
Zoey always said she was a creature of deep, abiding love. But on the day her first love was diagnosed with terminal cancer, she handed me a pill designed to erase my memories. âCary,â she pleaded, her eyes shimmering with unshed tears, âLeo is dying. Just give me three days. Itâs his dying wishâa wedding.â âI wonât let it hurt you,â she promised, her voice a soft, persuasive whisper. âThis pill causes temporary amnesia. After the wedding, youâll take the antidote, youâll love me again, and we can get remarried. Itâll be like nothing ever happened.â Staring at the resolute set of her jaw, I took the pill from her palm and swallowed it without a second thought. What Zoey didnât know is that I was the one who developed this drug. And there is no cure. In three days, I will have forgotten her completely. 1 As we stepped out of City Hall, the divorce papers feeling flimsy and unreal in my hand, Zoey glanced at her watch. âThe drug will kick in in two minutes,â she said, her tone meticulously practical. âFor the next three days, youâll forget you ever loved me. And once you take the antidote, you wonât remember any of this, so thereâs no chance of you getting hurt.â She reached out, her fingers cool against my cheek. âOur divorce is just a formality, a temporary measure. When this is over, weâll be together again. Youâre the only man Iâll ever truly call my husband, Cary. You know that.â I watched her in silence, the bitter truth a stone in my throat. There would be no reunion. As the drugâs lead researcher, I knew its true nature all too well. It didnât wipe your memory clean in an instant. It was a slow erosion, a creeping tide that washed away the memories of your most beloved, piece by agonizing piece. And the antidote she spoke of? It didn’t exist. Not yet. But she was blissfully unaware. âAre you sure you wonât regret this?â I asked, my voice barely a whisper. A fond smile touched her lips as she ruffled my hair. âLeo has loved me for so many years. His only wish is to have a wedding with me. How can I say no? And no, I wonât regret doing whatâs right.â She framed my face with her hands. âCary, youâve always been the kindest, most understanding man I know. Thereâs no need to be jealous of a dying man. Once this is all over, weâll go right back to our happy life.â A humorless smile twisted my lips. I let the acidic wave of sorrow wash over me, saying nothing more. I remembered the year we were most in love. Iâd landed a major account for her, drinking myself sick until I was vomiting blood. Sheâd stayed up all night fighting to get my stolen research back, pushing herself until she developed a heart arrhythmia. Later, Iâd teased her. âWhat if I get old and my memory goes? What if I forget you?â Her eyes had instantly reddened. Sheâd crushed her lips to mine in a fierce, desperate kiss. âCary, I love you,â sheâd choked out. âPromise me youâll never forget me. I think Iâd go mad.â And now, hearing that her old flame had cancer, she was the one orchestrating my forgetting. Divorcing me, feeding me a pill to erase every trace of our life together. She wanted to give him three days of her love, I guessed. A perfect, untarnished love, free from the inconvenient existence of a husband. An exclusive, complete devotion. But if she was brave enough to betray me so openly, why bother with the charade of a future reunion? I let out a dry, self-mocking laugh. Suddenly, a sharp pain lanced through my skull. My body swayed, and I pitched forward. Zoeyâs reflexes were sharp; she caught me, her beautiful eyes filled with a sudden, deep concern. âAre you okay? Whatâs wrong? If youâre scared⌠if youâre worried I wonât come back, I can give you the divorce certificate, all the papers. You can hold onto them.â I pushed myself upright, blinking at her with what I hoped was a look of genuine confusion. âWhat divorce certificate?â Zoey froze, then her expression shifted. âCary,â she said, her voice cautious, âwe just got divorced. Do you remember?â âDivorced?â Seeing the blank look on my face, a flicker of somethingârelief? joy?âdanced in her eyes before she could hide it. My gaze fell to the papers still clutched in my hand. I understood. The drug was starting to work. The first memory to go was the most recent, most painful one: our divorce. Zoey quickly snatched the certificate from my grasp, as if afraid Iâd see her name next to mine. She softened her voice, weaving a new reality. âCary, Iâm your sister. Youâve been ill, youâve lost some of your memories. Iâll keep these important documents safe for you.â I looked up, meeting her darting, evasive eyes, and said nothing to challenge the lie. Fine. If she wanted to play a part, I would play along. Just then, a low voice called out. âZoey! There you are.