• Her Night Dance

    As the tour approached, the company abruptly revoked my lead dancer status. Desperate to get answers, I rushed to confront them. Distracted and flustered, I missed a step and tumbled down the stairs. While wincing in pain and about to dial 911, a notification popped up on my screen. [Crimson Ballet Company: The new lead dancer @Amber Vaughn and the amazing sponsor @Ethan Ward.] Two smiling faces stared back at me from the photo—my husband of seven secret years and his pampered mistress. Ethan’s arm was wrapped around Amber’s waist as he kissed her cheek. Amber clung to Ethan’s neck, her face glowing with bashful pride. Wiping the blood from the corner of my mouth, I posted a photo of our marriage certificate in the comment section. Clara: [Is your new ballet production about shameless mistresses?] Ethan’s call came through within minutes. “Clara Bennett, what the hell are you doing? How many times do I have to tell you—Amber and I are just putting on a show.” I sniffled, trying to keep my voice steady. “What gives you the right to take my lead role and hand it to her?” He hesitated. “Wait… Are you at Crimson Ballet Company?” There was a brief pause before he continued, his tone turning casual, almost dismissive. “Amber wanted the lead in this tour as a birthday gift. I didn’t know the role was yours. Just go online and say the marriage certificate is fake.” A bitter laugh escaped my lips. He didn’t even know where I worked but somehow remembered Amber’s birthday wish. “And why should I fake a marriage certificate?” Ethan’s voice was calm, as if explaining something obvious. “You could say you’re a fan of mine.” “A fan? That’s how you see me?” He let out a long sigh. “Clara, we’ve been married for seven years. We’re practically an old married couple. Amber’s young—there’s no need to start drama with her.” Old? Did he forget that I married him before I even graduated college? That despite our seven years together, I was only a year older than Amber? “Ethan, I fell down the stairs. My leg hurts.” “All I’m asking is for you to apologize and clarify things. It’s not that hard.” His tone carried disappointment. “When did you turn into such a liar?” Tears, warm and thick, mixed with the blood dripping onto my hand. I covered my mouth and ended the call. When his number flashed on my screen again, I immediately set it to silent. I called 911 myself. When the paramedics arrived, they asked if I had any family to accompany me. “No,” I replied, staring blankly at the ceiling. “They’re all gone.” Halfway to the hospital, Ethan texted me. Ethan: [Amber fainted because of you. Get to the hospital, apologize to her in person, and bring a suitable gift. There’ll be reporters there.] Ethan: [It may be embarrassing, but you started this mess.] “With trembling fingers, I typed back. Clara: [In your dreams.]” I shut off my phone and retreated into the silence of my thoughts. While waiting for my X-ray results in the hospital corridor, a familiar voice caught my attention. “Dr. Lee, I’m Amber’s boyfriend. Let me know if there’s anything she needs.” I looked up and met Ethan’s gaze. His steps faltered for a moment, but he quickly composed himself. Acting as if I were a stranger, he continued chatting with Michael Lee, walking right past me. The faint citrus scent of his cologne hit me, and my stomach churned. I wanted to escape, but Ethan turned back. He seemed rushed, his face filled with irritation when he saw I hadn’t left. “Have you come to your senses?” “Like I said, in your dreams.” I pushed past him, limping in the opposite direction. I could feel his eyes on my injured leg, his gaze growing colder. “Are you seriously playing the pity card to avoid apologizing?” I didn’t respond, desperate to escape the corridor filled with Amber’s cloying perfume. But a strong hand grabbed my shoulder, yanking me back. I stumbled, nearly losing my balance, as sharp pain shot through my leg. “Ah!” I cried out, unable to hold back. Ethan’s brow furrowed as his expression darkened. “You’re really disappointing me.” With practiced ease, he reached into my pocket and took my phone. “Give it back!” I lunged for it, but Ethan shoved me away impatiently. “Marcus, hold her.” The bodyguard Marcus Shaw pinned me effortlessly, his grip leaving me powerless. “Ethan Ward!”

    A face mask was tossed my way. “Cover her mouth. Stop her screaming.” With my wrists pinned, my leg throbbing, and my mouth tightly covered, all I could do was cry. I watched helplessly as Ethan took my phone, logged into my account, and posted an apology in my name. “I’ve changed your password. Only I can access it now. Behave yourself, and stop causing trouble.” When he finally glanced up, he froze, clearly startled by my tear-streaked face. He waved off the bodyguard, scolding him, “Did you have to be so rough?” Then he stepped closer, gently rubbing my wrist. “Does it hurt? If you’d just listened earlier, none of this would’ve happened.” I snatched my phone back, my hands trembling as I opened Space X. Clara: [I apologize for my comments on Crimson Ballet Company’s page. I am not married to Mr. Ethan Ward. As a fan, I let my admiration for him get the better of me. I also apologize to Ms. Amber Vaughn and Mr. Ethan Ward for the trouble I caused.] My fingers hovered over the comments, too afraid to click. [@Clara, have you no shame?] [@Clara, oh my God, your thirst to be a mistress is spilling off the screen.] [@Clara, people like you are a disgrace to dancers. Get out of the industry already!] Ethan grabbed the phone from my hands again. “Stop reading the comments.” “Is this the outcome you wanted?” I asked quietly, my voice barely audible. He turned away. “People online forget things quickly. I’ll have someone redirect the narrative later. Just stay off your phone for a while.” I shook my head slowly, my vision blurring. “You’ve ruined me.” I couldn’t see his face clearly, but his tone grew irritable. “I already said I’d fix it. Why are you making such a big deal out of this? If you hadn’t started all this drama, would we even be here?” He continued, “You should be grateful I’m even cleaning up your mess. If I’ve put you in the spotlight, it’s only because you brought this on yourself!” My ears buzzed, drowning out his voice as bitter laughter escaped my lips. “Let’s get a divorce.” He let out a low chuckle, his tone indulgent and dismissive. “You’re just venting. It’s fine—I’ll let you.” He was so sure I’d never leave him, framing his condescension as magnanimity. As Ethan’s laughter echoed, I found a strange calm washing over me. Just then, the doctor called my name from down the hall. “Clara Bennett? Come get your test results.” Ethan froze and then hurried after me. “What test results?” “Ethan,” a soft voice interrupted from behind. “Why are you taking so long?” Ethan turned, his expression instantly softening as he walked toward Amber, who stood at the hospital room door. “Why did you get out of bed? Go back and rest.” Dragging my numb, aching leg, I walked in the opposite direction. Every step felt like walking on shattered glass, each one cutting deeper. The doctor informed me I’d need a month of complete rest—or I’d never dance again. I took a cab back to my cold, empty apartment. Because our marriage was a secret, Ethan and I maintained separate residences. He had deliberately chosen the apartment above mine. On the first night we moved in, he’d pinned me against the wall and kissed me. “This way, I can sneak into your bed every night,” he’d said. I once thought it was just a playful quirk of his serious demeanor. But now I knew—the thrill of sneaking around wasn’t a game. Cheating was his true nature. He’d grown bored of me and fallen for Amber instead.

