have been hers.
It didnât matter which. Every single one of them brought me a sick, satisfying pleasure.
Their misery was my happiness.
I leaned into the microphone, my smile widening. âI donât like it. Thatâs my reason.â
A stunned silence fell over the studio.
Ethanâs jaw tightened, his displeasure radiating like a physical force. Anyone could see he was furious.
As the online comments began to fly, speculating on who this man was, he let out a cold, humorless laugh. âIn that case, I suppose I should mention⌠Iâm also a judge on this program.â
Confusion rippled through the audience. Then, he began to walk toward the panel, his destination clear.
[Live Comment: I know him! That’s Ethan Prescott, CEO of The Prescott Group! They’re the main investor in this show. I can’t believe they got him here in person!]
[Live Comment: I don’t think the show *got* him. I think that contestant, Lila, did.]
[Live Comment: They obviously know each other. He’s totally her safety net. Is he about to get revenge on Sloane for what she said?]
The energy in the room crackled. Everyone leaned forward, hungry for a fight.
I remained perfectly still in my chair, watching him approach. He sat in the empty seat beside me, and a familiar scentâsandalwood and cold ambitionâenveloped me. It was suffocating. I disliked it intensely, shifting away with a slight, deliberate wrinkle of my nose.
I saw his body tense, a barely perceptible hitch in his breath. For a second, I wondered if the air conditioning had kicked up a notch.
Then, he reached forward and slammed the green button. âI think this design is exceptional. It should advance to the finals.â
It was a blatant, public declaration. He was undermining me, shielding her.
Lila, who had been struggling to maintain her composure, finally let her eyes well up with tears. Beside her, Zara shot me a look of pure, childish triumph.
I simply raised an eyebrow, utterly unfazed.
Ethan Prescott, playing the hero. I wasnât surprised in the slightest. From the moment I heard Lila was competing, I knew he wouldnât be far behind.
Where the damsel is, the white knight is never far behind.
3
âIâve never liked Sloane Cassidy. Her clothes are ugly and overpriced. I donât know why sheâs so arrogant.â
âThis is so embarrassing. Ethan Prescott is clearly furious with her. How is she going to recover from this in the industry?â
âRecover? She just crossed Ethan Prescottâs girl. Sheâs going to get blacklisted!â
The whispers started around me, a chorus of gleeful speculation. People have always been good at kicking someone when theyâre down.
The director, sensing a viral moment, zoomed the camera in tight on my face, waiting for my reaction.
So I gave them one.
I unclipped my microphone, set it on the table, and stood up. The entire studio fell silent.
Ethan froze, his lips pressed into a thin, hard line as he watched me.
A production assistant rushed over, trying to block my path. The showâs golden-ticket controversy was about to walk out the door. âMs. Cassidy, is there something you need? We can get it for you.â
I smiled, a sharp, knowing smile. âIâm done.â
âWh-what?â
My gaze flickered toward a specific camera. âIf youâd told me the winner was already chosen, I never would have come. Iâm not interested in being a prop in someone elseâs fairytale. Someone else can play that part.â
âMs. Cassidy, thatâs not whatâs happening here,â the producer insisted, trying to save face.
âFind another judge. I donât participate in cheating.â I found a camera lens and spoke directly to the viewers at home, my expression a mask of righteous integrity. âEven if it means making powerful enemies, I refuse to betray the trust of the other designers. They are all hardworking, talented kids who deserve a fair shot!â
The live chat exploded.
[Live Comment: OMG I feel that so hard. Down with corporate favoritism! Stop playing with the lives of regular people!]
[Live Comment: Okay, I take back everything I said about Sloane. Sheâs got principles!]
[Live Comment: #ProtectSloaneCassidy!]
My words lit a fire. The other contestants, suddenly emboldened, started ripping off their number tags and microphones, shouting that they were quitting too.
The set descended into chaos. The director screamed at someone to cut the live feed.
In the confusion, Zara appeared out of nowhere. She got right in my face and slapped me, hard.
âYou manipulative bitch!â
The room went still.
âZara!â Lila cried, rushing over to pull her back.
Ethan shot to his feet, his face a thundercloud. But then he did something completely unexpected. Maybe it was the glare of the studio lights, or maybe heâd gone temporarily blind, but he pulled me behind him, shielding me.
He glared at Zara. âWhat the hell are you doing?â
âCanât you see what sheâs doing, Ethan? Sheâs playing the victim to make everyone hate Lila!â
âWhat did I say that wasnât true?â I asked, stepping out from behind him. âAre you and Mr. Prescott not acquainted? Is he not an investor in this show? And did he, or did he not, just force you into the finals?â
âLila got into the finals because sheâs talented! She earned it!â Zara screamed.
âHahâŚâ I let out a soft, mocking laugh. I didnât have to say another word.
Someone in the crowd, a true connoisseur of drama, had started a new livestream on their phone the second the official broadcast ended. The gossip-hungry viewers were flooding in.
Zara pointed a shaking finger at me. âDonât think we donât remember how you used to be obsessed with Ethan!â
[Live Comment: Wait, what? They all know each other from way back?]
