
I woke up five years in the future. Married to my ex-boyfriend, who was now a titan of industry. And pregnant with his child. But he seemed to despise me. When I tried to cook for him, he wouldnāt touch the food. āWhat did you lace it with this time?ā When I offered myself to him, he just sneered. āTrying to get me in the mood just so you can shove another woman into my bed again?ā I begged him to let us be a happy family of three. He looked at me like a wounded animal. āAre you trying to humiliate me with this baby again?ā Goddammit. Youāre telling me the baby isnāt even his? 1 Last night, Cole had gone at it until the early hours of the morning. The insatiable beast. He nearly took me apart. āCole!ā I called out habitually. āGet me a glass of water.ā Silence. No one answered. The silk sheet slid off my body as I sat up, revealing the slinky nightdress I had on. For all his rough handling last night, there wasnāt a single mark on my skin. Wait a second. I stared down at my stomach in shock. What was this⦠gentle curve? I⦠was pregnant? The room was unfamiliar, a minimalist palette of white and gray, with luxury whispering from every detail. But I could have sworn⦠last night, I was with Cole in his tiny rental apartment. The rickety wooden bed had creaked and groaned under his relentless assault all night long⦠2 In a panic, I instinctively dialed Coleās number. āWhat is it?ā His voice was cold. I bit my lip, feeling a rush of confusion and hurt. āWhere did you go?ā āThe office.ā āThe auto shop?ā A pause. Coleās voice came back through the line, laced with an unnerving chill. āAre you planning to use my past against me again?ā āWhat past?ā I was completely baffled. āDonāt you work at the auto shop?ā āAnd another thing, last night we were in your apartment. How did I end upā¦ā Beep⦠beep⦠beep⦠Before I could finish, the line went dead. Cole had hung up on me. That bastard! I cursed under my breath. Just as I was about to call him back, my eyes froze on the screen. The year⦠was 2030. Five years in the future. My gaze drifted numbly to my rounded belly. The horrifying realization dawned on me: I had somehow time-traveled five years forward. And I was pregnant. An old photograph sat on the nightstand. It showed a vibrant, dolled-up me, standing next to a ruggedly handsome Cole in a tank top. Taking a deep breath to steady myself, I redialed his number. āCole, weāre married, right?ā āHow many years has it been?ā āHow did my dad ever agree to let me marry you?ā I was desperate to understand what had happened in those five years. But Cole seemed to hear something else entirely. He let out a bitter laugh. āStella, are you trying to tell me you regret it all over again? This is the third time this month youāve brought up divorce.ā He paused. āAnd Iāve told you before, I wonāt agree to it.ā 3 āWho said anything about a divorce?ā I asked, stunned. That face, that body, that⦠stamina. And now he was loaded? Why in the world would I want to divorce him? The other end of the line was silent. So silent I could hear the sudden hitch in his breathing. After a long moment, he said flatly, āDo whatever you want.ā And before I could say another word, he hung up again. Seriously? When did this man get so moody? I probably spoiled him. You canāt spoil men. Knowing I was in my own home, at least, brought a small measure of relief. I decided to change and go downstairs. But when I opened the closet, I froze. It was an explosion of gaudy colors. Each outfit was tackier than the last. Ugh. This was my future selfās taste? I managed to find a relatively simple dress and slipped it on, then padded downstairs in my slippers. To my surprise, I found a familiar face in the living room. āMartha?ā I cried out in delight. Martha had been our familyās housekeeper for over twenty years. Seeing someone I knew and trusted in this strange future was a huge comfort. āPerfect timing,ā I said, linking my arm through hers warmly. āI was just about to cook a meal for Cole. With you teaching me, I know I can do it.ā Marthaās expression was complicated. She hesitated, then whispered, āMaāam⦠are you planning on making things difficult for Mr. Donovan again?ā Making things difficult? Considering my disastrous cooking skills, that wasn’t an exaggeration. She tried to say more, but I cut her off. āI know Cole. Even if it tastes awful, heāll force himself to eat every last bite.