    At nine that night, Ethan showed up at my door carrying a bag of fruit. “I bought you some strawberries. Want some now?” I tossed my phone onto the table in front of him, the screen displaying Amber’s latest post. Amber: [I told him I wanted something sweet and tangy like cherries, but he bought strawberries instead. LOL.] “So, whatever Amber doesn’t want gets handed down to me?” Ethan frowned. “You don’t have to be like this…” He walked over and slipped an arm around my waist, his tone softening. “Is this because it’s been too long since we’ve been… close? Are you upset about that?” I shoved him away hard and gagged dramatically right in front of him. A storm darkened Ethan’s face. “That’s enough. Don’t act like this just because you think you can.” “What respect have you ever given me?” I clutched my chest, tears falling uncontrollably. “Do you even know how many hateful calls I’ve gotten? How have I been blacklisted by every major ballet company? My entire career is ruined! Ethan, what did I ever do to deserve this?” I’ve always been mild-mannered—easily pushed around, really. Ethan used to tease me, tugging on my earlobe with a smile. “You’re so easy to bully. What would you do without me?” I never imagined Ethan would truly leave me one day. When my parents died under a cloud of shame, accused of crimes they didn’t commit, the world turned its back on me. It was Ethan who pulled me out of the pit. He defied his family for me. I still remember him kneeling in the rain for hours, begging his father. He took me away from the place that had broken me and helped me start fresh in a new city. Even when I was at my lowest, Ethan never let go of me. Now, after surviving those brutal days, I was faced with his betrayal. “Let’s get a divorce,” I said, closing my eyes. “At least let me leave with some dignity.” “Clara,” Ethan sighed, rubbing his temples as if exhausted. “You’ve been through worse before. Why are you being so dramatic now?” My eyes flew open wide as I stared at him in disbelief. “What did you just say?” Ethan pressed his lips into a tight line, his expression turning cold. “When your parents killed themselves, the whole country was calling them murderers…” “Get out!” I screamed, grabbing a throw pillow from the couch and hurling it at him. “Get out!” Ethan looked genuinely shocked by my outburst. He hesitated for a moment and then stomped off in anger. On his way out, he grabbed the bag of strawberries. “You don’t want my charity? Fine. Let’s see how far your stubbornness takes you.” Barely ten minutes later, Amber posted again on Instagram. Amber: [First night staying at his place. The décor is so tacky—typical clueless guy taste.] The attached photo showed Ethan’s apartment upstairs. The “tacky” décor was something I had painstakingly designed myself. Ethan commented under her post. Ethan: [You’re right. It is tacky. Let’s remodel.] I rubbed my tired, aching eyes, my tears long since dried. Houses could be redecorated. People could be replaced. To Ethan, I was nothing more than a toy he’d grown bored of. When another harassing call came through, I yanked out my SIM card and replaced it with the one I’d used during an overseas tour. There was a time when a world-famous ballet company had offered me a position. I turned it down because I couldn’t bear the thought of leaving Ethan. With shaky hands, I dialed the number they’d given me. “Hello, is this Mr. Jason Sterling?” The line was silent. If not for the faint sound of breathing, I would’ve thought the call had been disconnected. Why wasn’t he saying anything? Had he seen the trending news? I tightened my grip on the phone, my palm damp with sweat. “Mr. Sterling, please hear me out. I didn’t do the things they’re accusing me of. I tried to post a clarification, but my accounts are all controlled. Every time I create a new one, the posts are deleted within seconds. I—” “Wait for me.” A deep, unfamiliar male voice interrupted me. It sounded vaguely familiar but nothing like the Jason Sterling I remembered. I froze. “You’re not Jason Sterling?” “Wait for me.” He repeated the words and then hung up abruptly. Confused, I stared at the phone. Moments later, a text came through. Unknown Number: [Taking off now. Gotta turn off my phone.] Seconds later, another message buzzed in. Unknown Number: [Wait for me to return. You’ll be alright.]   Though his words were cryptic, they at least carried a promise. I let out a breath I hadn’t realized I was holding. Over the next few days, I started packing and getting my paperwork in order. I didn’t have much—just a single suitcase. Anything Ethan had bought me, I left behind. Not because I was proud or still holding onto hope. He cheated on me and left me shattered. But back when my family was ruined, when I was hated by the public, when people demanded I pay for my parents’ alleged sins, it was Ethan who saved me. I don’t know how he convinced his father, but after that night of kneeling in the rain, Ethan was disowned. At the same time, the public’s hatred for me disappeared. He gave me a new life. He caught me when I was at my lowest and stayed by my side through the darkest days. For that, I couldn’t bring myself to hate him. I just wanted to part ways peacefully. After three days of silence, Ethan returned. “Have you calmed down and come to your senses?” I nodded, my tone calm. “I have.” He misunderstood my response, a smug smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. “Good. Clara, you need to remember your place. Be good, and I’ll keep taking care of you. But if you push your luck, I’ll make sure you have nothing.” After his tirade, he seemed confused by my lack of reaction. “Are you done?” I placed the divorce papers on the table. “If you are, sign this.” Ethan’s eyes darkened as he stared at the papers. “You’ve known about Amber and me for a while. Why not just pretend nothing happened, like you used to? Stay as my wife. Isn’t that better? She gets what she wants, and so do you. Clara, you shouldn’t be so ungrateful.” I gaped at him, stunned that those words had come out of his mouth. I still remembered back in high school, when Ethan’s father cheated on his mother, and the house erupted into chaos. His father had sneered, “Every man in my position has a mistress. I’m not divorcing you, so stop making a fuss.” Furious, Ethan had grabbed a baseball bat and smashed a vase near his father. Amid the shards of glass, he had said coldly, “A man with no sense of responsibility doesn’t deserve to be my father.” Back then, I thought Ethan was the most incredible person I’d ever met. In what felt like the blink of an eye, the disdainful boy from years ago had morphed into a reflection of his father. At thirty, Ethan wasn’t just his father’s mirror—he was everything his fifteen-year-old self had vowed never to become. I felt nothing but disgust. “No way,” I said, sliding the divorce papers closer to him. “After the divorce, you can take care of as many people as you want.” Ethan stared at me for a long moment before finally picking up the papers between two fingers. “You want a divorce? Fine. But don’t you think it’s time to settle the debts you owe me?” I nodded and pulled out a bank card. “There’s five million dollars on this. It’s enough to cover everything you’ve spent on me.” Ethan’s brows furrowed as he stared at the card. “Five million dollars? You think that’s enough?” “It is,” I replied, meeting his gaze. “I’ve kept records of every expense. The ledger is in the study if you want to check. I also kept every luxury item and piece of jewelry you bought me—they’ve either been returned or factored into the total. I owe you nothing.” Ethan was silent for so long I almost thought he wouldn’t agree. Then he laughed softly. “I was planning to take you to a charity gala tomorrow night, but since you don’t need me, forget it.” His gaze lingered on my face, likely searching for some hint of regret. But he found none. My expression didn’t waver. “Since our marriage is a secret, feel free to bring whoever you want.” Ethan pressed his lips into a thin line and tossed an invitation onto the table. “Your name’s on it. Come with me tomorrow night, and I’ll agree to the divorce.”   I had no idea what Ethan’s real intentions were. But I had no choice but to agree. When I finally slipped into the dress Ethan had sent me and arrived at the gala, chauffeured by his driver, I realized I had underestimated just how cruel he could be. This wasn’t some private event. The red carpet was lined with reporters from every major media outlet. Fans clutching flowers and banners screamed their favorite celebrities’ names from the sidelines. Lost in my thoughts, I didn’t notice someone pointing at me until I heard the shout. “Look! Isn’t that Bitch Clara?” Ever since Ethan had forced me to apologize using my own account, I’d been branded with that humiliating title. I’d seen the countless hateful comments online, but no amount of vitriol on a screen compared to hearing it whispered, sneered, and jeered right next to me. “How does she even have the nerve to show her face here?” “Look at her dress—Amber’s in white, so she wore white too? Shameless.” “Don’t even compare her to Amber. She doesn’t measure up, not even close!” “Exactly! Amber’s dress is next-season couture. Hers? Probably last year’s leftovers.” The relentless mockery drilled into my ears. I turned on my heel, ready to leave, but someone grabbed my arm. I looked up to see Ethan’s bodyguard, Marcus. He smirked, his eyes glinting with malice. “Ma’am, Mr. Ward insists you attend the event.” He was Amber’s relative, and during that incident at the hospital, he had deliberately yanked my arm so hard it left bruises. Ethan had seen it but only offered a perfunctory reprimand. And now, he’d sent Marcus to deal with me again. The man who once cherished me had vanished completely. Bitterness surged in my chest, but resistance was futile. I was half-dragged, half-pulled along by Marcus. “Look at Clara’s limp—doesn’t she walk like a crippled donkey?” “Think she’s trying to crash the red carpet and got busted by security?” “Absolute trash!” Before I could react, a sharp voice yelled, and suddenly a bottle of juice came flying at me. I tried to dodge, but Marcus deliberately shifted, blocking my escape and even shoving me closer to the trajectory. “Ah!” The bottle burst open, drenching me in sticky purple grape juice. My white dress was instantly stained and blotched. “Ha! Doesn’t she look like she’s on her period?” “Don’t you have any shame? Get lost already!” “If I were you, I’d jump off a building. God, people this shameless are just indestructible.” Amid the jeers and laughter, I struggled against Marcus’ grip. “Let me go! I need to change!” Marcus looked down at me with mock concern. “Sorry, but even if you were on your last breath, Mr. Ward said you’re going inside tonight. Mr. Ward also said if you want a divorce, you’ll have to make it through this evening first. Otherwise, don’t bother.” I froze. Of course. I should’ve remembered. Ethan was the rising star of Oceanhaven now. What could someone like me—a woman whose very identity had to remain hidden—possibly do to stand against him? I forced a smile, hollow and resigned. “Let go. I’ll walk on my own.” But Marcus wasn’t done humiliating me. Instead of letting go, he quickened his pace, dragging me along awkwardly. I stumbled forward, drawing even more ridicule from the crowd. By the time we reached Ethan, Marcus had returned to his usual obedient, unassuming demeanor. Ethan’s cold gaze swept over me, lingering on my stained dress. “What happened?” I glared at him, my voice shaking with anger. “What happened? Isn’t this exactly what you wanted?” Ethan frowned slightly, about to speak, but a delicate arm looped around his from behind. “Clara, I’m so sorry,” Amber cooed. “It must’ve been one of my fans who threw the juice at you.” Draped in a pristine white couture gown, Amber pressed herself closer to Ethan, looking perfectly innocent. “She probably got upset seeing you in a dress similar to mine. Clara, you don’t mind, do you?” Once, her provocations would’ve infuriated me. But now, all I wanted was to leave. “Ethan, you wanted me here. I showed up. You wanted to humiliate me, and I took it. You’ve gotten what you wanted. Can I go now?” Though I phrased it as a question, I wasn’t waiting for his answer. I turned and started walking away. “Don’t leave yet.” Someone blocked my path.   “Well, well, if it isn’t Clara Bennett, the famous dancer. Since you’re here, why not give us a performance before you go?” I didn’t recognize the man, but it was obvious he was someone Ethan had arranged to mock me further. “Move,” I said, my voice cold and firm. “Aw, such a temper,” the man drawled, looking me up and down like I was an object for sale. “Still think you’re the rising star of the ballet world? Haven’t you heard? You’ve been blacklisted.” The words hit me like ice water. My breath caught as a chill ran through me. “Is that true?” Ethan swirled the wine in his glass, his gaze detached and indifferent. “It’s the price you pay for your mistakes.” I couldn’t stop myself from demanding, “What did I do? What was so unforgivable that you had to destroy my career? Tell me!” Ethan’s lips pressed into a thin line, his expression souring. “You know exactly what you did.” Amber let out a soft laugh. “Clara, I’m performing tonight. With all the bad press you’ve been getting lately, why not dance too? There are a lot of influential people here. Maybe someone will take an interest.” I stared at Amber until her smile faltered. “Ethan,” she said, shrinking behind him, “Clara’s scaring me.” Ethan patted her hand reassuringly, his eyes never leaving mine. “Clara, isn’t this what you wanted? A chance to network? There are several entertainment executives here tonight. Take advantage of it.” I drew in a sharp breath, horrified by how unrecognizable Ethan had become. In his early days, when he was struggling to start his business, he’d been so desperate for funds that he almost missed out on a golden opportunity. I’d secretly taken a job dancing at a nightclub to earn money quickly. When Ethan found out, he was furious. He’d rather sell his blood than let me perform in a place like that. “You know how jealous I get,” he’d said, his voice low and possessive. “I’d lose my mind if other men looked at you like that.” He had loved me so much back then. We’d spent nights in our tiny, damp apartment, sharing everything down to a single plum, savoring it together. But now? Now he seemed perfectly fine with pushing me toward other men. My voice came out hoarse and broken. “Fine. If that’s what you want.” I pushed past the man blocking my path and made my way toward a director I’d once worked with. “Wow, Clara’s still limping. You think she’s actually hurt?” “Please. She’s faking it.” Ethan’s disdainful voice blended seamlessly with the laughter and jeers around me, creating a suffocating web of humiliation. I reached the director, but before I could even greet him, he quickly excused himself and walked away. I froze, realizing there was no point in trying anymore. But I couldn’t accept it. I had always been known for my dedication, my low-key professionalism, and my spotless reputation in the dance world. So many people had once begged to work with me. How could Ethan’s words alone erase all of that? I limped around the room, lowering myself further with each person I approached. But they all avoided me like the plague—or worse, joined Amber in mocking me. It wasn’t until I was left utterly alone, standing in the center of the room, that the truth hit me like a slap in the face. I was nothing more than a clown under the spotlight, a joke for everyone to laugh at. And leading the charge was the man I once believed I could trust with my life. “Clara,” Ethan said, his face dark with displeasure. “Haven’t you embarrassed yourself enough?” Amber’s voice was soft and falsely sweet. “Ethan, Clara was my mentor. Maybe we should just let this go?” He didn’t reply, but his tightly furrowed brow relaxed slightly. “Absolutely not!” someone shouted. “A dancer acting like this? She’s ruining Mr. Ward’s reputation!” “Exactly. Even if Mr. Ward lets it slide, she needs to be taught a lesson so she knows what lines not to cross.” One of Ethan’s lackeys handed me a glass filled to the brim with strong liquor. “Drink this, and we’ll consider giving you another chance. What do you say, everyone?” A chorus of agreement rose around me. I turned to Ethan. “Is this your idea?”   Ethan stood three steps away, unmoving. I had no intention of closing the distance. I knew he was waiting for me to cave. Every argument we’d ever had ended with me surrendering first. Not because he was right. But because I couldn’t forget how he had pulled me out of the darkest time of my life. In his presence, I always felt like I owed him something—like I was permanently indebted to him. I tolerated his misdirected anger because of that. Even when he flirted openly with Amber or bought her an apartment to keep her close, I turned a blind eye for a while. But not today. “Tell me again,” I said, my voice steady. “Was making me drink your idea?” Ethan’s expression hardened at my defiance. “Yes. It was.” I shook my head with a bitter smile, staring into the liquor swirling in the glass. He knew I was allergic to alcohol, yet here he was, forcing me to drink to protect Amber. The boy who once couldn’t bear to see me hurt was gone, lost to time. Something inside me shattered. Ten years. All of it. Over. A single word came to mind, “irreversible.” “Fine.” I raised the glass and drank it in one go, catching the flicker of hesitation in Ethan’s eyes before he schooled his features. The fiery burn of the alcohol scorched my throat, making me cough so hard my face turned red. “Good job! Let’s pour her another one!” Someone reached for the bottle, but Ethan snapped, “That’s enough,” and they backed off. He took a step toward me, but Amber looped her arm through his, holding him back. “Ethan, I think Clara’s shown enough sincerity,” she said, her tone saccharine. “How about this? When I perform later, let her join me on stage.” Amber’s lips curved into a mockingly innocent smile. “Of course, it might mean Clara would have to be my backup dancer. What do you think?” “That won’t be necessary,” I said coldly. The alcohol churned in my stomach, the heat spreading across my skin. “This performance is live-streamed, isn’t it? Is humiliating me in front of the entire world what you really want? Or is it that you’re so insecure about your own abilities that you need to pull these cheap tricks to make yourself feel superior?” For the first time in years, I let myself speak without restraint, letting the venom I’d bottled up pour out. Amber tightened her grip on Ethan’s arm, her voice trembling with faux innocence. “Ethan, explain to Clara. She’s misunderstanding me.” Ethan’s expression darkened further, his tone dripping with disappointment. “If you still want to dance, you’ll get on that stage tonight. Being Amber’s backup dancer is a privilege for someone like you.” His words cut through the last thread holding me together, ripping apart whatever feelings I still had for him. “Ethan Ward,” I said, my voice steady but laced with contempt, “what exactly am I to you? A toy? A source of entertainment? Or just a prop to help you and Amber flaunt your relationship? Whatever this is, I’m done playing.” I pulled off my wedding ring and hurled it at him. Then, with everyone watching, I took the divorce papers from my bag and scattered them at his feet. “If you’re so eager to distance yourself from me, fine—let’s make it official. Sign the damn papers, and we’ll be done. I wish you and Amber all the best. Just don’t ever show your faces in front of me again!”   The papers fluttered to the floor. Someone nearby picked one up, scrutinizing it. “Wow, these look pretty convincing. Mr. Ward, could these be real?” Ethan’s tone was indifferent. “Just a childish stunt.” He genuinely thought I was bluffing. He was so certain I wouldn’t leave him. To him, every act of defiance, every tear I shed, was nothing more than a petty tantrum. Even now, his gaze carried a faint glimmer of mockery. “I suggest you stop making a scene before it gets any worse,” he said coolly. Exhaustion washed over me—deep, bone-deep fatigue. “A withered flower can never bloom again,” I thought. “People are no different.” I turned to leave. The sound of Ethan’s wine glass shattering against the floor echoed through the room. “Think carefully,” he said, his voice sharp and cutting. “Once you walk out that door, who will want you? Who would even dare?” I didn’t know what my expression looked like, but the jeers around me died down. My vision blurred, and Ethan’s figure warped into a grotesque shadow. I felt my soul sinking again. The last time, Ethan had caught me. This time, he was the one pushing me into the abyss. I bit down on my lip so hard I tasted blood. “Oh, Ethan,” Amber cooed, picking up my glass. “This was Clara’s drink, wasn’t it? Doesn’t smell like alcohol at all.” The liquor had been poured right in front of Ethan. Amber’s lie was as flimsy as it was malicious. But Ethan believed her anyway. He stepped forward, his grip like iron as he seized my wrist. “You’ve disappointed me again. Apologize to Amber.” His voice was cold and impatient, as if I were a child in need of discipline. The alcohol was already wreaking havoc on my body, my vision doubling as my immune system collapsed under the strain. “Leave here,” I thought, the word pounding through my head like a drumbeat. But Ethan didn’t let go. Pain shot up my arm as his grip tightened. I cried out, but he didn’t loosen his hold. “You think I’ll fall for your tricks again?” His voice was low and biting. “You’re getting on that stage tonight, no matter what.” Amber giggled. “How about I take Clara to change into something more suitable?” “That won’t be necessary,” Ethan said, his words stabbing into me like needles. “Let her dance in that dress. It’ll remind her of her place. Once something is dirty, it can never be clean again.” His voice was calm, almost casual, but every word was a deliberate jab. A reminder of my parents’ disgrace. A reminder that everything I had come from him. “If I leave him, I’ll have nothing,” I thought. “But what’s the point of staying with someone who uses my past as a weapon?” “Let go!” I shouted, wrenching free of his grasp, only to stumble and crash to the ground. The allergic reaction hit me like a freight train. My body felt heavy, my throat constricted, and I couldn’t breathe. Amber’s voice drifted in, distant and faint. “Ethan, my routine involves a lot of movement. Clara’s dress is too long—it’ll get in the way. If she won’t change, maybe we should just tear it.” Ethan hesitated for only a second. “Fine.” “Hold her down,” he ordered. Hands grabbed at me from every direction. I panicked, thrashing as hard as I could, but it was no use. I was like a fish out of water—flailing helplessly, powerless against them. “No,” I screamed in my mind, the word echoing in a void of despair.   “Ah!” The person closest to me let out a sudden, sharp cry. “What the hell? Who’s there?” “Are you out of your mind?” One curse followed another until they abruptly turned into gasps of shock. The weight on my body lifted, and I was swept into a pair of arms that smelled faintly of sandalwood. Struggling to lift my eyelids, I caught the glint of diamond cufflinks on the edge of a sleeve through my blurry vision. “Who’s the idiot who thinks they can—” The abuser, now yanked back, turned angrily to confront the newcomer, but their words died the moment they locked eyes with a pair of icy irises. The man holding me stood tall—easily over six feet—with a frame that radiated raw power. His features were striking and sharp, with arched brows cutting assertively into his temples. His thick lashes cast a brooding shadow over his cold, piercing eyes, and his lips were set in a tight line. Although his face was undeniably handsome, the chilling aura surrounding him made it impossible to approach lightly. Ethan, however, noticed something else first, the man’s entourage. Behind him stood a group of imposing men dressed in black, each exuding a commanding presence that was far beyond the typical bodyguard. Standing to the man’s right was a familiar face—Robert Hayes. Ethan’s breath hitched. Robert Hayes was a powerhouse in Seaview Isle, a man with considerable sway, someone even Ethan had tried and failed to approach multiple times. Yet here he was, standing hunched over with his cane, his demeanor unusually humble. Ethan had never seen Robert this deferential. An unease crept into Ethan’s chest as he cautiously addressed the man, his tone probing. “May I ask for your name, sir?” The man, towering over Ethan, looked down with thinly veiled contempt. “A group of people ganging up on a woman. Don’t you feel ashamed?” Ethan maintained a polite smile. “You misunderstand. She volunteered to stay and perform. After all, it’s a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to make a name for herself.” The man’s lips curved into a mocking smirk. “A lie so transparent it only fools the one telling it.” He turned slightly toward Robert. “This is the promising talent you spoke of from Seaview Isle?” Robert’s expression tightened, his tone fawning as he rushed to explain. “This—this is an exception, of course.” Robert’s forced smile vanished as he turned to Ethan, his face dark with anger. “Young man, broaden your horizons. You were invited to this gala, not to engage in mob tactics.” Ethan clenched his fists, a burning frustration simmering in his chest, but his attention remained fixed on the man as he carefully calculated his next move. Robert took the opportunity to speak up, raising his voice, “Allow me to introduce Mr. Julian Reid, of Ardent Industries.” Ethan froze, his entire body stiffening. Ardent Industries. That was a name Ethan couldn’t afford to offend. The newly appointed head of Ardent Industries was a legend. Julian Reid had led a mercenary team and fought his way out of the jungle, seizing control of the Reid family’s business empire despite his illegitimate status. In record time, he consolidated power and became the undisputed leader of Ardent Industries. Even across the ocean, Ethan had heard of his reputation. This man was no less than a living nightmare. Ethan’s eyes flickered with jealousy before fear quickly subdued it. Amber, who had been clinging to Ethan’s arm, suddenly stepped forward, releasing her grip. “Mr. Reid, do you follow entertainment news?” Amber asked, her tone sweet and polished. “You must be far too busy, or you wouldn’t have misunderstood us like this.” She smiled coyly. “I’m Amber Vaughn, a dancer. The woman you’re holding, Clara, is my colleague. She’s faked marriage certificates and even drawn up phony contracts. She’s—” “You’re Amber Vaughn?” Julian interrupted her coldly. Amber’s eyes lit up with barely contained excitement. “You’ve heard of me?” The onlookers exchanged whispers. “Wow, Mr. Reid knows Amber? I guess her charm is impossible to resist.” “No surprise. Amber’s basically a national sweetheart in the dance world.” “First Ethan Ward, and now Julian Reid? Some girls have all the luck.” Amber tilted her head modestly, her smile poised. “Have you seen me dance before? I don’t usually take photos with men, but I’d make an exception for you.” She smoothed her hair and pulled out her phone, angling it for a selfie with Julian. Before she could even smile for the camera, her phone was slapped out of her hand, landing far away with a loud clatter.

    “Ow!” Amber cried, clutching her reddened hand. She opened her mouth to protest but froze when she saw Julian gently brush aside Clara’s curls to inspect her face. “She’s having an allergic reaction to alcohol,” he said, his voice low and trembling slightly. His demeanor shifted. No longer restrained, he scooped Clara into his arms, holding her securely against his chest. Without hesitation, he turned to leave. “Mr. Reid!” Ethan stepped forward to block his path. “Where are you taking her?” Julian’s gaze was glacial as he looked at Ethan. “She’s going into anaphylactic shock. Can’t you see that?” Ethan glanced at Clara in Julian’s arms and sneered. “Mr. Reid, you don’t understand. This woman is a master manipulator. She drank plain water earlier—how could she possibly have an allergic reaction to alcohol?” Julian’s chest rose and fell sharply, as if suppressing something primal. Ethan continued, his tone accusatory. “Stop pretending, Clara. If you don’t want to dance, no one’s forcing you. Don’t play the victim and mislead Mr. Reid. Stop this charade.” As Ethan pressed on, one of Julian’s men leaned in to whisper something into his ear. A wave of cold fury emanated from Julian. “You’re saying she drank water?” “Exactly,” Ethan said confidently. “Amber saw it herself.” At a single glance from Julian, the nearest burly man in black strode over to the trust fund kid who had poured Clara’s drink. “Which bottle was it?” The trust fund kid stammered, visibly shaken. “Th-that one…” The bottle remained untouched, save for the one glass already poured for Clara. Julian’s sharp gaze shifted to Amber, who instinctively shrank back. “If you believe it was water, why don’t you drink the rest of the bottle?” Amber faltered, her eyes darting nervously. “I… I didn’t get a clear look…” Julian didn’t give her a chance to continue. “Drink it.” At his signal, one of his men grabbed Amber and effortlessly restrained her. Another uncorked the bottle and forced it toward her lips. “Help… help!” Amber’s tearful eyes sought Ethan desperately. Ethan hesitated, taking half a step forward before Robert’s cold glare froze him in place. “Young man,” Robert said warningly, “don’t drag me into your mess.” If Ethan couldn’t read between the lines, he had no business being where he was now. He clenched his fists, his face red with frustration, but he stayed put, glaring helplessly as Amber was forced to drink. Amber choked and sputtered, some of the liquid going down while the rest spilled out in a humiliating mess. The lively buzz of the venue had vanished, replaced by an uneasy stillness, broken only by the sound of her desperate retching. Seaview Isle’s elite collectively decided to stay rooted in place—no one dared to test their luck with Julian now. Julian’s gaze swept over the crowd, his voice cutting like a blade. “So, you all believe it was water?” Those he singled out quaked under his stare, stammering, “No, no! It was definitely alcohol!” “Amber said it was water, but we didn’t know anything!” “I can vouch—Amber said she wanted to ruin Clara tonight, and that Ethan always listens to her.” Ethan’s head snapped toward Amber, disbelief etched into his face. “You really said that?” Amber shook her head violently, tears streaming down her face. Julian’s fists tightened, veins bulging against his skin. Before his rage could boil over, a faint, pained sound escaped Clara’s lips. Julian’s expression immediately softened. “You’ll be fine. We’re heading to the hospital now.” As he carried her away, Julian’s eyes flicked toward the table of untouched drinks. “For those who can’t tell the difference between water and alcohol, let me help you learn. Each of you, one bottle. Drink until you finish. Robert, ensure they comply.”

