Everyone said James was cold and aloof, but he chased after me like a loyal dog for ten years. When I was pushed into a sea of flames, he didn’t hesitate to throw away his multi-million dollar fortune to follow me. After being reborn, I decided to stop being the bad woman who kept him on a leash and to wholeheartedly treat him well. Unfortunately, it seems he was reborn too. “Zoe, do you still want to treat me like a dog as you did in your past life, hmm?” He cornered me, forcing me to sign divorce papers. He said he would never want me again in this life. Never. When I was eleven, someone deliberately broke five of my fingers. From that moment on, I swore I would become someone standing at the top of this world. By any means necessary. Later, I did many bad things, and finally, someone took revenge by pushing me into a sea of fire. As the flames engulfed me, I thought of nothing. But then a figure in white rushed into my view and held me tight. It was James, my husband, the man who loved me to death, the man who had never had a single blemish in his life except for me. As we turned to ashes together, I thought: If there’s a next life, I’ll fucking give him my heart and soul, and only be good to him.
“This is the divorce agreement.” “Sign it.” The lamplight flickered, making my thoughts blur. The man standing opposite me lowered his eyes, hiding the coldness in them. “James.” “Don’t do this.” I tried to grab his hand. His veins pulsed as he quickly pulled away. This was one hour and forty-one minutes into my rebirth. I suddenly felt an inexplicable sense of relief. James had finally discovered that I was a bad woman who had cheated him out of his money and feelings. He didn’t want me anymore.
I sat in the cake shop, looking through the thin glass at two figures moving in the teaching building across the street. James surely didn’t know I was secretly watching him. Watching him solve problems for that girl, while she was almost brushing against his clothes. Yes, in this life, James should know who is kind and who is innocent. But I still rested my chin on my hand and sent a message to that girl. “Mia, why are you seducing your brother-in-law?”
Mia is my sister. To be precise, she’s the real daughter, and I’m the fake one. When I was twelve, Mrs. Zhou picked me up on a stormy day. Everyone thought it was a coincidence. But it wasn’t. To ensure Mrs. Zhou would find me looking pitiful and helpless on that rainy day, I deliberately broke my own leg. I wanted wealth and glory, to be above everyone else, to never taste that bone-deep humiliation again. Mia was found by the Zhou family when she was sixteen. She was always kind, innocent, and pure. The things I had to break my bones to get, she got without doing anything. I hated her. I wondered why she didn’t have to fall into the mud and taste pain.
I’m just that kind of vicious, bad woman. So I suffered greatly in my past life. Perhaps Mia really was as those people described her. She was “a girl like a goddess,” so I offended the divine. In this life, the only person who loved me has abandoned me too. I curled up on the sofa, staring at the divorce agreement on the coffee table. “James, are you coming home tonight?” This message in my phone had gone unanswered for four whole hours. James had a cold personality; his friends always joked that he was a big ice cube. But in my past life, I never felt that way. I thought he was my dog. He’d come at the scent of me, always nuzzling me, always wanting to hold my hand the moment mine was empty. Let alone not replying to messages, for every word I said, he’d respond with ten. But now… A message popped up, and I thought it was from him, hurrying to look. But it wasn’t his. It was from Mia, a text and an attached picture. “Sis, I didn’t mean to seduce your husband.” “I want to help you manage Dad’s business, so James is just introducing me to some people.” In the photo, the girl smiled sweetly, standing next to him. They looked like a perfect couple.
I called James more than a dozen times. He didn’t answer any of them, and eventually just blocked me. Actually, James was most ignorant about human relationships; he was just focused on academics. In my past life, to snatch some of Dad’s company shares from Mia’s hands, I asked him to help me win over people from those pharmaceutical companies. He did it without any complaint. I never considered that he was a professor at a prestigious university, so aloof, how he had to lower himself to beg those people for favors. I only remember one thing from my past life. I had secured a deal, got drunk, and called him to pick me up. In a private room full of important figures, I leaned against the sofa, watching that slender figure in white approach me, and called out “Here boy, here boy…” As if calling a dog. The highly respected medical professor, a man who had never lowered his chin before, Being teased like this in public, I must have felt quite smug at the time. …Everyone thought he would storm out. But what did James do then? He walked step by step to me. Then, very naturally, he knelt down and held my ankle. Closing the dangling high heel. Looking up, his brow bone like a gentle fresco. “It’s getting cold tonight, don’t catch a chill.” “Zoe.”