ā 4 In the kitchen, I casually tried to pump her for information about the last five years. Five years ago, I had defied my family to marry Cole. After the wedding, he quit his job and started his own business to give me a better life. My father, despite his disdain for his penniless son-in-law, had secretly provided a lot of support in the early days. And Cole had more than proven himself. In just five years, he had transformed from a poor kid into one of the brightest rising stars in Crestwood. According to Martha, his wealth and status now far surpassed my fatherās. āItās justā¦ā Martha began, her voice trailing off as she helped me with a chicken soup. āMaāam, are you still seeing that boy, Jax?ā āJax?ā I asked, stirring a pot distractedly. āWhoās that?ā Martha looked stunned. āYour⦠boyfriend.ā I nearly choked on my own saliva. Our eyes met. āIāve been cheating?ā Martha nodded, her face a mask of sorrow. āHeās a mechanic, too. You were so insistent on the divorce, you wanted toā¦ā Her words were cut short by the sound of footsteps at the door. Martha fell silent instantly. I turned around and saw him. The Cole of five years later. His long legs were encased in tailored slacks, the cuffs of his dress shirt unbuttoned to the second button, giving him an air of rugged maturity. He was leaner now, his features sharper. Even knowing he was my legal husband, the sight of him still made me blush. āYouāre⦠home.ā āYeah.ā So cold. But then again, I was cheating on him with a younger guy. Why would he be nice to me? Taking a deep breath, I plastered a smile on my face and braced myself to clean up my future selfās mess. āYou must be tired. Why donāt you wait outside? Dinnerās almost ready.ā Coleās eyes scanned the loose apron tied over my pregnant belly. His tone was flat. āIām not hungry.ā With that, he switched on the kitchenās ventilation fan and turned to leave. āCole!ā I grabbed a spatula and hurried after him, my voice turning into an involuntary whine. āItās almost done. I made all your favorites. Just try a little, please?ā āIām not hungry,ā he repeated, and walked out. Beside me, Martha asked timidly, āMaāam, should I⦠finish the food?ā I sighed. āYeah, letās finish it.ā 5 Dinner was ready. Four simple, home-cooked dishes and a soup. Cole, who had claimed he wasnāt hungry, was now sitting at the dining table. This is a good sign, I thought, and quickly placed a shrimp in his bowl. āMaāam,ā Martha whispered urgently from beside me, āMr. Donovan is allergic to shrimp.ā Damn it. I quickly snatched it back and replaced it with a piece of braised pork. But Cole didnāt move his chopsticks. He leaned back in his chair, watching me with a cool, detached amusement. āGo on. Tell me.ā āWhat did you put in the food this time?ā I stared at him, dumbfounded. āI didnātā¦ā Cole cut me off with a cynical drawl. āYouāve cooked twice this year. The first time, you put laxatives in my food. The second time, it was sleeping pills. All because I wouldnāt agree to a divorce. So, Stella, what is it this time?ā I looked at him in disbelief, utterly speechless. āI really didnāt put anything in it.ā To prove it, I frantically picked up a piece of meat and shoved it into my mouth. āSee? Itās not poisonedā¦ā āUghā¦ā Coleās face darkened. He reached out and tried to pry the food out of my mouth. āFine, Iāll eat it, okay?ā he snapped. āIād eat it even if it was poisoned. You donāt have to do this.ā I pushed his hand away and swallowed the chunk of meat whole. āItās not poisoned, itās just⦠really bad.ā It had a greasy, gamey taste. Cole stared at me for a long moment. Then he sat back down. I could have sworn I saw the corner of his mouth twitch into a smile. He finally picked up his chopsticks. I watched his face intently. Sure enough, the moment the food touched his lips, even the stoic Cole couldnāt help but frown. But he had grown up poor. As bad as it was, he ate almost everything. Seeing him in a better mood, I decided to strike while the iron was hot. āCole, I need to talk to you tonight.ā His hand, holding the chopsticks, froze. āIām busy.ā His expression turned cold again. He set his chopsticks down with a sharp clatter. āI have to work late. We can talk some other time.