After My Mom and I Met Our Deaths, They Were Driven Mad With Regret When my mom failed to win over my dad, she left me with a billion dollars. But after my boyfriend, Ronnie Douglas, repeatedly abandoned me for his true love, my heart finally broke. I turned my back on everything and bought a deserted island. “Ms. Gardner, you’ve successfully secured permanent private residency on this uninhabited island, along with a custom-designed partner service. He will love you unconditionally and remain forever loyal, the agent informed me.” On the day Ronnie went skydiving with his so-called true love, I vanished from the shore. From that moment on, I ceased to exist in this world. “Donald, have you forgotten? I told you that if you ever betrayed me, I would disappear from this world forever,” Brynlee Herring, my mom, cried, her voice breaking. My dad, Donald Gardner, however, looked utterly bored. “Enough! Systems, strategies, how many times have you spun the same lie over the years? Aren’t you tired of it? Irene is pure and innocent,” he replied. “She doesn’t care about my money, only about love. You still own half of Gardner Group, so what’s your problem?” My mom froze for a moment and then staggered back a few steps. “Her promises to you, you remember them clearly. But what about the ones you made to me?” “In this circle, who doesn’t keep a young, pretty one? The truth is, I’ve been too indulgent with you all these years!” With that, my dad stormed out, slamming the door behind him. I had always known that my mom was part of a system, a strategist. She had successfully completed her mission to win over my dad, choosing to stay in this world permanently. But the cost was clear. If he ever betrayed her, the system would erase her. And now, my dad was tired of my mom aging and losing her beauty. He was openly involved with Irene Costa, his secretary, who was two years younger than me. I couldn’t understand. They had spent decades together. How could everything change so suddenly? I held my mom as she collapsed in my arms, her strength gone. My eyes reddened with unshed tears. She suddenly smiled weakly, “Andrea, your dad will never understand. What kept me here was never the money.” That night, I returned to the villa with a heavy heart. Ronnie, drunk, greeted me by pulling me into a tight embrace. “Baby, you’ve been gone at your mom’s place for so long,” he murmured. “I missed you so much.” Feeling his arms around me, I touched the wedding ring on his hand, finding a sliver of comfort. Ronnie and I had been together since our school days, from uniforms to wedding gowns. We’d been married for three years. Everyone said he, as a cold and aloof heir in Joria, was utterly devoted to his wife. He handled everything personally, never once complaining. At auctions, he spent millions of dollars on jewelry as if it were nothing, just to light up my world. Morning and goodnight kisses were a constant ritual. When I was gravely ill and hospitalized, the man who never believed in God went to every church, praying to give up half his life for my recovery. He even cried when he saw me in my wedding dress. “Andrea, I finally get to marry you,” he whispered that day. He loved me deeply. The wedding ring I designed for him never left his finger, and he never allowed another woman near him. Before I could finish my shower that night, Ronnie burst in, wrapping his arms around me impatiently. His cool lips brushed my ear. “Andrea, help me,” he whispered. After an intense and passionate night, we fell asleep in each other’s arms. Ronnie, who usually stayed awake until I slept, dozed off quickly that night. But I couldn’t sleep, restless over everything that had happened earlier. “Judith… Judith…” Half-awake, I heard him murmur a name. My heart clenched instantly. That name had nothing to do with me.