[Live Comment: So this is just a bunch of rich kids fighting? And the model says Sloane was into Ethan?]
[Live Comment: My guess: Sloane loves Ethan, but Ethan loves Lila. Oh, this is juicy!]
Just as the audience was leaning in for more, my phone rang. I answered it, right there in the middle of the chaos.
âWhatâs wrong, sweetie?â
âŚ
âAnnie misses Mommy? Okay, Mommyâs coming home right now.â
I hung up, ignoring the shocked and confused faces around me. âIâm officially withdrawing from the show. Send the bill for breach of contract to my assistant.â
Money wasn’t an issue anymore.
I turned to leave, but a hand shot out and grabbed my wrist. Ethan.
His face was a mask of tension, his eyes locked on mine. âWho were you just talking to?â
His grip was painfully tight. I winced and tried to pull away, but he held fast.
My voice went cold. âMr. Prescott, there are a lot of people here. I suggest you let go of me.â
âWhose child is it?!â he suddenly roared, startling everyone. âIâm asking you, whose child is it?â
Lila stared at him, then at me, completely bewildered.
âMr. Prescott, does it matter whose child it is? It certainly isnât yours.â I glanced around at the sea of phones recording us and smiled sweetly. âYou know, a scene like this could easily be misinterpreted. If you donât let go, the rumor tomorrow might be that the childâŚâ I paused, holding his gaze. â…is yours.â
I watched his eyelashes flutter, saw him rendered speechless, and felt a surge of satisfaction. I yanked my arm free, gave him one last smirk, and walked away.
Let him choke on that.
4
My assistant was waiting with the car at the studioâs back entrance. Just as I was about to get in, Zara ran up to us.
âSloane Cassidy, youâre disgusting. A baby out of wedlock?!â
I didn’t hesitate. I swung my hand and slapped her across the face. A perfect, red imprint bloomed on her cheek. She stood there, stunned for a few seconds, before her face contorted with rage. âYou hit me?!â
So I slapped her other cheek. Symmetrical. Much better.
âThatâs for the one you gave me. Consider this one a freebie. Youâre welcome.â
âSloane! Iâll kill youâ!â
My assistant quickly jumped out of the car to hold her back.
I watched the screaming, frantic girl with detached amusement. âAll this shouting. So uncivilized.â
âYouâre so high and mighty? You, who forged Lilaâs application and stole her spot at the academy? If you hadnât stolen her portfolio, do you really think Master Renaud would have ever taken you as his apprentice?â
âSloane earned her apprenticeship with Jean-Pierre Renaud on her own merit! It had nothing to do with you people. Stop trying to claim credit for her success!â my assistant shot back.
I just laughed. âWhy bother explaining? Sheâs right. I stole it. Iâm just that awful. If youâre so upset, go ahead and call the police.â
Goodness is a luxury, an accessory for people who already have everything. What use did I have for it?
Zaraâs eyes darted to something behind me, and she sneered. âWhat do you have to be so proud of? You were nothing but a charity case living in Lilaâs house. Lila is prettier than you, her family is better than yours, sheâs more talented than you, and people actually like her!â
âIâm a person, not a puppy. I donât need to know how to be âliked.ââ
âYou! We all remember how you used to throw yourself at Ethan! A man like him would never, ever love someone like you!â
âTsk. You can question my morals, but donât you dare insult my taste. Who ever said I liked Ethan Prescott?â
âSloane.â
Lilaâs soft voice came from behind me. I turned. Ethan was with her, his expression cold and accusatory, as if I owed him a million dollars.
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At dinner, my husband suddenly asked me, “What would you do if I met someone… better than you?”
I was quiet for a moment.
“Then you should be with her. We can get a divorce.”
What he didn’t know was that I had already seen him.
I had already watched him frantically comfort that other girl, her eyes red from crying.
I had already heard him say, “Don’t cry. I’ll give you a future.”
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He put his fork down, his face suddenly pale. He struggled to produce a laugh.
“Tessa, I was just kidding.”
It wasn’t a joke.
I knew.
I had lived in the warmth of his love for eight years. I knew what it looked like.
And I knew that what he felt for that girl was real.
Earlier that day, at the hospital, the doctor’s bored expression softened when he read my chart.
He leaned in. “Don’t be scared. It’s not late-stage. With aggressive treatment, this is manageable.”
I was walking out with the diagnosis in my hand when I saw them.
My husband, Liam. His arm was bandaged.
The girl was looking at it, her eyes filling with tears.
“Why did I meet you so late?” she whispered. “I don’t even have the right to take care of you.”
Liam looked frantic. “Annie, don’t cry…”
He reached for her, and blood seeped through his new bandage.
“Don’t cry,” he said. “I’ll give you a future.”
The words hung in the air. He froze, as if he’d surprised himself.
But the girl believed him.
She looked up, her nose red. “Really?”
Liam just frowned, and said nothing.
I didn’t stay to watch the rest. I know Liam. As long as we were married, he wouldn’t physically cheat.