    Robert respectfully watched Julian and his entourage leave. When he turned back to the stunned crowd, the faint smile on his face vanished. “Alright, everyone. Start drinking,” he said curtly. The long table was lined with at least a dozen bottles of liquor. To finish them all, it was clear—each person would have to down an entire bottle. Amber, already pale from being forced to drink half a bottle earlier, clung desperately to Ethan’s arm, trembling as she hid behind him. The others immediately turned on her. “This is your fault! Why did you say it was water?” “Clara’s allergic to alcohol! How could you force her to drink?” “She tried to leave earlier. Why couldn’t you just let her go? What was the point of making her stay?” Amber clutched Ethan’s sleeve, tears brimming in her eyes. “Ethan, you have to believe me. I swear, I saw Clara switch glasses.” “She’s smart,” Amber added, her voice shaky. “She wouldn’t do anything to hurt herself.” Ethan frowned slightly, considering her words. “You’re right. She must have done it to make me feel guilty.” Robert watched their back-and-forth with waning patience before finally cutting in. “Young man, how you figure this out is your problem. Right now, we have other matters to deal with.” Ethan hesitated. “Mr. Hayes, the gala is about to begin. If we’re all drunk, it would be disrespectful to the hosts.” Robert’s cane struck the floor twice, hard enough to echo. “Do you really think you can insult Mr. Reid and still waltz into the gala as if nothing happened?” The room collectively froze, the gravity of the situation finally sinking in. Ethan licked his dry lips nervously. “Does Mr. Reid know Clara Bennett personally?” Robert’s expression was unreadable. “All I know is that this is Mr. Reid’s first time in Oceanhaven.” “Exactly,” Ethan said, visibly relaxing. “There’s no way Clara knows someone of his stature.” Amber sniffled pitifully. “Clara really messed up this time. Now Mr. Reid has the wrong impression of us.” “She’s so thoughtless,” Amber continued, her tone aggrieved. “How could she not think about how this would affect you?” Ethan’s face darkened. “She’s being ridiculous.” Robert rapped his cane again, his tone sharp. “This is the last time I’ll ask. Will you drink willingly, or shall I make you?” ***** The first thing I noticed when I regained consciousness was that I was lying on a hospital bed. The vibration of my phone on the nightstand pulled me from my thoughts. I reached for it instinctively and saw a string of missed calls from Ethan. At the top were his messages. Ethan: [Clara, you’ve really disappointed me.] Ethan: [I didn’t expect you to care about me like Amber, but at least don’t stab me in the back.] Ethan: [Keeping our marriage a secret was the best decision I’ve ever made.] Ethan: [Are you trying to seduce Julian Reid to spite me? Don’t kid yourself. A man like him would never go for someone like you.] Ethan: [Explain everything to Mr. Reid, or don’t bother coming back to me.] The memories of the gala, the calculated humiliation, came flooding back. Rage swelled in my chest, choking me. I clutched at my heart, coughing violently. A warm hand rested gently on my back, soothing me. “Lara, how are you feeling?” I froze, eyes wide in shock. “What… what did you call me?” It had been so long since anyone had called me “Lara” that I almost forgot it was my name before Clara. Before I became Clara, I was the heiress to Aetherion Biosciences—a name that used to mean something. A name that now brought back memories too painful to bear. My breath hitched as I recoiled, pulling away and curling into myself. “I’m sorry,” the man said, his voice trembling. “I didn’t mean to scare you. Look at me, Lara. Do you recognize me?” Something in his gentle tone calmed my spiraling thoughts. Slowly, I rubbed my eyes and focused on his face. His features sharpened, and the familiar boy from my memories emerged. “Jules?”

    When I was five, my parents took me to a remote village for a charity project. A line of children, dressed in tattered clothes, stood before us, each recounting their hardships. But my gaze landed on a quiet boy at the back of the group. He was thin and unremarkable compared to the others, yet the moment our eyes met, something about him pulled me in. “Dad, I want that boy!” I tugged on my father’s sleeve insistently. My father, a notorious pushover when it came to me, didn’t hesitate to indulge me. That was how Jules came to live with us in Oceanhaven. I never knew his full name. I just followed him around, calling him Jules. Seven years older than me, Jules was mature beyond his years, a stark contrast to my chatty, boisterous nature. He was quiet and withdrawn, not particularly skilled at socializing. But he wove me colorful flower crowns and carried my least favorite backpack without complaint. To me, he was like an older brother, someone I cherished almost as much as my parents. But Jules stayed with us for less than six months. That winter, I was kidnapped—again—and broke my leg while escaping. Jules stayed by my side, his eyes red with unshed tears, keeping vigil all night. The next day, he told my father he wanted to enroll in a military academy. He left shortly after and never came back. Looking at him now, I marveled at how much he’d changed. “Jules, you’re so tall now.” “Are you really the Julian of Ardent Industries?” I asked, piecing things together from Ethan’s messages. A mix of pride and inevitability swelled in my chest. He smiled, just as he used to, and gently ruffled my hair. “I’m sorry I took so long to find you.” I shook my head. “It’s a good thing you weren’t around. Otherwise, you’d have been dragged down with me.” After my parents’ downfall, Aetherion Biosciences changed hands overnight. I went from being the envied heiress to a punching bag for anyone with a grudge. No one spoke up for me. They all said, “The sins of her parents must be repaid by her.” Hurting me became the “right” thing to do. The weight of those memories made me genuinely believe that Jules staying away had spared him from the same fate. Julian’s gaze darkened, guilt flickering in his eyes. “I should have been there. If I’d acted sooner, they wouldn’t have…” “Stop blaming yourself,” I interrupted. “What happened was inevitable. Even if you’d been there, you couldn’t have changed it.” Julian pressed his lips into a thin line. “Lara, there’s something you need to know—” The sound of the door opening cut him off. My attention shifted to the man who entered. “Mr. Reid, Ms. Bennett,” he began, nodding at me before handing Julian a tablet. “Someone’s spreading false narratives about the gala online and using bots to target Ms. Bennett. It’s already trending.” I frowned, reaching for my phone, but Julian pulled me closer, wrapping an arm around my shoulders. “Let’s check out together.” My back pressed against his chest, the scent of sandalwood enveloping me. I glanced up at him uneasily. Julian’s expression was focused and composed as he studied the screen. I silently berated myself for my discomfort. This was Jules. No matter how many years had passed or what title he now carried, he was still the boy who once made me flower crowns. I forced myself to focus on the tablet in his hands, brushing away any stray thoughts.

    The media latched onto a heavily edited video of me being dragged across the red carpet by Marcus due to my injured leg. In the distorted version, it appeared as though I was desperately trying to crash the event for attention. Internet users, ever ready to pounce, created GIFs of the footage, pairing them with degrading captions like, “Desperate diva wants the spotlight!” Alongside the video were photos of me holding a wine glass, seemingly approaching former collaborators, and they were twisted into an entirely new narrative. Comments flooded in. [Clara Bennett isn’t just a slandering bitch. She’s also hunting for shady deals. What a perfect match for the bitch title!] [This is hilarious! Every exec she approached bolted like she had the plague. What a disaster.] [Look at her pathetic face. Honestly, if she’s that desperate, I’d pay for one night.] [I’m serious—Clara Bennett should just sell herself at this point.] The vitriol escalated after footage surfaced of Amber being rushed to the hospital for a stomach pump. What started as casual trolling turned into outright malice. Amber fueled the fire, posting two new photos on Space X. The first was her hospital record. The second was a picture of two intertwined hands, the couple’s rings on full display. The ring on her finger stopped me cold. It was the very ring I had picked out as a gift for our seventh wedding anniversary. Ethan had dismissed it, claiming the overseas flagship store appointment was unnecessary. Now, there it was—on Amber’s hand. Amber: [Being harassed by a lunatic landed me in the ER. Thankfully, I have someone who’ll always protect me. @Ethan.] Almost immediately, Ethan shared her post with a comment. Ethan: [Don’t let a crazy person ruin your mood, sweetheart. Remember, you’re destined to shine, while some people are only fit to rot in the gutter.] The comment section erupted, with tags directed at me. Among the insults were responses from verified accounts—former colleagues, no less—detailing alleged instances of my workplace bullying. These weren’t random strangers. They included people I had been close to, people I had helped financially when they were struggling, even a woman I once shared meals with. My fingers trembled as I hovered over the flood of hateful comments, unable to look away. “Don’t,” Julian said, taking my hand firmly in his. “They’re not worth it.” I tightened my grip on his hand, my resolve hardening. “I need to remember the faces they’re showing me now.” It reminded me of when my family fell. Those who once held me in high regard had been the first to shatter me, eagerly casting themselves as victims while I became their scapegoat. I thought I had learned my lesson, but I still gave my trust to the wrong people. “Am I an idiot?” I asked bitterly. Julian gently wiped the tears from my cheeks. “A flower that blooms in the dirt will always attract pests, jealous of its beauty and bent on destroying it. The flower isn’t at fault—it’s the vile insects that are to blame.” He held my gaze, his tone firm. “From now on, I’ll be the wall that shields you. You just focus on growing and flourishing.” “Thank you, Jules,” I said, removing my SIM card and tossing it into the trash without hesitation. “You’re right. It’s time to leave the past behind.” Neither the joy of my youth nor the solace I once found in Ethan could justify the pain he had inflicted on me. We had gone from supporting each other to being strangers. By sparing him the exposure of his infidelity, I had already shown him mercy.

    Julian wasn’t one to waste time. One phone call later, the gala organizers released the full footage from the evening. The unedited video captured Amber’s fans attacking me on the red carpet and Ethan and his group coercing me to drink inside. It didn’t take long for the colleagues who had falsely accused me of workplace bullying to receive lawsuits and termination letters. They didn’t even get to enjoy their moment of infamy before losing their jobs. As for Ethan, the fallout hit him even harder. Word spread that his entire production line had ground to a halt. Julian later informed me that Ethan was frantically trying to find out where I was. “If he apologizes and admits he was wrong, what will you do?” Julian asked. He was rubbing his temples lightly—a telltale sign of his tension. I placed a freshly baked cake in front of him. “Ethan Ward would never admit he was wrong.” A smudge of frosting clung to Julian’s lips, an endearing contrast to his usual sharp demeanor. “Why do you think that?” I gave him a wry smile. “The signs were there all along. I just got used to ignoring them.” The first time Ethan and Amber were caught kissing by the media, I cried and confronted him. He dismissed me, calling me immature, and whisked Amber off to see the northern lights. That was when I realized some changes were beyond my control. What I didn’t expect was Ethan’s way of retaliating, a grand fireworks display and a public proposal to Amber. The water army didn’t miss a beat, redirecting their attacks toward me once again. [Sure, Mr. Ward was a bit harsh at the gala, but anyone would be annoyed being hounded by a lunatic.] [Clara brought this on herself.] Julian, always quick to sense trouble, was ready to step in, but I stopped him. “I’ll handle it,” I said calmly. “He and I need closure.” He had drained every last ounce of gratitude I had left. This time, I wouldn’t waver. I compiled a slideshow of our years together—moments I had originally planned to gift him for his birthday—and uploaded it online. Now, it served as a very different kind of gift, one he couldn’t ignore. Amid the firestorm that followed, I reposted my wedding photo. This time, the comment section pinned a response from a city hall official. [Yes, they’re legally married. I officiated the ceremony myself. Mr. Ward’s secret marriage was understandable for his career, but proposing to another woman while still married is a criminal act.] Julian didn’t stop there. He dug up footage of Ethan meeting with Crimson Ballet’s director, brazenly offering investment money to replace me as the lead dancer. The narrative flipped in an instant. Ethan, once a romantic hero, was now a reviled scumbag. Amber, once the sweet ingenue, became the ultimate homewrecker. It all unraveled so fast. Letting go wasn’t as hard as I’d imagined. On Ethan’s Space X post of his proposal to Amber, I left a comment. Clara: [Congratulations. But divorce me first.] Not long after, Ethan deleted the post. Moments later, I received a private message from him. Ethan: [Let’s meet and talk.]

    I replied with a single word. Clara: [Fine.] Ethan and I needed closure, one way or another. He chose our old meeting spot—the chapel on the mountaintop. Back when we first settled in Oceanhaven, Ethan often brought me there on dates. Money was tight, so he’d pick wildflowers to make me necklaces and crowns. As things improved, he’d make annual donations to the chapel for my birthday. I still remembered him standing before the cross, hands clasped in earnest prayer. “God bless my Lara with peace and joy.” Those words still echoed in my mind, though the man who spoke to them felt like a stranger now. When I arrived, Ethan’s gaze immediately fell to my leg. “Your injury hasn’t healed properly. Why didn’t you let me pick you up?” I couldn’t help but scoff. “Wasn’t it you who forced me to dance for your precious Amber even when my leg was worse?” Ethan froze, a flicker of guilt crossing his face. “You’re right. That was wrong of me, and I’m sorry. But did you really have to blow everything up online? Do you have any idea how much damage you’ve caused my company? Years of hard work—gone in an instant!” As he spoke, his initial remorse evaporated, replaced by anger and frustration. I watched him calmly, curious to see what else he could say to justify himself. “Let’s just put the past behind us,” he continued, exhaling sharply. “It’s just my luck to have married someone like you.” The confidence in his tone was maddening. “Money can be regained,” he added, “but Amber’s reputation—you almost ruined her!” He studied my expression, mistaking my silence for hesitation, and his lips curved into a smirk. “You’ll post a statement online saying our marriage has been dead for years and that we’d already agreed to divorce. Make it clear that Amber isn’t a homewrecker.” I stared at him, incredulous. This had to be the most absurd thing I’d heard all year. “You think the public is stupid? If we had agreed to divorce, why would I have shared our marriage certificate?” Ethan frowned in irritation. “Say you were acting out of lingering feelings—hurt and resentment. People will believe it.” My disdain must have been obvious because he turned his head uncomfortably, avoiding my gaze. “Listen,” he said, his voice softening. “I promise I won’t say anything rash to the media again. And if you still want to visit Roselle, I’ll take you after all this is settled.” “No, thank you,” I replied coldly. “I wouldn’t want to impose on you. Save your grand gestures for Amber.” Ethan sighed in exasperation. “You’re still jealous, Clara. Don’t you realize how exhausting this childish behavior is? Go to Roselle if you want, but when you come down the mountain, you’d better hold a press conference and clear everything up.” He paused before adding, “And make sure you explain things to Julian, too.” His shamelessness was staggering. I took a deep breath to steady myself. “Why should I sacrifice my dignity to protect a cheating husband and his mistress?” Ethan’s expression darkened. “Was it necessary to say something so cruel?” “I’m just stating facts,” I said, pulling a prepared divorce agreement from my bag. “If you don’t want this to get uglier, then sign it.” He stared at the papers, his initial surprise giving way to a sneering smirk. “Do you think threatening me with divorce will scare me? Without me, you’re just a pariah, hated by everyone.” As he spat out those final words, I felt something in my chest shatter. Ethan looked at me with cold contempt. “And don’t tell me Julian Reid actually cares about you. Do you think someone like him would be interested in damaged goods?” He let out a malicious laugh. “You’re not young anymore, Clara. And men like Julian don’t go for women I’ve already used and discarded.”