At that moment, I looked at Ronnie’s phone lying next to his pillow and couldn’t resist picking it up. In all our years of marriage, I had never checked his phone. Quietly, I unlocked it with his fingerprint and was shocked to see the pinned chat at the top. It was with a girl. She looked a lot like me. Her Instagram location showed she had recently been in Andor. That was during the days I was visiting my parents, and Judith had just returned to the country. Suddenly, I recalled how Ronnie, always so composed, had inexplicably gotten drunk that night. When he murmured, “I miss you so much,” who was he really looking at through me? Tears fell unconsciously. He had fooled me and everyone else. Then, I found a folder in his phone containing a journal, all written about one person. Judith Mosley, his high school crush, the heiress to a wealthy conglomerate, his unreachable dream. Back then, Ronnie hadn’t yet inherited his family business, and when he confessed, Judith rejected him. Now, she was back and had reached out to him. She loved shopping at high-end stores. I created a fake account as a beauty store manager and added her. Judith didn’t suspect a thing. The next day, Ronnie still drove me to the design conference himself. In the audience, he sat in the front row as usual, watching me with admiration as I presented my work. The presentation ended with thunderous applause. Then, suddenly, something caught his attention. He stood abruptly, apologizing to me in haste. “Andrea, something urgent just came up. I’ll join you later.” Before I could clearly see the anxiety on his face, he had already left me behind. Looking down, I instinctively checked Judith’s Instagram. Five minutes ago, she had posted a tearful selfie with the caption that read, “It’s such a sunny day. I even made breakfast, but I dropped a plate and cut my hand. I feel so strangely calm. I just want to die.” Her makeup was flawless, her red-rimmed eyes against her pale face evoking pity. Thinking of Ronnie’s anxious expression just now, I tightened my grip on my phone. Still, I kept my composure and finished the day’s activities. Afterward, I didn’t return to the home I shared with Ronnie. I went back to my parents’ house instead. The moment I saw my mom, I couldn’t hold back anymore. Choking on tears, I said, “Mom, Ronnie… he has someone else.” It wasn’t even someone new, it was the love he never let go of. I was just a laughable substitute. Mom once told me that when she was young, she gambled everything on love, her life, and her belief in a man’s devotion. It was absurd. Back then, I didn’t understand her words, but now, I felt them in my bones. They were fighting over the phone again. Mom spoke calmly, “If you’ve fallen for someone else, let’s divorce.” But Dad only thought she was threatening him. “Brynlee, you just want to take half of my wealth and leave. Listen, unless you walk away with nothing, it’ll never happen!” The line went dead abruptly, leaving Mom with a bitter smile. “See? Men are all the same. Andrea, maybe neither of us needs to stay with them anymore.” I felt my heart shatter into pieces. “Mom, is there really no way to save the price we’ve paid?” She chuckled softly and shook her head. “In three days, I’ll leave this place.” Mom told me she had accumulated millions of points over the years from her missions, converting them into real-world money, a billion dollars. She had already transferred it all into my private account. “The freedom I couldn’t have in my lifetime, I hope my baby can have instead,” she said. I held her tightly, sobbing uncontrollably.
The system gave Mom one month. If she could make Dad change his mind within that month, she could avoid the fate of being erased. But Mom firmly refused. Her feelings for Dad had completely died. She didn’t want to cater to him, not even a little. Dad took his young secretary to Mangria for business, but I saw on Irene’s social media that their location was tagged on Santo Island. They were clearly out there enjoying themselves, hiking and sightseeing, with no word from them. On the day Dad left, he never came home. I stayed by Mom’s side until dawn, watching as her breathing slowed and stopped. Her warmth faded bit by bit in my hands. Tears blurred my vision. That night, after Mom passed, I called Ronnie, my voice choked with emotion. “Hello?” There was no immediate reply, just the sound of his labored breathing. I knew that sound all too well. Ronnie only breathed like that when he was making love. After a long pause, he finally sighed and said, “Babe, I know you’re hurting, but I really can’t leave right now. Tomorrow, first thing in the morning, I’ll be there to help you make all the arrangements for your mom.” Then, the call ended abruptly. When I tried calling Dad, it was the same busy signal. Holding back my grief, I made all the arrangements with the hospital and the funeral home on my own. Later, I saw Ronnie’s chat logs with Judith. She told him she had severe depression and thought about ending her life every day. This trip back home was, she said, to spend time with him and check off 100 things she wanted to experience before she died. She had sent him a long, detailed list, including talking with someone all night, drinking until blackout drunk, watching the sunset on an island, making love seven times in one night with someone she loved, going skydiving… Ronnie had promised her with utmost sincerity. [Judith, I’ll help you fulfill every item on your list. I just hope, after completing these 100 things, you’ll find the courage to keep living.] Her 100th wish was to wear a wedding dress and hold a wedding with her one true love. Tonight, they were probably working on the third item. I spent that night alone at the funeral home, keeping vigil over Mom. I watched as she was reduced to ashes. But my mind was startlingly clear. By the time I left, the sky had fully brightened. I received a call from the contact I had reached out to a while ago. “Ms. Gardner, congratulations. You’ve secured permanent private residency on this uninhabited island, along with a custom-designed partner service. It will be activated once you arrive.” Using the money Mom left me, I spent 100 million dollars creating a private island for myself. On this deserted island, no one would ever find me again. If no one in this world loved me, then I would love myself. “Alright, I’ll head over as soon as I’m done here.” Outside the funeral home, I finally saw Ronnie rushing toward me. He noticed my red, swollen eyes and pulled me into his arms with a pained expression. “Andrea, I’m so sorry. I came back too late. How could Brynlee pass away so suddenly?” In his hurry, Ronnie hadn’t noticed that he still smelled faintly of another woman’s perfume, a detail someone as careful as him would never usually overlook. I stood there, cold and unmoved. These hypocritical people and their lies disgusted me. What Ronnie didn’t know was that soon, Andrea Gardner would no longer exist in this world.