But his heart?
I can’t control his heart.
I was two months pregnant. He made me give blood to his childhood sweetheart.
Because I was already anemic, I refused, my eyes red. But his friends all ganged up on me.
[“Annie’s in surgery, Tessa! You’re the only one with her blood type! What’s the big deal? It’s just a little blood!”]
They grabbed me. They physically dragged me into the room.
Liam looked away, a flicker of guilt in his eyes. But he still held the door.
[“It’s just blood, Tess. The baby will be fine.”]
I stopped struggling. A single tear slid down my temple.
After the transfusion, I dragged my weak body to the OB/GYN floor and scheduled an abortion.
2
I spent three days in the hospital, alone. Liam, I knew, was at Annie’s bedside, doting on her.
My stomach was empty. But it was my heart that ached.
When I was discharged, I ran right into them. Liam, Annie, and their whole group of friends.
I was carrying my single, small backpack. Annie was being held up by Liam, as if she might break.
When he saw me, Liam froze.
“Tessa? You’re still here?”
“I’m fine,” I said. I couldn’t tell him. I just started walking.
“We’ll go together.” He grabbed my arm, his voice firm.
At the car, Annie slipped past him and got into the front passenger seat.
She looked at me, her big, innocent eyes pleading.
“Tessa, I just had surgery. I get really carsick. Do you mind?”
I wasn’t going to fight. I opened the back door.
But Liam’s friendsâBen, Josh, and Mikeâall piled in, three grown men squeezing into the backseat, leaving no room.
They stared at me, their expressions hostile.
“Sorry, ‘Mrs. L,’” Ben said, not sounding sorry at all. “Annie’s still really weak. We’re all gonna crash at your place for a bit, make sure she’s okay.”
I looked at Liam. He was staring straight ahead, his jaw tight. He said nothing.
I almost laughed. The sound of the cicadas was deafening.
Why was I still expecting anything from this man?
His friends had always hated me. In their story, I was the villain. I was the bitch who had trapped their golden boy, Liam, and kept him from his “true love,” Annie.
When they were at our house, they treated me like the help. And Liam… Liam never said a word.
Even after I gave my blood for her. My blood, while I was carrying his child.
Not one “thank you.” Just: [“You’re lucky you got to help.”]
I shut the car door.
“It’s fine,” I said. “I’ll find my own way.”
It was rush hour. I couldn’t get a cab.
It was the peak of a Denver summer. Ninety-eight degrees.
I had just had an abortion.
I walked home. It took an hour.
The moment I opened the door, the accusations started.
“Tessa, what took you so long? We’ve been here for ages!”
“We’re starving, Tessa. Can you whip something up?”
I looked at Liam. He was sitting on the sofa, fanning Annie. The AC was off. They were afraid she’d “catch a chill.”
Liam’s own forehead was beaded with sweat, but he just kept fanning her.
“Liam,” Ben called out. “We’re hungry. Can you get your wife to make some food?”
Liam finally looked up. He didn’t seem to notice my pale face, or the sweat plastering my hair to my skin.
“Tessa, be good. Just make us something simple.”
His eyes drifted to Annie.
“And maybe make some soup for Annie. It’s good for her recovery.”
The dull ache in my chest became a sharp, twisting knife. I couldn’t breathe.
I went into the kitchen, shutting the door on their laughter.
I was the outsider.
I used to fight back. I used to scream and cry, trying to make them see. I thought it was defending my dignity.
But all it did was make them double down. My “hysteria” only made Annie look sweeter, calmer, and more reasonable.
I wasn’t going to fight anymore.
When I brought the food out, I was drenched in sweat.
Annie reached for the soup tureen. “Let me help, Tessa.”
The second my fingers left the bowl, her hands flew back.
It shattered on the tile floor.
“Watch out!” Liam yelled, diving to pull Annie away from the spill.
Scalding hot broth splashed across my bare legs.
“Tessa! I know you don’t like me, but you didn’t have to throw it at me!”
Not a drop had touched her. But she was already in Liam’s arms, sobbing, as if she’d been assaulted.
“Tessa, what the hell?” “That’s going too far, man!” “It’s not Annie’s fault! Why are you always attacking her?”
“She let go,” I said, my voice flat, staring at the men yelling at me.
Liam cut them all off. His voice was like ice.
“Tessa. Apologize.”
“This is too much. You scared her, and she just got out of the hospital.”
In the middle of summer, I was freezing. My shins were burning, but the pain was nothing.
This man. My husband. My protector.
He was my executioner.
The last thread holding me together just… snapped.
“Okay,” I whispered, a hysterical little laugh bubbling in my throat. “I’m sorry.”
Liam stared, surprised by my quick surrender. He started to reach for me, but I flinched away.
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After I was forced to give my heart to my husbandâs old flame, I died in the hallway of the private hospital he founded.
Before I died, my six-year-old son begged him three times.
The first time, Leo grabbed the manâs hand and said I was spitting up blood.
The man sneered. âFinally getting smart, are we? Teaching your kid to lie for you?â
He had his bodyguards drag Leo out of the room.
