
Seventy-two hours until the next Scourge tide hits. I pushed open the heavy steel doors of the Meta-Testing Lab. Holden was leaning against the peeling paint of the corridor wall. He tossed me half a ration bar. “Let’s go. Debby arrives at the Citadel tonight. I need to be at the gates.” I caught the bar, took a dry bite, and looked at him. “Holden, I actually…” “She’s a new Gifted,” he interrupted, pushing off the wall. “By the way, I haven’t been entirely straight with you.” The casual tone of his voice made my chest tighten. “The only reason I kept you around this long was because your healing abilities were somewhat useful to the Citadel.” The dry ration turned to ash in my mouth. I couldn’t swallow. “What are you talking about?” “Cara, you can’t compare to her. From now on, stop telling people you’re my girlfriend.” He looked at me, his eyes devoid of the warmth that had anchored me for three years. “Debby is a Purifier. Starting today, she is the most vital asset this base has. You’re obsolete.” He reached out, catching my wrist. His thumb brushed my pulse point, a phantom gesture of a dead romance, his tone sickeningly innocent. “If it’s too hard for you to see us together, you can request a transfer out of the Core Sector. It’ll save us both the trouble of awkward run-ins. You won’t have to be sad, and I won’t have to deal with it.” He dropped my hand. “Anyway, what were you trying to say?” I lowered my eyes, staring at my scuffed boots. “Nothing.” In the depths of my heavy canvas pocket, my fingers curled tightly around the crisp edges of my new test results. It didn’t say Healer. It said Purifier. For three months, the entire Citadel had been turning the wasteland upside down for the hope of humanity. And she had been standing right in front of him. 1. At dusk, Holden really did bring Debby home. I stood in the shadows of the second-floor catwalk, watching the armored convoy roll through the reinforced gates. He stepped out first. I watched the man I loved walk around the hood, open the passenger door, and place a protective hand over the roof frame so she wouldn’t bump her head. He used to do that for me. Debby was younger than I expected. She wore her hair in two loose braids, and when she smiled, deep dimples bracketed her mouth. She looked devastatingly untouched by the end of the world. The Citadel’s brass swarmed them. Holden stood at the epicenter of the crowd. He cleared his throat, wrapping a heavy, possessive arm around Debby’s waist. He smiled—a brilliant, triumphant thing. “Debby is a Purifier, and she has graciously chosen to join our ranks. From this moment on, her word is my word. Her orders are absolute.” Purifier. The word sucked the oxygen from the courtyard. A beat of stunned silence was immediately shattered by a collective gasp. It had been three years since the Scourge wiped out the old world. Purifiers were ghosts, myths whispered around oil-drum fires. A Purifier didn’t just heal; they eradicated the Blight from the bloodstream. They could pull the infected back from the brink of mutation. They were the holy grail of every surviving faction on the continent. And now, she was standing in our dirt courtyard. A few of the inner-circle lieutenants, men who prided themselves on knowing which way the wind blew, dropped to their knees. It started a domino effect. Ring by ring, the hardened survivors of the Northern Citadel sank to the ground in reverence. Seeing this, a perfectly calibrated blush crept up Debby’s neck. She rose on her tiptoes, pressing her glossed lips against the pulse of Holden’s throat. “You’re terrible,” she whispered loudly. The courtyard erupted in cheers and wolf-whistles. I stared at the intimate curve of their bodies pressed together. It felt as though a phantom hand had plunged into my ribs and crushed my lungs. I wrenched my gaze away, a wave of pure, unadulterated nausea rising in the back of my throat. Down below, Holden’s eyes swept over the cheering crowd. For a fraction of a second, his gaze flicked up to the second-floor catwalk. He saw me. And with the indifference of a man looking at a smudge on a windowpane, he looked away. It was as if my presence—our shared history—was entirely irrelevant to the space he now occupied. The welcome banquet was held in the Citadel’s Grand Hall. I had planned to stay in my quarters, but Debby had specifically requested my presence. “You must be Cara!” The moment I walked in, Debby waved at me from the head table. Her voice was pitched just high enough, carrying over the hum of the room. Instantly, every pair of eyes in the hall snapped toward me. I had no choice but to walk over. On the table in front of her sat the base’s dwindling supply of hot, freshly cooked food—steaming rice, canned peaches, real meat. In front of my empty chair sat a tin cup of purified water and a single compressed ration block. “Cara, I am so sorry,” Debby said, pouting her lips in a grotesque pantomime of sympathy. “Hot meals are strictly rationed by tier now. With your current rank… this is all you’re allotted. You don’t mind, do you?” When I didn’t answer, she leaned her head against Holden’s broad shoulder, looking up at him through her lashes. “Holden, I’m just following the rules… You’re not mad at me, are you?” Holden chuckled, shaking his head. He pressed a soft kiss to her forehead. “Never. Whatever