Zoe. He liked to call me that. But after being reborn, he hadn’t called me that once. … I’m a light sleeper, so I woke up when he came home. I lay there, wanting to see what he would do when he saw me completely defenseless, But nothing. He walked past me, not even willing to cover me with a blanket. I sat up and threw the divorce papers at his back. The man paused slightly, the line of his back attractively eye-catching. “Don’t damage it.” “If I have to draw up another one, you might not get as much.” In the faint moonlight, I sat there watching him speak calmly. A cloud of darkness hid in his eyes, mixed with obscure coldness. “I won’t sign it.” I stared at him hard. He seemed to have expected this, nodding, “Fine, then we’ll go to court.” “James, you fucking bastard.” I lunged at him to grab him, but he subdued me easily. That crescent of moonlight curved, and I was pinned to the sofa. His hand gripped my neck, not gently at all, So I bit the base of his thumb, but he didn’t seem to feel the pain. But at some point, he suddenly let go. A gentle touch brushed my cheek. “So you can cry too.” He left this cold and ambiguous sentence. Leaving me alone in the living room, I pressed my eyes hard. As if this would stop the tears from spilling out. “Don’t leave me.” This sentence, I had sworn when I was ten years old, To never say out loud again.
I wouldn’t sign the divorce papers. The next day, James withdrew from all collaborations related to me. The James family had a considerable part of their business in the medical industry, and he was a top scholar in this field. I admit, in my past life, I married him because I saw the benefits. I knew he didn’t want me anymore. But when I learned that he had transferred all projects to collaborate with Mia instead, My heart inexplicably ached for a moment. But I felt this was right. In my past life, he saw clearly, Mia was so pure and clean, unlike me. I was used to using dirty methods to achieve my goals. But his withdrawal from collaboration was like sounding an alarm for the industry, Suddenly, I found myself isolated and helpless. … I prepared to try and please James again. “James, are you at the university?” “I made some food for lunch, can I bring it to you?” I didn’t dare hope he still had feelings for me, but I truly hoped he could remember our past and not be so ruthless. I stared at the phone in my hand that showed no response, feeling my face was thick as hell. After yesterday’s fight, when it came to real interests, I still had to beg. I prepared to make some good dishes and bring them to him personally. Then I discovered a problem. I had no idea what James liked to eat. On the contrary, he probably knew by heart what I liked and disliked. After all, James the professor’s most obsessive thing in the past life was feeding me all sorts of delicious food. I’m not actually that picky, but I liked to act spoiled in front of him, “James, this noodle is too hard.” “James, who are you making such soft noodles for?” “James, I don’t like spicy food.” “James, when did you start cooking so blandly?” He only got angry with me once about this. His dark eyes stared at me intently, his tone icy and serious. “Zoe, do you think I’ll always stand on your side?” I looked down at my manicure for a while, then said to him: “Then get lost.” That was my answer, and he really left. In the sub-zero weather, he went out without even putting on his coat, probably furious. I sent him a message around dusk. “James, I miss you.” Within fifteen minutes, the front door opened. I was suddenly pulled into his embrace, mixed with the crisp cold from outside. His high nose bridge pressed against the crook of my neck, and I heard him say: “Yes, I will always stand on your side.” …You see, for the me in my past life, training Professor James was even simpler than training a dog. … After cutting my hand and drawing blood for the third time, staring at the unidentifiable substance bubbling in the pot, I finally snapped out of my memories, Realizing I was not a cooking talent. I switched to ordering takeout from Lin Chuan Pavilion instead. Then transferred it to our own thermal food container. Anyway… I probably couldn’t tell the difference between homemade and takeout. …Probably.
