For three years, I was bullied and ostracized because I refused to do the school bully’s homework. ใใScars layered upon scars on my wrists. The doctor said I had severe self-harm tendencies. ใใMy parents were heartbroken, losing sleep, vowing they’d sell everything they owned to get me better. ใใBut then, the bully’s mom burst into our home with a group of people, pointing her finger in my face and accusing me of seducing her son. ใใMy usually timid parents turned pale with fright, not daring to utter a single word in my defense. ใใI hid behind them, trembling, begging Mom to close the door. ใใInstead, Mom suddenly snapped, grabbing a teacup from the table and smashing it against my forehead: ใใ”Flies don’t buzz around unblemished eggs. Why are you the only one out of thousands of students who always causes problems?” ใใ”We can’t afford to provoke them, but can’t we at least avoid them? Why do you have to stir up trouble with people like that!” ใใ”Just die, go die and we’ll all be at peace, everyone will be free!” ใใThose words, like a bolt of lightning, shattered the last defense in my heart. ใใI looked at Mom. ใใHer eyes held no tenderness, only the frantic desire to shake off a burden. ใใThen I looked at Dad. ใใHe was hiding in the corner, smoking, not even daring to look me in the eye. ใใI suddenly laughed. ใใ”Fine,” ใใI whispered. ใใ”Since you all want your ‘reputation,’ then I’ll pay with my life.” ใใI turned and ran towards the balcony. ใใIt was the fastest I had run in seventeen years. 1 ใใThe moment my body became airborne, I felt no fear. ใใInstead, there was a long-lost sense of lightness. ใใFinally, no more writing Chad’s homework. ใใFinally, no more enduring the mocking stares of my classmates. ใใFinally, no more seeing my parents’ timid, afraid-to-make-waves expressions. ใใAs I plummeted, time seemed to stretch endlessly. ใใOn the balcony, Mom still held her hand out, pointing at me, her expression shifting from anger to stunned disbelief. ใใDad’s cigarette fell to the ground, his mouth agape. ใใMrs. Davidson’s cold sneer froze on her face. ใใBut I didn’t look back. ใใ”Thudโ” ใใA dull, heavy impact. ใใFollowed by the sound of bones shattering. ใใThe intense pain lasted only a second, then came boundless darkness and void. ใใI thought that was the end. ใใBut when I opened my eyes again, I found myself floating in mid-air. ใใMy body lay twisted on the concrete, blood spreading rapidly outwards like a morbidly beautiful bloom. ใใThe wound on my forehead was still there, and with the severe trauma from the fall, my face was a bloody, unrecognizable mess. ใใScreams erupted around me. ใใ”Ah! Someone’s dead!” ใใ”The Millers’ daughter jumped!” ใใA crowd quickly gathered, some pulling out phones to take pictures, others covering their eyes, unable to watch. ใใI hovered above my body, watching the scene with cold detachment. ใใRushed footsteps echoed from upstairs. ใใMrs. Davidson and her people rushed down. Seeing the gruesome sight on the ground, she visibly flinched. ใใBut quickly, she covered her nose, recoiling several steps with an expression of disgust, pulling her bodyguards behind her. ใใ”How unlucky! If you’re going to die, couldn’t you do it somewhere else? Why in front of me?” ใใShe even kicked one of my shoes that had flown off. ใใ”I always said that girl had a weak constitution, such a drama queen. It’s truly an eyesore.” ใใI wanted to rush over and tear her mouth apart. ใใBut my hand passed through her body, only stirring up a chilling gust of wind. ใใMrs. Davidson shivered, cursed under her breath, and left with her group. ใใ”Come on, let’s go, quickly, don’t get tainted by this bad luck. She jumped herself, it has nothing to do with us. Don’t even think about getting money from us!” ใใJust then, Mom and Dad stumbled down the stairs. ใใI thought they would rush to my side, weeping. ใใI thought they would regret the words they had just spoken. ใใBut I was wrong. ใใMom rushed out of the building entrance, saw the shocking red puddle on the ground, and her first reaction wasn’t to scream or to run over and embrace me. ใใInstead, she clapped her hand over her mouth, her eyes darting around in terror. ใใShe was looking at the neighbors. ใใShe was looking at the crowds pointing fingers. ใใDad’s legs were so weak he couldn’t stand, collapsing to his knees about six feet away from me. ใใHis hands trembled as he tried to reach for a cigarette in his pocket, but he couldn’t find one. ใใ”How… how are we supposed to show our faces after this…?” ใใDad murmured to himself. ใใNot because he was heartbroken for me, but because he felt “humiliated.” ใใ”Michael, call an ambulance!” shouted Mr. Henderson, our neighbor. ใใDad finally reacted, fumbling for his phone, pressing several times before finally dialing 91