you say goes.” Satisfied, Debby giggled and turned her doe eyes back to me. “Oh, right! Holden mentioned you were a Healer?” “A Healer… isn’t that basically just a walking blood bag? That sounds exhausting.” She sighed, feigning profound pity. “But it’s okay. You won’t have to come to the Core Sector anymore. They’re desperately short on Healers out on the Perimeter. You’ll be… somewhat useful out there.” My fingers dug into the edge of the wooden table. Debby peeked over her shoulder at the man beside her. “Right, Holden?” Holden didn’t even hesitate. “Yeah. The Core Sector belongs to you alone.” I remembered, with sickening clarity, the day he had said those exact words to me. It was when the Citadel was first built. He had hammered the wooden sign for the Core Sector onto the door himself, turned around, pulled me flush against his chest, and murmured into my hair, “Cara, this place belongs to you. Only you.” I had held onto that promise like a lifeline. Only now did I realize that the promise was a template. The words remained the same; he just swapped out the girl standing in front of him. “Fine. I’ll pack.” I pushed back from the table, swallowing the battery acid burning in my throat, and turned for the door. “Not going to eat, Cara?” Debby called out, her voice dripping with fake concern. “The food in Sector C is practically sludge. You should really take a bite while you can!” As I pushed through the heavy double doors, I heard her voice shift into a whiny, spoiled drawl. “Holden, does she hate me?” “No. She’s always been cold. Don’t waste your energy on her.” Cold. He could actually say that about me. The audacity of it turned my stomach. The icy night air hit me the second I stepped outside, forcing me to pull my collar up. When I reached the outermost edge of the base, I discovered someone had already moved my meager belongings into a dilapidated supply closet. The bed was a makeshift cot. The blanket was so thin I could see the weave of the fabric through the moonlight. The corners of the room were piled high with rusted scrap metal. The moonlight spilled across the concrete floor, stinging my eyes until they watered. I slid down the rough concrete wall until I hit the floor. Pulling my knees to my chest, I reached into the depths of my pocket and pulled out the crumpled lab report. I stared at it in the dark for a long, long time. Then, carefully, I folded it back up, and shoved it as deep into my pocket as it would go. 2. The next morning, the aggressive pounding on my door startled me awake. Two perimeter guards I didn’t recognize stood outside, tossing a heavily patched, stained hazmat suit at my feet. They looked at me with dead eyes. “Orders from the Purifier. Starting today, you’re assigned to debris clearing in Sector D. All mutant carcasses are your responsibility.” I froze. “Sector D? The toxicity levels there breached the safety threshold weeks ago.” One of the guards nudged the suit with his boot. “The Purifier says Healers have a higher resistance to the Blight than normal folks. Makes you the perfect fit.” I knelt and picked up the heavy, foul-smelling canvas. “Where’s the rest of the protective gear? Masks? Gloves?” “That’s all you get.” The second guard pointed at the suit. His voice softened, just a fraction. “Look, Cara. I wouldn’t cross her if I were you. The whole Citadel dances to her tune now. You—” Before he could finish, his partner grabbed him by the tactical vest and yanked him away. As they walked off, I heard the partner hiss, “Why are you talking to her? You want the Purifier to hear about this and throw us out there with her?” The whisper was quiet, but it rang in my ears like a gunshot. Sector D was the absolute fringe of the Citadel, a wasteland of shattered concrete and twisted rebar. It was the most heavily contaminated zone we had. The carcasses of the Scourge were scattered everywhere. The air was thick with a putrid stench—a sickening cocktail of rotting meat and rusted iron that made me dry heave the moment I arrived. I had no gloves. No respirator. The side seam of the hazmat suit tore open the first time I bent over. Within an hour, the jagged edges of the infected debris had sliced my hands open in half a dozen places. The blood welled up, immediately mixing with the toxic gray ash covering the bones, making the cuts burn and itch with a fiery intensity. I stopped, chest heaving, and looked around the desolate landscape. When I was in the Core Sector, whenever I used my energy to heal a scout, they would look at me with weary gratitude. Thanks for keeping us alive, Cara. Someone would always save me a bowl of hot soup. Someone would always take over my shift when I looked like I was about to pass out. Now, there was nothing. The same scouts walked past the perimeter wire today, but when they saw me, they ducked their heads and quickened their pace. Suddenly, my foot slipped on a patch of slick ash. My hand shot out to catch myself, and a jagged shard of infected bone drove straight into my palm. Blood sprayed. I sucked in a sharp, ragged breath, falling to my knees in the dirt. My fingers trembling, I ripped a strip of fabric from the torn sleeve of the suit, wound it tightly around my palm, and bit down on the end to pull the knot tight, cutting off the circulation. Crouched behind a pile of rotting debris, my mind