Marry Your Best Friend Instead

The rehearsal dinner had barely wound down when the groomsmen demanded a game of “Couples’ Trivia.” The first question was simple: “What is Owen’s go-to drink?” I wrote down: “Espresso, black, no sugar.” Before I could hold up my board, Kendall shouted across the lounge, “Vanilla latte—extra sweet, whole milk.” She lingered on the word “milk”, pitching her voice into a suggestive, lilting tease. The room erupted into howls and knowing laughter. I froze, glancing over at Owen. He didn’t say a word. He just leaned back into the velvet booth, lighting a cigarette, the faint curve of a smile playing on his lips. It only got worse. She knew about the faint birthmark on his left shoulder. She knew he had a habit of playfully biting when he was three drinks past his limit. And she knew that inside the bottom drawer of our master bedroom nightstand, tucked beneath a stack of watch boxes, sat a lace adhesive nipple petal she had accidentally left behind. My champagne flute slipped, shattering against the hardwood floor. The room went dead for a fraction of a second before Kendall stuck out her tongue, waving her hands in mock innocence. “Don’t look at me like that, Maren! We were up way too late trying on bridesmaid dresses last week, and Owen let me crash in the guest suite and take a shower. I just peeled them off and tossed them into the first drawer I opened.” The laughter returned, louder and harsher, someone joking that the bride-to-be was losing her own game by a landslide. The penalty for losing a round was surrendering an item of clothing and sitting on Owen’s lap to feed him a shot. I didn’t move. Before anyone could register my silence, Kendall snatched my vintage veil off the back of my chair, swept across the floor, and straddled Owen’s lap in one fluid motion. “Our bride is too shy,” Kendall purred, tossing her hair over her shoulder. “I’ll take one for the team.” Owen’s hands naturally settled on her waist. He didn’t push her away. Instead, he lifted a hand, gently straightening the crooked veil pinned against her head. In that quiet, crystalline moment, it hit me: tomorrow’s wedding didn’t actually need me to happen. … “Take it off.” I walked over to the floral arch. The laughter instantly died down. Kendall reached up to unpin the comb, but Owen’s fingers caught her wrist first. “Don’t yank it,” he murmured. “It’s caught in your curls.” He leaned in, carefully untangling the delicate illusion tulle from her dark waves, smoothing down the stray hairs near her ear with practiced ease. Kendall looked up at me with wide, apologetic eyes. “Don’t be mad, Maren. I’m not trying to steal your thunder. Just borrowing a little bridal luck for two minutes.” I stared at the sheer white fabric. My mother hadn’t lived long enough to see me get married. This was her veil—a vintage, hand-stitched piece with a tiny mother-of-pearl crescent moon sewn into the inner lining. “I said, take it off.” Owen finally looked up, his brows drawing together. “Maren, everyone’s watching. Do you really have to throw a tantrum over a piece of old fabric and ruin the vibe?” “It belonged to my mother.” His hands paused. His tone softened, slipping into that familiar, soothing cadence he used when he thought I was being unreasonable. “I know. And I’ll pin it in your hair tomorrow with my own hands. Let her have some fun with it tonight. It’s not like it’s going to disintegrate.” One of the groomsmen chuckled from the bar. “Better keep him on a tight leash, Maren. If Kendall actually walks down the aisle, Owen might forget to swap back.” Kendall playfully punched the guy’s arm. “Shut up! You’re going to get me in trouble. The boss here still has to go home and bribe his wife.” Owen didn’t object to the joke. He merely pulled a cocktail napkin from the table and gently dabbed a drop of stray bourbon from Kendall’s lip. “You know your stomach can’t handle hard liquor when you drink this fast. When you’re sick later, don’t come whining to me.” Three days ago, when I was burning up with a hundred-and-two fever, he had told me to call an Uber to urgent care. Yet the night Kendall went through a bad breakup, he sat by the riverfront with her until two in the morning. When Owen finally freed the veil, he didn’t hand it right back to me. He first reached up to re-fasten Kendall’s dangling earring, which had caught on the lace, and only then shoved the white bundle into my chest. “There. Stop looking so miserable. We have fifty relatives flying in tomorrow; try to smile.” I took the veil. As I turned, a sharp sting shot through my left heel. The stiff leather of my new bridal shoes had scraped my skin raw, leaving a