The second time, Leo grabbed his sleeve, saying I was in so much pain I was delirious.
The man frowned. âItâs just a heart transplant. The doctor said she wonât die.â
The bodyguards dragged Leo out again.
The third time, Leo collapsed on the floor, clutching his pant leg, sobbing that I was unconscious.
The man finally snapped. He grabbed Leo by the neck and threw him out of the room.
âI told you, Chloe wonât die. If you bother Avaâs rest again, Iâll throw you both out of this hospital.â
To save me, Leo offered his most treasured possession to a nurseâhis baptismal locket.
âAuntie, I don’t want a long life anymore. I just want my mommy to live.â
The nurse took his locket, preparing to move me to the last available room.
But Ava, my husband’s old flame, had someone block the door with her pet dog’s carrier.
âSorry, kid. Ethan was worried I’d get bored without my baby, so this room is for my dog.â
To make room for Avaâs dog, my hospital bed was pushed into the hallway.
As the door closed, Leo clutched the locket he’d just taken off.
He balled his little fist, already turning purple, and pounded on the door.
âAuntie, please give the room back to my mommy!â
âAuntie, Leo is begging you, please open the door!â
His small voice echoed down the hall, but it couldn’t move Ava, who was busy playing with her dog inside.
The more Leo cried, the louder she cooed.
âGood boy, we don’t pay attention to dirty things.â
Leo’s voice grew hoarse.
This was the same child who would cry for me to kiss a scraped knee.
Now, he just wiped the blood from his knuckles on his shirt.
With tears streaming, he said, âBad lady! Leo traded his locket for that room! Why does your dog get it?!â
âYou’re a bad lady!â
His voice was so raw you could barely understand him, his questions laced with a heartbreaking fragility.
I lay on the gurney, tears and blood mixing on my face.
I’m sorry, Leo. Mommy couldn’t protect you. I’m sorry.
I’m so sorry.
The door never opened.
Leo walked back to me, his eyes swollen shut.
âMommy, I’m sorry. I’m useless. I let the bad lady take your room.â
âMommy, I’m sorry.â
I could feel my life slipping away. I knew I was dying.
But I couldn’t scare my Leo.
With my last bit of strength, I forced a smile.
âLeo, sweetie, Mommy’s a little cold. Can you go get me a blanket? Please?â
He stared for a second, then frantically wiped his tears and nodded.
âOkay! I’ll go get one right now!â
âMommy, you have to wait for me! You have to wait!â
As I watched his little back run away, I closed my eyes.
âLeo, I’m sorry. Mommy can’t wait.â
When I opened my eyes again, I was a ghost, following my son.
He was smart. He knew going home would take too long, so when he saw an open door, he ran right in.
A young woman was lying in that bed.
Her husband was carefully tucking her in, not missing a single corner.
Beside them, a little boy, maybe five, was holding a cup of warm water. âMommy,â he said sweetly.
For some reason, Leo looked like he was about to cry.
But he couldn’t. He had to get a blanket for his mom.
The couple was startled. The man gently brushed the dust off Leo.
âAre you okay, little guy? Where’s your mom?â
Leo nervously picked at his hands, then worked up the courage.
âMister, my mommy is sick. She’s really cold. Can I please borrow a blanket?â
âI can give you my locket for it. Please, help my mommy.â
The manâs expression softened. He immediately pulled a new, sealed blanket from the cabinet and handed it to Leo.
âTake it. I hope your mom feels better soon.â
After so much cruelty, this one act of kindness made Leo speechless. He hugged the blanket, bowing over and over.
âThank you, mister. Thank you, auntie. Thank you.â
The man waved his hands. âDon’t thank me. We didn’t even buy it.â
âThe founder of this hospital, Mr. Stone, gave one to every family. He’s celebrating his wife’s successful surgery.â
âSee? His picture and his wife’s are printed right on it.â
âIf you really want to thank someone, just wish Mr. Stone and his wife a long, happy life together.â
Leo froze. He remembered Ethan throwing him out of the room.
He also remembered… a time when Ethan (Ethan Stone) would lift him onto his shoulders, laughing as they ran across the lawn.
The tears just wouldn’t stop.
âI will. I’ll thank… Mr. Stone.â
My heart ached more than it did on the operating table.
Looking at Leoâs dull eyes, I remembered. Ethan used to love us.
Heâd stay up all night trying to pick the perfect name for Leo.
Heâd buy out entire toy stores for his birthday.
When I had a cold, heâd hold Leo and read him silly fairy tales.
But that all ended the day Ava came back.
She used her âweak heartâ to frame me and Leo, over and over. Playing the victim, faking helplessness, she won all of Ethan’s sympathy.
Then she tricked Leo into putting a caterpillar on her bed, faked a heart attack, and made sure Ethan walked in to see it.
Everything changed after that.
In the hospital room, the man nodded, pleased. âBy the way, where’s your dad? Why isn’t he with you?â
Leo looked down. His tears dripped onto the plastic bag, onto the smiling photo of Ethan and Ava. His voice was a whisper.