â I turned to see Leo jogging toward us. He stumbled on an uneven paving stone, lurching forward. In a heartbeat, Zoey dropped my arm and lunged to steady him. The sudden release sent me stumbling backward into the hard brick wall of the building. My head, already throbbing with a needle-like pain, exploded in a fresh wave of agony. Leo clung to Zoeyâs hand, his arm snaking around her waist as he flashed a triumphant smile. âThanks for catching me, Zoey.â Realization dawned on her face. She blanched, pushing him away as her gaze snapped back to me. âCary! Are you hurt? Iâm so sorry, Leoâs sick⌠if he falls and starts bleeding, it might not stop. I had to catch him first.â I had already straightened up, brushing the dust from my jacket and swallowing the pain. âIâm fine.â Leo stepped closer again, his hand finding Zoeyâs arm, his voice a conspiratorial whisper. âZoey, what took you so long? Itâs just a divorce. I was waiting forever.â Noticing my stare, Zoey cleared her throat, her guilt palpable. But she didnât pull her arm away. âItâs done,â she said to him. âWe can focus on the wedding now.â Leoâs face lit up. He shot me a smug, victorious glance. âCary, your sister and I have been in love for five years. Weâre finally getting married. The wedding is in three days. You have to be there.â I forced a smile. âItâs my sisterâs wedding. Of course, Iâll be there.â His grin widened. âGreat. You can be our photographer. Make sure you get a perfect shot of me and Zoey kissing at the altarâŚâ âLeo,â Zoey cut in, her voice sharp with warning. She looked at me, a strange flicker of disappointment in her eyes when she found no trace of pain in mine. âHe doesnât need to come to our wedding.â My expression remained placid. Seeing Zoey defend me, Leoâs brow furrowed. He suddenly sagged against her, burying his face in the crook of her neck. âZoey,â he whimpered, âmy heart⌠it hurts. I canât breathe.â Instantly, all her attention was on him, her eyes wide with alarm. âIs it happening again? Just hold on, Iâll get you to the hospital.â She glanced back at me, her voice low. âCary, do you remember the way home? Should I have someone drive you?â I shook my head. âI remember.â She hesitated. The staff at the clinic had told her the drug only erased memories of a loved one, leaving everything else intact. The thought that I was her greatest love, the one being erased, seemed to momentarily soothe her. âOkay. You go on home, then. Iâm taking Leo to the hospital.â With that, she guided a leaning, weakened Leo to her car. He kept his arm draped around her shoulders, his voice faint but clear. âZoey, to be held by you like this, out in the open⌠even if I died right now, it would all be worth it.â âDonât say such foolish things,â she chided gently. Through the car window, I watched as she leaned over to fasten his seatbelt. He suddenly wrapped an arm around her neck, pulling her close and pressing a soft kiss to her earlobe. The intimate, tender gesture sent a blade of ice through my heart. The sting of betrayal, sharp and undeniable. Her car sped away, leaving me in a cloud of exhaust. A moment later, my phone rang. âMr. Reed,â a voice with a French accent said, âThe Moreau Institute in Paris has prepared your orientation. We look forward to welcoming you in three days.â 2 I hung up and went home, only to find the apartment stripped bare, a hollowed-out shell of what it once was. Zoey and I had designed this place together. This was supposed to be our forever home, our cozy little sanctuary. Now, the tea set weâd designed, the art weâd chosen, every single object that held a memory of her was gone. She must have been terrified of me remembering our past. Sheâd even dug up the flowerbeds on the balcony, turning over the soil where weâd planted roses together, erasing even the roots of our shared past. Staring at the crushing emptiness, a bitter smile touched my lips. Zoey, in all your careful planning, were you more afraid of my pain, or were you afraid Iâd remember everything and crash your perfect wedding? If you knew there was no cure, that my memories of you would be gone forever, would you feel a single shred of regret? I slipped my wedding ring off my finger. I wrote her a letter, sealed it in an envelope with the ring, and tucked it deep into the loose soil of one of the empty planters. Just then, my phone rang again. It was my best friend, Ryan. He hesitated before speaking. âCary⌠man, I have to tell you something. I think Zoeyâs cheating on you. I just saw her outside the hospital, all over some other guy.â âI know,â I said, my voice flat. âIt doesnât matter. Let her be.