small, pale red smear on the beige runner. Owen caught the bloodstain. He sighed, caught my wrist, and guided me into an armchair. “Sit.” He dropped to one knee, resting my foot on his thigh. With a wet napkin, he gently cleaned the blood, then reached into his tuxedo jacket and pulled out a tin of blister bandages. His palms were warm. His touch was undeniably gentle. Looking down at the crown of his dark head, the tight, suffocating knot in my chest unraveled just a fraction. He smoothed the bandage down and looked up, flashing a half-smile. “Can’t have my bride limping down the aisle. I have a reputation to maintain.” I tried to smile back. Then my eyes caught the bright yellow sticky note plastered across the bandage tin. In Kendall’s messy, looping handwriting: “Keep these on you, boy. You know my heels always destroy my feet.” Owen followed my gaze. There wasn’t a trace of guilt on his face. “I bought them for her last week. There were plenty left over. What’s wrong with using one?” He stood up, brushing his thumb against the corner of my eye. It was half a caress, half an expression of exhaustion at my sensitivity. “I only drop my guard around you because you’re my person. Kendall’s just reckless—she doesn’t think things through. Are you really going to hold that against her?” Because I was his person, I was expected to absorb every ounce of his bad temper and careless neglect. Because Kendall was reckless, she was granted every exception. When the rehearsal wrapped up, he tossed his car keys into my lap. “Take my car home. I’m going to drive Kendall back. She’s too wasted to ride with anyone else.” “We’re getting married tomorrow, Owen. You’re spending tonight with her?” Owen pinched the back of my neck, his voice low and placating. “Be good. You’re about to be Mrs. Harley. Why are you competing with one of the guys? It looks desperate.” A few minutes later, Kendall posted a photo to her Instagram story from the passenger seat of his car, draped in his suit jacket: “Authorized by the bride: Groom borrowed for the night.” Owen commented with a laughing emoji: “Stop talking shit.” I stared at the words “Authorized by the bride.” It felt like even my grief required an official permit. As I carried the wooden box containing my mother’s veil toward the venue exit, the wedding coordinator caught up with me. She pointed out a loose stitch along the scalloped trim, offering to have their seamstress steam and repair it overnight at the hotel suite. I hesitated. I didn’t want to let it out of my hands. Owen, watching from across the foyer, called out, “Give it to her, Maren. You can’t walk down the aisle tomorrow with frayed lace.” I clutched the box for a few seconds longer before finally passing it over. Behind us, one of his buddies clapped him on the shoulder. “Aren’t you afraid she’ll actually bolt?” Owen lit another cigarette, his voice lazy, dripping with absolute certainty. “She’s waited eight years for this. She’s not going anywhere.” My phone buzzed in my clutch. Owen: “Text me when you get to the house so I don’t worry.” I stared at the screen for a long time. For the first time in eight years, I didn’t reply. When I stepped into our new home, the bedroom door was ajar. Opening the top drawer of the nightstand to put away my earrings, I saw it: a black lace silicone petal, dusted with silver glitter, matching the exact color scheme of Kendall’s bridesmaid gown. I called him three times before he picked up. The background was filled with the rush of running water. In the distance, Kendall’s voice echoed through the speaker: “Owen! Where did you put my pajamas?” I gripped the phone until my knuckles turned white. “Where is she?” “In the upstairs guest room,” he said evenly. “She threw up in the car. I brought her here so she could take a hot shower.” “We are getting married here tomorrow.” “And?” He let out an incredulous scoff. “She’s upstairs. She’s not sleeping in your bed. Are you seriously going to police an empty guest room on the night before our wedding?” “Why was her underwear in the master bedroom drawer?” Kendall’s voice suddenly drifted closer to the receiver. “I dropped it when I was trying on dresses, Maren! Owen helped me shove the extra clothes out of sight. Don’t read into it—he literally closed his eyes when he grabbed them.” Owen took the phone back. “Satisfied? She doesn’t have an ulterior motive.” “So I’m the one with the dirty mind?” The remaining warmth in his tone evaporated. “Maren, don’t start a fight the night before our wedding.” The line went dead. I walked into the walk-in closet. My wedding gown hung beneath the soft spotlight, but the veil hadn’t been returned. When I