âMy daddy… he’s dead.â
After saying goodbye, Leo ran back to the main building, clutching the blanket.
He slammed right into Ava, who was holding her little dog.
She scowled, her perfect makeup twisting in disgust.
âGet out of my way, you little bastard.â
âDo you know how expensive this dress is? I could sell you and you still couldn’t afford to clean it.â
âYou’re just like your mother. Fucking trash.â
Ava, her face dark, kicked him. Hard.
Leo, caught off guard, flew backward. The blanket went flying.
He ignored the pain and scrambled for it, but Ava stepped on his hand.
She ground her stiletto heel into his fingers, looking down at him.
âI’m warning you, you little bastard. If you ever pull that pathetic act in front of Ethan again, I’ll have you and your slut mother thrown out.â
âDo you hear me?â
Her eyes were vicious, like she wanted him to disappear.
I bit my lip, rage and pain drowning me. I lunged, trying to pull her foot off him, screaming.
Get off my son! Do anything you want to me! Don’t you dare touch my son!
I screamed until I had no voice, but she couldn’t hear me.
She was enjoying the sight of Leo’s face, red with pain, and pressed down harder.
Leo’s arm started to spasm, but he refused to cry.
He looked up, his swollen eyes staring at the glamorous Ava.
âMy mommy is not trash. She’s the best mommy in the world.â
âYou’re a bad lady. I won’t let you hurt my mommy.â
With that, he opened his mouth and bit her ankle, hoping she’d move.
Ava, already furious, was enraged. Her sharp heel slammed into his fragile stomach.
âYou little bastard!â
I shrieked, diving to shield him.
But he passed right through me, his head cracking against the wall. He coughed up a mouthful of blood.
He still didn’t cry. He just stubbornly reached out, feeling along the floor.
âBlanket… blanket… Mommy needs the blanket…â
Ava wasn’t done. She put her dog down, walked over, and slapped him hard across the face.
âAva?â
Ethanâs disbelieving voice cut through the air, startling everyone.
Leo’s empty eyes suddenly lit up. He tried to speak through his split lip.
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They were late to my fifth birthday party. My own party.
When Mom and Dad finally walked in, they had a girl with them. She was small and thin and silent, and they led her by the hand. Mia. My new sister.
I ran to hug my mother, my arms outstretched, but she sidestepped me. The momentum sent me stumbling, and I fell backward into the cake. The three-tiered, princess-themed castle of a cake they had so carefully picked out for me.
Buttercream and frosting clogged my nose and mouth. For a second, I couldn’t breathe. Panic flared in my chest. I scrambled out, sputtering and crying, my party dress ruined. I reached for my father. âDaddy, hold me.â
He started to lift his arms, but then his face crumpled with a pained sort of apology and he let them drop.
âMilly, donât be upset with your mom,â he said, his voice low. âFrom now on, you have to take care of your sister. If Miaâs happy, Mom will be happy. Understand?â
Later that week, some of the older kids from down the street pushed Mia into the sandbox. I saw it happen from our window and flew out the door, all fists and fury, and drove them away.
When we got home, I decided to be a grown-up. I drew a bath for her, just like Mom used to do for me, to wash the sand from her hair.
The bathroom door burst open. Mom stood there, her face a thundercloud. Then her hand cracked across my cheek, the force of it snapping my head to the side.
âYou had our love all to yourself for five years! Why is that still not enough for you? Now youâre trying to drown your sister?â
Her eyes were bloodshot. She grabbed a fistful of my hair and dragged me out of the bathroom and into the laundry room. She shoved me, hard, into the drum of our front-loading washer.
âThereâs a wickedness in you,â she hissed, her face close to the glass door. âMaybe this can finally wash it out. You can come out and apologize when you decide to stop hurting your sister.â
From the living room, I heard Dadâs muffled voice. âKeep it down, honey. Miaâs almost asleep. Donât wake her.â
Mom didnât even look at me again. She just slammed the heavy door shut.
What she didnât realize, what sheâd forgotten, was the child-lock feature sheâd insisted on when they bought it. For my safety. It clicked shut.
A synthesized voice filled the small space. Sanitize cycle engaged. Water temperature will reach 200 degrees Fahrenheit.
The first jets of scalding water hit my back. The pain was so total, so immediate, I thought my skin was melting off.
Maybe this was what it took. If I let the machine wash me clean, would Mom love me again?
1
Mom always said she used the Sanitize cycle to make sure my clothes were completely germ-free. It was the only setting she ever used.
The moment the boiling water hit my skin, blisters erupted. The slightest movement sent waves of agony through me. Between the cycles of water filling the drum, I hammered my small fists against the thick glass of the door.
âMommy, help me! Itâs Milly! It hurts, Mommy, it hurts so bad!â
The water pooling at my feet had already boiled the skin off my soles.
âStop that racket! You sound like a banshee!â Her voice, sharp and angry, cut through the wall. âIf you wake up your sister, youâll be in for it.â
The plea died in my throat. I remembered last week, when Iâd run outside to give Mom her phone after sheâd left it behind. Iâd tripped on the porch steps and scraped my knee.