â Ryan was stunned by my calm. âCary? Are you⌠are you okay?â His genuine panic almost made me laugh. âWhy wouldnât I be? Zoey and I are divorced.â âDIVORCED?!â I gave him the short, brutal version of the story. When I told him Iâd taken the pill, a string of curses erupted from the other end of the line. âThat son of a bitch! And herâwhat a piece of work! To marry that guy, sheâd really stoop to anything. You gave up that research position in Paris to be with her! Half of her success, she owes to you! And now she does this, for him? And she has the gall to say sheâs doing it so you wonât feel pain? Who the hell does she think she is?â Finally, a sliver of pain broke through my numbness, and my face grew pale. Five years ago, when Zoey was at her lowest, I married her without a second thought. I used every connection I had to pull her company back from the brink of bankruptcy. Back then, she would hold me tight every night, whispering in my ear that I was her forever. But somewhere along the way, things had changed. Her heart had found room for someone else. She forgot my sacrifices and started demanding that I be tolerant, that I forgive her âcompassionâ for Leo. Is it so hard to love one person, and one person only? Because I managed it just fine. Ryan, having exhausted his vocabulary of insults, took a deep breath. âIâm telling you, she is going to regret this for the rest of her life. Divorcing you, drugging you⌠sheâll be kicking herself forever.â He scoffed. âShe has no idea you never finished the antidote, does she? Good. Let her suffer. And you⌠youâre finally free.â My eyes drifted to the planter where Iâd hidden the letter. I knew Zoeyâs habits better than my own. When she was upset, sheâd drink a glass of wine on the balcony. If, when I was gone, she truly felt regret, she would find it. Late that night, I heard her come in. She was rummaging through the closet in my room. âWhat are you doing?â Her movements froze. She turned to see me standing in the doorway in my pajamas. She frowned, pulling a scarf from her own neck and wrapping it around mine. âItâs freezing in here. Why are you dressed so lightly?â I ignored her question. âAre you looking for something?â âYeah,â she said, avoiding my eyes. âI need to borrow your suit. For Leo. He wants to wear it at the wedding.â She paused, then added, âYou might not remember. Itâs the one you wore for our wedding.â I stared at her, my silence a heavy weight in the room. Of course I hadnât forgotten. She had designed it for me herself. Two whole months, from the first sketch to the final stitch. A couture piece that was practically priceless. All because I had once casually mentioned, âI wish I had a suit that was one-of-a-kind.â And now, she was taking that suit, made for me, to dress another man for his wedding. The absurdity of it was almost comical. I decided to press her. âIs this suit really that important? Why does it have to be this one?â My question seemed to stir a memory. Her hands stilled for a fraction of a second. The day sheâd finished it, she had told me, âThis suit, Cary, will only ever belong to you.â I watched her, waiting. She hesitated for only a moment before speaking. âIt was designed by a master artisan. Itâs the only one in the world. Leo loves it, and itâs his dream to get married in it.â Seeing my gaze drop, she added quickly, âDonât worry. Iâll bring it right back after the wedding. And then⌠whatever you want, just ask. Iâll get it for you.â The same smooth, practiced lies. Another blow landed squarely on my heart. On our wedding day, her eyes had never left me. Afterward, she had carefully stored the suit away as if it were a sacred relic. âWhy are you so careful with it?â I had laughed. She had looked at me with sincere, earnest eyes. âBecause you gave this suit its meaning. I want to preserve that memory forever.â But now, because Leo âliked it,â she was handing it over without a second thought. The suit, once a treasured symbol, was now just a tool to appease another man. âItâs late. You should get some sleep. I have to go out again,â Zoey said, oblivious to the storm inside me. She took the suit and left. I pulled the scarf from my neck and let it fall to the floor. I looked at the empty space in the closet, a hollow ache of disappointment and sorrow filling my chest. Itâs okay, I told myself, talking to the suit as much as to myself. Just like me, once sheâs done cleaning house, everything will be fine. It was just another form of being thrown away. Once my memory was wiped clean, I could finally let go. As the thought crossed my mind, another vicious spike of pain shot through my head. And just like that, another huge piece of my memory vanished, pulling me violently from the depths of my grief. 