called the coordinator, she informed me that Owen had instructed them to deliver the veil directly to the hotel suite tomorrow morning. He had also authorized a last-minute change to the floral arrangements: replacing all the white lisianthus with fresh gardenias. I am severely allergic to gardenias. The scent makes my throat swell and my skin break out in hives. On the day of my mother’s funeral, the chapel had been choked with them. Years ago, Owen had promised that our home would never hold a single gardenia stem. I demanded the coordinator change them back. She sounded stressed and uncomfortable. “Miss Kendall requested gardenias specifically, and Mr. Harley approved the invoice. If we cancel the order now, there’s a hefty rush penalty.” An hour later, Owen walked downstairs holding a glass of warm water and a blister pack of antihistamines. “Take one.” I didn’t reach for it. He pressed the pill into my palm. “I know the scent bothers you. I told the decorators to keep the arrangements toward the perimeter. The ceremony is only forty-five minutes. Just push through it.” He still remembered the exact brand of allergy medication that wouldn’t make me drowsy. “If you knew, why didn’t you say no to her?” Owen’s patience wore thin. “Kendall spent two weeks helping us coordinate the catering and vendors. This was the only thing she asked for. The flowers are already delivered. Do you really want to make an entire crew redo their work over a scent?” “It’s “my” wedding.” “It’s “ours”.” He reached out, adjusting the collar of my cardigan with familiar tenderness, but his words felt like iron bars. “Tomorrow, when that ring is on your finger, the entire world will know you’re my wife. Do you really need to win every petty little battle over a bunch of flowers?” I looked at him. “Is that what you think this is? A competition between me and her?” “You’re overthinking again.” He bent down, pressing a soft kiss to my forehead. “I’m the one standing at the altar waiting for you. What else do you need me to prove?” From upstairs, Kendall called down, asking for an extra bath towel. Owen answered her, then wrapped his hands around my cold fingers. “Why are you always freezing?” He walked over to the entryway console and pulled out a pair of plush, ivory fleece slippers, setting them at my feet. “Put these on. I don’t want you getting a stomach ache tomorrow.” Last winter, he had brought these slippers home, placing them beside the radiator every night so they would be warm when I got out of bed. I had spent a year believing he had picked them out just for me. Kendall padded down the wooden stairs barefoot. Seeing the slippers on my feet, she let out an amused snort. “You still have those?” I looked up. She opened the lower shoe cabinet and pulled out an identical pair in pastel pink. “Last Christmas, Owen bought two pairs in my size. The ivory ones were too plain for me, so I told him to give them to you.” The slippers on my feet were a full size too large. The pink ones Kendall held were a perfect size six. A flash of awkwardness crossed Owen’s face, but he quickly smoothed it over. “Are we seriously keeping score over slippers now? You like neutral colors anyway, and it kept them from going to waste.” He crouched down, tucking my heel into the fleece. “As long as they keep you warm, what’s the difference? Weren’t you always the one preaching about not being wasteful?” His touch was warm. Inside, I was turning to ice. Kendall draped the towel over her shoulders. “Let me have the bridal suite first thing tomorrow morning, okay? I barely slept.” Owen nodded. “Go ahead. Maren can come thirty minutes later.” I pulled my foot back from his hands. “I’m the bride.” He looked up at me as if I were a child throwing an unprovoked tantrum. “Which is why I’m marrying “you”. She’s borrowing thirty minutes of mirror time. What on earth are you so insecure about?” I didn’t argue. I simply set the house key and the antihistamine tablet on the kitchen island. … At seven the next morning, I pushed open the door to the bridal suite. Kendall was sitting cross-legged on the velvet sofa in my silk bridal robe, eating avocado toast. The embroidered word “Bride” across the back was crumpled beneath her. Owen was kneeling in front of her, applying a fresh bandage to her heel. When he heard the door, he didn’t even look up. “Didn’t I tell you to come later?” Kendall quickly lowered her legs. “Don’t get the wrong idea, Maren. My blister popped, and Owen told me to sit down and rest. The makeup artist just handed me the robe to keep my clothes clean.” The makeup artist stood awkwardly in the corner, averting her eyes. I walked forward and pulled the