âYou did that on purpose, didn’t you?â sheâd sneered, standing over me. âThe second I try to take Mia to the park, you fake an injury to get attention. You want the neighbors to think Iâm a monster, that I favor her.â She had knelt, her face inches from mine. âIf you ever pull a stunt like that again, Iâll send you to live with your grandparents. You will never set foot in this house again.â
My body went rigid inside the machine. No. I donât want to leave Mom and Dad.
The water started pouring in again.
I curled into a tight ball, shoving my fist into my mouth to stop the scream, biting down so hard I tasted blood. I wouldnât make another sound.
Clumps of my hair, boiled loose from my scalp, swirled in the rising water.
Iâm sorry, Mommy. Milly made the washer dirty.
My thoughts grew fuzzy. I tried so hard, I really did. Why was I always making Mom angry?
After Mia came home, I gave her all my best toys. I used to be selfish, Mom always said so, but Mia couldn’t talk, and that was sad, so I wanted to take care of her. Dad said if I was good to Mia, Mom would be happy.
But why didnât Mom hug me anymore? Why didn’t she smile at me? Every time I ran to her, sheâd just push me away, her face a cold mask.
Was I still not good enough?
The front door opened. It was Dad, home from work.
A surge of joy went through me. I rushed toward him, wanting to be swept up in his arms.
But I passed right through him and hit the wall on the other side.
I froze. I looked down at my hands. They were translucent, shimmering like heat off summer asphalt.
I⌠was I dead?
âMilly sleeping in today?â Dadâs voice was warm. âStrange she didnât come running to the door.â
He hadn’t seen me. He hadn’t seen my body, what was left of it, mangled and wedged against the drain, my shredded legs having finally stopped the machine’s cycle.
Mom tiptoed out of Miaâs room, a finger to her lips. âShhh, Miaâs napping. That girl⌠who knows what sheâs up to. I gave her a little time-out today and now sheâs sulking, refusing to even come out for lunch. Iâve been too soft on her.â
Dad rubbed her back gently, though his expression was uneasy. âHoney, I think youâre taking things out on Milly. We know the truth. Mia wandered off on her own all those years ago. It had nothing to do with Milly.â
Mom fell silent for a moment, then shrugged his hand away. âI know that. But when I think of everything Mia went through, while Milly was here, living in the lap of luxury⌠I just feel like I failed Mia.â
Dad sighed.
I hovered in the air, a coldness deeper than death seeping into me. Miaâs disappearance⌠they thought I was involved?
No wonder. No wonder Mom never held me close anymore, never called me her precious baby. I remembered once, sheâd accidentally smiled at me, a real, warm smile, and then her face had shuttered and sheâd shoved me to the floor. âBrat. Who told you to come over here? Get back to your room.â
I thought if I was just good enough to Mia, the old Mom would come back.
But she was already gone. Mom had stopped loving me a long time ago.
âAlright, alright,â Dad said gently. âWhen Millyâs done being mad, Iâll have her apologize. Letâs just eat. You know youâll feel bad if she actually starves herself.â
Mom turned her face away, but she went to the kitchen and set the table with four plates, four sets of silverware. And the little spoon with a cat face on the handle, the one Iâd wanted for months.
My heart softened. That was Mom. A tough exterior, but deep down, she still cared.
Dad opened my bedroom door. It was empty. âSheâs not in here. Do you think sheâs hiding somewhere?â He turned, his steps moving toward the laundry room.
âDonât you dare go looking for her!â Mom snapped. âLet her hide. If she wants to throw a tantrum over a few cross words, she can stay hidden forever.â She slammed the silverware down on the table. âShe probably went to one of her friendsâ houses. Thatâs just like her. To hurt her sister and then run off to play without a care in the world. Sheâs a little monster.â The cat spoon snapped in her hand.
I lowered my gaze, twisting my ghostly fingers together.
Mom hadn’t noticed. Milly didn’t have any friends anymore.
Kids are vultures. They know exactly who has a parent in their corner and who doesn’t. After my birthday party, I became the target. Theyâd stick a leg out to trip me, shove me on the stairs. When the teachers asked what happened, theyâd put on their most innocent faces.
I never told on them. I didnât want to cause Mom any more trouble.
But the day I saw them bullying Mia, I lost it. I grabbed their hair and I fought. I fought until they ran away crying.
After that, the bullying doubled down on me.
I didnât care. As long as Mia was safe, they could do whatever they wanted to Milly.
To stop Dad from looking for me, Mom pulled a pile of new clothes from a shopping bag. âMark, look at these. Arenât they cute?â
âAre these for both our girls?â he asked, a smile in his voice. âWeâll have Milly try them on when she gets back.â
I drifted closer to look. They were beautiful. Every single one was in a style I loved.
Momâs smile vanished. She snatched the clothes back from him. âTheyâre all for Mia. Milly has more than enough clothes. She doesnât deserve anything this nice.â
A wave of shame washed over the flicker of joy Iâd felt. I floated into a corner, trying to make myself invisible. What were you thinking, Milly? Mia is the one who suffered. Of course theyâre for her.