    I slapped him hard across the face. “You’re disgusting.” My hand trembled, the sensation of touching Ethan making my skin crawl. I rubbed my palm vigorously, as if trying to erase the contact. Ethan’s eyes blazed with fury. “Disgusting? You didn’t seem to think so when you were begging me like a slut in bed!” He grabbed me roughly. “If you want to get laid, just say it. Stop playing hard to get. Let’s go to the car—I’ll give you what you need.” I struggled against him, and when he leaned in to kiss me, I kneed him hard in the groin. “Ugh—you bitch!” Ethan groaned, doubling over. “Fine, let’s see how you get down this mountain on your own!” With that, he stormed off and drove away. The chapel was on the outskirts of town, accessible by a winding road that stretched up the mountain. I’d taken a cab to get here. Unfortunately, the weather turned against me. Rain began pouring down, heavy and relentless. I opened my rideshare app, but no drivers were willing to pick up. Resigned, I started toward the chapel for shelter, but headlights pierced through the downpour as a black SUV pulled up in front of me. Julian stepped out, umbrella in hand, tilting it to shield me from the rain. “Jules?” I asked, startled. “What are you doing here?” “I’ve been following you since you left,” he admitted, draping his jacket over my shoulders. It was warm, carrying his faint scent. “I figured you were meeting Ethan. I couldn’t leave you alone.” It had been so long since anyone showed me such care. For a moment, my heart felt… soft. “It’s fine. I can handle him. Did you run into Ethan just now?” Julian’s expression soured. “I did. He even tried to block my car.” I tensed. “Are you okay?” “With that flashy little sports car of his? Please,” Julian said, a hint of pride in his tone. “He wouldn’t stand a chance against my custom SUV.” His uncharacteristic smugness made his strong, stoic features seem almost boyish. For a fleeting moment, it felt like I was looking at the teenager who used to buy me candy. Julian picked up the rain-soaked divorce papers. “He refused to sign?” “Yeah.” I sighed, frustration creeping into my voice. “I don’t get him. We can’t stand each other anymore, so why won’t he let go?” “Because he’s a selfish bastard,” Julian said bluntly, watching me carefully for a reaction. When he saw I wasn’t upset, a faint smile tugged at his lips. “Meeting you all the way out here was probably part of his plan. He wanted to make things difficult for you.” “Not really,” I said with a small laugh. “We used to come here on dates.” Julian’s face darkened. “What did you do here?” “Nothing much—walked around, prayed at the chapel.” “Let’s go pray,” Julian said suddenly, taking my hand. The chapel’s priest recognized me immediately, despite my two-year absence. “You look radiant, as if your spirit has found clarity and purpose. Truly, it’s something to celebrate.” Julian bowed slightly. “Father, how much has Ethan Ward donated here? I’ll give you a hundred times that.” His generosity earned him two bracelets in addition to the recognition of being the chapel’s top benefactor. Julian slipped one onto my wrist, his voice steady and certain. “Lara, as long as I’m here, nothing in this world will ever hurt you again.” As I touched the bracelet, a sense of peace washed over me. But when I glanced up, I froze. Ethan was back.

    To be exact, it was Ethan and Amber. It seemed that when Ethan climbed the mountain to “apologize” to me, Amber had been waiting conveniently at the foot of it. What was this? Some twisted power play between the wife and the mistress? The thought made my stomach churn. I clung to Julian’s arm and said, “Let’s get out of here.” Ethan quickly closed the distance between us. “Mr. Reid, could I trouble you for just a few minutes?” “No,” Julian replied, his voice curt and firm. “Mr. Reid…” Amber’s voice was saccharine sweet, dripping with a syrupy charm. “Please, just one chance.” “Not happening.” Julian’s tone was even colder this time. Amber froze, clearly taken aback. Ethan turned to me instead. “Clara, don’t you think there’s been some kind of misunderstanding between us?” He gave me a soft, familiar smile, the kind I hadn’t seen in ages. His eyes reflected my image, as if I was still his whole world. For a brief second, I faltered. My body, guided by muscle memory, nearly nodded in response. Julian pinched the back of my neck sharply. I jolted back to my senses, nearly slapping myself for the lapse. Ethan’s smile faltered, but he quickly composed himself. “Don’t forget the promise you made me.” I laughed coldly. “What promise?” I crossed my arms and raised an eyebrow. “If you really want to hear it again, fine. Let me spell it out for you.” I announced, “You broke your vows, cheated on me during our marriage, and Amber knowingly stepped into all of this. You even hired trolls to slander me. And the way you both behaved at the banquet? I will never forgive you.” Ethan’s face darkened, Amber’s smile froze in place, but Julian looked rather amused. He slid his arm around my waist and, without missing a beat, brushed past Ethan. “I wish you and Amber Vaughn all the best. May the two of you live shamelessly ever after.” Ethan’s jaw clenched as he turned to me, anger flickering in his eyes. “Clara, are you really going to debase yourself like this?” I felt Julian’s arm muscles tense, his restrained anger palpable. I quickly grabbed his wrist and whispered, “Ignore him.” The ultimate insult is indifference. Against someone like Ethan, that was all it takes. For the next few days, I committed to ignoring him completely. Ethan didn’t have my new number, and I’d already blocked him on every social platform. If he wanted to contact me, he wouldn’t even know where to begin. Meanwhile, I spent my time at Julian’s hillside villa, tending to flowers and feeding the birds. It was as if time itself had slowed down. The next time I heard about Ethan was while watching a dance competition show I loved. After a group of contestants finished their performance, the host announced a surprise guest. Amber stepped onto the stage. Her appearance didn’t exactly shock me, but it did pique my curiosity. Amber had always been good at self-promotion. That whole “dream girl of the dance world” title? Self-appointed. The recent public backlash had forced her to lay low for a bit, but I knew her. She’d never stay quiet for long. And here she was, clawing her way back into the spotlight. Dressed in a simple white spaghetti-strap dress, her makeup perfectly natural yet impossibly meticulous, Amber smiled into the camera with an air of brave defiance. “I know I’ve made mistakes,” she began, her voice steady and earnest. “I’ve hurt people who didn’t deserve it. And no matter how much I try to explain, those mistakes are unforgivable. But even with everything I’m facing now, I don’t regret the choices I’ve made. True love is never wrong. Suppressing your feelings for someone is cruel—to yourself and to them. I’ll do my best to make amends to those I’ve unintentionally hurt, but I won’t give up on Ethan. Love is never a sin.” Her words, soaked in faux sincerity, were typical Amber. She announced that she’d perform a solo dance titled Love. At first, I barely paid attention, my gaze lazily flicking to the screen now and then. But the moment the music started and Amber began moving, I shot up from my seat. That dance—it was mine.

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  • If It’s Only Love

    Prelude Shay I was seven when I fell in love with Easton Connor. He was four years older than me and best friends with my brother Carter, but that didn’t matter to me. I never thought of him as too old back then. Never thought of him as off-limits. When I fell off my bike while racing down the street after my brothers, it was Easton who circled back to help me. Easton who took me inside, helped me clean the bits of gravel out of my knee, and then dabbed it with hydrogen peroxide. Easton who turned my tears into laughter by telling me about Carter’s inability to speak every time he saw his crush in class. I decided right then that I was going to marry Easton. Because I was seven and didn’t understand the realities of romantic love. Because Easton hadn’t yet become the Easton Connor. Because I hadn’t hit puberty and become chubby Shay. Because I still believed in fairytales, I believed I would marry this boy with the light brown hair and blue-green eyes. It was my secret. One I vowed to keep to myself until the time was right. Easton didn’t know my plans. And I had no idea he’d break my heart. *** Shay April 27th, draft night, thirteen years ago “Shay!” Easton hoists a shot glass in the air and wriggles it in offering. “Tequila? What do you say?” Carter spins on him and frowns. “What the fuck, man? Don’t give my little sister alcohol.” “Shit, sorry,” Easton says, but his mischievous eyes are on me as he says, “I always forget she’s so young.” The tequila must be going to his head, because there’s no other explanation for the way he’s looking at me. His eyes drop to my mouth, and warmth spreads through me. If I didn’t know better, I might think that . . . No. That doesn’t make sense. This is Easton. My friend now, sure, but East is everything. Girls everywhere are crazy about him—a football star on the brink of NFL fame, he could have any woman he wanted. Carter grabs a beer and leaves the kitchen and pushes out the back door to join the party. And then it’s just me and Easton. Alone with a bottle of tequila and the full shot glass that’s still in his hand. He flashes a glance over his shoulder toward the back door. “Does Carter have any idea that you’re not a little girl anymore?” he asks, closing the distance between us. I bite my bottom lip. My skin flushes hot when he’s this close, and I swear he’s looking at my lips again. Do I have something on my face? Spaghetti sauce from dinner or something? I discreetly wipe my mouth with the cuff of my sweatshirt—or as discreetly as I can when he’s so close. Easton grins, as if he knows he’s making me uncomfortable and likes it. “Have you ever done this before?” A thousand possibilities fly through my mind at that question—most of them involving the hands and mouth of the man asking. “Done what?” He lifts the shot glass and sniffs the tequila. “A snakebite. Salt, tequila, lime.” I shrug. I’ve had alcohol before. My family isn’t exactly puritanical when it comes to alcohol. But I’ve never done a shot, and certainly never a snakebite. Whatever that is. “How do you do it?” Grinning, he hands me the shot glass then grabs the salt shaker from the counter. He lifts my free hand to his mouth and licks the inside of my wrist. My breath whooshes out of me at the sensation of his hot tongue on my skin. I want to close my eyes, but he’s watching me, and I’m afraid he’ll laugh if he has any idea what affect he has on me. Grinning, he sprinkles salt on the wet patch of skin before putting the shaker down and grabbing a wedge of lime from the counter behind me. “Lick the salt. Take the shot. Suck on the lime.” “Lick, shoot, suck.” I nod. “I can do that.” His nostrils flare and his pupils dilate, turning those blue-green eyes dark. “I think I’d like to see you try.” I swallow hard. Is Easton Connor coming on to me? I don’t want to be the idiot who believes that could be true. I don’t want to be the dumb fat girl who fell for the practical joke because she believed a guy like Easton could be attracted to her. I don’t know how long I stand there trying to decide, but my skin tingles where he licked, and my mouth has gone dry. “Want me to go first?” he asks, his voice a little husky. I nod. He takes my wrist and brings it to his mouth, licking off the salt. Shocks of pleasure roll down my spine and settle into a riot of butterflies in my stomach. He doesn’t even take the shot glass from me, just wraps his hand around mine and leads the glass to his mouth so he can shoot it back. Then he pops the lime in his mouth and makes a goofy face at me as he sucks the juice. “Got it?” he asks, still squinting from the sourness. “I think I can do that.” He refills the tequila then looks over his shoulder again. “Why are you so worried about Carter seeing?” I ask. “He knows I’ve had alcohol before. He’s just being a prude about the shot.” “I don’t want him pissed at me,” he says, shrugging. “God knows he did worse than take a couple of shots when he was sixteen, but—” “I’m seventeen. Eighteen in a few months.” He slowly turns his attention away from the back door and back to me. “My timing is shit.” “Timing for what?” His eyes are so intense on mine, but it’s a good kind of intensity. Like he sees me. Has anyone ever looked at me before? Really looked? “Nothing.” He lets out a puff of air and shakes his head. “Then Carter really would kill me.” I laugh. “You’re ridiculous.” “What? Why do you say that?” “You just got drafted into the NFL, and you’re acting like you’re attracted to me.” His gaze skims over me, from my hair all the way down to my bare feet and the bright pink polish on my toes. “What does one have to do with the other?” I don’t understand what’s happening here. Am I dreaming? Has he had more to drink than I realized? I throw the shot back before I can lose my nerve, totally forgetting the salt. I shudder. “That’s awful!” He laughs. “You did it wrong. Are you always this terrible with directions?” Only when you’re here. Only when you’re looking at me like this and making me think I can have things I can’t. But as awful as the taste was, warmth blooms in my chest. It’s more intense than the effects of the glass of wine I drank with Easter dinner, and I do like that. “Now I risk getting you drunk if I make you do it the right way.” “I’m not drunk.” I shake my head. “I don’t feel anything.” He grunts. “Give it a minute.” He steps around me and stands at the counter, pouring himself another shot. I guess he’s not going to drink it from my glass this time. It’s dumb to be disappointed. He doesn’t bother with the salt or lime, just throws it back. Doesn’t even grimace. Then he braces his arms on the counter and hangs his head. I’d have to be emotionally stunted not to feel the change in his mood. He just went from playful flirt to morose jock in the span of a blink. “What’s wrong?” He shrugs. “Nothing.” “Liar.” He drags a hand through his hair and finally turns to me. He leans back against the counter. “Can you keep a secret?” “Of course.” He hesitates a beat, and I see the emotions playing across his face—he’s trying to decide if he can trust me with this, or if he even wants to own up to whatever it is. “I never told anyone when I caught you with that dirty magazine when you were thirteen.” His eyes widen and he grins. “Oh, fuck. I’d completely forgotten about that. Jesus.” He scrubs a hand over his face. “Okay, fair enough. That kind of discretion so young is definitely meaningful.” “Meaningful? Are you kidding me? That’s preteen blackmail gold, and I never used it. Not even when you wouldn’t dump that girl you took to senior prom.” His forehead wrinkles, and I can tell he’s trying to remember his date. “Hilary,” I remind him. “I didn’t know you wanted me to dump her.” “I didn’t realize I needed to spell it out for you. I told you she was a bitch and you deserved better.” “Honestly, I was eighteen, and she was hot and willing. I probably didn’t care that she was a bitch.” “She called me a fat tagalong.” “What?” The tops of his ears turn pink—a tell I learned long ago means he’s angry. “You never told me that.” I shrug. When Easton was with Hilary, I was fourteen. I’d foolishly believed that he wouldn’t notice I was fat if no one ever told him. Not the dumbest thing I’ve let myself believe in the name of loving him, but not a delusion I’m particularly proud of either. “You’re not fat,” he says. I fold my arms and arch a brow. “Come on, Easton. I might be naive and shamefully inexperienced for a girl my age, but my eyes work just fine.” He holds up a finger. “One, so do mine, and you’re not fat. You’re not skinny. You have a nice body.” A nice body. The words are both the balm and the blade. On the one hand, I’m intelligent and rational enough to know I should be glad he thinks of my body in better terms than I do. Intellectually, I know nice is as good as it’s going to get for a girl like me. On the other hand, part of me wanted to believe I saw heat in his eyes earlier. As irrational as it is, I want to believe he might think I’m beautiful, even while I know I’d never believe it if he used those words. Emotions are dumb. He holds up another finger. “And two, I’m going to need you to tell me what you mean by shamefully inexperienced.” “Absolutely not.” “Please?” My face is on fire. Why did I say that? I would be fine if no one ever knew the extent of my innocence, but Easton is the last person I want to admit it to. “Forget I said anything.” He steps closer. “I’ll tell you my secret if you tell me yours.” “You go first,” I blurt. Because who am I kidding? Anyone who had to guess would know I’ve never kissed anyone. It’s not like I’ve ever had a boyfriend. His eyes soften and something like pain flashes over his features for a beat. “I wish the Demons hadn’t drafted me.” I don’t know what I expected him to say, but that came out of left field. Easton’s dreamed of the NFL his whole life, and tonight we’re celebrating him being selected in the first freaking round of the draft. Now he’s telling me that achieving this lifelong dream is what has him down. “Why’d you enter the draft if you didn’t want to be picked up? Carter said you could’ve waited until next year and finished school.” “I wanted to be drafted. I suck at school and I . . .” He chews on the inside of his cheek. “I wanted to be drafted, but I was hoping Chicago or Detroit would draft me. I’m scared to move so far from home. Which I realize is dumb, but . . .” “It’s not dumb.” Easton had his pick of colleges, and he went to Starling College in Grand Rapids. They have a good football team, but he could have gone to Florida or LSU—teams whose football programs are practically NFL breeding grounds. I figured it was because he wanted to stay close to home, but it never occurred to me that those preferences would hold true three years later. Only, this time the choice is out of his hands. “You can visit, though, right? A contract that big means you can fly home as often as you want.” His gaze locks on his feet. “Right. Of course. It’s stupid, I know.” “It’s really not.” “Don’t tell anyone. I don’t want to come across like the ungrateful rookie or like I’m too immature to handle the move.” “I promise.” I squeeze his wrist, but I’m suddenly all too aware of the fact that I’m touching him. His skin is warm under my fingertips. I can feel his strength and the power of his big hands. How many times have I imagined those hands on me? I jerk away, but he grabs my hand before I can get far. “It’s your turn,” he says, threading his fingers through mine. What is he doing? “Why do you think you’re shamefully inexperienced, Shayleigh? Your friends aren’t pressuring you to have sex, are they?” Sex. Oh my God. He thought I meant sex. Now my dumb secret feels even more mortifying, but he’s still holding my hand, and even as embarrassment warms my cheeks, I don’t want him to let go. “No one’s pressuring me.” The back door clangs closed as Carter pushes into the kitchen. Easton jumps back and drops my hand. “What are you two talking about in here?” my brother asks. He crosses the kitchen between us and opens the fridge. “Don’t you know the party’s outside?” Easton’s throat bobs and he tucks his hands in his pockets. “We’re just catching up.” Carter pulls out another beer and uses the opener on the wall to pull off the cap. “Well, I hope you’re finished, because people are starting to wonder if you already moved to L.A. or something.” “Relax, Carter,” I tell him. “The night is young.” He frowns as he looks back and forth between me and Easton. “I don’t like you two being alone in here together.” I snort and for the millionth time in my life wonder what it would be like to not have five overly protective brothers. “Why not?” Carter stares at Easton for a long beat. Easton gives a subtle shake of his head and Carter sighs. “Because you’re my little sister, and this punk breaks hearts in his sleep.” “My heart is fine.” Liar, liar. Does Carter know how I feel about Easton? I’ve never told anyone. “We’re just talking.” Carter taps Easton’s arm with the neck of his beer. “You. Outside. We’re celebrating your news, after all. And anyway, that redhead Tri-Delt showed up and is looking for you.” Easton heads toward the back with my brother. “Why didn’t you say so sooner?” He opens the door and turns back to wink at me before heading toward the lakeside bonfire with my brother. I guess Easton doesn’t want to know my secret after all. I dodged a bullet. So why do I feel so disappointed?