ใใ”Hello… my daughter… she fell from the building…” ใใThe ambulance arrived quickly. ใใThe paramedic flipped my eyelids, checked for a pulse, and shook her head. ใใ”Pupils dilated, neck broken, died instantly.” ใใA white sheet was draped over my face. ใใThe moment the sheet covered me, I saw Mom roll her eyes back and pass out. ใใNot from overwhelming grief. ใใIt was because of Mrs. Davidson’s parting shout of “Don’t even think about getting money from us,” and the neighbors’ murmurs of “How could that child be so foolish?” ใใShe had ‘fainted’ from the shock of the gossip. 2 ใใThe police arrived shortly after, cordoning off the area. ใใA young officer walked over to inquire about the situation. ใใ”Are you a family member of the deceased? Why did your child jump? Was there anything unusual before this?” ใใDad squatted on the ground, hands clasped over his head, dirt clinging between his fingers. ใใHe didn’t dare look the officer in the eye, stammering: ใใ”No… nothing unusual.” ใใ”Lily… Lily had depression, she was under a lot of academic pressure, we couldn’t manage her…” ใใ”It was an accident, she just… she just couldn’t cope…” ใใI floated in mid-air, watching the man who had brought me into this world. ใใTo avoid trouble, to avoid being drawn into a “bullying” investigation, for his pathetic “reputation.” ใใHe actually pinned the label of “depression” on me himself. ใใWashing Chad’s family’s hands completely clean of any wrongdoing. ใใI opened my mouth wide, letting out a silent scream. ใใBloody tears streamed down my face. ใใDad, I’m already dead. ใใAre you still going to use my innocence to buy your so-called “peace”? ใใMy body was taken away by the funeral home vehicle. ใใThe crime scene tape was removed, and the crowd dispersed. ใใOnly a dark red bloodstain remained on the ground, glaring under the setting sun. ใใMom and Dad returned to our apartment upstairs. ใใMom had already woken up. She sat on the sofa, her eyes staring blankly, mumbling repeatedly: ใใ”It’s over now, the whole neighborhood knows…” ใใ”Everyone will be gossiping about us when we step outside from now on…” ใใThe room was a complete mess. ใใThe broken ceramic shards were still on the floor, the very weapon that crushed my last hope. ใใThe tea spill hadn’t dried yet, mixed with my blood. ใใDad lit one cigarette after another, filling the room with smoke. ใใ”Knock, knock, knock.” ใใSomeone was at the door. ใใDad flinched, startled, the cigarette burning his hand. ใใ”Who… who is it?” ใใ”Michael, it’s me, Mrs. Jenkins from downstairs.” ใใA curious voice came from outside. ใใDad didn’t dare open the door, shouting through it: “Mrs. Jenkins, the house is a mess, it’s not convenient.” ใใ”Oh, we just wanted to see what happened. What a foolish thing Lily did…” ใใ”Did I hear it was because of an early romance? With a rich kid?” ใใ”I knew it, she looked innocent, but she was probably a troublemaker…” ใใEven through the door, I could hear the malicious glee in their voices. ใใMom jumped up from the sofa like a cat with its tail stepped on. ใใ”No! No early romance! My Lily was just under too much study pressure!” ใใShe screamed at the door, her voice shrill and slightly distorted. ใใThe voices outside quieted, turning into hushed whispers, then the sound of footsteps fading away. ใใMom gasped for breath, turning around to face the living room. ใใHer gaze fell on the bloodstain on the floor. ใใIt was from when the teacup smashed my head. ใใ”Quick, clean this up.” ใใMom frantically grabbed a mop and rags, knelt on the floor, and scrubbed at the bloodstain with all her might. ใใAs if cleaning the blood could erase everything that had just happened. ใใAs if leaving no trace meant no one would know she had personally smashed her daughter’s head. ใใ”Sarah, don’t clean it…” Dad said, his voice hoarse. ใใ”What do you mean, don’t clean it? What will the neighbors think if they come in tomorrow!” ใใMom cried as she scrubbed, her tears falling onto the floor, mixing with my blood. ใใ”This damn girl, even in death she can’t make things easy for us…” ใใ”She just had to make a scene at home, just had to make a scene in front of Mrs. Davidson…” ใใ”Now look, everyone’s laughing at us, are you happy now!” ใใI floated on top of the wardrobe, watching her coldly. ใใEven at this moment, she was blaming me. ใใBlaming me for being disobedient, blaming me for embarrassing her. ใใSuddenly, the doorbell rang again. ใใThis time, it was the police. 