ā 6 I sat at the table, chin in my hands, lamenting my terrible luck. Five years of my life were a complete blank. It was no different from having my life cut short by five years. And on top of that, I had to clean up my future selfās messes and win back my husband. This new CEO version of Cole was moody and unpredictable, his temper turning on a dime. I sighed. Martha hesitated before asking, āMaāam, are you⦠still planning on asking for a divorce tonight?ā I blinked. āYou thought I wanted to talk to him about a divorce?ā āWell⦠yes, didnāt you?ā Martha murmured, confused. āFor the past year, youāve been dead set on divorcing him. Every time you see him, youāre either forcing him to sign the papers or begging him to let you go.ā I thought back to the ugly look on Coleās face just now. So that was it. He had shut down and claimed he was busy because he was afraid I was going to bring up divorce again? That fool. 7 Cole worked in his study late into the night. I was dozing off waiting for him when I heard footsteps outside my door. They moved through the moonlit hallway and stopped right outside. Sleep vanished instantly. I grabbed my pillow and got out of bed. When I pulled the door open, I was met with Coleās startled, vulnerable gaze. He froze, then slowly lowered the unlit cigarette from his fingers. āCole,ā I whispered. He gave me a complicated look, then rubbed his temples with a grimace. āIām exhausted. Whatever it is, it can wait until tomorrow.ā He turned to leave again. Gritting my teeth, I followed him, pillow tucked under one arm, and looped my other arm through his. Cole went rigid. I looked up at him. āI donāt want to sleep alone. Iām scared.ā He turned his head away. Another rejection. āI have to work. Iām too tired.ā āI wonāt bother you,ā I promised sincerely. āIāll just sleep next to you. I wonāt do anything. You wonāt even know Iām there.ā Cole didnāt speak, but I saw his Adamās apple bob. āFine,ā he muttered. I happily followed him into his room with my pillow. The room was spartan. For a CEO, his room was surprisingly bareājust a bed, a wardrobe, and nothing else. Oh. And an old photo of me on his nightstand. I was about to take a closer look when Cole snatched it and stuffed it under his pillow. āIāve been having nightmares,ā he said gruffly. āThe picture on the nightstand⦠it wards off evil spirits.ā Right. Keep telling yourself that. Cole lay down with his back to me, clearly ignoring me. I hesitated for a moment, then slid in beside him and wrapped my arms around his waist. The next second, he flung my hand off. He rolled over to face me, his features cast in a sliver of moonlight, his expression utterly heartbroken. āStella,ā he whispered. āAre you just trying to seduce me so you can push another woman into our bed again?ā He squeezed his eyes shut, trying to suppress a wave of raw emotion. āYou went through all that trouble, again and again, just to leave me⦠just to go to him?ā I was completely stunned. My heart ached for him. What on earth had I done to him over these past five years? I didnāt know how to explain, so I just reached for his hand. āCole, can you please just trust me? I donāt want a divorce. We have a baby on the way. From now on, letās just be a family, the three of us. Okay?ā But my words seemed to strike a nerve deep inside him. He pushed me away, his whole body trembling. The anguish in his eyes was so thick it was about to overflow. āStella, are you going to use this baby to humiliate me again?ā Humiliate him? I suddenly remembered Marthaās hesitant, unfinished sentences. A terrible premonition crept into my heart. Oh, God. Donāt tell me⦠the baby isnāt even Coleās. 8 I was so shocked I could barely speak. Cole wouldnāt look at me. He gathered his blankets, stood up, and prepared to sleep in another room. āCole!ā I finally found my voice. āI need to tell you something. Itās going to sound crazyā¦ā āIām from five years in the past. The night before I woke up here, I was with you in your old apartment. You were⦠a real bastard that night. We did it seven times.ā āBut thatās not the point. The point is, I went to sleep and woke up five years in the future.ā I licked my lips, feeling his disbelieving stare on me, and nervously finished my sentence. āThe person who cheated⦠that was the future me. The real me⦠I love you.ā Dead silence. Cole stood there, his face unreadable, until the silence could no longer contain his fury. āStella.ā āYes,ā I answered quickly. āIām listening.