    Easton “You have to fucking stop.” Carter stomps away from the house and toward the bonfire blazing on the beach. “Stop what?” “I already told you she’s off-limits.” The Jackson brothers have been telling me for years that their sister is off-limits. It just didn’t matter until last summer. I’d been busy with school and hadn’t seen Shayleigh in months when I came out to the Jackson family cabin with Carter. Shay was here and suddenly she was . . . more. It’s not like I didn’t know she was pretty before. She’s always been pretty. She’s also always been really fucking special to me. Something about Shay brings me peace when I need it the most. She’s the only person I’ve ever met who can chill my anxiety just by sitting next to me. But sometime between when I’d seen her at Christmas and when I came out here last summer, she went from the pretty-but-quiet little sister of my best friend to the kind of beautiful it’s hard to look away from. Or maybe it happened long before last summer, and the swimsuit brought it to my attention. Because Shayleigh Jackson in a swimsuit, with her long legs, soft thighs, and full breasts—no idea when that happened. She wasn’t simply the Jackson sister anymore. She was a fucking siren, and I was going to drown trying to resist her. With her dark hair falling around her shoulders and that wide smile and easy laugh, how could I not notice? And I noticed a few too many times, because Carter caught me staring and tore into me. Carter looks to the house then to me, and I can practically see him calculating the pros and cons of locking his sister away to protect her virtue. “I told you I wouldn’t hurt her,” I say. Carter grunts. “Somehow, that’s not comforting.” He sighs. “She’s seventeen.” “I know.” “And you’re moving to California next month.” “I know.” “She’s so smart, East. She’s only a junior, and she’s already got colleges chasing her. Did you know she’s fluent in French?” Did you know she’s incredibly fucking insecure and has no idea what her value is? I don’t ask. I know I shouldn’t be the man to show her just how beautiful she is, but I want to be anyway. “Does she . . . does she have a boyfriend?” I ask. Carter’s glare would melt a lesser man, but I turn up my palms. “I’m not asking your permission to take her virginity. I’m asking if she has a boyfriend. This is normal conversation.” “I can’t believe you just said that,” he growls. “What?” “I don’t even want you thinking about my sister’s virginity.” “Again, I’m asking about a boyfriend.” “No. She doesn’t. She’s too focused on school to date, I think.” Or she’s too convinced that she’s . . . What did Hilary call her? A fat tagalong? Jesus. If I’d known, I never would have let that fly. Carter studies me. “Why?” One word, hundreds of warnings. I shrug. “Just curious how much she tells you.” Carter frowns. “Wait. What’s that supposed to mean? Do you know something? Does she have a boyfriend?” “You really are the protective big brother cliché.” I press my palm between his shoulder blades and give him a good shove toward the beach. “The party is waiting.” As I suspected, it’s less than fifteen minutes until Carter is completely distracted and I can head back to the house without him noticing. I used the time to circulate and listen to everyone’s congrats. Carter’s right. I should be out there. This is my celebration. Lifelong dream accomplished. But there’s only one person I want to celebrate with. One person with killer soft curves and a beautiful smile who owes me a secret. Shay’s not in the kitchen where we left her. Did she go down to the bonfire and I missed her? I check the basement. Nothing. I head back to the kitchen and grab a beer from the fridge, ready to give up. Then I hear the screech of old pipes and realize a shower is shutting off. Grinning, I stride toward the stairs and climb to the second floor. By the time Shay pushes out of the bathroom in a puff of steam, I’m leaning against the opposite wall, arms folded. She jumps. “Jesus, Easton. Are you trying to give me a heart attack?” I don’t answer. My own heart is having some issues. Mainly, it’s racing like it’s trying to force me forward with its momentum—toward her. I did not think this through. She’s in a fluffy light blue robe. It’s tied at the waist but gapes open at her chest, giving me a view of the swell of her cleavage. Her wet hair is combed out of her face and falls in light waves down her back. It would be so easy to tug on the waistband of her robe, to pull her to me and slide my hands inside, to cup her breasts and lower my mouth to hers. Easy, but a fucking death sentence. “Easton!” She tugs the top of her robe tighter. “Ohmygod. Were you just looking at my breasts?” I take a deep breath and drag my gaze back up to meet hers. “I love that you call them breasts.” “What else am I supposed to call them?” I shrug. “Most girls your age would dodge calling them anything at all. Or maybe vaguely refer to their chest.” “I think you’re wrong. I’m not twelve anymore.” I hope my arched brow conveys the obviously I’m not allowed to say. She swallows. “And, well . . . I guess I’m not afraid of words.” What are you afraid of? It’s a question I won’t ask. Not when it would invite her to turn it back on me. I don’t want to talk about my fears any further than I did in the kitchen. Not tonight. Not when she’s so close and soon she’ll be so damn far away. I didn’t anticipate it would bother me so much, but the realization eats away at my gut. “That’s good,” I say. “Because you owe me a few.” She blinks. “What do I owe you?” “Words.” “Must you speak in riddles?” “Your secret. I told you mine, so now it’s your turn.” Her face pales, and I wonder just how innocent she is that she doesn’t want to talk about it. “You already guessed it. I’m gonna go get dressed.” She turns toward her room, and I grab her wrist to stop her. “We can do this one of two ways,” I say, and she slowly turns back to face me. “You can just tell me, which would be fair, since that was our deal. Or”—I lift the beer I grabbed from the fridge—“we can play a game.” She studies the bottle. “What kind of game?” “Never Have I Ever.” She snorts and folds her arms. “Seriously? As I mentioned a minute ago, I’m not twelve anymore.” I turn up the palm of my free hand, moving it up and down opposite the beer in the other hand, as if I’m weighing them against each other. “Your choice.” “Fine, the game, but I’m getting dressed first.” “If you must,” I say. I can’t stop grinning. Damn it. She does that to me. I wait in the hall while she disappears into her bedroom, my eyes fixed on the door the whole time. Carter would definitely kick my ass if he knew I was about to play a drinking game with his little sister. But it’s not like we’re playing with tequila. One beer split between the two of us can’t get me in too much trouble. That said, if she’s as innocent as she claims, I’ll be the one doing most of the drinking. A minute later, and the door swings open. Shay’s gotten dressed, but she’s not in her normal clothes. She’s wearing pajamas. These aren’t the kind of pajamas that are meant to seduce—they’re gray cotton. A long-sleeved T-shirt with a lace cutout down each arm, and matching shorts that show just enough leg to remind me there’s more that I want to see. She catches me looking and scowls. “My clothes smelled like smoke from the bonfire, and the only other outfit I have with me is my work uniform for tomorrow.” “I wasn’t complaining.” “I know.” She frowns. “You’re weird tonight.” “Nah, I’m weird every night. You’ve just forgotten because you barely ever see me anymore.” “True.” She motions me to follow her, and when I freeze, she says, “I’m not going to jump you if you come into my room, weirdo.” Damn shame. I swallow hard and step inside “her” bedroom. This isn’t the Jacksons’ full-time home, but their vacation place. They rent out this cabin to tourists—a ten-year plan to get it paid off sooner, Carter told me—so it’s definitely not as personal as her room at home, but it is hers. As the only girl, she’s the one Jackson sibling to get a room of her own, and there are little decorative touches in here that show this room is truly Shay’s. The bookshelf overflowing with well-loved paperbacks, the map of Paris that hangs over the queen-sized bed, and the glasses that sit on the bedside table—no doubt for reading after she takes her contacts out. I remember when she got glasses for the first time. She was so excited. But then some jerk at school teased her about them, and she came home with them tucked into her backpack and told her mom she wouldn’t wear them anymore. She lost that fight, of course, and wore glasses until her mom relented and let her get contacts when she started middle school. “I can’t keep much here,” she says as I look around. “We still rent it out sometimes. Less now, though.” “Carter used to be jealous that you got your own room.” She shrugs. “Well, I used to be jealous that my brothers had each other and I didn’t have a single sister.” “And now?” She sweeps her hair over one shoulder and starts braiding the wet locks. “Now I’m grateful to be the only girl. I get along better with boys than I do with girls anyway.” Her fingers work efficiently, and she ties off the braid at the end. “Maybe that would be different if you had sisters.” “Maybe, but I think my family is perfect just the way it is.” She makes a face and seems to rethink her words. “No, not perfect at all. Just perfect for me, I guess.” A pang slices through my chest. Jealousy. Their family is incredible, and somehow they all know it. I don’t have any siblings—none that I know of, at least, though there’s no telling how many kids my father has brought into this world and walked away from. I don’t even have a dad who gives a shit. Just Mom, and I’m grateful for her every day. Mom and I are partners; the Jacksons are a team. When life feels like a constant blitz from the defense, it’s hard not to be jealous of the people who are making plays with a solid O-line—even when your partner is the best in the game. “What are you thinking about?” Shay asks. I shake my head. “Just how lucky you all are.” I let out a breath. “And how much I hate my father.” Shay’s expression turns sad. “Have you talked to him?” “Oh, yeah. He was watching the draft and called right away.” Anger flashes in her eyes. “Of course he did.” “‘Congratulations, son,’” I say in my mocking impression of my father’s voice. “‘I knew you could do it. Aren’t you glad you got my athleticism and not your mother’s? Now let me talk out my ass about NFL contracts like I know anything at all.’” “Fucker.” Shay’s uncharacteristic curse makes me smile. “Exactly.” “Did he ask for money?” “Not yet. I’m sure he will. But I’ve trained my whole life to tell him no, just like he told Mom no when she asked for help.” Her fingers brush mine, and I look down to see her taking the beer from my hand. She takes a long drink from it, her throat bobbing as she swallows, then hands the bottle to me. “To knowing when to say no.” I take a sip and nod before holding up the bottle. It’s nearly half drained. “We don’t have much to work with here.” She shrugs. “You’d better make good use of your turns, then.” “So we’re playing that we take turns saying something and drink if we’ve done it?” She nods. “Which is why I had to drink so much to start. That beer is pretty much all yours.” “We’ll see about that.” I smile and lift it to my lips. I imagined us sitting on the floor, face to face as we took turns, but this is better. Standing, I can be closer to her. “Never have I ever celebrated Father’s Day with my dad.” She snags the beer from my hand. “That’s cheap.” She takes a sip then studies me for a long beat before saying, “Never have I ever had sex.” Cutting right to the chase. “There’s no rush, Shay. Seriously. Don’t let anyone make you feel like—” She clears her throat and presses the cold bottle into my hand. “Drink.” “Right.” I take a sip, mindful of keeping it small so we can keep this going. “Never have I ever had a crush on a brother’s friend.” “You don’t have any brothers!” I shrug. “I don’t make the rules.” She takes a drink. She has five brothers, four of them older than her. The possibilities are endless, but there’s only one possibility I’m interested in hearing her confess to. “Who?” She laughs. “That is not how this game is played, cheater.” She taps a finger to her lips. “Never have I ever gone skinny-dipping.” “Seriously? Your family owns a house on a lake, and you haven’t even once?” She makes a face. “With my brothers? Hard pass.” She hands the beer back to me. “Fine.” I watch her over the bottle as I tilt it to my lips and swallow. “Never have I ever gotten Shay off with my hand.” She folds her arms, all smugness, until the logic of my statement sinks in and red blossoms in her cheeks. “Are you seriously asking me if I have masturbated?” My cock has been half hard since she stepped out of the shower, but at that, it goes the rest of the way. “Again with the precise word choice.” I shrug. “And in all fairness, you could turn around and do the same to me.” She rolls her eyes and takes the beer. “I’m not wasting a turn like that.” She drinks. I thought I knew what I was doing when I said it, but the image of her in bed flashes through my mind as clear as a photo—her hand between her legs, pleasure on her face, all that dark hair splayed across the pillow as she arches into her own touch. So fucking hot. My cock strains against the fly of my jeans. I’m playing with fire right now, but I can’t muster any motivation to back down. “Not all girls do, you know,” I say. “Some are afraid to touch themselves.” “Yeah, well, I was raised around five boys who talk about masturbation as if it’s a sport half the time and as if it’s as essential as water the other half. I didn’t exactly have to go up against some massive stigma the first time I tried it.” “And how was it?” I swallow. “When you . . .” She snorts. “You are twenty-one years old, and you can’t say the word masturbated?” “Why would I when it sounds so much hotter when you say it?” I grin at her immediate and vivid blush, then nod to the bottle. “It’s your turn.” She lifts her chin and holds my gaze as she says, “Never have I ever had someone other than myself get me off.” “Why not?” She shoves the bottle into my hand. “Quit cheating with your unsanctioned questions and drink.” Just how innocent is she? I look at the bottle. There’s hardly a full drink left. Mindful of this, I take a sip and then push all my chips in. “Never have I ever kissed anyone.” “You filthy liar.” Grinning, I tilt the beer to my lips, taking the drink I owe for speaking a never that I have done. I arch a brow. Waiting. Because surely this beautiful, smart, funny girl has been kissed before. Surely, some guy saw her for what she was and won her over so he could taste those pink lips. But when I offer her the beer, she shakes her head. “Never,” she whispers. “Pretty lame, huh?” “It’s not lame. Just . . . surprising.” She scoffs. “What’s so surprising about it?” I open my mouth, but before I can find the words, I’m interrupted by the sound of doors closing, footsteps, and laughter booming from downstairs. The party’s moved inside. That means Shay’s five brothers are downstairs while I’m standing here so close to her, thinking about what it would be like to be the first man to kiss those lips. “Do you . . .” I swallow. Her lips part, and I swear there’s some invisible cord between us that goes taut, draws me forward. “Do you want to?” Her brow wrinkles as she cranes her neck to look into my eyes. “Want to what?” I dip my head, lean my forehead against hers. “Be kissed.” She presses her hand to my chest, and my breath catches as I wait for her to close the distance—those final inches between our lips. Instead, she shoves me hard. “Out!” I stumble before catching my balance. “What the hell?” “I don’t want your pity kiss, East.” She’s avoiding my eyes, but I don’t miss the hurt that flashes across her face. “It wouldn’t be—” She squeezes her eyes shut. “Just go.” “Easton? You up here?” Jake’s voice. Fuuuuuck. Not now. Shay steps around me and opens the door. “What’s he doing up there?” Carter calls from the stairs. “Shay? That rich asshole with you?” Jake pokes his head around the doorframe. “You two decent?” Shay rolls her eyes. “Come in, Jake.” Jake’s all smiles with a side of drunken stumble as he comes into the room. “There’s the guest of honor. What are you two doing up here?” “Telling secrets and braiding each other’s hair.” Shay’s smile is tight. “What else?” Jake chuckles. Unlike Carter, he’s completely clueless about my attraction to Shay. He grabs the empty beer from my hand. “You need more!” Carter rushes into the room. “What’s going on in here?” “I found him,” Jake says, slinging his arm around my shoulders and leading me out of the room. I look back at Shay, but she’s busy scanning the books on her bookshelf. Could she truly not feel this thing between us? Pity kiss? The fuck? How could she even think that was what I was offering? “You okay?” Carter asks her. “What were you two doing?” Jake and I are already at the stairs when I hear her say, “We were fucking, Carter. Doing the dirty with the door open and my brothers downstairs. Can’t you tell? I’m going to turn up pregnant with Easton’s love child any day now.” “You’re not funny,” Carter says, but I can hear the tension leave his voice. The typical Shay smartass response was possibly the only one that would put his mind at ease. When I turn back to them, she’s pushed Carter out of her room and is closing the door after him. Never been kissed. I can hardly wrap my brain around it.