Besides⌠Iâm already dead. Itâs a good thing Mom didnât buy me anything. It would have been a waste. Mom is so smart.
I forced a smile onto my face, but my throat felt tight.
âI need to wash these first,â Mom said, folding the tiny dresses. âCanât have Mia wearing them straight from the store, she might get a rash. Sheâs going to look like the most beautiful little princess.â
She started walking toward the laundry room.
No! My heart seized. I flew to the door, trying to see my body curled inside. Iâm so ugly now. It will scare her. Mom will have nightmares. Milly used to be there to comfort her. Now that Millyâs gone, who would bring her a warm glass of honey water at 40 degrees when she woke up in the middle of the night?
Her footsteps grew closer.
The doorknob turned. I held my breath, my very essence.
âHey, whatâs this scratch on Miaâs arm?â Dad exclaimed from the living room.
Momâs footsteps immediately changed direction.
âIt must have been Milly,â she shrieked. âIt must have been her! She canât stand us being nice to Mia, so sheâs hitting her in secret!â
No, it wasnât me! It was that mean boy! I spun in frantic circles around her, but she couldnât hear me.
Mia, unable to speak or write, just cried and shook her head violently.
Mom swept her into a fierce hug, tears streaming down her face. âItâs all my fault. Iâm so sorry, baby. I thought you and your sister could become friends, but all I did was give that monster a chance to hurt you. Donât you worry. Mommy will protect you from now on. I will never let your sister hurt you again.â
I stared at her, then down at my own ghostly arms and legs, covered in a network of faded bruises and scratches, far more than the single mark on Miaâs arm.
But Mom hadnât bathed me or tucked me into bed in a long, long time. She never saw them.
âMilly used to be such a sweet kid,â Dad said, his brow furrowed. âShe wouldnât do something like this. Letâs not jump to conclusions. What if weâre wrong? We should find her and ask her what happened.â
âIf Iâm wrong, Iâll apologize,â Mom said, her voice dripping with sarcasm. âBut how could I be? Since Mia came back, Iâve tried my best to be fair, but Milly is always finding new ways to play the victim, to make everything about her. Sheâs angry we donât dote on her exclusively anymore, so she takes it out on Mia. How can such a little girl be so full of poison?â
âWhat are you talking about? Sheâs eight years old! What does she know?â Dad looked toward my empty room, worry clouding his eyes. âAnd sheâs been gone all day. Arenât you even a little bit worried?â
âWorried? Why should I be? She hurt her sister. The best thing would be if she just dropped dead outside! Because if she comes back, I swear to God, Iâll kill her myself.â
âYouâre being irrational. Iâm going to go look for her.â Dad headed for the door.
I rushed to grab his sleeve. Donât go, Daddy, Millyâs not out there. Millyâs home. And please, donât fight with Mom because of me. Itâs not worth it.
The moment the front door opened, sunlight streamed in, hitting my spectral form. The pain was searing. I recoiled back into the shadows of the house.
In Miaâs room, Mom was crying, rocking her back and forth. âItâs Mommyâs fault. I didnât protect you. If your sister ever touches you again, Iâll beat her to death.â
A dull blade twisted in my chest. Stop it, Milly, I told myself. Donât be sad. Sheâs just saying that because sheâs angry.
I was always a mischievous kid. After Mia disappeared, Mom was so terrified of losing me, too, that she spoiled me rotten. When I was five, I broke my great-grandmotherâs antique vase, a family heirloom, and Mom didnât even scold me.
And besides⌠I looked in the hall mirror at my completely transparent reflection. Momâs right, Milly. Miaâs been through so much. Itâs only fair that Mom loves her more now.
Even though I was only eight, I was bigger and stronger than Mia. I was a big girl now. No, a big ghost. I could take care of myself.
Mom wiped her tears and picked up the pile of new clothes again, heading back toward the laundry room.
No, Dadâs not here. If she sees me by herself, sheâll be terrified.
I pressed my whole being against the laundry room door, trying to hold it shut.
But she opened it with ease, her solid form passing right through mine.
I threw myself over the washing machine. Is there any way to make her leave? Please, donât look at whatâs left of MillyâŚ
There was a knock at the front door.
Thank God.
Mom set the clothes on a shelf and walked to the door, pulling out her phone as she went. On the screen, I saw the smart-home app. She tapped a button. Remote Pre-Wash Cycle: Start.
The machine, which had been jammed by my shredded legs, jolted back to life as a new torrent of water dislodged the blockage.
It was over. Now I was going to completely ruin Momâs favorite appliance.
I beat against the machine, trying to make it stop, but the drum spun faster and faster. A pinkish, bloody foam began to seep from the cracks in the door seal.
âMrs. Thompson, you need to look at my son! Your daughter, that little monster, beat him up!â My ears perked up. It was the mean boyâs mother. Kyleâs mom.
She used to come over and complain all the time, and every time, Mom would defend me fiercely and send her packing.