3 The next day, Ryan called to tell me Zoey was throwing herself into wedding preparations for Leo. The scale of it, he said, was on par with the wedding sheâd had with me. I nodded thoughtfully. For someone so busy, she still managed to have three meals a day delivered to my door. Spreading the love so evenly⌠it must have been exhausting for her. On the day of the wedding, Ryan took me to the venue. We sat in a corner, far from the main crowd. The ceremony hadn’t started yet. I could see Zoey and Leo, arms linked, surrounded by a laughing group of groomsmen. âI remember when Zoey and Cary had a wedding this big,â one of them said loudly. âDamn, I never thought our boy Leo would be so lucky, marrying such a knockout.â At the mention of my name, Leoâs hand tightened on Zoeyâs. Zoey spoke up, her voice clear and firm. âCary and I are divorced. Today is about Leo. Letâs not bring up the past.â Hearing her so decisively cut ties, another groomsman whistled. âLeoâs young, handsome, and brilliant. Cary Reed never stood a chance.â âZoey, you better take good care of our boy for the rest of his life. Donât you dare break his heart.â Zoey smiled sweetly, the same smile sheâd given me when she made her vows. âDonât worry,â she promised. âI wonât let him down. And he wonât let me down.â My gaze darkened. Beside me, Ryan was gritting his teeth. âWhat a twisted sense of morality. Since when is the other man celebrated for winning?â In the distance, someone started a chant. âItâs a beautiful day! How about a kiss for the happy couple!â The groomsmen joined in, a chorus of rowdy shouts. âKiss! Kiss! Kiss!â Leo stared at Zoey, his expression a perfect mask of adoration. Under the mounting pressure, Zoey raised a hand to his jaw, then stood on her toes and pressed a soft, lingering kiss near the corner of his lips. The crowd erupted in cheers. In the midst of the roaring celebration, all I felt was a profound, echoing silence. She couldnât guard her heart. Now, she couldnât even guard her body. A mocking smile played on my lips. Thank God for the memory loss. The pain was already so much duller. Just then, my phone screen lit up. A boarding notification for my flight. âRyan,â I said, standing up. âItâs time for me to go.â He pulled me into a fierce hug, his eyes red. âGo. Leave all this garbage behind and go be brilliant. Iâll be waiting to see you celebrated around the world.â He grinned mischievously. âAs for this party⌠donât worry. Iâve got a wedding gift for them.â âSee you, man.â I clapped him on the shoulder, not bothering to ask what he had planned. In half an hour, the last of my memories of loving Zoey would be gone anyway. I walked away, pulling my suitcase behind me. As Zoey and Leo stood hand-in-hand, her eyes scanned the room and for a second, I thought she saw me. A flash of panic crossed her face. But she must have dismissed it. If I were here, Iâd be attending as her âbrother.â I wouldnât be slipping out the back with a suitcase. She must have imagined it. The lights in the hall dimmed. Zoey and Leo stood center stage, exchanging rings under the spotlight, gazing at each other with saccharine sweetness. The crowd began to chant for another kiss. Suddenly, a massive banner unfurled from the ceiling above them. Ryan stood beneath it, holding a megaphone, a smirk on his face. âA toast!â he boomed, his voice echoing through the silent hall. âTo the happy coupleâthe homewrecker Leo and the lying cheat Zoey! May your lives together be long and utterly miserable!â Leoâs face went white as he stared helplessly at Zoey. Recognizing Ryan, Zoeyâs face hardened with fury. âWhat the hell are you talking about? Cary and I are divorced! Leo is not a homewrecker!â Ryan let out a cold, harsh laugh. âYou want to have your cake and eat it too, donât you? You canât let go of your ex-husband, but you still have to give this guy his fantasy wedding. You told Cary to wait for you, to remarry you! Do you have any idea how much pain youâve put him through these last three days?â Zoeyâs eyes turned to ice. âYou donât need to worry about that. I gave Cary the memory drug. He wonât remember a thing.â âYou idiot,â Ryan spat. âThe drug doesnât work instantly. It takes three full days for the memories of a loved one to disappear completely. Every single thing youâve done, every lie youâve told, every moment with himâCary saw it all.â Ryan tilted his chin up, his eyes filled with contempt. âAnd hereâs something else you donât know. Who do you think was the lead researcher on that drug? It was Cary. Your ex-husband.â
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