silk belt undone. “Take it off.” Kendall froze. Owen caught my wrist, his grip firm. “Don’t start.” “Whose name is embroidered on that robe?” “It’s a piece of silk, Maren. It washes.” He forced my hand away, his voice dropping into a warning whisper. “You’re making a scene first thing in the morning. Do you want this wedding to happen or not?” Last night, this hand had warmed my icy fingers. Now it stood between me and Kendall, treating me like an intruder. Kendall stood up to slip out of the robe. As the wide sleeve fell back, I saw a delicate pearl bracelet wrapped around her wrist. The clasp in the center was a tiny mother-of-pearl crescent moon. It had been unpicked from the inner seam of my mother’s veil. I grabbed her wrist. “Where did you get that?” Kendall instinctively looked at Owen. Owen hesitated for half a second. “When they were steaming the veil last night, the clasp came loose. Kendall’s bracelet snapped this morning, so I told her to string it on temporarily. We’ll sew it back before the ceremony.” “I told you,” I whispered, “that belonged to my mother.” Owen frowned, looking mildly exasperated. “You mentioned it once. How was I supposed to know you cared more about an old button than our wedding day?” “Are those two things mutually exclusive?” “Here we go again.” He reached out, his thumb brushing my cheek, his tone dropping into that soft, manipulative cajoling. “I only let her wear it because I didn’t want you stressing over small details today. After the reception, I will sit down and sew it back on myself. Deal?” On the surface, he was comforting me. In reality, he was just making sure Kendall got to wear it as long as she wanted. I reached for the clasp. Owen stepped between us. “The clasp is tight, Maren. Don’t scratch her.” “I have to wait until it’s convenient for her to get my mother’s things back?” “Maren.” His voice tightened, warning me not to push my luck. “You’re the bride. Everyone is here to look at you today. Why are you fighting over a tiny clasp?” Kendall’s eyes welled with tears. “I’ll take it off right now. Please don’t fight because of me.” She jerked at the chain, and the delicate skin of her wrist turned bright red. Owen caught her arm. “Stop. Leave it.” Then he turned to me, his expression completely cold. “Happy now?” It was always like this. Kendall took what was mine, and he made excuses for her. The moment I demanded it back, Kendall shed a single tear, and I became the monster. The venue coordinator knocked and entered with the velvet ring box, asking who would hold the bands for the processional. I reached out my hand. Owen bypassed me entirely and pressed the box into Kendall’s hands. “Hold onto these. Don’t lose them.” Kendall sniffled, a fragile smile breaking through. “Aren’t you afraid I’ll run off with them?” Owen’s lips quirked. “If you run, I’ll just swap the bride.” The room chuckled nervously. My stepmother, who had just walked in, patted my shoulder. “Men get jittery before the altar. Kendall grew up with the guys; she’s practically one of them. Don’t take it so seriously.” Seeing that I had gone quiet, Owen’s features softened. He stepped behind me to fasten my necklace. It was a delicate silver pendant he had saved up three months of his entry-level salary to buy after college. When he gave it to me, he had acted dismissive: “It’s cheap, but wear it for now. I’ll buy you a real diamond when we get married.” Eight years had passed. He never upgraded it, and I had never taken it off. He met my eyes in the vanity mirror, his thumb brushing my earlobe. “You still look best in this.” A dull ache flared behind my eyes. He always knew how to reach for the past at the exact moment I was about to let go. “Don’t cry,” he teased softly, pinching my ear. “If your makeup runs, I’m not marrying an ugly bride.” I didn’t smile. His phone rang—the coordinator calling him to check the staging. Owen answered, giving Kendall’s shoulder an affectionate squeeze as he passed. “Watch the rings. Don’t let anyone touch them.” The moment the heavy door clicked shut, I reached behind my neck, unclasped the eight-year-old pendant, and dropped it into my cosmetics pouch. Then, I asked the junior planner to print me a standard Wedding Service Cancellation Form. I walked down the hall to the private dressing room to retrieve my mother’s veil. The moment I pushed the door open, I saw Kendall holding a pair of dressmaker shears. “Stop!” The word left my mouth just as the blades snapped shut. My mother’s veil had been sliced into jagged ribbons. Strips of vintage tulle and scattered pearls lay strewn across the vanity. Kendall was winding one of the white ribbons around her wrist, weaving