After I finished my mother’s funeral, it happened to be our third wedding anniversary. Ronnie said he wanted to take me on a vacation to help me relax, back to the beach where we had our honeymoon. These past few days, he stayed by my side day and night, just like when we first fell in love. Ronnie held my hand gently, looking down to kiss my fingers. “I’ve chartered a plane, Andrea. I hope you can move on. I hate seeing you this upset.” His words sounded full of affection, but I could only laugh bitterly inside. Why pretend to care when he had already fallen for someone else? Before boarding the plane, I thought this would be our last trip together. When we landed, Ronnie walked with me along the beach, smiling, “Andrea, remember? This is where I proposed to you.” I nodded, my tone flat. “I remember. It’s just not the same as it used to be.” His face stiffened, and his expression turned uneasy. “Different? What do you mean by that?” A sharp pain stabbed at my heart. I wanted to ask him, when he knelt to propose, pretending to love me, had he ever meant it, even for a moment? Before I could speak, someone in a uniform called out to him. “Mr. Douglas, your assistant said there’s an urgent email that needs your response.” My gaze shifted to the woman wearing a baseball cap. Her strikingly beautiful face held an unmistakable hint of smugness. I recognized her immediately. It was Judith. Ronnie pinned the chat with her at the top. Ronnie frowned. “Can’t you see I’m with my wife? What could possibly be so urgent?” Judith feigned nervousness, her voice trembling. “It’s critical. If it’s delayed any longer, it’ll be too late.” He turned to me, squeezing my hand nervously. “Andrea, why don’t you wander around? I’ll handle this quickly.” I responded lightly, “Alright. I’ll head back on my own later.” As Ronnie walked away, I quietly followed him. Under a banana tree, he caught up with Judith and pulled her into his arms. “Judith, why did you have to be here? I’m only keeping my distance because I have no choice.” Judith leaned into him her tone playful. “Ronnie, didn’t you promise to help me complete the fourth task? Don’t go back on your word!” “Don’t show up in front of my wife again. I’ve arranged everything. Tomorrow, we’ll go skydiving.” “I’ll do whatever you say. But right now, there’s something more urgent…” He playfully tapped her nose, and they laughed as they headed into a secluded pavilion. I stood outside, listening to their laughter and whispers of lovemaking. Though I had already decided to leave, my heart still ached bitterly. I looked up, wiped away my tears, and told myself this would be the last time I cried for him. When I was back at the hotel, his assistant avoided my gaze. “Mrs. Douglas, Mr. Douglas has been busy… Would you like to rest in your room?” So, they all knew. Everyone but me. I nodded indifferently. Whether Ronnie was truly busy or spending time with Judith didn’t matter anymore. The next morning, Ronnie looked rushed and apologized. “Andrea, there’s another emergency at work. I need to attend a video call.” “Go ahead,” I said, interrupted with a smile before he could finish. Ronnie hesitated his smile awkward. “Why don’t you go snorkeling with the instructor? I’ll join you tonight.” I looked at him quietly and let out a soft laugh. I thought, “No more waiting. Never again.” Ronnie seemed inexplicably uneasy. Even he didn’t notice it, but the feeling quickly vanished as he stood up and hurried out of the hotel. While he and Judith went skydiving, I stood alone at the edge of the tallest cliff by the sea. The wind carried the wild grass, leaving no trace behind. The place was remote, but the security cameras would capture everything. Staring at the abyss with the deep ocean below, I closed my eyes and leaped into it.
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