drifted back to the first year of the collapse. I had been running from three mutated hounds. I had lost my shoes miles back, and the soles of my feet were shredded by broken glass, leaving a trail of bloody footprints. I had backed myself into a corner, curled into a ball, shaking violently. I was so sure I was going to die. And then Holden dropped from the sky. His blade cleaved cleanly through the skull of the lead hound. Black blood splattered across his jaw. He didn’t even wipe it off. He just rushed over, dropping to his knees in front of me. “Where are you hurt?” “Don’t be afraid. You’re radiating meta-energy. Stay with me. I will never let anyone hurt you.” He was so fiercely sincere back then. I believed him. I turned down the recruitment offers from three other major factions just to stay by his side. By the time the sun began to dip below the horizon, I shoved the final cart of contaminated debris into the incinerator pit. My legs shook uncontrollably as I dragged myself back toward the residential ring. In the distance, the main compound glowed with warm, buttery light. As I walked past the Grand Hall, silhouettes danced against the frosted glass. Laughter bled through the walls. Tonight was day two of Debby’s welcome festival. Holden was throwing her a private banquet. “I want you to feed it to me.” “Alright. Open up.” Holden’s voice, a low rumble I used to feel against my spine in the dark. “Is it sweet?” “So sweet.” “Are you talking about the fruit, or me?” “You’re awful~” Then, the unmistakable, sickening sound of shifting fabrics and wet kisses. I didn’t stop to listen to the rest. I pulled my collar up and vanished into the freezing dark. The laughter chased me down the dirt road. It felt like I was running through a field of arrows, and every single one had my name on it. 3. Day three in Sector D was colder. The crude bandages on my hands were soaked through. The old scabs had split open, accompanied by a fresh layer of raw cuts. I was hunched over, trying to tighten the bloody strip of fabric with my teeth, when a sickly-sweet voice floated over the toxic wind. “Cara?” Debby stood a few feet away, bundled in a pristine, white down coat that looked entirely out of place in the apocalypse. “Oh my god. Why are you out here doing this kind of grunt work?” Before I could answer, she practically skipped over the debris and crouched in front of me. When she saw the ruined state of my hands, she let out a dramatic gasp. “Holden is just too much sometimes. How could he leave you out here all alone?” She knitted her perfectly plucked brows together, reached out, and pressed her gloved hands directly over my bleeding palm. “Let me heal you. Don’t move.” I didn’t have the strength to pull away before a surge of meta-energy rushed from her palms into my veins. Instantly, my entire body went rigid. That energy… it was completely alien to my own. This wasn’t purification. I could feel it with absolute clarity. The energy was thick, sluggish. It was merely suppressing the pain receptors and forcing the skin to stitch itself together. But the Blight—the toxic source—was still festering underneath. It was the equivalent of slapping duct tape over a bullet hole. It looked pretty on the outside, but underneath, the poison was multiplying. “Cara, Holden told me about you,” Debby murmured. Seeing my frozen expression, the corner of her mouth ticked up into a nasty, triumphant little smirk. “He said you were so easy to manipulate.” She paused, tilting her head as if considering her words. “Sorry. I’m just a really blunt person. Don’t take it personally.” “I won’t,” I said, my voice dead flat. She stood up, daintily brushing a speck of gray ash from her designer coat. She looked down at me, her eyes cold. “But you really can’t blame Holden. It’s the end of the world. Everyone has to look out for themselves. He couldn’t drag dead weight around forever, right?” “Right,” I muttered, my mind racing a million miles an hour. Debby beamed, pleased with my submission. But her smile vanished the second I opened my mouth again. “Are you really a Purifier?” I locked eyes with her, refusing to blink. “I felt your energy.” “What you just put in my body isn’t a purification reaction. It’s a temporary suppressant. The Blight is still inside me.” Her breath hitched. She took a quick step back. “Cara, you’re just a low-tier Healer. What do you know about purification mechanics?” “I know enough,” I said, slowly rising to my feet. “And I definitely know more than you.” I reached out and grabbed her wrist—the one dripping with silver bracelets she’d likely looted from the Core’s vault. Just then, out of the corner of her eye, she spotted a familiar broad-shouldered silhouette striding toward us through the fog. In a split second, Debby’s entire demeanor violently shifted. She recoiled as if she’d been burned, her eyes instantly welling with fat, desperate tears. “Cara, please don’t do this…” The tears spilled over flawlessly. “I know you hate me, but the Citadel needs me! If you hurt me, you’ll doom everyone…” I blinked, momentarily stunned by the sheer cinematic quality of her pivot. Before I could even process it, the heavy crunch of combat boots slammed into the gravel behind me. “Cara!” And then came the deafening crack of a palm striking bone.
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