3 ใใThey were two uniformed officers, here to take further statements and collect evidence. ใใMom and Dad immediately stopped arguing, their faces adopting that timid, deferential expression I hated most. ใใ”Officers, please come in, have a seat,” Dad said, bowing slightly. ใใThe officers stepped inside, looking around. ใใTheir eyes immediately landed on the broken ceramic shards and the bloodstain that hadn’t been completely wiped away. ใใ”What happened here?” one officer asked, pointing at the floor. “Was there an argument?” ใใMy heart leaped to my throat. ใใTell them! ใใTell them Mrs. Davidson broke in with her people! Tell them she attacked me! Tell them you forced me! ใใIf you just tell them, the police will investigate, and Chad won’t get away with it! ใใBut Mom spoke first. ใใ”No… no argument.” ใใ”My hand slipped, and I accidentally broke the cup.” ใใ”Lily… she accidentally stepped on a shard and cut her foot.” ใใThe officer frowned: “Cut her foot? The medical examiner’s preliminary report indicates a blunt force trauma to the deceased’s forehead.” ใใMom’s face instantly turned ashen. ใใDad quickly interjected, speaking rapidly: ใใ”She… she was agitated and hit her head herself! She ran into the corner of the table!” ใใ”Officers, it really was an accident. Lily had always been sick, we even took her to see doctors…” ใใTo cover up the lie, Dad even pulled out a bottle of his own sleeping pills from a drawer. ใใ”See, these are the pills she used to take.” ใใThe officer took the pill bottle, glanced at it, and looked suspiciously at the sweating couple. ใใBut because it was a suicide, and the family insisted there was no dispute, actively trying to smooth things over. ใใThe officers eventually just sighed, making a few brief notes. ใใ”Since the family has no objections, please proceed with the funeral arrangements as soon as possible.” ใใThe police left. ใใThe moment the door closed, Dad seemed to deflate, losing all his strength and collapsing onto the floor. ใใHe pulled something from his pocket. ใใIt was my phone. ใใThe screen was completely shattered, the casing bent. ใใIt was one of my belongings the police had found downstairs and given to him. ใใDad tried to turn it on. ใใThe screen flickered a few times, let out a screeching electrical sound, then went completely dark. ใใDad let out a long sigh of relief. ใใHe actually sighed with relief! ใใHe stood up, walked to the trash can, and unhesitatingly threw the phone inside. ใใ”It’s better if it’s broken,” ใใhe mumbled under his breath. ใใ”So no one finds anything scandalous inside. If the police find any evidence of a secret relationship, how are we supposed to show our faces?” ใใHe piled rotten vegetable leaves on top of the phone, then tied the trash bag shut. ใใMy heart, along with that trash bag, died completely. ใใEven before the seven-day mourning period was complete, the house no longer felt like a place where someone had died. ใใMom became like someone with OCD, frantically cleaning the house. ใใShe packed all my clothes, books, and stuffed animals into large black plastic bags. ใใShe wanted to erase all traces of me from the house. ใใAs if by not seeing my things, life could return to the “normal” that pleased her. ใใ”Let’s just throw all this out, keeping it just brings bad luck,” ใใMom muttered to herself as she tidied up. ใใShe picked up my backpack, the one I hadn’t been able to part with even in my last moments. ใใThe zipper wasn’t fully closed. ใใ”Clatter.” ใใA notebook fell out. ใใThe cover was covered in large red X’s drawn with a marker, and in the middle, two menacing words: “BITCH.” ใใMom froze. ใใHer hand hung in mid-air, her gaze fixed on those two words. ใใIt was my math notebook. ใใShe picked it up with trembling hands and opened the first page. ใใThe once neat homework was now marred by charred holes from cigarette burns. ใใOn every page, next to every problem, disgusting insults were scribbled. ใใ”Why are you acting so holier-than-thou?” ใใ”It’s an honor to do Chad’s homework.” ใใ”Meet me at the field tonight. Don’t come, and I’ll make you regret it.” ใใA crumpled piece of paper fell from a hidden pocket. ใใIt was Chad’s handwriting. ใใJust one short line, but vicious enough to make one’s blood run cold: ใใ”Lily Miller, your dad’s a coward, your mom’s a snob, and you, a piece of trash from a trash family, aren’t even fit to tie my shoes. Come to my room tonight, or I’ll post your naked pictures online.” ใใMom’s hands began to shake violently. ใใThat note was like a resounding slap across her face. ใใShe recognized Chad’s handwriting. ใใShe remembered that day when Mrs. Davidson pointed at me, calling me a “seductress.” ใใShe remembered that day when I knelt, begging her: “Mom, I really didn’t, he forced me.” ใใMemories flooded back like a tide. ใใThat day, to appease Mrs. Davidson, she slapped me across the face and told me to shut up. ใใThat day, she raised the teacup and told me to die. ใใ”Ugh…” ใใMom clutched the notebook, a wounded animal-like whimper escaping her throat. ใใShe suddenly collapsed to her knees, staring intently at the phrase, “your mom’s a snob.” ใใ”No… it’s not like that…” ใใDad came in from the balcony, alerted by the sound. ใใ”What’s wrong? Why are you crying and making a scene just for cleaning up?” ใใHe walked over impatiently and immediately saw the note. ใใDad’s face instantly went ashen, and the cigarette in his hand dropped to the floor, burning a black mark.
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