    Shay I can’t focus on my book, but I can’t sleep either. Who could with the party roaring downstairs? I roll over and bury my face in a pillow, muffling my frustrated scream. I can’t believe I told Easton I’ve never been kissed. I could’ve lied. He never would’ve known. But the worst part is that I also admitted to having a crush on one of my brothers’ friends. I won’t make the same mistake if he asks about that again. Sometimes we have to lie to protect ourselves, and I know better than to leave my heart unguarded against Easton Connor. I clutch a second pillow to my chest, my skin all tingly with memories of him in my room—standing so close and passing the beer to me while we traded secrets. His body so close as he touched his forehead to mine and asked if I wanted him to kiss me. Could it hurt to close my eyes and let myself imagine what it would’ve been like? I’m totally unworthy, and he’s a fucking football star—now a first-round NFL draft pick—but it would hardly be the first time I’ve indulged such a fantasy. In an alternate reality, I could have accepted that kiss. I imagine myself as the tall, thin beauty my mom was at my age, and I imagine him as just Easton—the boy who patched up my knee when I fell off my bike and who told me jokes when I was sad. In that alternate reality, it wouldn’t have been a pity kiss at all but something he wanted as much as I did. He wouldn’t have asked with words. He would’ve asked with the slow descent of his mouth to mine, and I wouldn’t have pulled away. He would’ve tasted like beer and been gentle, and I would’ve been a naturally good kisser. So good, he would’ve groaned into my mouth like the heroes in romance novels do. I flip over in bed again, whimpering in frustration. My bedroom door clicks, and I stare at it in the darkness. Is Carter checking on me? I don’t know why he’s suddenly so worried about me and Easton being alone together. Probably because I got boobs. Finally. “Shay? You awake?” The husky whisper is a tripwire in my stomach, causing all my internal organs to detonate before clumsily righting themselves. I roll to my side, watching the door as I hold the pillow to my chest. “Yeah. Everything okay?” The sliver of hallway light grows as East steps into the room. “Could I sit in here with you?” Oh, shit. I know that tone in his voice—the subtle tremor of anxiety that sometimes hits East so hard he can’t function. I would do anything to make it better, but luckily, it doesn’t take much. I scoot to the opposite side of the mattress and pat the bed beside me. Easton releases a long breath, and the light shrinks again to nothing as he shuts the door behind him. He lies down on his back on top of the covers. “Sorry,” he whispers. I put my hand on his chest, right on top of his racing heart. “I’m here. It’s fine.” He places a hand on top of mine. “Thank you.” Gone are the days of self-deprecation for these spells of anxiety. The first time I witnessed one of his attacks, he was a junior in high school and it was the night before he was supposed to take the SATs. I found him in the corner of our basement, shivering and sweating. It freaked me out to see him so panicked. He couldn’t catch his breath and his skin was so hot that I thought he had a fever. I had no idea what to do, so I just sat down beside him and held his hand. Eventually, he calmed enough to tell me it was an anxiety attack, and not his first. School was always a trigger for him—especially anything that made him feel like he might lose a chance to play football. After that night, it wasn’t uncommon for him to seek me out during the tough moments. For whatever reason, I’ve always been able to calm him. He told me he was comforted to have me beside him whenever he had to suffer through a full-blown attack. “Just breathe.” I scoot closer, keeping my hand on his chest under his. I hear him fighting to control his breathing, and his heartbeat slows incrementally. “Thank you.” “Try to sleep, East. Everything seems worse in the middle of the night.” I stay close, willing my calm to seep into him until the steady, even beat under my hand lulls me to sleep. I fade in and out of consciousness, dreaming of our drinking game, of our conversation from earlier, my brain replaying and rewriting the words as his grip on my hand loosens. And when the words I needed earlier tonight register in my brain, I don’t know if they’re from this Easton or from my dream. “It wouldn’t have been a pity kiss.” ***Easton: Thank you for last night. You are the literal chill to my crazy. I clutch my phone in my hand as I read and reread the text. I fell asleep next to Easton, but when I woke, the morning sun slanting through the curtains, he was gone. I thought I’d find him downstairs with the rest of the hungover crew, but apparently he had to drive back to Jackson Harbor before anyone was up. I didn’t expect to hear anything from him until the next time he came home but . . . he texted. I try not to let it mean more than it does. Me: You’re not crazy. You have a lot on your shoulders. It’s understandable that your anxiety would flare up. Easton: It’s easier to manage it when you’re there. I squeeze my eyes shut. Does he have any idea what words like this do to me? The hope they give? Easton: Do you think your parents would let you finish high school in L.A.? I’d give you room and board in exchange for your chilling effect in my life. Me: Oh, absolutely. Let me just go tell Dad. He’ll be totally cool with his only daughter moving to L.A. to live with and serve a pro football player. Easton: Serve? Please don’t say it that way to your dad. I like my face as it is. Me: Say it like what? Easton: Like I’m buying sexual favors. Me: I think we’ve established I’m not the girl for THAT job. Easton: I’m saying I wouldn’t want to pay you. Me: If you did, you’d demand a refund. Because, if you recall our conversation, I’m CLUELESS. Easton: No. I don’t want to pay for your sexual favors for the same reason you don’t want a pity kiss. My cheeks are on fire. Luckily, I’m alone in my bedroom and no one can see my awkward nerves at having this conversation with Easton. Is this a conversation, or is it . . . flirting? I stare at the screen while trying to decide how to reply. His next text comes through before I can. Easton: Will you come see my new place when I get settled? Yes! Yes! Yes! I don’t trust myself to reply. I’m trying to be cool, but my insides have zero chill when Easton is pouring on the attention like this. Easton: I’m not sure how I’m supposed to start this new life without my rock to ground me when my crazy comes out. Me: Talking to your doctor about a prescription might be a start. And you know I’m not joking. Easton: I know. I just don’t want to need it. Me: There’s no shame in it. Easton: Thank you. For that. For everything. I reread those words over and over, my heart swelling so big there’s no room for me to draw breath into my lungs. Maybe I’ll never have Easton the way I wish I could, but at least I have this. Whatever it is. My brothers are lounging in the family room, barely awake and worshipping their coffee mugs, and the kitchen is clean, the counters sparkling. There’s no sign of the dirty cups and beer bottles I expected to find littering the main floor. Instead, the only evidence of last night’s celebration is the three black trash bags piled by the garage door. “You all got to work early,” I say to the boys. Jake rubs his eyes. “Not us. East felt bad about leaving us with the mess, so he cleaned before he left.” “Nice.” “Is it just me, or has he been acting weird since the draft?” Jake asks. Carter squeezes his eyes shut. “He’s acting like he doesn’t want to go. Which is ridiculous.” “It’s just a lot. I think he’s still processing,” I say. Carter frowns at me. “Since when are you two besties?” “We’re not besties. I’m just a good listener.” Carter grunts and mumbles something about how I’d better be “listening and nothing more,” and my cheeks heat. I don’t want to pay for your sexual favors for the same reason you don’t want a pity kiss. Maybe that just means he doesn’t want to pay for sex. Maybe I’m being a naive girl with a crush to think it means he wants me.

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  • Game Over

    The guy next to me was saying something. I didn’t know what he was saying, but I knew that he was talking to me. Drunk Ezra couldn’t understand English. Instead of paying attention to his words I payed attention to his lips. He had nice ones. As he talked to me I watched his lips imagining what it would be like to kiss him. Drunk Ezra was also reckless and I was feeling real reckless tonight. I had gotten into an argument with my ex-boyfriend. I know it was a cliche, but I couldn’t help myself. I was frustrated. Jaxon was… Insane, to say the least. He was insanely jealous and insanely selfish. He was materialistic and possesive and honestly I didn’t see how we’d lasted as long as we had. I turned to the guy, placing my arm on his shoulder. “You look hot, you want to take a walk?” I mumbled widening my eyes. I was told my eyes were my best feature. He smirked reaching over and pushing my hair out of my face. “Get your hands off of me, Lewis.” he said slowly, enunciating every syllable. I raised a brow. “I’ll take a walk with you.” The guy on the other side of me said and I rolled my eyes. I didn’t want to take a walk with him. “How do you know my name?” I slurred blinking my eyes rapidly trying to clear my vision. He laughed. “God, you must be plowed. It’s barely nine o’clock.” I was convinced I didn’t know this stranger. But I wanted to get to know him. So I turned my flirt on. “Listen, buddy. Are we leaving or not?” He gave me an uninterested look. “Definitely not. I’m going to pass.” Weirdly, I didn’t even feel the sting of rejection. The alcohol was really doing it’s job. “Fine.” I mumbled turning sloppily in my seat to the other guy. “You interested?” I wasn’t normally this loose but I was in desperate need of some male companionship today. “I am very interested.” The man said looking me up and down. “Not happening buddy.” The guy on my right said sounding annoyed. The man looked him over, most likely trying to decide if he could take him. Deciding that he probably couldn’t, he mumbled something under his breath before rising from his seat and walking away from the bar. “Pretty stupid to get plastered and try to pickup random guys at a bar.” The guy mumbled swirling his drink in his hands. “You know my name. Obviously you’re not a stranger.” I mumbled. He tossed his drink back, placing a few bills on the bar. “I wasn’t talking about me. And you must be near death to admit to flirting with me.” I narrowed my eyes, staring at him. He did seem kind of familiar now that I thought about it. Then again my own right hand was a stranger to me at the moment. “Call your friend to pick you up, Ezra. Don’t be stupid.” “What friend?” I couldn’t think of one friend I had. The guy shrugged. “Red hair, Legs up to her ears. Scrawny thing. Sarah- Sadie? Who cares. Give her a call.” I smacked my lips, childishly. “Can’t Call Stella.” I said laughing hard. “She’s throwing a party tonight. I’m supposed to be entertainment but I dipped out.” I laughed again. The guy raised a brow with an annoyed expression on his face. “Entertainment?” I nodded seriously. “I’m supposed to converse and contain. It’s an Alpha Phi Nu thing. But Jax is a part of Alpha Phi Nu so no thanks.” I laughed pointing to myself. “Did I say Nu thanks?” The guy actually smirked now. “Your going to hate yourself in the morning Lewis.” I groaned. “I hate myself right now.” He frowned. It was true. I did hate myself at the moment. For some reason, I always pushed people away. I did it with my foster parents, with my friends growing up, and now I was doing it with Jax. “Stop saying stupid shit.” The guy growled, snatching the remainder of my double shot away from me. I pouted as he chugged that too. He probably was right. In hindsight this was a pretty stupid idea. Damn it, I needed to stop letting Jax make me do stupid things. It was really unhealthy. “Hey?” I was brought out of my thoughts by the guy snapping his fingers in my face. “I said let’s go.” I chuckled. “Nice try big guy. I’m not going home with you.” He rolled his eyes sliding out of his seat. “Sure you are. Don’t pretend this isn’t a dream come true for you Lewis. You can sleep off your drunk on my couch.” I pushed his hand away when he reached for me. “I don’t even know you.” True. But that hadn’t mattered to me mere minutes ago. He grabbed my arm, pulling me off of my stool. “In the morning you’re going to wish I was a stranger. Let’s go, or I’ll call your pretty boy ex to come scoop you. I’m assuming you don’t want that.” He had me there. I didn’t want that. “Don’t blackmail me.” I mumbled following him out of the bar. “It’s not blackmail. Obviously I couldn’t leave you in there. And you said I was a terrible person.” He laughed to himself. “Look at me, doing nice things.” When had I said that? He was having a full conversation with himself now. “Not only am I being super responsible, and a gentleman, but to a girl I don’t even like. I’m a fucking saint.” I smirked as a Lyft pulled up in front of us, the driver a middle aged man with an awesome beard. The guy pushed me into the car before sitting next to me and slamming the door. When his leg brushed mine I felt heat travel straight to the center of my body. Not thinking I placed my hand on his knee. “Hey, stop that.” He complained, grabbing my hand and placing it in my lap. I laughed. “Such a gentleman.” I slurred allowing my head to fall onto his shoulder when it became heavy. “Don’t fall asleep in this car Ezra, or you’ll be waking up in it.” I didn’t listen. I fell asleep. *********************** My head was on fire. No, actually it was currently sitting in a vat of acid just sizzling away and there was nothing I could do about it. I was paralyzed. My throat was dry, I was ready to kill for a cool drink of water. I rolled onto my side, taking a deep breath before opening my eyes. The room was dark. There was a large TV on the wall that was shut off and what looked like a miniature basketball court sitting right next to it. I groaned. Great, my one night stand was with some man child. I couldn’t remember the night clearly. I remembered talking to some guy and getting into a car with him but after that… nada. I sat up in the surprisingly comfortable bed. Hmm… I didn’t feel better. The whole reason for my one night stand idea was to get over Jax. But my mind was still on him, even while I was in another man’s bed. Pushing myself out of the bed, I grabbed my purse off of the floor. I had planned for this, and I had come prepared. Walking a few steps to the closet, I realized I was still in my sleek black dress. Damn it. Did I even have sex last night? With a groan I walked into the adjoining bathroom and pulled my toothbrush out of my purse. I brushed my teeth before splashing water onto my face. Surprisingly, I looked good. My face was free of makeup, my skin was a little pale but it just made my catlike green eyes stand out more. My stupid hair was stick straight as usual. It never got tangled or curly or anything other than limp straight hair. Sometimes I hated it but at the moment it was working for me. My dress was still tight against me and after adjusting it a little bit, I looked like I was ready to go out all over again. I smiled to myself mentally preparing for the conversation I was going to have with the stranger who I definitely did not sleep with. When I walked back into the bedroom he was sitting on the bed and I almost threw up. “Oh my god.” I groaned pushing myself against the wall so that I was out of his vision. I hid my face in my hands. “Morning sweetheart.” He said with what I could tell was a cocky smirk. “How’d you sleep?” He said in a song song voice. Kody fucking Vincent. I hit my fist against my head a couple of times cursing myself. How could I be so stupid? How could I come home with Kody out of all the guys in that bar. “I’m going to kill myself.” I mumbled. Kody laughed. “You know Lewis, I had originally thought that all of your animosity towards me was just sexual frustration but I put that thought away months ago. I guess I was right all along.” This was just something I was going to have to deal with. I made bad decisions and I was going to have to pay for them. Sucking in a deep breath I walked the rest of the way into the room. Kody looked me over quickly, rolling his eyes and mumbling something to himself. He looked good. His blonde hair was covered in a bandanna and his grey wife beater was soaked in sweat. He had on Adidas track pants and he was barefoot. I chewed on my lip. He wasn’t entirely wrong about the sexual frustration thing. “Don’t start with me Vincent. I have a headache the size of your Ego.” He didn’t miss a beat. “You were trying to get a good look at my ‘ego’ last night Lewis. Wanna see it now?” I snorted looking around the side of his bed for my shoes, I had to get out of here. “Not if it was filled with morphine.” That was obviously the wrong thing to say. “It’s filled with something that will make you feel much better babe.” He said walking up to his window and snatching the curtains opened. When the light filled the room, my eyes widened. His face was marked. There was an angry red bruise sitting under his left eye. I raised a brow. Kody didn’t look like the type to get beat up. And the whole sweaty bruised combination was doing strange things to my sexual frustration. “Get caught with somebody’s girlfriend?” I asked nodding my head towards his face. He rolled his eyes. “You really don’t remember do you? Lewis, you couldn’t keep your hands off of me last night. You decked me when I calmly told you I wasn’t going to put out.” My face burned as I turned my attention away from him. Now that he mentioned it, flashes from the previous night were starting to invade my brain. “Don’t flatter yourself” was my weak comeback. Even I could hear the heat in my voice. I knew he could. Kody chuckled walking up to me, his eyes swirling with an emotion that made me uneasy. “You wanted me Lewis. The only thing keeping me from taking you, was the fact that you were drunk.” I definitely didn’t take him for the gentleman type. I pushed his shoulder back. “Back off from me Vincent. You missed your chance to ride this ride.” He didn’t move. “You’re not drunk right now, Ezra.” I swear, my name sounded so sexy coming off of his lips. I needed to leave asap. “In your dreams.” I mumbled attempting to walk past him when it became clear that he wasn’t going to move. He didn’t say anything as I walked past him clutching my heels in my hands. I looked around the room. The bed was messy and the floor was covered in discarded clothes. for some reason, that was turning me on. My sexual frustration was at an all time high. “Okay.” I said squishing my eyes shut and turning on my heels. “Okay Vincent. Let’s do this.” I quickly opened my eyes. I had ripped the bandaid off, now it was simply a waiting game. He didn’t even seem surprised by my outburst. He simply stood were he was, waiting for me to make the first move. “One time only. No strings attached. No one finds out.” I said when he stayed quiet. Our friends kind of ran in the same circles. “Who am I going to tell?” He said casually, still playing it cool. I knew he wanted me. He’d always wanted me, he just couldn’t stand that I had my own mind and didn’t bend to his every whim. And I couldn’t stand that he was a cocky little shit who had a perfect life. But yeah… I’d wanted him. Nodding my head, I walked up to him, deciding to dive right in. “So, are you a take charge kind of guy or are you secretely a sub?” He smirked as his eyes turned a shade darker.”You talk to much, Lewis.” He said before bending down to meet my lips.