the mother-of-pearl moon clasp through the center to create a matching corsage bracelet. I lunged forward, grabbing her hand. Kendall jerked back, and the tip of the shears caught the pad of her index finger. A tiny bead of blood welled up, and her eyes instantly filled with tears. The door flew open. Owen took one look at the blood on Kendall’s hand and rushed across the room. “What happened?” He pulled her hand into his, inspecting the tiny cut. Kendall shook her head frantically. “It’s not Maren’s fault. I shouldn’t have cut the veil for the bridal party favors.” I turned to the styling assistant standing against the wall. “Who authorized this?” The assistant nervously held out the alteration log. “When it was brought in last night, Mr. Harley said the frayed edges needed to be trimmed off. Miss Kendall suggested cutting the excess fabric into ribbon bracelets for the wedding party. She asked Mr. Harley if they could cut it all, and he nodded.” I turned to Owen. He avoided my gaze, pressing a clean tissue against Kendall’s finger. “I thought she meant trimming the damaged hem. I didn’t know she was going to cut the whole thing.” “She asked you, and you nodded.” “I was going over the reception schedule!” he snapped, his frustration boiling over. “How was I supposed to know which part she meant? Besides, it’s just fabric. We can commission a new one. It’s not like I can’t afford it.” When I was eight years old, my mother sat by the window, sewing that veil with failing lungs. Every few stitches, she had to stop to catch her breath. When she fastened the pearl crescent moon, she told me that on the day I got married, she would place it over my head herself. She didn’t make it. I became a textile restorer because she taught me that with patience and the right needle, even broken things could be made whole. Whenever Owen forgot an anniversary, whenever he dropped everything to run to Kendall, I told myself our relationship was just slightly frayed—that if I was patient enough, I could mend it. Now, a dozen ragged scraps of lace lay scattered across the table. I couldn’t even tell which edge belonged to which seam. It could never be put back together. “Owen,” I said quietly. “If this were the only thing your mother had left behind, would you tell me you could just buy another one?” Kendall hastily began unwinding the ribbon from her wrist. “Maren, take it back. I swear I didn’t know it was that important.” In her panic, her elbow swept across the vanity. The remaining scraps of tulle drifted to the floor like dead leaves. As she stepped backward, her sharp stiletto heel came down squarely on the delicate, hand-stitched border my mother had made, tearing the lace apart. I dropped to my knees to pick up the pieces, but Owen pulled Kendall behind him, stepping between us. “Enough!” he barked. “She already apologized! Her finger is bleeding! How much further are you going to push this?” I looked up at him from the floor. “I pushed her?” “You came charging in here like a maniac!” “And my veil?” “I said I’d replace it!” he fired back. “I’ll hire the best conservator in the country. Ten veils, a hundred veils—whatever you want! Do you really have to humiliate her on our wedding day just to prove you have the upper hand?” “You think this is about winning?” Owen rubbed the bridge of his nose, acting as though I were the one fabricating problems out of thin air. “I am standing at the altar waiting to marry you. She cut an old piece of lace. Maren, what more do you need to feel secure?” He truly believed that offering me his last name was enough to wipe away every cruelty. The opening strains of the bridal march echoed down the hall. A coordinator knocked frantically, telling the groom it was time to take his place. Owen quickly pressed a bandage onto Kendall’s finger, then walked to the doorway. He looked back at me, his tone dropping into a forced softness. “Wipe your tears. Be at the doors in ten minutes.” He paused, adding, “When this is over, I’ll make everything up to you. Don’t force me to lose my temper in front of two hundred people.” The door swung shut. The stylist asked tentatively if she should prepare the backup headpiece. I shook my head. I knelt on the floor, gathering the shredded pieces of tulle and the loose pearls one by one, placing them carefully back into the wooden box. I didn’t put on the wedding dress. I didn’t touch the rings. I changed back into the clothes I had worn last night, pinned my bride badge to the silk robe Kendall had worn, and set it on the vanity. Then, I pulled out the cancellation form and signed my name on the final line.

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