ā A bitter smile twisted his lips. āSo, the cheater was the future you, not the you standing in front of me right now, the one who just came from five years ago after sleeping with me in my apartment?ā I nodded vigorously. āYes!ā If only he would believe me. But then Cole started to laugh. It was a cold, mocking sound. āDo I look like an idiot to you?ā He pried my fingers from his sleeve, clutched his blankets, and walked out. āGet some sleep.ā The door closed softly behind him, but the sound was deafening. I sat on the edge of the bed, dejected. I guess he had a point. If the roles were reversed, if Cole had cheated on me repeatedly and then told me it was his future self and that he had time-traveled from the past and wanted to start over⦠Iād probably slap him twice. Are you playing me for a fool? 9 I barely slept a wink. The next morning, I came downstairs with dark circles under my eyes. Cole had already left for work. Martha coaxed me into eating some breakfast. After much thought, I made a decision. I was going to the hospital. To get rid of this baby. I learned from Martha that Cole and I hadnāt slept together in almost a year. That meant this child could not possibly be his. I didnāt know why my future self had done what she did. But this baby could not stay. I made an appointment with an OB-GYN. However, just as my car turned off the main road onto a quieter street, a motorcycle screeched to a halt, cutting me off. The rider was a young man in cargo pants and a black t-shirt. For a split second, he looked just like the Cole I used to know. But when he took off his helmet, the face was completely unfamiliar. Handsome, rebellious, and unapologetically arrogant. He walked up to my car and tapped on the window with his knuckle. I could read his lips. He was saying my name. āStella.ā I rolled down the window. āWho are you?ā The young man clutched his chest, feigning heartbreak. āItās only been a few days and youāve already forgotten me, sweetheart?ā He reached out and pinched my cheek. āIs it because I havenāt seen you? Iāve been busy with a race. Donāt be mad. Iāll make it up to you today.ā He raised an eyebrow, his smile wild and untamed. I had a pretty good idea who he was. āJax?ā āSo you havenāt forgotten me completely.ā I frowned, deciding to get straight to the point. āSince youāre here, letās clear things up.ā He grinned, putting on a show of listening intently. āWhatever we were before, it ends today. I have a family, and I am not getting a divorce. Youāre young, you shouldnāt be wasting your time on a married woman. Letās just leave it at that, okay?ā The young man didnāt say anything. He took a couple of drags from a cigarette, then turned his head and blew out the smoke. He let out a soft, humorless laugh. āTired of your toy, so youāre just throwing it away? Are you playing me for a fool, sweetheart?ā I was about to respond when I looked up. Past Jax, I saw Cole standing down the street. I couldnāt make out his expression. All I could see was the shopping bag in his hand. It was from my favorite bakery. 10 A sudden, sharp pain lanced through my chest. āCole!ā I scrambled out of the car, the door bumping into Jax. He grunted in pain. āNo conscience at all, have you, sweetheart?ā But I couldnāt spare him a thought. As I got closer, I finally saw the look in Coleās eyes. It was a mixture of indifference, disappointment, and a deep, wounded sorrow. He just stood there, watching me silently. It was clear this wasnāt the first time heād seen something like this. āHere.ā He held out the bag. His voice was low. āThe cake you loved five years ago.ā He watched me, his gaze intense, as if he was searching for something. āYou still love it, right?ā A bitter, acidic feeling rose from my chest. So, he had believed my ātime travelā story after all. As I stood there, stunned, Coleās arm remained outstretched, rigid. Finally, as if all the strength had drained out of him, he slowly started to lower it. I rushed forward and took the bag. āI love it.ā To prove it, I pulled out the cake and took a bite. The frosting was sickly sweet. I smiled, but I felt like crying. āItās delicious.ā Cole smiled back. He said, āStella, I was up all night thinking. You said you came from five years in the past. I can believe you.ā Not I believe you. I can believe you. Even though the reason was flimsy, absurd, even though he was a man of logic and reason. He could still choose to believe me.
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