    Five Weeks Later Macy was a perfect roommate most of the time. She was easy going and very funny and she never took anything too seriously. That was the problem at the moment. She wasn’t taking this seriously. She laughed leaning back on her bed, her heavily conditioned hair staining her ivory sheets. “You said it was the best sex you’d ever had.” She said in between laughs. I pursed my lips waiting for her to finish. “You said…” she broke out in another laugh. “You said it was the best decision you’d ever made.” Tears were actually coming out of her eyes now. “Oh my god. It’s killing me.” She clutched her stomach pounding her fist against the bed. I simply stared at her. I kind of wanted to fight her. “Are you done?” I asked after the chuckles died down a bit. She nodded her head, still chuckling. I walked over to her bed sitting down next to her and laying my head on her shoulder. “What am I going to do, Mace?” I groaned. She smacked her lips together. “Let me see it, you probably didn’t even read it right.” She said holding a hand out.” I groaned. “It’s one line or two lines Mace. I’m not blind.” Still, I handed her the stick closing my eyes and praying for her to tell me that there was actually only one line and I was just delusional. “Damn, bitch you pregnant.” She mumbled ending on a chuckle. I quickly snatched the stick back from her looking at it again, as if I hadn’t been staring at it for the past hour. “I can’t do this.” I said after a while, my hand subconsciously trailing to my stomach. Macy flicked me. “You can do anything girl. I know you. Strongest bitch I’ve ever met.” Tears welled in my eyes. “No, I really can’t do this. I can’t-” my breath caught and suddenly my lungs began to burn. I couldn’t breath. I sat up in the bed placing my hand over my heart. Was I dying? Was the baby killing me? It would make sense considering who it’s dad was. “Breathe, girl.” Macy said rubbing my back. “And be quiet unless you want Stella coming in here and yelling at us. If she finds out you’re carrying, you’re out of the house.” That was the least of my concerns. “I can’t have a baby, Macy.” I hissed. “I definitely can’t have Kody Vincent’s baby.” She smirked. “Looks like you can sis.” I stood up. “Dammit, we used a condom. I’m going to go over there and kill that son of a bitch.” When I headed for the door, Macy grabbed my arm. “I wouldn’t do that. We should go to the doctor and have you checked out. That’s usually the first thing they do in the movies.” “Before they tell the guy? I don’t think so. I’m going to go beat Kody into a pulp and then we’ll both go to the doctor. ” I said. “Me for a checkup and him to have my foot removed from his small intestine.” Macy laughed. “I can’t believe you have Kody Vincent’s child in your belly right now.” I closed my eyes taking a deep breath. “Okay. Let’s go to the doctors. There’s a chance that the only thing I have in my stomach is your chipotle.” She widened her eyes. “I knew that was you.” She growled. **************************** “Okay, Mrs Lewis every thing looks fine at the moment. I agree with you on the date of conception. That puts you at a little over four weeks. I’m going to prescribe you some prenatal vitamins and schedule you a follow up but other than that everything looks healthy.” I simply stared at her. She raised a brow before continuing. “Both mommy and baby are doing fine sweetheart.” She said slowly, probably thinking I wasn’t understanding her. “I can’t be mommy.” I didn’t mean to say it out loud but somehow my thoughts materialized into actual words. The doctors face fell and sadness filled her eyes. “Hey, have you talked about options with anyone yet?” I shook my head. I didn’t want options. I wanted to not be in this situation. “Okay, well we have a person right in the building you can talk to. I can send you to her.” I shook my head studying the doctor. She was really pretty with blonde hair that stopped just above her shoulders and sparkly green eyes. She looked young and happy, like she had everything going for her. “What would you do?” I asked. She widened her eyes at my question before nodding her head. She put her clipboard down, walking towards the bed and sitting me before sending me a smile. “Does the dad know?” I shook my head. She nodded, not seeming surprised. “What about your parents?” I swallowed the lump in my throat. “I’m a foster kid. I don’t have anyone.” I recognized the pity in her expression. “So it’ll just be you and this little person you created against the world?” She asked lightly. I didn’t respond. She stood back up clearing her throat. “I don’t know what I would do in your situation Mrs Lewis. I’d like to think I would make a decision I could live with and not regret.” She scribbled something down in a notebook. “Here.” She handed me the paper with the prescription. Her number was scrawled underneath it. “If you have any questions or you just want to talk, give me a call. I wanted to cry again because of how nice she was being. Instead I studied her name tag. Ana Miller. “Thank you.” I mumbled sliding off of the bed. “Thank you so much.” I wiped at my face as I headed for the door. “Your welcome. Don’t forget the follow up.” I nodded exiting to the waiting room were Macy was sitting smugly. “How’d it go?” She asked when she saw me. I grabbed her hand. “Let’s go.” I didn’t want to talk in front of anybody that went to our school. She nodded understanding. When we made it to her car, I burst into tears for what felt like the millionth time that day. “I’m going to be a college drop out, Mace.” I said. Macy tugged at my hair. “No you are not. I’m not going to let you. We can move out together and get an off campus apartment. We’ll get jobs and you can get a babysitter. And you can bet your ass Kody is going to be financially responsible even if he doesn’t want to be in this child’s life.” That just made me cry harder. I knew how important a father was in a child’s life. I had loved mine with all my heart. “Hey, don’t stress too much. It’s bad for our child.” That made me laugh a little and I took a deep breath wiping my face. I needed to get my shit together. Crying was not going to get me out of this situation. “Shut up Macy.” I said lightly. This girl didn’t take anything seriously. She shrugged. “I’m serious. We can get married, but you’ll have to take my last name.” I rolled my eyes. “How’s Jamie going to take the news.” Macy raised a brow. “Obviously we’ll be a throuple Ezzie.” I groaned at the nickname. “I’m going to do it, Mace.” I placed my hand over my stomach. A wave of protectiveness washed over me and I looked down at my flat stomach. “We’ll be fine.” And I wasn’t talking to Macy when I said that.

    Now that I had accepted that I was going to have a child, the next hardest part was telling Kody. I didn’t want to. I wanted to pretend I had gotten knocked up by some other one nightstand and raise my child on my own, but Macy had guilted me into spilling my guts. I woke up early Saturday morning, sneaking out of the house before Stella could guilt me into running an errand for her. The sun was out which was rare. It was warm so I wore a white T-shirt with my favorite denim shorts. I tied my hair into a high ponytail allowing my fringe to escape. I looked cute but relaxed. The outfit was the only part of me that was relaxed. My hands shook as I walked across campus to take the shuttle. I didn’t have a car yet and I thought about how crazy it was that I was about to have a baby before I got a car. Or a career. Or a fucking clue. Don’t get me wrong, babies were always in the plan. The ten year plan. After college and marriage. I didn’t want my kids to go through what I had went through. But that was in the clouds now and this was real life. As I walked to Kody’s house I plotted. The measly tips I made working as a waitress at the local diner wasn’t going to cut it. I couldn’t drop out of school. I just needed a better job. I needed a plan. I had eight months to get it together. Taking a seat on the shuttle, I pulled out my phone and began to jot things down in my notes app. Things I needed in the next six months: An Apartment A better job To tell Kody that he had gotten me pregnant I tapped my finger on the screen as I tried to come up with more stuff that absolutely needed to be on the list. I was pulled out of my thoughts by the bell ringing on the shuttle. Collecting my bag, I made my way off of the bus and proceeded to walk the three blocks to Kody’s apartment. Everyone on campus knew where Kody lived considering he was wildly popular. It wasn’t a shock as to why. For one thing he was insanely good looking with pale blonde hair and a sharp jawline. His eyes were a cool blue and his eyelashes were thick, just one look had girls dropping their panties. If that wasn’t enough, he was rich. Not insanely rich or anything but he had more money than the average student at Winterbrook U. Surprisingly enough, he wasn’t much of a snob and you could barely tell he was loaded. But his apartment was one of the things he had splurged on. I trudged up the steps leading to his one bedroom that was located on the third floor. I had never been inside his apartment before our one night stand and I wasn’t excited to be going back. I didn’t want to look like a groupie. Making my way to his door, I raised my fist, briefly knocking before I could lose my nerve. The door was almost immediately pulled open, a stranger standing in the doorway. I took a small step back, thinking that I had knocked on the wrong door. The guy looked confused, reaching a hand out and scratching the back of his neck. “You’re not Pizza Hut.” he said with a smirk. I looked him over. He didn’t seem like the kind of guy Kody would hang out with. He was tall and kind of wiry with lean muscles. His hair was shaggy and his lips were baby pink. He was kind of adorable. “Uh, I’m looking for Kody.” I said, clearing my throat. The guy smirked, leaning against the door. “Is that right?” He looked me over, seeming to have an internal debate in his head. I clenched my teeth. “It is right.” I snapped. “And instead of ogling me like some sort of creep, maybe you could just let him know that I am here.” The guy tilted his head to the side. “Calm down, midget.” He said with a smirk. “If you must know, I was deciding if it was worth hearing Kody’s mouth to see some girl drama. I’ve decided it is. Come on in.” He stepped to the side while I scowled at him. Midget? I was actually pretty tall. I stood at five feet seven inches and I normally towered over all of my girl friends. Who was he to call me a midget? I stepped past him, rolling my eyes. I froze when I focused on Kody’s living room. It was filled with guys. It smelled like weed and I noticed a couple of blunts being passed around. Kody was sat on his couch, a blunt behind his ear. He had his eyes closed. He seemed relaxed. I wanted to smack him. When the occupants of the living room noticed me, the room began to quiet down. I opened my mouth to say something but I found myself speechless. I suddenly regretted my choice of outfit. “Kody, you have a guest.” The guy who had opened the door said with a smirk. Kody slowly opened his eyes. When they made contact with me he narrowed them before looking around the room. “Beast, clear it out.” He said quickly pulling the blunt from behind his ear and throwing it onto the table. “You heard the Cap.” A guy with dark olive skin said standing quickly. Now he looked like the kind of guy Kody would have out with and I didn’t miss the side look over he gave me. All of a sudden the living room began to clear out. I didn’t miss the stares I was getting or the mumbles. I chose to ignore them as I glared at Kody. This was going to be the father of my kid? “King, wipe that smirk off of your face and beat it.” Kody said rolling his eyes. The guy who opened the door stayed where he was. “Alright, but this is really my last job Cap. I mean it.” Kody glared. “Whatever. ” King sent me an amused look before walking out of the apartment leaving me and Kody alone. “Lewis. To what do I owe the pleasure?” Kody asked standing up now and walking over to me. I ignored his question. “What did he mean, ‘one more job?” Kody rolled his eyes, opening his fridge and pulling out a water bottle. “That’s none of your concern. Why are you even here?” I folded my hands nervously. “I actually needed to talk to you but-” “We decided that was going to be a one time thing, Lewis.” Kody mumbled taking a long swig from the bottle. God, did he have to make every action so damn attractive. “That’s not why I’m here.” I said. Kody smirked. “Sure. You came to my house in those short shorts because you wanted to talk about what, the history final?” He laughed. “Don’t be so transparent.” I raised a brow. “Are you high?” I asked because now that I thought about it, he was acting high. He walked closer to me, stopping with just an inch of space between us. I had backed up into the counter. He was definitely high. “I’m not high, Lewis. I’m just stating the facts. And if you want another round in my bed, your going to have to do much better than shorts and an unexpected visit. That’s such a cliche.” I pushed him away from me, stepping neatly around him. “Get your shit together Kody. I don’t want another round in your bed. Do you even hear how much of an asshole you sound like?” He shrugged taking another drink from his bottle. This was a mistake. I couldn’t believe I had let Macy talk me into doing this. “You know what Kody, ” I said tightening my bag on my arm. “Have a nice life. Good luck ending up like every single other smoked out teen in this town. ” I wasn’t going to let my child be around that. Not to mention whatever gang related activities were going on around here. He glared at me as I walked towards his door. “Screw you, Ezra.” He said. I ignored the expression on his face because it seemed like his feelings were hurt. But I couldn’t care about Kody’s feelings. “You already did.” I tossed back, slamming the door.

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  • Gold Hockey: The Complete Series

    Book One: BlockedBrit The first question Brit always got when people found out she played ice hockey was “Do you have all of your teeth?” The second was “Do you, you know, look at the guys in the locker room?” The first she could deal with easily—flash a smile of her full set of chompers, no gaps in sight. The second was more problematic. Especially since it was typically accompanied by a smug smile or a coy wink. Of course she looked. Everybody looked once. Everyone snuck a glance, made a judgment that was quickly filed away and shoved deep down into the recesses of their mind. And she meant way down. Because, dammit, she was there to play hockey, not assess her teammates’ six packs. If she wanted to get her man candy fix, she could just go on social media. There were shirtless guys for days filling her feed. But that wasn’t the answer the media wanted. Who cared about locker room dynamics? Who gave a damn whether or not she, as a typical heterosexual woman, found her fellow players attractive? Yet for some inane reason, it did matter to people. Brit wasn’t stupid. The press wanted a story. A scandal. They were desperate for her to fall for one of her teammates—or better yet the captain from their rival team—and have an affair that was worthy of a romantic comedy. She’d just gotten very good at keeping her love life—as nonexistent as it was—to herself, gotten very good at not reacting in any perceptible way to the insinuations. So when the reporter asked her the same set of questions for the thousandth time in her twenty-six years, she grinned—showing off those teeth—and commented with a sweetly innocent “Could’ve sworn you were going to ask me about the coed showers.” She waited for the room-at-large to laugh then said, “Next question, please.” *** This was it, the call up of her life. And Brit was sitting in the parking lot of the arena, unable to force her fingers off the steering wheel. “Get it together,” she muttered. “Or you will suck on the ice.” Harsh, probably. But the truth. Still, the words were enough. Enough to get her body in motion, to pop her door, and walk around to the trunk of her ten-year-old Corolla. Her gear was shoved inside the small space like a sausage threatening to burst from its casing. Brit grabbed the strap and hauled out her bag before slinging it across her shoulder. “You know they have guys for that.” The voice made her jump, and her gaze shot up, then up some more until she stared directly into the eyes of the captain of the San Francisco Gold, Stefan Barie. The slight tinge of a Minnesotan accent made her shiver. Uh-oh. And seriously, only a hockey fan would find a Minnesotan accent sexy. He smiled. “It’s the coldest-winter-is-summer-in-San-Francisco thing.” When she frowned, he cocked his head. “The wind chill.” What? “You know? Mark Twain?” Her brows pulled together. “I know who Mark Twain is, and I’m familiar with the quote. Though it’s a common misnomer, and Twain didn’t actually say it. Still, it is windy in the city . . . I just don’t know why you think I’m cold, and it’s not—” She shook herself. What was the point in her rambling? “Never mind.” This was what her mind did. Every single time. It drifted, focused on mundane details she then couldn’t prevent from bursting free. No surprise that once they were free, her conversations were punctuated with awkward pauses. Like the one happening now. Brit sighed. Give her an interview any time. Let her spout off sound bites to the camera and no problem. It was the real life human interactions that were terrible. “No,” Stefan said. “Tell me. What is it?” It was only because he seemed genuinely interested that she answered. “It’s not summer.” “What?” Another sigh. Yep. Way to go, genius. “It’s technically fall. Summer has been over for six-and-a-half days.” There was a moment of quiet, a long, uncomfortable pause during which neither of them spoke. Then surprisingly—shockingly—Stefan laughed. Her heart gave a little squeeze, her brain said, Uh-oh, but then before she could really panic, he spoke, “You’re absolutely right. Now come on.” Snagging her sticks, he nodded toward the arena. “I’ll show you the ropes.”