I covered my mouth to hide a smile, floating out to see how quickly Mom would get rid of her this time.
âThat horrid child!â Momâs face was a mask of strained apology. âI am so, so sorry. I know it must be Millyâs fault. Please, donât worry, I will make sure she apologizes to Kyle.â
My heart seized. A dull, gnawing pain started in my chest. Mom⌠what are you saying? You know Milly never starts fights. And why should I apologize? He was hurting Mia. I wasnât wrong. If it happened again, Iâd hit him again!
I flew in front of Kyle and swung my fist.
He didnât see me. He wasnât scared. My smile faltered.
I looked down at my transparent hands. I was dead. I could never protect Mia again.
âKids need discipline. A firm hand,â Kyleâs mom said, her voice smug. âIf you ask me, youâre too soft on her.â
âYouâre right. Your Kyle is so well-behaved. Not like my Milly. She does nothing but cause trouble.â Momâs eyes were full of disgust when she said my name. âSheâs getting worse and worse. Lying, fighting, stealing⌠sheâs just a bad seed.â
Why are you saying that, Mommy? Milly doesnât do those things. Tears welled in my eyes, but I clenched my little fists, refusing to let them fall.
Kyleâs momâs eyes shifted slyly. âWell, you know what they say. You can see the whole person by the time theyâre seven. You see those stories online, right? Teenagers killing their parents for the insurance money? That Milly of yours has a dark streak. And you let her spend all day with your other daughter? Arenât you afraid sheâll do something to Mia when youâre not looking? Kill her, or cripple her?â
I would never! I love Mia more than anyone! My face flushed with rage.
Momâs expression darkened. She looked at the scratch on Miaâs arm and said nothing.
The silence stretched until Kyleâs mom began to look awkward. âIâm sorry, Iâm oversteppingââ
âNo, youâre right,â Mom whispered. âShe needs to go⌠I canât bear the pain of losing another daughterâŚâ
Panic seized me. I stared at Mom, bewildered. But I was being good, wasnât I? I didnât scream or cry in the washer, I didnât wake Mia up. Why do you still want to send me away?
âExactly!â Kyleâs mom beamed. âHere, let me give you some parenting tips.â She turned to her son. âKyle, why donât you take the little girl outside to play?â
No! Heâll hurt her!
I forgot my own sorrow and lunged for Miaâs hand, trying desperately to hold her back.
But Kyle grabbed her arm and pulled her straight through my body.
I looked outside. The midday sun was a blinding white glare.
I clenched my jaw and flew out after them. The burning sensation of the sun was a thousand times worse than the boiling water.
âAgh! It hurts!â I couldnât help but scream, but even as my essence felt like it was dissolving, I had to get Mia back.
âA ghost! Itâs a ghost!â
For a fleeting second, my form became partially visible. My agonized face terrified Kyle. He shoved Mia to the ground and ran, screaming.
In that same instant, my own soul grew thinner. My entire right arm vanished.
I had a feeling I was about to disappear for good.
âIt was Milly! She turned into a ghost to scare me and Mia!â Kyle shrieked, a dark stain spreading on the front of his pants.
âHow dare she!â his mother yelled. âTerrifying a child like that! If my son has nightmares, Iâm not just suing you, Iâll make sure that girl pays with her life!â She scooped up her son and stormed off. âIâm warning you, you need to punish her severely this time. If you donât, Iâll make sure the authorities do!â
Mia, frantic, was making sharp noises, her hands flying in a flurry of gestures.
I had learned some sign language for her.
She was saying: Sister was protecting me. Sister is hurt. Mommy, save Sister.
But Mom didnât understand.
She was trembling with rage. She pulled out her phone and called Dad. âMilly has gone too far. I am so disappointed. It wasnât enough that she was hitting Mia, now sheâs pretending to be a ghost to traumatize her.â
She paused, listening. âA misunderstanding? How could it be? The boy saw her with his own two eyes. Do you think everyone is a pathological liar like Milly? I donât care if sheâs pretending to be a ghost. If she ever really becomes one, Iâll hire a priest to exorcise her, to scatter her soul to the winds so she can never be reborn!â
Yelling into the phone, she stormed into my room and began tearing it apart.
âThat little viper. And here we were, worried about her. You get home right now and you take her to your parentsâ house. I never want to see her again in my life. If she grows up and gets herself killed, donât even bother telling me!â
I followed her, watching as she violently shoved all my belongings into a suitcase.
Every word was like one of the dull little knives from my kindergarten art set, stabbing into my heart. It hurt, and then it was just numb.
Is that really how you see me, Mommy? A constant, ugly little stain? Tears finally fell, splashing silently onto my ghostly hands.
I knelt on the floor, trying to pick up the toys she had bought me over the years.
But they crumbled into dust in my grasp, just like my heart.
Neither of us knew that a convoy of police cars was pulling quietly into our neighborhood.
A neighbor stood on our lawn, waving them down. âOver here, officers! Itâs this house! Thereâs⌠thereâs bloody foam leaking out from the side of the house!â
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