“I’m sorry, sis.” “I didn’t know you were bringing lunch for Professor James too.” “He’s already eating the food I made…” Mia stood in front of me, visibly panicked and flustered. “Call him brother-in-law.” I smiled at her, seeing her small hands hidden in her sleeves tighten a bit. … “James.” I stood in front of the man who was eating with his head down. He ignored me, so I took the chopsticks from his hand. Swapping the lunch box in front of him for mine. He looked down at the dishes before him for a moment. His deep dark eyes finally focused on me. “Look.” I held out my hand with band-aids to him. “To make food for you, I got three cuts.” “I cooked for a long time, will you eat mine instead?” I met his gaze, very calm. But so calm it seemed like it was about to shatter. Finally, he sighed. “Zoe. Your dishes look exactly the same as Lin Chuan Pavilion’s.” “Did you steal their recipes?” “…” I pretended not to understand the sarcasm in his words. Might as well go all in. “James, just say whether you’ll eat it or not!” It seemed that many times, when I got angry, he would soften and coax me. I was used to this, but I forgot, this wasn’t the me and him from the past life anymore. But he still lowered his head and ate the seafood porridge in front of him spoonful by spoonful. Very obedient, just like the James in my past life who would do whatever I told him to. After finishing, he looked at me bending down to clean up the lunch boxes for the first time. “Zoe.” He called my name, like a clear mountain stream, “I’m allergic to seafood.” “After two lifetimes, you still can’t remember.” I was suddenly shocked and looked up at him. His wrist, already pale to the point where blue veins were visible, had now broken out in red rashes. He just showed it to me like that. “Is torturing me to death the only thing that will make you happy?”
James had a severe seafood allergy. From his wrist starting to redden to uncontrollable coughing, and finally difficulty breathing, it only took about thirty minutes. “How could you let him touch even a bit of seafood?” “The doctor said if Professor James had been brought in any later, he really could have died!” “Sis, how could you not know about this? Why don’t you know even this?” Outside the hospital room, Mia looked at me with red eyes, her voice already tinged with tears. She liked James, I knew. Otherwise, in my past life, I wouldn’t have given James a second glance. “Well…” “He knew and still ate it himself…” I weakly tried to defend myself, and just then, the hospital room door opened. The nurse nodded, saying the patient was awake. I looked through the slightly open door. James was sitting up in bed, looking at me. Probably having heard every word of my feeble excuse just now. His eyes were so empty, devoid of everything, not even disappointment, just a void. Mia rushed to his bedside. “Professor James! How are you?” I followed, but the man who hadn’t spoken for a while suddenly coughed. “Zoe.” His voice was extremely low, his ink-black eyes staring straight at me. My heart skipped a beat, and I unconsciously walked towards him. “Can you never appear in front of me again?” …
This was James’s request. I don’t know why my reaction was even bigger than his. I stormed out of the hospital room, slamming the door behind me. Yes, I schemed endlessly, I was heartless, I was rotten to the core. But he… couldn’t he still stand by my side? Couldn’t he… no matter what kind of person I was, just stand by my side? … He wanted Mia, not me anymore. When I got home, I happened to see the stuffed toy lying on the sofa. It was a limited edition flying dragon he had won for me before we got married. He just treated it as an ordinary gift to give me. At that time, I didn’t know that to catch this dragon, he had gone to five malls, emptied four claw machines. In the end, he got this dragon for me at a bar. That day he was very drunk, his earlobes were flushed red. Dizzy from the alcohol, he took out this dragon from behind his back. “Zoe.” He called me. “Can you look at me?” He hid behind that dragon, using its paw to wave at me. “Can you let me stay by your side?” “Even if.” “Even if…” That was an extremely light sigh hidden beside me. Throwing away all the dignity of being James. “Even as a backup is fine.” … The fact proves that reminiscing late at night really does make one’s anger turn inward. When I walked to James’s hospital room door in the dead of night, that’s what I was thinking. The night was extremely quiet, the curtains barely drawn. I stood by his bed, looking down at the man who seemed uneasy even in his sleep. James’s face, no wonder it had the capital to make the girls in his department think of him day and night. High nose bridge, eyebrows like pines, always a person of lofty ideals and integrity. How did he… Get entangled with me for most of his life. I unconsciously leaned closer, and suddenly fell into a pair of eyes as cold as a deep pool. The man had woken up at some point, leaning against the headboard looking at me. His eyes were so cold, cold enough that I instinctively took half a step back. “You…” “Finally sick of me, huh?” I sniffled. I don’t know why, in the hazy moonlight. I suddenly pulled up the corners of my mouth and said such a self-deprecating thing to him. “Are you surprised?” He said this, enunciating extremely clearly. “Shouldn’t I be sick of you?” I felt the black edge on him magnify. He sat up straight, serious enough to break one’s heart. “You’re so selfish, utilitarian, so fond of using underhanded means.” “Shouldn’t I be sick of you, Zoe.”
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