    Oh no, this wouldn’t do.This. Would. Not. Do. Brit stared up at the obviously hastily created sign—black squiggles of Sharpie and crumpled computer paper tended to highlight that fact. This would not do. “Okay then. See you on the ice,” Stefan said, handing over her sticks and walking down the hall. Brit dropped her bag to the black skate mat laid across the concrete floor, pushed open the door, and peered inside the room, just to make sure it wasn’t full of her teammates, that this wasn’t a lame joke for the new girl. It wasn’t. Hot rage slid through her that she tried to swallow. She needed to be on her A-game. Needed to focus. And this wasn’t the players’ fault. Apparently, management had decided to go for this little endeavor on their own. Likely, they were trying to keep things PC in order to avoid a potential lawsuit. But this was Brit’s future. She fumbled for the switch and flipped on the light. Her heart sank further as a wave of disappointment welled up. It was exactly as she’d feared. A single bench. One equipment rack. Yup. Getting dressed by herself was sure going to help her integrate into the team. The locker room was the heart of any hockey team, where joking and ribbing and plenty of cursing took place. It was where she’d always felt most comfortable, and where she’d been able to find at least a few allies. How was she supposed to receive coaching sequestered by herself? Should she just watch the team bond and draw up plays without her? Miss the talk about D-pairs or changes in the system? She wasn’t the first woman to sign a contract with a professional men’s hockey team, but she was damn sure the first to have earned a chance at the backup goaltending spot. Which might someday lead to a starting position. A major step of which was connecting with her teammates. Brit let the door slam closed, shouldered her bag, and walked down the hall. She heard them before she saw them. “Chin up,” she murmured and pushed into the room. It took a few moments for the guys to notice her. Silence fell, stifling, hot, embarrassing. Not that a little embarrassment would stop her. Spotting an empty bench and rack, she walked across the room. Her bag hit the floor with a thud; her sticks clacked together as she set them against the wall. She could have heard a pin drop, could practically smell the smoke coming out of her teammates’ ears. Not about to let them get the drop on her and having been through this more than her fair share of times, Brit knew it was best to get the awkwardness over. She unzipped her bag, hung up her gear, then toed off her shoes and stripped down. All the way down. “Everyone get that good look,” she said into the quiet locker room. Her gaze slid around, meeting each of the guys’ in turn. Some were obviously confused or shocked, a couple were irritated by her or her interruption, and some were typical men—if their eyes glued to her breasts were any indication. Others—like Blane, her teammate now three times over—were familiar with her methods. He didn’t even blink at her nakedness, just kept his eyes on hers and nodded in greeting. “Get it out of your system,” she told the interested ones, “and get over it,” she said to the irritated section. She was here to stay, and if they had a problem . . . well, they could suck it. To the rest, she said, “Now let’s play some fucking hockey.” With that, she snagged her sports bra and underwear and started getting dressed. “Style points, sweet— I mean, Brit.” She grinned up at Blane, who was half-dressed and standing in front of her, and feigned indifference, even though her heart was pumping with jitters. This may not be her first professional hockey rodeo, but it was still the NHL, where the best came to play. No way she wanted to screw that up. “You know how it is,” she told him. Her anxiety eased when he stepped closer and gave her a quick hug. It was nice to have him there, especially since the two of them went way back, having played together in juniors. “Ten points out of ten.” His voice dropped. “You okay?” “Now I’m fine.” She was. And as soon as she got onto the ice, she’d be even better. “Good.” Her lips twitched. “Good for you to catch that sweetheart.” Blane grimaced, tapped his nose. “Hasn’t been the same since the first time I made the mistake of using it.” She’d been young with a chip on her shoulder the size of a redwood. Blane had made the mistake of trying to prove to his friends he could get in her pants. The result had been a broken nose for him and a month-long grounding for her. But they’d gotten that nonsense out of the way, had settled into a warm and easy friendship. “I’d say sorry—” she began. “But I wouldn’t believe you anyway.” He grinned. “Glad you’re here,” he said and crossed back to his spot to finish getting dressed. Brit grabbed her pelvis protector, pulled it on, then snagged the black and gold striped socks that had been in the other dressing room. Just as she was about to slip one over her foot, a soft voice interrupted her. “Well done,” Stefan said. She turned to look at him, not having noticed he was in the stall next to hers, and her heart gave a little tremble. Which she ignored. Obviously. He raised two fingers in silent salute before continuing to get dressed. Slowly, noise filtered back in through the room, lewd jokes punctuated by awkward pauses as the guys glanced toward her for her reaction. “You’ll have to do better than that,” she called after a particularly bad one. “I’ve heard that lame excuse for a joke before.” Stefan snorted, and her eyes flashed to his. Was it pride in his gaze? Annoyance? She couldn’t tell a damned thing. She’d just knelt atop her pads and begun strapping them on when Coach Bernard came in. He hesitated for the briefest moment, as though surprised to see her, then plugged an iPad into a cord in the corner of the room. The image on the tablet’s screen was projected onto the far wall, and he ran through each of the drills in turn. “Move it,” he told them. “Ten minutes.” On the way out, he paused near Brit, glared, then inclined his head to an open door just off the main part of the locker room. “When you’re finished.” She nodded, tied the last couple of straps, and stood. Leaving her chest protector and helmet on the shelf above the bench, she walked to Bernard’s office. Her pulse raced, and her palms were sweaty. His expression had said this chat wouldn’t be concerning her welcome party. The buckles on her leg pads clinked when she hesitated on the threshold. Bernard glanced up from a stack of papers on his desk and waved at her. “Come in.” Brit shuffled her way inside, waited. Bernard studied her, his face completely impassive, and yet there was something under the surface. It wasn’t dislike exactly, but she got the feeling he hadn’t been one hundred percent on board with her being there. Well, tough. She’d prove herself to him as well. Just as soon as she figured out a way to end this god-awful silence. A minute went by. He stared at her as she stood there, half-dressed and awkwardly taciturn. Eventually, she cleared her throat and asked, “You wanted to see me?” “Yes, Brittany—” “Brit,” she interrupted automatically. Bernard didn’t say anything for another long moment, only regarded at her with a raised brow. Her gut went tight as she stared back. Last thing she wanted to do was get on the wrong foot with management and, between her locker room striptease and interrupting the coach, she had the feeling she was off to a very bad start. “Brit,” he finally said, “I think you’re a good player, don’t doubt that. But I’m not sure you being here is the best thing for the Gold.” Ouch. The Gold were the NHL’s newest expansion team, a controversial addition—and an unnecessary one at that, some thought—in the already professionally crowded, but hockey-hungry Bay Area. As with most expansion teams, they weren’t very good, which wasn’t unusual, but the owners were running out of patience, and the team had gotten some bad press last season: carousing, the odd DUI, then a scandal involving one of their top players and a rape allegation. Couple that with losing the majority of games . . . Rumor had it, if the team didn’t improve this season, the owners might sell. “You think I’m a publicity stunt.” A way to clean up the Gold’s image rather than a valuable addition to the team. It wasn’t something she hadn’t already thought of. Bottom line, though, was it didn’t matter what management’s motivations were. This was her chance to play at the highest level possible. To be the first woman to do so. It was a really big deal, no matter the pushback she would have to withstand. God knew, she’d already endured plenty of it from the media, from other players in the league, from her own mother, who worried she might be in over her head. Outwardly, she held onto a shield of confidence, pretended all of the naysayers had no freaking clue. But inside? She did wonder if she was good enough. Only time would tell. Still, Brit knew one thing. And it was a big one. She knew she could deal with pretty much anything if it meant she could play hockey. The sport was in her heart, in every single nerve ending and cell. She never felt more at home than when she was on the ice. “Maybe you’re a publicity stunt. And maybe it’ll work out.” He shrugged, like it wasn’t her future he was so casually dismissing. “But my experience tells me not.” “Well, thanks for the vote of confidence.” She didn’t bother trying to keep the sarcasm from her voice. Any bridges she might have worried about conserving had been burned long before she’d even set foot in the locker room. Bernard sighed. “You’re talented. I’ll give you that much. Your glove hand is one of the fastest I’ve ever seen. But you’re shorter than the male goalies and weak on your upper blocker side. That will need improvement if you want a chance at a start.” “Noted,” she said. “I’ll work on it.” And she would. “Good.” A beat of quiet. “See you on the ice.” With a nod, she left the office, knowing that despite Bernard’s lack of confidence in her abilities, he had spoken the truth. She was shorter. Her blocker side—the hand that held her goalie stick and was protected by a large rectangular pad—was her biggest weakness. It wasn’t as if she could grow six inches on the spot, but . . . she could work on her technique, bust her ass, and practice hard. Harder than she ever had before.

    A man stood next to Brit’s stall when she came out of Bernard’s office. Mid-fifties with close-cropped white hair, he wore a black tracksuit with the Gold’s logo and skates. A pair of gloves and a stick were propped next to her gear.“Brit,” he said, putting out his hand for her to shake. “I’m Frank, but the boys call me Frankie, so feel free.” Call him Frankie? Words literally would not form on her tongue. Because she already knew who the man was. Had researched each member of the Gold’s coaching staff before she’d signed her contract. But that didn’t stop her from being starstruck. Frank wasn’t just Frankie. He was Franklin Todd, renowned goalie coach and former professional player, and just about as close as she got to a hockey orgasm. Meeting him, talking to him was better than shutting down a cocky forward on a breakaway, better than stacking the pads and stealing an almost-guaranteed goal. He was her idol. Except . . . Her heart sank because he probably felt the same way as Bernard. She was an annoyance, a not-quite-good-enough player. Worse. She was a girl. Well, fuck that. Straightening her shoulders, Brit glanced up and forced herself to witness the derision in Frankie’s eyes firsthand. Except it wasn’t there. She stumbled for a moment before settling on “H-hi, Frankie.” He grinned, grabbed up his stick and gloves. “Hi, yourself. Don’t let Bernard get to you. He’s a hardass to every new player, and he especially doesn’t like rookies.” She shrugged into her chest protector and began securing it in place. It was strange to be considered a rookie at her ripe old age. In hockey, rookies tended to be in their teens, or sometimes their early twenties. Definitely not well on their way to their third decade. But that aside, she decided to ask the bigger question. “Why’d he agree to have me on the team?” If she’d been expecting a platitude about Bernard really liking her on the inside or some crap, she’d have been wrong. “He had no choice.” Okay then. “I wanted you and threatened to walk if management didn’t give you a contract.” Brit was dumbfounded for a long moment before she found her voice. “But . . . why?” She’d had her fair share of supporters through the years, her brother, some coaches and players, a small—very small—segment of fans who knew who she was. But why would someone she’d never met—someone she didn’t know—put his neck out for her? “I saw you in Buffalo.” She frowned, thought back to all the times she’d played in Buffalo. Only one game stood out. And not because they’d dominated. “But we got creamed.” Her team had lost 8-1, and she remembered each of the four goals that she’d let in with crystal-clear accuracy. The two periods she’d played had been some of her worst hockey ever. “I know.” Confused, she just stared at him. “You let in some soft ones.” Was that supposed to make her feel better? “But after you were pulled”—after the coach had taken her out of the game and let the other goalie play—“you stayed on the bench instead of going to the locker room.” Brit remembered sitting there, at first because she hadn’t wanted to make the walk of shame past her teammates, and then in sympathy when the score continued to rise. “Yeah, I did.” Frankie watched her for a long moment, his eyes fixed on hers, as though willing her to understand. She didn’t. Big deal. She sat on the bench. It isn’t like she’d done it for unselfish reasons. Frankie sighed, clapped her on the shoulder, and turned toward the hall that led to the ice. “Five minutes.”

  • Mated to the Alpha and His Beta

    Lanie Today was the day I lost my freedom forever. “Oh my god. I can’t believe it! It’s finally time!” My best friend Mindy stormed into my bedroom. I loved her enthusiasm typically, but today wasn’t the day for it. I’d been dreading the mating ceremony for years. But now that I was eighteen, there was no way around it. Due to the shortage of she-wolves, I’d be assigned to my two mates today. And they could be anyone—from a neighboring pack, or guys I went to school with who had also just turned eighteen. And getting mated to any of the guys I went to school with? Gag me. And not in the sexy way. No one knew how the elders decided who was mated to who. And sure, some people ended up okay, like my mom and my dads. But sometimes? Sometimes it wasn’t so great. And the elders? They didn’t care. Once a woman was assigned to her mates, that was it for her. The only way out was death. And in that case? Lucky guys! They got a new mate. After all, the purpose was to rebuild the clans after the Great War, so basically, we she-wolves became nothing but incubators. Yay. I’d find a way out. Eventually. There was no way I was going to just spend the rest of my life having two men using me as their own personal sex toy. “You look like you’re going to prison or off to war or something right.” Mindy frowned at me. “I am.” * * * “Last Fall’s mating ceremony resulted in the birth of seven pups, and last Spring’s mating ceremony has resulted in three pregnancies so far. We hope this Fall’s ceremony will be just as fruitful.” The head elder, Aldon, gave a small nod of approval from his place on the stage set up in the middle of the town square. Polite applause sounded. This whole thing made me want to barf. But I wouldn’t dare do anything that could bring embarrassment to my family. The elders were known to be a bit…catty…with their assignments if someone displeased them. My sister was due to be mated in just a couple of years, and I would slice my own throat before I ever did something to compromise her fate. Mindy practically vibrated with excitement beside me, her gaze focused intently on the stage, her hand in mine. I gave her hand a little squeeze. I hoped we would get to stay in the same town. Being near her would help me through whatever came, even if I was separated from my family. “Pay attention,” Mindy hissed. “They’re starting now.” “Lanie Stanton!” Oh, shit. Why did I have to be first?

    Lanie I took a deep breath and walked up onto the stage. My heart felt like it was about to beat right through my ribs. Dear gods, please don’t let me faint. Please, please, please don’t let me faint. I stood next to Elder Aldon and looked out into the crowd, above their heads, not seeing anything or anyone as my eyes fuzzed over. “Lanie Stanton, it is my pleasure to announce that you have been mated to Alpha Xander, and his Beta, Zane.” Wait, what? I was mated to the Alpha and his Beta? No, that couldn’t be right. Everyone knew they were both completely head over heels for Alice. Everyone expected the elders would mate her to them. I looked back over at Elder Aldon, who was staring at me. “Ex…Excuse me. I don’t think I heard you. Could you repeat that?” Elder Aldon stepped closer to me, so his black robe hid the fact that he grabbed my forearm roughly, his bony fingertips digging into my flesh. “You. Heard. What. I. Said.” He punctuated every word with a puff of onions-and-coffee breath, his grip on my arm increasing. I feared he would draw blood. “Go,” he growled, shoving me forward. I swallowed down my fear and turned to face Alpha Xander and Beta Zane, who were sitting on the other side of the stage. I did my best to hold my head high as I took slow, steady steps toward Xander and Zane—who were both looking at me with a mixture of pain and anger on their faces, their mouths contorted in snarls. Their wolves shined behind their eyes, and they glared at me. Xander’s hands were gripping the arms of his chair, looking almost as if he could snap the wood right off. They looked terrifying, and I wanted to run as far away as I could. I made it across the stage and stood in front of them, bowing my head slightly as I waited for them to speak, to tell me what to do. Because…they owned me now. *** Xander This. Would. Not. Stand. The elders had made a mistake, and I would force him to fix it immediately. If being Alpha stood for anything, Zane and I would at least get the match we wanted. “You’ve clearly made a mistake, Elder Aldon,” I said, my wolf rising closer to the surface, roiling with anger. “I assure you, we have not, Alpha Xander.” Aldon lifted his chin, his pointy nose tilted up like a pig sniffing for food. He disgusted me. This match disgusted me. I stood, shoving the little twit of a girl aside and walking toward Aldon, ignoring her gasp as she stumbled. As I towered over him, he backed up a step. “Sir… Alpha…the choice has been decided. Once it has been written, it cannot be undone.” “Anything can be undone.”

    Xander I looked out at Alice. Tears streamed down her beautiful face, and her blue eyes screamed at me in agony. My heart sped up, and I wanted to go comfort her, tell her everything would be okay. Instead, I looked back to Zane and opened our mind link. “Go to her,” I told him. In seconds, he was by her side, holding her and whispering words of reassurance to her. My chest ached looking at them. That was my future. Me, my Beta, and Alice against the world, raising our pups, raising the next Alpha of the Constantine Clan. I turned back to Aldon, allowing my wolf to show its claws. “You will undo it. Find a way,” I commanded. Aldon’s wolf flashed in his eyes, along with something else I couldn’t place. But he looked off to the side out into the crowd and then backed down. Had he been in wolf form, his tail would have been between his legs. “Please, Alpha. Can we speak about this privately, and let us finish the rest of the mating ceremony?” I could barely hear him, and I scented his fear. “Finish the mating ceremony. Now.” I turned to go back to my seat. “Stay down there with her. And I swear to god, if he calls her to mate with someone, I’ll have his head,” I spoke to Zane. The fact that she was twenty and hadn’t yet been mated wasn’t lost on anyone. Alice had been treated horribly by many others in the pack for it, but I’d worked hard to sway the elders to put it off. Elder Aldon continued. “Next up, Alice Fabine. Mated to Gregory Bjorn and Lucas Spindler.” *** Zane I was going to kill him. I was going to jump onto that stage and tear him limb from limb and then make Xander declare that this whole mating process was done. That our pack was going to go its own way. Fuck everyone else. Alice trembled in my arms, sobbing as her name was called. My heart splintered, and I held her tighter, kissing the top of her head. It was all I could do not to partially shift and sink my fangs into her neck and claim her right there in front of everyone, elders be damned. “Alice, you must go to your assigned mates.” Elder Aldon’s voice was slimy, and my fangs dropped. “What in the fuck are we supposed to do?” I projected to Xander. “Just… Fuck.” Xander’s power radiated through the crowd as his anger notched up, and we all felt it in our bones. Just one of the reasons Alphas had to stay in constant control. Anything they felt was sent out to the rest of the pack if they didn’t have a tight rein on their emotions. “Xander… your rage is being fed to everyone here,” I warned. Our eyes met, and we both nodded. We knew what we had to do.

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  • Where Are My Parents

    I lost my sight. But this morning, miraculously, I could see again. I wanted to tell my parents the good news, but I found a crumpled up tissue under my bed. There was a message on the tissue: Don’t tell them you can see.

  • The Bloody Galatea

    I always thought my husband was handsome, wealthy, and gentle until I found this basement when I was cleaning the villa. As soon as I pushed the door open, I smelled the Formalin. I turned on my cell phone flashlight and a pair of human eyes were staring me dead in the face! I took a step back with a shriek, and I had hit something. I slowly turned around, and my husband was standing in front of me, looking puzzled and asking me, “”What are you doing? “” Next to him was a bloodied corpse ……”

  • Revenge After I Was Released from Prison

    On the day I was released from prison, two men were waiting for me. One of them sent me to prison, and the other one convicted me. The snow was very heavy that day. They looked like two snowmen waiting outside the prison. Not just the two of them, I would make everyone pay their price.

  • Single Mom’s Revenge: 30 Mins Buried Alive

    When I was buried in a coffin, there was only one thought in my mind. I want her dead. She was my best friend, the woman who buried me alive.

  • How My Boss Became My Hubby?

    Half an hour ago, I sent a photo of my boss to my ex, and texted: My hubby. Then everyone in the meeting room saw the message on the big screen. I was so ready to quit my job, yet somehow my boss was willing to play along. But why exactly would this handsome rich guy want to date me?